Do U Guys Ever Just Think About Your Old Paracosms And Js Start To Miss Them A Lil Bit Like I Was Such

do u guys ever just think about your old paracosms and js start to miss them a lil bit 😭 like i was such a different person during that period of time

i've been blessed with innate knowledge you all wish you had. i know of things you wish you knew of. i'm plotting and scheming with every breath you take.

ok i thought remaking a tumblr pinned post after accidentally deleting my account was hard enough but i just attempted on making a spacehey account for the past hour and i CANNOT feel my fingers. HOW DOES THIS SHT EVEN WORK 😭😭😭

also i'm kind of scared to tell some friends because ik they'll just be like "isn't that normal" like NO 😭😭 NO ITS NOT 😭😭😭 ITS SLOWLY CONSUMING ME BIT BY BIT AND I CAN'T GO A SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FEELING LIKE I'M WASTING AWAY MY LIFE 😭😭😭😭 SO NO IT'S NOT NORMAL 😭😭😭😭😭

Its so hard to talk about maladaptive daydreaming because it's so embarrassing 😭 like yeah.. I'm addicted to fucking daydreaming and my life genuinly revolves around little fantasies in my head

i had a friend admit she stalked my old tumblr account before.. i'm not ok 😭😭 idk i dont feel good about people who are close to me/irl friends stalking my socials bc i have personal accounts for a reason u can go stalk those but to stalk these ones where its just me talking to the internet and only the internet? lowkey made me uncomfortable when she said that but i guess i can kind of let it go even though i rlly dont wanna bc we were going through some stuff and she wanted to check whether i was saying stuff on tumblr about her since im rlly active on here (nothing came out of my mouth) ... sorry for the lil rant its js smth that i wanted to get off my chest bc i hate people crossing my boundaries like that 😭

lil jonghyuk sketch i made whilst binging thewizardliz's videos 🤘🏼🤘🏼 hes my babygirl