We're All Living The Same Girls.

We're all living the same girls.

Why do Kaiser and Lorenzo are ALWAYS in my mind, then there's like Otoya, Karasu, and Yukimiya from time to time, I'm cursed.

You're the smart one here baby.

aphrodite’s favourite star - a poem

cw: profanity, mentions of god (nothing religious), jealousy? (kind of), implied suicide if you squint, self hate,

a/n: melancholic era but there's reasons im sad obv lol

my dear,

my stunning darling.

can i be honest?

i fucking hate it, i really do,

when you say you’re ugly.

because, well, why??

you’re gorgeous,

Aphrodite hand crafted you.

the goddess herself put utmost care into your creation,

she knew what she was doing when i look at your face.

and think, no, wish.

fuck it, not even wish. long.

“god, i want to look like her. be her, even.”

and i mean, am i wrong?

people should be jealous of your beauty,

and be grateful for your mere presence.

i, for one, am delighted and appreciate your mere existence,

for to even breathe the same air as you is a blessing.

but part of me,

i think it’s also a curse.

why must you bless me with your presence,

yet i curse you with mine?

why do you breathe the same air as me,

so gracefully and perfectly,

yet i pollute it like it’s not life’s greatest necessity.

is it?

life’s greatest necessity, i mean.

i mean, i don’t need it, do i?

it’s not like i want to live,

let alone need to.

aw, isn’t that silly?

i’m not pretty and suddenly it’s the end of the world!

maybe you say i’m overreacting,

and i kind of am.

but maybe you don’t know what it’s like

to live like me everyday.

well, that’s besides the point.

may you recognise it one day,

my gift from god themself.

y’know, if you were a star,

which you are to me,

i would dedicate my whole life to astronomy.

just to begin to understand how such an organism exists,

in a world where i’m the night sky. the background.

after all, you’re the main attraction,

my beautiful star.

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Couldn't agree more bbg.

Liz prob the funniest person on Earth

Everything seems like mess fr...

Do you'll realise that the moumita case is vanished from the media and public? No like the whole case, tragedy seem to vanish literally, no one is talking about it NO ONE. IT IS LIKE AS IF A TREND CAME AND GONE...dude tf is wrong?no one is talking,media,newspapers,public no one. Was it all a drama? That sympathy? Parade? But to be honest I'm not surprised.After all, we're living in fastest developing country. Aren't we?

Couldn't agree more, I can't defend my country anymore to be honest.

Do you'll realise that the moumita case is vanished from the media and public? No like the whole case, tragedy seem to vanish literally, no one is talking about it NO ONE. IT IS LIKE AS IF A TREND CAME AND GONE...dude tf is wrong?no one is talking,media,newspapers,public no one. Was it all a drama? That sympathy? Parade? But to be honest I'm not surprised.After all, we're living in fastest developing country. Aren't we?

Alright soldiers, my older brother saw my c.ai chats. Pray for me.

#goodbye #imdead