SAN'S HAIR IS PURPLE OMG

SAN'S HAIR IS PURPLE OMG

mnet: this is a WAR there can only be ONE KING you will be COMPETING against each other‼️

the contestants: 😁💞🥰☺️👩‍❤️‍👩😁💞

please stop over sexualizing san

I feel like this is very hypocritical of me to say, but I honestly don't care

you're probably like, "well violet, aren't you mainly a smut account?"

and yes, you're right. but that doesn't mean that I only talk about the people I write about in a sexual way.

they're people. real, breathing people, who are so much more than their bodies. and seeing how so many other people only think of san as some sex object really infuriates me if I'm being honest.

imagine if someone talked about you like that, and only saw you for your body. you might get uncomfortable, feel like you're nothing more than your looks, and start to get self conscious about your appearance.

I know san has seen the comments lots of "atinys" have been saying since their recent comeback, and it hurts to know that they could've made him even more self conscious than before.

I know this is very touchy considering how I write about him in a very mature way, but that doesn't mean that I only see him as that.

all I'm trying to get at is; how about we acknowledge him for other things?

his voice, how much he's improved since kq fellaz, and make him feel like we love him because of him, and not just because of how beautiful he is on the outside.

I know the majority of the people who read this love san for who his is as a person, and respect him as such. but if you disagree with me, than you're part of the problem and exactly the type of people I'm calling out.

and to those of you who think "oh, well he wore a crop top, so he wanted to be sexualized." or "he knows what he's doing, maybe he should've worn more modest clothes."

shut the fuck up, please, just get the fuck out

I'm done with you guys

REBLOG THIS IF:

- you support trans kids under 18

- you support trans kids getting surgeries before 18

- you support trans kids starting hormone therapy before 18

          kill to the beat. trickster!hongjoong x reader.

── drabble :: horror :: thriller :: 

── warnings. allusion to kidnapping + hair grabbing/pulling + getting injured + tied to a chair + throwing knives + assumed murder + blood

── word count ݁ ⩇⩇:⩇⩇ ⠀710

── early access. @teeztheflag :: @closer-stars :: @barsformars :: 

── developer’s note. this is just something short but i do want to do a longer fic with this concept of trickster!joong. this is just me testing the waters lol. let me know what you think!!

the only sound that you could hear right now were the sounds of your heart thumping impossibly loud in your ears. you felt like the organ was no longer in your chest, but in your throat and if you did anymore running then you possibly throw it up. 

you tried your best not to reveal your hiding place, but damn was it hard to breathe. your lungs basically on fire from all the running. 

damn, how did this even happen? how did you allow yourself to be tricked so easily by him. maybe that’s why he “jokingly” called himself the “trickster” but now you think maybe he wasn’t joking at all.

“awe, my sweet little muse, where did you go? i know you’re not trying to runaway from me,” he says and you could hear his familiar giggle that at first you thought was cute, and kind of sexy, but now terrifies you. 

if he finds you, he will surely kill you. there’s no doubt about it, you’ve already pissed him off to no return by running away from him and hiding. if you can just make it to the exit, then you make a run for help. 

you if you can only make it to the exit…

his little giggle resonates through the corridor once more, but it sounds closer than ever and you clamp a hand over your mouth. eyes staring widely and your senses on full alert as you can only hope he doesn’t open the locker you’re hiding in. 

go away, go away, go away, go away, is all you can repeated think as you listen to his heavy footsteps hit the floor. almost to a sinister type of beat. like he was getting a joy out of searching for you and you could nothing but feel helpless. 

“come on~ i’m getting tired of this hide and seek bullshit!” he shouts before hitting his bat against the wall not to far from where you are hiding. tears start to stream down your face as you can slowly feel the light of hope escape you.

it’s only a matter of time before–

“found you~” he laughs as he wrenches the door, his laugh echoing in your ears as he grabs you by your hair and pulls you from your hiding spot. 

“no! no! please! hongjoong! don’t do this please! let me go!” you shout and scream and kick as he drags you by your hair before promptly throwing you back into the room you escaped from. 

the recording room. 

the recording room that hongjoong trapped you in and recorded your screams for his sick pleasure of using them in his songs. your scream, cries for help, and wailing cries; he captured them all with a sick grin on his face.

then you watched as he entered the recording booth where he had you tied to a chair, “if you won’t be a good muse and stay then i’ll treat you like a bad muse and force you to comply,” you remember him telling you as he tied you to the chair. 

the binds around your limbs loosen and you turn to look at him in shock; however his face was emotionless.

“go on before i change my mind,” he says and you quickly dash out of the chair and out of the room and towards the nearest exit. 

it was right there! the bright red sign reading EXIT was right the–

you suddenly fell to the ground with a cry as you felt pain all throughout your body. doing your best you turned to see hongjoong with that sinister smile on his face as he holds his throwing knives between his fingers. you can’t help but glare at him before turning to try and crawl to the exit.

“awe, did you really think i was going to let you leave?” he says as he walks closer to your slowly bleeding out body. his bat dragging across the floor like it was some type of dead weight and you’re almost there! 

your bloody hand reaches for the door, barely just a few fingertips away that you taste freedom and then–

your hand falls limps to the ground and hongjoong’s laugh is the only thing resonating throughout the corridor. 

in light of all the violence against asian communities, i want to make a psa.

do not turn this into an oppression competition.

do not compare the racism that asian people are experiencing/have been experiencing with other groups of people who are also discriminated against. do not belittle these traumatic experiences simply because they are not as "severe" as the other forms of racism other minorities face.

do not disregard this violence and do not claim that it is not racially motivated simply because "asian people aren't viewed with negative stereotypes so it doesn't count." the amount of people who genuinely believe "well, asian people are labelled as smart and modest. all of your stereotypes are good so your experiences with racism don't count/aren't as bad," is absolutely ridiculous. this invalidation is the reason why asians who do experience racism do not speak out.

it is not beneficial to any party when people make comparisons out of this kind of trauma. there is nothing to gain from making statements such as "x people have been battling this for years!" or "x group has it way worse than y group because of a, b, c" or "so many more x people have been killed/hurt than y people."

RACISM IS RACISM.

stop making it a pissing contest for no fucking reason.

if you do, you're blatantly stating that you do not care about the asian lives that have been lost or asian discrimination simply because you believe ASIAN PEOPLE HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED ENOUGH RACISM/VIOLENCE FOR PEOPLE TO CARE.

you're basically saying that you want asian people to have it worse than they do right now because the violence they are currently facing is not extreme enough for you. you want brutality against asians to reach some kind of threshold before it is "acceptable" for there to be outrage.

do you hear how dehumanizing that is?

yeah. don't do that shit.