Know Am Supposed To Be Taking A Break But Yno, Y'know.

know am supposed to be taking a break but yno, y'know.

also high on insomnia/sleep deprivation [thanks for the 2 hours lunesta. you taste as amazing as ever.]

i was depressed af before lol. removing past negativity.

here's an additional bonus Uro as Yakui.

does anyone else ever feel like they have enough energy to acknowledge surroundings and that they're awake but not much more.

and want more sleep but not in a want to go back to bed sorta way, more like they got up to early and are stuck now?

Got rec’d this on youtube and just.

THIS IS SICK AF, CANNOT STOP WATCHING IT

more re-up stuff. seriously have to finish that Guide Us Home insp piece [hell's become a part of me, WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF DO YOU LOOK THROUGH MEEEEE]

shoutout to anyone that saw me being an absolute dumbass on yno today. told self am gonna to go to bed, put down pick, then proceeded to start strumming with fingers [callus building speedrun.] tried again by turning off amp, then left soundroom to go to realistic beach [found tabs for that bgm] with guitar sitting in lap and took 5 minutes of toggling sound to realize headphones were still on [they have a 1/4 jack so they need a converter to plug into anything but the amp]. was tired and not exactly functioning heh.

[bonus author note: MAKE SURE THE GUITAR IS PLUGGED IN AND THE AMP IS ON OR YOU WILL GET N O W H E R E]

WARNING FOR SELF HARM AND LOSS OF LOVED ONE

HAD A HORRIBLE DEBRIS CONCEPT,

Lefia was Tatsuki’s sister/twin, the two were really close and loved fairy tales and dressing up together but one day Lefia dies in an accident or fire and Tatsuki broke and couldn’t move on. They would read their old fav stories, sometimes share clothing like they used to [their fav bandana was fav because she got it for them]. possibly even had a plush that resembled her that they slept with every night just to try deny that she was actually gone. This fucked up his mental state so much he refused to outside for fear of being reminded, or worse yet bullied for being disillusion, that she was gone.

She was also always the one to console him when he was being bullied or berated/harshly scolded by parents, “You’re not an idiot Tats, its okay” and stuff and without that they turned ended up turning to self harm and isolation.