Flawed-isnteveryone - Nothing Is Impossible

So true!!🙌

In the wise words of jyp:

I am struggling. And I mean really struggling to allow my self the freedom or worth to do anything for myself..... Wait that's wrong. Right now as I'm typing this, I'm sitting on my couch with thoughts running through my head over and over and over again.

Thoughts of whether or not I'll pass my Road Test in a few weeks, thoughts of fear and panic taking over my body as I prepare for my Road Test and plain old thoughts of actually achieving something that I've been working on 7 years of completing.

I'm scared.

There I said it. I'm scared. I'm scared of letting myself down all over again. I'm scared of letting those around me down. I'm scared of failing at another thing in my life. I'm scared of allowing myself to finally achieve ONE goal in my life. I'm scared of allowing myself a sense of satisfaction of being 23 and becoming one step closer to my OWN independence.

I'm scared; OF FINALLY BEING MY OWN PERSON AGAIN.

I've gone so long hiding in the shadows and taking care of those around me that I've forgotten how to do anything for MYSELF. It's almost like it psychically pains me to do EVEN ONE thing for MYSELF.

Am I FOREVER to be the woman in background?

😍😍😍😍