But You Make Me Wanna Act Like A Girl, Paint My Nails And Wear Perfume... For You Make Me So Nervous,

But you make me wanna act like a girl, paint my nails and wear perfume... For you make me so nervous, that I just can’t hold your hand...

Demi Lovato (Heart Attack)

When you are full of misery. You realize that life is full of mystery.

Just another random thought popped on my head. 

Things My Tumblr Page Have Missed

Okay, I haven't updated my tumblr page since like forever, because I was very busy taking care of my college life here. And I thank GOD so many times, because I finally got my college degree for medicine, which means I am getting closer to become a doctor. 

Well, after the graduation ceremony... I realize that it is not the end. Not yet. It's only the beginning. It's the start of something new, and something more challenging, because after this... with the blessings of GOD, I am going to be a co-assistant at the hospital for about 2 years before I can get my "medical doctor" title. I am so happy and excited for that. I do realize that with this medical degree I own, I have bigger responsibilities to take now and I have to work hard to be responsible of it. I believe I can. :)

Actually this good news is not the only thing that I am going to share here. Since my page has missed lots of things about me, I really want to tell here what else have happened to me while I was absent updating my page.

1. I have done working on my thesis since January and I had my exam for the thesis in 22nd January.

2. I am now taking an English class (again) in Future Academy since I am not busy now. I took their IELTS test and they said my score was pretty good to get me to the IELTS level 4 class.

3. I am currently working-out with my body at the gym, because I have gained 5 pounds since December and it sucks. I don't wanna be a fat lady seriously. And it feels good and fit.

4. I lost my two cell phones on 8 February in one day. :'( Don't want to tell the story here. It was very shocking and whatever. Damn snatcher!

5. I got my college degree for medicine on 12 February, and attended the graduation ceremony on 14 February (on Valentine's Day).

6. I currently am happy now with things that are going on lately.

7. All thanks and praises to my Creator, GOD... :)

So I think that's all for now. :)) GOD bless y all...

Thank you, GOD....

For every sweetness and bitterness that You have let me taste through this year.

For every lessons learned that I've got through this year.

For all of the love and blessings You have given to me through this year.

For Your guide in every step of my life through this year.

For never giving up on me (for always).

For reminding me always that You will never ever leave me alone.

For all the people who love and care about me that You have put in my life.

Thank you for everything You've done in 2012.

I want to praise You today for this 2012 is almost over, and I will praise You tomorrow as I do today for 2013 will begin with more blessings from the heaven.

You are good and amazing!

Love You with all my heart... :)

"Perfect boys only exist in books..."

About Me #09 : I get attached easily and tightly with people or things.

Yeah... Once I feel emotionally connected with some things or people (which happens often), I get attached too them tightly. And once I lose them, it's really hard to let go of them. 

It happened when I lost my 2 cell phones... :| It was hard to let go of them... I guess I should really learn to let go and move on... It's life... People lose things everyday... Right?