The Fact That My Old Account Helped Me With My Mental State A Bit Because I Felt That I Actually Mattered

The fact that my old account helped me with my mental state a bit because I felt that I actually mattered and now its just gone is haunting me.

I hope I get it back. I need it back.

Reblogging some of the posts from my old account.

I LIVE knowing that this would make conservatives froth at the mouth and piss their pants.

Genuinely crying over the fact that I lost my old blog. I worked so hard on it, and now all the work might've gone down the drain.

I was already in a shitty place mentally so that was just the icing on the fucking cake I guess.

And please don't comment shit like "you're a wimp", "why would you cry over that its stupid."

I have never had anything to my name. Ever.

I cry over stuff like this because of trauma that I've gone through.

Reblogging some of the posts from my old account.

Speaking on being queer

Love how im sure of my gender at this point, I am transgender FTM, but my sexuality is a bit harder. If you want me to "come out", even though its already in my bio lol, then this is it. Currently I only have two followers, one who I know in real life (hi buddy), but still, if I grow or I don't I just thought I'd post this anyway.

Currently I believe I'm both the asexual and aromantic spectrum, I don't really feel inclined to have sex, and I rarely experience crushes, but I still develop romantic feelings after me and the individual get in an actual relationship. I am also biromantic, which means I can get in relationships with both men and women, and everyone in between.

Its interesting, speaking on this more, as I have never really spoken too much, even with close friends except the one who follows me (hi again, buddy), and now anyone could see this. But, I'm not exactly scared, I don't think it should affect peoples view on me too much, but if it does affect your view of me, then I guess thats fine as well. Just be kind, alright? If not to me, then the other queer people, alive and gone. All minorities need respect, period, and if you believe not, then thats a bit messed up.

My sexuality is a part of me, but it isn't all of me.

Regardless though, I hope more people, including me, coming out will help make it less stigmatized. Even though I'm really small compared to all the other accounts on here in terms of having followers, I hope my words still mattered to whoever read this.

Much love, Me.

I can't remember most of my posts anymore.

Genuinely very upset that my other blog got randomly terminated because I reached so many milestones on there that I never could've dreamed of.