Idk, But I Have A Massive Thought Train Since Yesterday. I Dont Know What Side To Lean Onto, Im Just

Idk, but I have a massive thought train since yesterday. I don’t know what side to lean onto, I’m just ↘️⬇️↙️➡️↪️ between everything. Every my opinion becomes a scatter to something different immediately, but there’s one thing I know for sure.

The roleplay is a representation of violent and unfair world. That’s a fact. Period.

We lack mercy.

I had a breakthrough today as I was thinking and I realised, how filled with hate their world is. Is it just me or we lack forgiveness? Love? Compassion? After all the wars that happened, they are still fighting. They are holding grudge against each other for the whole time.

I noticed we really skipped through SapNap’s visit. As we know, SapNap was his friend before Dream cut their bonds and everything just collapsed.

I expected SapNap to keep hitting Dream until he respawns and do it again and over and over. But SapNap didn’t do that. He was calm and collected, talking very calmly.

He didn’t say that literally, but SapNap forgave Dream. He didn’t say they will be friends again, he didn’t say that it’s all okay again, but he forgave him. And that’s what I think we really lack, not sympathising with Dream, just forgiving him.

(I think I should stop here and say that to all Tommy fans that will go after me and call me Dream apologist - face the facts. I don’t say Tommy was evil monster. But what we know for a fact - Tommy was choosing violence either way. Childish and gentle, but burning a house is sort of violence. Stealing. Constant griefing. Etc. And I can’t stress it enough, but don’t call me a Dream apologist.)

Tommy, whenever he visited Dream, he tried to make Dream feel what he felt during the exile. His right to do so. But apart from the prison, Tommy began to change for the better, showing behaviours he didn’t show before, like apologising to Eret for taking stuff from him and promising to return it. He started to listen to others more, like with Sam, he stopped being stubborn and did what he was told to.

Maybe the old Tommy wouldn’t forgive Dream for what he did, but the new Tommy - probably could. And maybe he would, if there wasn’t the TNT going off. Again, this is not about Tommy hugging Dream, saying omg dream it’s fine we are besties now let’s forget the past and we fine brotha it’s about clearing the grounds between both sides. Forgiveness sets both at peace. It’s more like "I don’t want to see you ever again. I forgive you, but don’t ever contact me again, I don’t want to meet you ever again” type.

Of course Dream did so many horrible things, it’s hard to count eventually. One flaw heavier than the other. But the more I see, the more I lean towards the theory that Dream either is a Dreamon, or is possessed by it. I noticed an enormous difference between Dream from Tommy’s last visit and yesterday’s stream. Dreamons feed on hate and violence, craving love and fulfilment on the same time. We saw, how Tommy was to him (again, I’m not saying he did the wrong thing; was his full right. He was distressed and tired). He screamed “I hate you” and “fuck you” right into his face. And was it just me or I straight felt the atmosphere go thicker. As if Tommy’s words were like idk, some power cells, charging Dream more and more, until it escalated to a fight that... we know how ended.

What if what they really wanted to show us is, what happens with the world filled with hate? Bruh, even the fandom is full of hate rn. Hate brings death and we all saw it.

And for any concern of yours - no. I don’t say Tommy deserved what came for him. It was tragic and brutal death he didn’t deserve. I started to sympathise with his character a bit more since he changed.

Again. This is not a theory. It’s a thought train. A consideration I leave you guys with.

And last but not least - does Dream deserve mercy? I don’t know. I feel like it’s not us to judge.

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SAY HOW WE ARE FEELING TONIGHT ANGST! ALL AROUND ME ARE ANGST TOMMY IS NOW BACK AND EVERYONE IS IN SHOCKED! I HATE THIS SEEING HIM SUFFERED IN THE OTHER HAND I ALSO WANTED TO... i am a bad person!

As usual, my interests don’t circle around Tommy. Like, he is getting enough attention from his big fans, I enjoy lore on his side, but I’m so much more interested in Sam.

I’m so sorry for Sam and Jack and seeing their reactions was nothing but deep pain for me, like THAT was a huge angst.

First of all before anyone accuses me, that I would prefer Tommy stay dead - idk. I’m somewhat happy he is back. But on the other hand - look at Sam.

Person that deeply cared for him. That is very collected, spending his days and nights in the prison, worrying. What could he do? Like, Tommy accusing Sam of all those bad things, that he left him to die and all, it made me so angry despite Tommy being damaged mentally after leaving the cell. I feel like everyone keeps forgetting that Tommy signed the waiver saying that if there’s an issue, he may have to stay inside. Sam had to stick to the rules, that’s how these places work. He had to make a decision, either risk Tommy’s life or lives of all people on the server, by risking Dream escaping. Sam couldn’t let Tommy go just because he’s his Tommy.

Ahh I have so much more to say but it’s 5 am and I’m brainrotten

**intensively loving Eret and his big alabaster eyes that remind me of my childhood crush his father**

SO I MADE AN AU and the sketches were done one day before Eret said he’s related to Herobrine LMAOO anyway there was so much going on in the lore, I couldn’t focus enough to finally complete it. Bruh. But it’s finally done!! I dunno how true it is, but I still had fun with it✨

Bonus story under the cut!

sam and hannahxxglock after the egg lockdown