gothtimelord - desperately distracted
desperately distracted

still alive after 30 years of this shit šŸ¤˜šŸ’€šŸ¤˜ they/them // Ā°demi-panĀ° ~nerd alert~

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Hey. You.

Hey. You.

Cutie with social anxiety AND/OR zero self esteem.

You ARE cute. I just said so. And Iā€™m - well, never, ever wrong. So there.

And even ifĀ ā€œcuteā€ isnā€™t the yardstick by which you seek any sort ofĀ ā€œdeclaration of value and/or worthā€ - you are VALUED. You are WORTHY. JUST FOR BEING.

No-one has to PROVE their worth/value/importance/significance. YOU ARE. JUST FOR BEING. THATā€™S QUITE SUFFICIENT.

Want to go do great things? Things OTHER PEOPLE think are great? PLEASE DO. HERE. LET ME ASSIST AS NEEDED.

Donā€™t want to do any of that? GREAT. PLEASE DO. HERE. LET ME HANG OUT WITH YOU AND LAUGH.Ā 

Cuz thatā€™s ALL anyone HAS TO DO: be. Happily. Donā€™t let ancient religiously-inspiredĀ ā€œwork ethicsā€ SHAME drive you into a SUICIDAL DEPRESSION.

Thatā€™s BULLSHIT.Ā 

Be driven! IF YOU WANT. Have huge goals that make other people shake their heads in disbelief! IF YOU WANT. Thatā€™s ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL.

So is NOT DOING ANY OF THAT.

And anyone who holds up aĀ ā€œworthā€ yardstick and compares the Driven with the Not Driven and finds one of them UNWORTHY is a SHITHEEL who needs to get HIT BY A BUS. Maybe a train. Eaten by a shark?Ā 

Ended.

That comparison is awful. DESTRUCTIVE. UNHELPFUL.Ā 

It kills people, ends love, sacrifices children on the altar of ambition.

(And itā€™s okay to be ambitious - as long as you WANT to be, and donā€™t feel like you MUST BE in order to satisfy someone elseā€™s DEMANDS.)

I worry about you guys sometimes. Like, a lot. Iā€™ve reached my Quent Crisp-oid zen ofĀ ā€œstyleā€. Itā€™s taken 47 years and several suicide attempts, as well as the loss of love, friends, and family.Ā 

I choose not to suffer any of those pains anymore. And I choose my SELF over anyone elseā€™s DEMANDS. IF that dissatisfies them, THATā€™S THEIR PROBLEM NOT MINE.

This course of life is MUCH HARDER when youā€™re younger - I very clearly remember this struggle. But any way I can HELP, I will.

Do you perform? I will come watch and applaud.

Do you write? I will read and enjoy.

Do you sit andĀ ā€œbeā€? I will sit near you with a book and some tea.Ā 

Itā€™s all the same with me.

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