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resentment.
bitter indignation of having been treated unfairly.
you had carried that heavy feeling for some time now, weighing you down with each step that you took. you wished you could pinpoint the reason, to have one target to focus on but there had been many things that caused you to clasp onto this feeling, it had become so familiar, you dared to call it a friend.
its warm embrace consuming you when you lay empty at night.
in your darkest hours.
Being raised in an almost picture-perfect home prevented you from completely grasping how you had ended up with the stirring feeling.
ย you had been given all that you had ever asked for, your parent's wealth had guaranteed you a life of luxury and pampering that anyone would die for. you had been sent to the best schools, had surrounded yourself with the elites, you had been born into a world that had been hand-made perfectly for you, so was it truly unfair?
yes
besides the fact that you never had to truly worry about anything in life, you had been instilled with morals, morals that your father had soon thrown to the wind the second a business offer was laid on his table that he just had to bite.
ย success was not enough for a man like your father, he always starved for more.
so much so that once the Jeon family, one of the wealthiest and most influential families in Korea offered a 98 billion won investment into his company in exchange for the marriage of their heirs, there was no fucking way he was going to refuse.
regardless of the sacrifices his own daughter would have to make for him.
marriage was sacred, this had been instilled in you since the early age of 5, your parents had fallen in love at the sweet age of 18, and ever since they had been inseparable. even after 25 years of marriage they still managed to swoon for one another. They had built a successful company together with blood, sweat, and tears. the dedication and loyalty they had for their business only enforced their ties.
"If you are to marry someone, do it for love"
they would say, funny how that quickly changed the moment money was placed on the line.
it was painful for you to admit that all the glory had gotten to their heads.
they had prepared a wedding in less than a week, forcing you into a marriage with a man you had only met the day you said your rehearsed vows.
Jeon Jungkook
Jungkook was one of the youngest and wealthiest eligible bachelors in Korea, the news of your marriage had shaken society to its core, no one had expected such a thing, he was known for his partying and luxurious life and you were barely known at all, as you always ensured to keep a low profile. magazines and blogs had gushed over your dress and the venue, the celebrities and other elites who had attended, and the expensive wines and food that had been provided. all things that had been chosen for you.
and yet you prevailed, in the sickest way you had convinced yourself that it would all work out for the best, your father would have not set you up for failure, you were the apple of his eye.
ย arranged marriages were not uncommon in your circle, many of them had turned out just fine. eventually, you could fall for him, eventually, you could really love him, like a real marriage.
the thought now caused a vile taste in your mouth.
you had been so foolish, so naive to believe such things but given the circumstances, it was the only thing you could hold onto. hopeful thoughts.
the hope that had been snatched from you the moment you had learned the truth behind this entire ordeal.
you see unbeknown to your father, the money that had been used to trade his daughter had come from the illegal sale of firearms to the biggest mafia leaders and gangs in Korea, all the success the Jeon family had obtained had come from a long lineage of fraudulent businesses and crime and your father's company had just become the next victim.
they had used your marriage to strengthen their venomous root within the company, using it to launder their blood money.
98 billion drops of blood at that.
which meant that if they fell, your family fell with them and even though you carried great indignation towards the people who you had once called your parents, you could not imagine bringing them such pain.
therefore, divorce was not an option.
fear had forced you into a loveless marriage, had you harboring secrets for the family that would bring your own down in the blink of an eye.
"Mrs. Jeon"
a delicate whisper flowed into the air, snapping you back into the room in which you sat.
"mhm," you blinked, your eyes falling back onto the woman standing before you holding a catalog for you to view.
"I apologize ma'am" her voice shaking slightly, "I asked if you would like to view the new line of furniture coming out this season" she offered "for the remodelation of your home".
you stared blankly at the photographs before you and took a deep breath, your mind vacant.
"send some options to my assistant and then we will choose from them" you instructed.
the woman nodded and bowed deeply before removing herself from the room.
this was what you had to become. you had integrated yourself smoothly into the role of a stay-at-home wife as requested by your father-in-law who had made it clear that working was not a woman's duty and that you should allow your husband to provide for you.
all the dreams you once had of becoming a successful businesswoman had been replaced by brunches with other wives from high society and charity events. there was no room for your aspirations here and neither was there for any protest.
it made you want to claw at your eyes.
