Hey..

Hey..

I'm just passing by to give you 💐💐💐 so you can have a much more wonderful day. Even if we don't talk much, I'd like to say that you are loved and mattered. I believe in you and you got this 🩷🩷🩷

This is so wholesome and I am having a less than good day so it was really appreciated 🥰

Everyone is hyped that Buddie might be on our screens this season but what if the reason they're showing Buck and Eddie to us soo much is because we're going to loose one...like one dies 😭

(Idk I don't want to get my hopes up for buddie and it doesn't happen)

So Eddie wants "Chemistry". That's what he believes in. He wants what he had with Shannon, and yes he loved her to a certain degree, but it cannot be denied their relationship was NOT healthy, likely never was healthy, and was never going to be healthy. Hence why Shannon asked for a divorce, since she seemed to be the only one at the time who could recognize their relationship for what it was.

And Eddie himself fell into this trap when Shannon came back, feeling this "chemistry" with her that resulted in them falling into bed together multiple times, but never actually fixing or growing their personal relationship. Never mending their trust issues. It's just funny that Eddie was saying he wanted what he had with Shannon, when even he admits that it wasn't a healthy relationship. I'm not saying he's not allowed to look back on his relationship with her fondly, but I truly can't help but feel like he looks back on his ROMANTIC relationship with her with rose-colored glasses.

Now back to Chemistry. It's kind of a nebulous phrase, doesn't really have a clear meaning. To me, chemistry is often something that comes in the early stages of a relationship. Kind of like infatuation, or butterflies or "magic" like Eddie says (let's be fucking real Eddie and Shannon were not magic).

I'll bring it back to this chart:

Any way you look at it, it comes out like this.

Eddie:

Shannon- highly emotional, idealistic, weakened by separation, seeking to find happiness, in love with "emotion".

Ana- sudden, idealistic, based on a feeling, seeking to find happiness, focusing on external looks (ie. she's exact what I should want), seeking to get

Marisol- sudden, idealistic, based on a feeling, seeking to find happiness, seeking to get

Buck:

Abby- highly emotional, idealistic, weakened by separation, seeking to find happiness, focusing on external looks, in love with "emotion"

Ali- sudden, idealistic, weakened by separation, seeking to get

Taylor- highly emotional, based on a feeling, seeking to find happiness, focusing on external looks, seeking to get

Natalia- literally the entire "infatuation" column.

Now Buck and Eddie? I could write a dissertation on how they fit into literally every single point listed in the "love" column.

I just love everything about this... I miss Lee Rang but more importantly I miss Kim Bum 😢

Knew it!! ...omg his little smile kills me

Happy Valentines Day Everyone