A lost person...
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Soul consuming loneliness. Made me so bitter.
living is my personal hell
i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself
I'm never ever going to be normal, am I? I'm just fucked up and ruined forever
i don’t want to ruin someone’s life by being in it
as long as i am alive i will continue to suffer simply by being who i am
i want to get my shit together so badly
i also want to just give up
I want to let go.
I am exhausted.
Not happy.... but relieved.
the only thing that makes me happy is knowing that one day i’ll finally die
how many more nights like this until I don‘t have to wake up aynmore?
Drowning.
Drowning.
Drowning.
Drowning.
Drowning.
I'm drowning.
My mind is spinning and I'm drowning.
i dream of slicing into my arm and watching the blood gush out
I'm drowning.
And there is no help.
being alive is just so exhausting
i hate having to keep going
you really fucked me up
Does anyone really care or is everyone pretending to?
I just want to die. If no one cares then why am i still here