"Myung" you called for your assistant, and she quickly appeared before you. her small frame contrasting against your grand office, her shaky hands pressed tightly against the tablet on her hands and if you looked closely you could swear she was on the verge of an anxiety attack.
"yes Mrs. Jeon"
you cringed at the name that she uttered, wanting to remove yourself as much as possible from that family.
"Myung, please call me Y/N"
you corrected, causing her cheeks to grow brightly red at her mistake. She bowed quickly, her eyes wide open.
"Y-yes Mrs. J - Y/N"
"do I have any other meetings for today?" you inquired.
her eyes quickly scanned the tablet in her hands, the schedule reflecting off her thick glasses.
" uhm, you were free for the rest of the evening but Mr. Jeon actually called and requested to have dinner with you tonight" she announced nervously.
"oh" your lips parted "he's back from his travels, is he?" she shook her head rapidly, biting on her bottom lip, a bad habit you learned she had each time she grew nervous, which was often.
you leaned back onto your chair and pondered for a moment. spending time with your husband was always planned, always scheduled. much like a business meeting, there were many formalities taken at the time.
hell, you didn't even share the same bed.
in the year you have been married, the man had not touched you once.
it could be that he found solace in the arms of other women, many of whom smiled each time they passed you at events as if fucking your husband was some kind of bragging right, or maybe it was the iciness you radiated any time he was anywhere near you.
regardless of the reason, nothing had changed since the day you said I do.
it was visible to you from the first day you entered your shared home that this would not be a marriage that would offer you comfort or warmth.
once the housekeeper had shown you to your room and found no evidence that your husband had even graced his presence there you had concluded that you were doomed to the coldness of an empty relationship.
you scoffed rather loudly, turning your chair to face Myung once more.
"Who does he think he is" You bit "am I a dog that he summons whenever he feels like it?"
she stood still, thoughts bubbling in her mind.
you held out your finger before she could speak "Do not answer that".
you inhaled deeply before reaching for your Birkin bag and standing up firmly.
"call the driver and tell him to take me home"
"but Mrs. Je - Y/N"
Myung protested as you walked toward the doors of your office
"Mr. Jeon will be upset" she concluded.
there it was, that reminder that all those who stood beside you ultimately were under the Jeon payroll, and although they showed the utmost respect towards you, their loyalty remained elsewhere.
you snapped your head towards her and placed the shades you carried in your hands over your eyes in a swift movement, your red lips pulling into a smirk.
it had been a long time coming, your rebellion that was. you had been obedient for far too long, running at their Becking call like some kind of pet. the title of a trophy wife made you sick but that was what you were all along.
smile pretty for the camera Y/N, laugh Y/N, walk Y/N, bow Y/N, be respectful Y/N, don't be too loud Y/N, shrink yourself Y/N.
"then let him"
you had been silent for too long, cowarding at each of their words, in fear they would hurt your family.
but you were your father's daughter and you were starving
for revenge.ย
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Note: I really like the setting of this one? Idk how well it came across in the fic but the forest, middle of nowhere, swampy, flooded kinda deal, good vibes to me
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The water sloshing around your head slowly calms. Your floating hair tickles your face, your clothes cling to your body, and your wrist remains tightly bound in Jungkookโs hand. Heโs too close, with you pinned under him. The flooded field was silent, too silent for the struggle that had ensued just seconds ago.
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You were a fawn in headlights when he first saw you in that clearing. Your back had been to him and at first, he had swore and scoffed at you because who hangs around in the woods disturbing his peace? Everyone in this town knew he lurked behind the tree line, drinking himself stupid and doing whatever fucked up activities they rumored him to. Yoongi never minded being the talk of the town. Heโd been an outcast since his teenage years. Since he stopped going to church with his family like every other prim family populating the place. They took some fun teenage rebellion and ran with it- he liked to think himself not as messed up as people whispered he was. Heโd always thought himself not to be until he met you.
