This Style Is Closest To Me. Obviously, I Don't Always Dress Like This, But Still.

This style is closest to me. Obviously, I don't always dress like this, but still.

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In the park

I'm always afraid of everything, but I still do what I have to do. Do you think I will be brave enough to walk the streets of Budapest with hair like that? If I do, I promise to take a picture, but I may not dare.

It has happened many times that people have noticed that I am trans. They don't usually insult me, but it happened that they spat at me, and also that they kicked me in the open street. Once I was wearing a miniskirt and I was standing in the crowd on the tram. Someone reached under my skirt and I was so scared that I got off immediately. I wondered if I should be happy now that he didn't realize I was a trans girl. But as usual, I cried at the tram stop because they insulted me again. That's how it is…

Yesterday I took three pictures with brown hair extensions. I didn't really like it, so I decided to go blonde again. The way I was when I was young. This is what I look like tonight in my nightgown. I'm moving forward, I feel more and more that I'm not dead after all.