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๐ธ๏ธ โ ห เผ. โCry for meโ - Kinktober Day 17

paring: producer!namjoon x vocalist!fem!reader
genre: smut
tags/warnings: dacryphilia, explicit language, creampies, recording with consent (a song), praise and slight degradation, fat dick joonie, makes reader cry once and wants to do it again, pet names and degrading ones alike, some exhibitionist undertones (like the other post lol), readers pussy is wet just like her face โน๏ธ joon is so cute
synopsis: namjoon needs to add a special touch to his song
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you and namjoon really tried to keep business and pleasure different. you both realized the greatness of mixing the two though after namjoonโs mind was dazed, only thoughts of making a mess out of you filled his head. he didnโt think this simple favor would lead to him being buried in you with your clammy hands sliding down the glass for support. coughs and tears croaked out of you as you remembered exactly how namjoon asked you for this favor. you had recorded background vocals and ad libs for namjoon and the boys many times, the cut of the check was pretty nice too. so you were used to when theyโd hit you up, especially namjoon who practically lived in his studio and needed samples of your voice frequently. this favor he was asking for was a strange one though. โcan you cry for me?โ his alluring, deep voice making you sit up at the strange words he just asked. cry for him? well that wasnโt what he usually needed from you.
โhuh? you said cry?โ your eyebrows furrowed. โthatโs not nice joon.โ
โitโs for a song iโm working on, i need it done by tomorrow. so yes or no?โ
โwhat are you trying to make an edgy breakup song?โ
โyou could say that.โ thatโs how you found yourself in the recording booth, headphones over your ears as you tried pushing out fake tears. you looked pathetic trying to do something so stupid. namjoon sighed, seeing that you werenโt taking this seriously and realizing this process was going to be a lot longer than he wanted it to. he pressed down on the button to speak to you, wanting to burst into laughter at the face you were giving him. โwhy are you looking at me like that? i just need a clip of it.โ he let out another laugh.
โi canโt just cry on command. i donโt have a reason to cry namjoon.โ you glared at him through the glass trying to figure out why he thought you could do this naturally.
โhow about i give you one then?โ
and so, your salty, tear stained face was pressed into the glass after that, wet panties dragged down your thighs while he plunged that thick, meaty cock between your pussy lips. his large hand covered your head, keeping you grounded against the glass as your cries sounded throughout the studio. being split open with makeup mixed tears, your body went limp when you couldnโt take it anymore. โneeded something to cry about? cry about this dick then sweetheart. wanna hear you.โ your whimpers werenโt enough for him. he wanted you sobbing and blabbering. so he pushed in further, hitting your womb and turning your pussy to mush. he knew this was for a project, but he wanted to see you like this more. โalways wanted this pussy, knew you felt warm like thisโ uhhโfuck.โ
โjoonie,โ you sniffled out, eyes puffy and red from how relentless he was being when it came to your body. drool inched from the corners of your mouth while you went on a rampage of fucked out, rambled sentences he didnโt try understanding. instead he made those sentences more incoherent, lifting your legs slightly so that you were mid air being destroyed by his cock. he was chasing those pretty tears now, eyes never leaving your face and completely forgetting the reason why he wanted you to shed tears for him. fucking his prissy little background vocalist wasnโt on his list today but he was happy he could squeeze in the time. โjoonie ahhโ ahhh โm so wet, โsโso wet for this dick fuck!โ
โyeah baby girl, whoโs making you cry on this dick?โ
โyou joonie!โ you looked back at him, black mascara stained cheeks bringing out all of those slutty features. your tears were making him grow inside you, if he knew youโd look like a goddess while crying for him heโd have been much meaner in the past. he was desperate to see what else could have you crying like a destitute slut.
โlook at you,โ namjoon pulled you up by your throat. he made you face the transparent glass now, making you look at how your tears were smudged up on the glass along with your faint reflection. โlook at my fucked out crybaby. fuckinโ sexy ass.โ he grabbed your ass, smack after smack landing on you while you threw it back on his dick, pushing that tight pussy on him so he was balls deep inside of you. you didnโt know if you were sobbing because of the stretch or because you desperately needed more. โgonna make my song go platinum with these cries sweetheart.โ he wanted everyone to hear how hard you cried over him, maybe heโd add the squelch of your soaked hole for more affect too. โshitโ you getting tighter or you cumming on my dick?โ
he got his answer when relief washed over you, finally being able to nut right on his cock. namjoon buried himself inside, filling you up and mixing your mess. your hole leaked out onto the floor, trickling and dripping out of you like a waterfall. โso pretty, leaking with my kids, just like those tears leaking from your eyes darling.โ
โdid i do good joon? can i hear?โ this was always the best part, listening to joon tweak and revise your sounds. you couldnโt wait to watch him play around with those beautiful moans and mewls. you took it easy when lifting your body from the glass you were pressed into. you pulled your panties up to prevent yourself from spilling even more and quickly followed joon over to listen with him. his expression fell when he realized the record symbol wasnโt a play symbol. โnamjoon.โ
he gave you that innocent golden retriever smile. โshit. guess i forgot to press record.โ he laughed and scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, all while his eyes narrowed lustfully at you. โsession two?โ
โiโm going to fucking kill you.โ you grumbled, fingers hooking around your flimsy panties again and slipping the cum stained fabric back down your thighs.

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WARNINGS โ mention of heartbreak & breakup, so much fluff
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the sun has just begun to cast its soft glow through the curtains, signaling the start of a new day. as the gentle rays illuminate the room, you stir from your slumber, your eyes blinking away the remnants of a restless night.
you forgot the last time you've cried your eyes out for so long, but you are certain you were left without a tear in your body. although you canโt help but feel the weight of heartbreak lingering heavily on your chest, and the pain. you've never thought it could seem so insurmountable.
you feel a lump forming in your throat at the thought; you, being so vulnerable, destroying yourself for a man who you knew didn't deserve you. that is probably why you feel so shameful, wasting your tears for a man whose only aim in life was to hurt you.
just the thought of him makes your blood boil and your body shake in frustration, but the feeling is soon gone when you feel an heavy arm tightening against your waist. as your eyes open, you can't help but smile as you become aware of the warmth enveloping you completely.
you didnโt remember falling asleep like this, cozily nestled between your two best friends, whose arms are around you as if to cage you -- not that you mind.
the same way you didnโt mind when you found the same men standing outside the door of your apartment last night, food in their hands, fully prepared to help you as they always did.
you truly feel lucky like to have someone like hoseok and namjoon in your life -- the two inseparable best friends (more like brothers) who share the same affection and love for you. sometimes you wonder if you deserve to have them in your life, but never in your years of friendship did they ever made you believe you were a burden.
and itโs only part of their caring nature to act like this towards you. although, you are now certain you hold a soft spot in their heart, just by they way they treat you.
namjoon possesses an air of quiet strength, a natural leader among the others. his presence exudes a sense of calm and reliability, making him your go-to person for guidance and support. or for just a laughter whenever his clumsy self decides to make a mess.
you've always felt safe around him, not just for his size -- him being taller than you is just an optional -- but his aura itself radiates true and pure gentleness. even now, with his arm wrapped protectively around you that spoke of unwavering comfort.
your back is pressed tight against his hard chest, his breath hot against the crook of your neck as he cuddles against you, still deep in his slumber.
only when you hear a shuffling noise next to you, you turn around, meeting the sleepy, yet soft gaze of hoseok. his hair were a mess, making you giggle as you comb his dark locks with your hand.
"good morning, beautiful" he purrs as your fingers play with his hair, earning a genuine smile from him.
since the first time you've met him, hoseok has always been the sunbeam of the group with his contagious laugh and his pretty smile.
a smile that shouldn't match with the sadness in his eyes -- something that you've noticed after getting to know him deeper -- but somehow he makes it work. as if his eyes were a reminder of his past, and his smile a reminder that he never lets his sadness overtake him.
"good morning..." you whisper, your giggles subsiding as you stare into his eyes, your voice still hoarse as you feel a burning sensation in your throat. the memory of you crying in sobs makes your cheek grow hot in embarassment, something that hoseok notices right away.
"how are you feeling?" he asks, his voice showing a hint of concern as he tries to find the right words. "slept well?"
you simply nod at his question, a tight smile on your face as he brushes some hair away. his gesture is so full of care and love, and you almost feel your heart skip a bit as he starts pampering your cheeks with soft kisses, a silent way to reassure you.
you close your eyes at the sensation, savouring it as he continues to shower you with affection. your body feels even warmer now that his lips were on you, and you almost donโt realise you were holding your breath if it wasn't for another voice suddenly awakening you.
"what are you two doing?" namjoon's deep morning voice is enough to make you whimper, his question sounding more attractive then it shouldn't have.
"i'm taking care of our girl, of course" says hoseok, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, and you canโt help but feel shy at his words.
"you could have waited for me," namjoon protests, tightening his grip around you as a way to make you turn to meet his face.
he looks breathtaking even in the morning, and by the way his gaze softens as he stares at you, he probably thinks the same thing about you.
"it's not my fault you take too long to wake up," hoseok responds with a teasing tone, you can almost sense the smirk in his voice.
"but i'm awake now," namjoon responds, giving you a reasurring smile as you stare into his dark eyes. his gaze is full of comfort, trying to read through you as his usual. "feeling better?"
you nod, feeling a lump forming in your throat. but not because youโre still thinking about the cause of your pain, no. but because you canโt believe you are this lucky. lucky to have two men who care for you as if you are the only thing that matters. words seem insufficient to express the gratitude and comfort you feel in this moment.
"we're here for you, you know that." hoseok says, planting a soft kiss on your shoulder as he grazes his nose on your soft skin, nuzzling against your neck. namjoon hums at his words, his hand finding your cheek as he stares into your eyes.
"take all the time you need," namjoon adds, his voice barely a whisper as his thumb brushes your cheek.
you feel so vulnerable at their touch, comfort enveloping you completely as their bodies press against you. the room is filled with an unspoken understanding, a bond that goes beyond words. they know youโre hurting, and they are determined to be the pillars of strength you need.
"should i prepare some breakfast?" namjoon asks suddenly, his question meant for you as hoseok snorts at his suggestion.
"if you want to burn the whole house down, go ahead" he responds snarkily, and you canโt help the laughter escaping your mouth at his words.
namjoon isnโt the best cook, that's for certain. but you appreciate the thought. and thruthfully imagining him cook in your kitchen brings you a sense of comfort.
"i was thinking some biscuits and juice!" he tries to defend himself, and you almost feel the urge to kiss his pout away, something that he notices right away as you look at him with doe eyes.
you keep laughing as the two of them continue their banter, that soon comes to an end as hoseok convinces namjoon that you deserve more than a simple breakfast, opting for some take-out instead.
"you're the one ordering, though" namjoon smirks, his arm wrapping around you again as he pushes hoseok away in a playful manner.
"you're unbearable in the morning," he huffs, sitting on the bed as he grabs his phone.
as he dials the number, you stare into his black tee-covered back, your hand massaging his skin through the soft material in a gentle manner. he turns his head, looking at you with an appreciative smile.
your motion is almost interrupted when you feel wet lips on your cheek, your eyes meeting with namjoon as he continues his soft attack on you.
"are you sure you're okay?" he whispers in your ear as his lips trail down your neck, making you close your eyes at the feeling.
youโre too lost in sensation that you donโt respond, making namjoon stop his movements. you canโt help the whine escaping your lips as he stops suddenly, but when you open your eyes, youโre met with his distinctive smirk.
"answer me, baby" he demands, his voice deeper than usual as he knows the effect it has on you. and the nickname.
it isnโt the first time namjoon called you that, somehow you've never found weird that a friend referred at you as baby, especially a close one like namjoon.
but now that you are in your bed, your body pressed against his naked chest, his lips on your skin, well... it all feels different.
and the fact the hoseok is also there, -- now having finished talking on the phone to order you food -- sitting in your bed as his fingers keep gently grazing the skin of your leg, makes it even more domestic.
it feels strange -- having your two best friends so close to you. but it feels... natural. as if it was always meant to be this way.
and it never felt like this with anyone before, not even with that garbage you used to call your boyfriend. he doesnโt have an ounce of what namjoon and hoseok have.
"food's coming," hoseok announces, putting his phone away as he lays down on the bed once again, his arm founding your waist.
as the three of you wait for it to arrive, you engage in quiet conversation, their words a balm to your wounded heart. they share stories, cracked jokes, and never brought up the topic of your ex boyfriend -- not wanting to ruin the comforting mood you've created.
your heart feels so full now that youโre embraced, both physically and metaphorically, by their unconditional love, a feeling you longed for a long time. and soon, the room - once filled with the weight of heartbreak - begins to transform into a haven of solace.
and it doesnโt matter how your friendship with namjoon and hoseok would have changed after everything that happened till now, you are certain, now more than ever, that they were meant to be in your life. to give you the love you've never thought you deserved.

Imagine you get cheated on...BUT- the cheater turns kinda...yandere?
It felt like an awful nightmare. Bile rising in your throat as you looked at your lover - the person who you loved through their highest and their lowest, the person who you invested blood sweat and tears into, the person you promised yourself to - undoubtedly pressing their lips to another person's. It took a hot minute before you tried to step back, only for you to bump into the doorway, causing a loud thump. The two looked at you, one with horror, the other with confusion. It took you no time to turn around and make a run for it. A hiccup making its way out of your throat as you felt a sob start to shake through your body.
It's been afew months, well. More then few months since that incident, and safe to say you have been doing...fine. not great, but fine. You've decided to collect your things while your lover was away from the house, your friends and family helping you out as you found a new place to live. It was bare bones, considering you didn't take the shared couch, or tv, dressers, not even bed. But it was yours, and you've been getting by. You'd like to think you've gotten stronger.
That was until odd things started happening around your apartment. Things were being moved, shit you know you wouldn't misplace. Your clothes were going missing, much to your dismay. You barely had any, so to lose even one shirt was frustrating. Then roses started appearing in vases in your home. Seeing as actual items were showing up you decided to call the police, and when it seemed that the window to your bedroom was broken, seemingly from an outside force, they told you to invest in better security as they kept a look out.
Which is why you were going to the store so late at night, I mean, what could go wrong?
bad decision, you later decided as you looked at the scene infront of you. Your throat tight, bile rising, just like that night, the night you lost your true love. In front of you was your lover - now ex - looming disheveled, gasping for air as their voice broke, a small, unnerving, almost crazed look, crossing their features.
"My love, my everything, oh please-"
"Dont."
Your lip trembles as you step back, your look of surprise quickly turning into that of anger. They had no right to call out to you with such fondness, not after what they put you through. The pain and suffering, all due to the person who swore to love you.
A look of hurt crossed their face at the sight of you backing away from them, as if you kicked a puppy. The idea sickened you. Quick to try and close the space once more as they struggled to walk straight they would stumble forward. Their voice trembling as they fell to their knees, a whimper coming from them as they scrambled to grab at your sweatpants.
"Please - my love I beg of you, I know what i did was sin, I know - I've never been more sick in the mind then i was that night, oh I was so stupid, thinking I could ever so much as THINK of another woman! Even more so after wards, how could I think I could ever live without you??? You! Oh precious you, the sun only shines when you are near. Those next few weeks were torture my dear, I've never wanted anything more then to RIP MY SKIN OFF WHEN I REALIZED MY MISDEEDS."
Their insane rambling continued as you tried to shove them off, tears starting to stream down their gaunt cheeks. Had they been eating? You wondered as you tried to get them off you.
"I'm...i'm better now though! I've never been thinking clearer, I came to a realization life isn't worth living without you! But by then- you...- you had already left, I tore through that house to try and find you but you had already been far gone. I asked your family, your friends - but all of them simply turned me away, your LOVER - isn't that what I am? I am, aren't i?? They should've...they-"
You couldn't listen to this anymore. A disgusted feeling filling your gut. What did you ever see in them?? You quickly shoved them away, a small gasp coming from them as you stepped away, your ex lover falling backwards onto the sidewalk. A look so firey resting on your face it could rival the heat from the depths of hell.
"You lost that right. You lost it the moment you took that person into your arms, the moment you brought them into our home, the moment you pressed your lips against theirs."
They seemed dumbfounded, sobs starting to wash over their body as they tried to sputter out apologies. But you had none of it.
"Did you get a kick out of it? Seeing me suffer? Seeing me jealous as you placed your hands on that person's? Your lips on them? When i left did you just go right back to kissing on them? Fucking them??"
You spat at them, your ex lover crying their heart out as they struggled to breath. Whether it be from guilt or heart break you weren't sure. They shook their head as they continued to cry, trying once again to reach out to you, to hold onto you for that comfort you once so readily gave them. But you stepped back, putting space between you once more. A scoff coming from you as you did so
"Baby please don't do this to me, please please please-"
Their voice wavered heavily. Some part of you, the part buried deep down in your heart, ached at the sight of them so broken down. They looked ill, both mentally and physically. But what done was done. You quickly turned on your heels as you made your way home. Your ex lovers cries filling the street as he urged you to come back, to not leave him. To not abandon him.
Maybe some sick part of you felt good that you left them a blubbering mess, after all. They rept what they sown, did they not?
Little did you know, oh how blissfully unaware you were. They were gonna get you back, one way or another. They will have you back in their arms, with all those roses they left in your apartment in pretty vases all over your newly bought home in the woods, far from everyone.
They will have you be their's again.
that corpse that once used to be their side piece left rotting under the concrete of their basement proves it.
