
still alive after 30 years of this shit š¤šš¤ they/them // Ā°demi-panĀ° ~nerd alert~
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Hey. You.
Hey. You.
Cutie with social anxiety AND/OR zero self esteem.
You ARE cute. I just said so. And Iām - well, never, ever wrong. So there.
And even ifĀ ācuteā isnāt the yardstick by which you seek any sort ofĀ ādeclaration of value and/or worthā - you are VALUED. You are WORTHY. JUST FOR BEING.
No-one has to PROVE their worth/value/importance/significance. YOU ARE. JUST FOR BEING. THATāS QUITE SUFFICIENT.
Want to go do great things? Things OTHER PEOPLE think are great? PLEASE DO. HERE. LET ME ASSIST AS NEEDED.
Donāt want to do any of that? GREAT. PLEASE DO. HERE. LET ME HANG OUT WITH YOU AND LAUGH.Ā
Cuz thatās ALL anyone HAS TO DO: be. Happily. Donāt let ancient religiously-inspiredĀ āwork ethicsā SHAME drive you into a SUICIDAL DEPRESSION.
Thatās BULLSHIT.Ā
Be driven! IF YOU WANT. Have huge goals that make other people shake their heads in disbelief! IF YOU WANT. Thatās ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL.
So is NOT DOING ANY OF THAT.
And anyone who holds up aĀ āworthā yardstick and compares the Driven with the Not Driven and finds one of them UNWORTHY is a SHITHEEL who needs to get HIT BY A BUS. Maybe a train. Eaten by a shark?Ā
Ended.
That comparison is awful. DESTRUCTIVE. UNHELPFUL.Ā
It kills people, ends love, sacrifices children on the altar of ambition.
(And itās okay to be ambitious - as long as you WANT to be, and donāt feel like you MUST BE in order to satisfy someone elseās DEMANDS.)
I worry about you guys sometimes. Like, a lot. Iāve reached my Quent Crisp-oid zen ofĀ āstyleā. Itās taken 47 years and several suicide attempts, as well as the loss of love, friends, and family.Ā
I choose not to suffer any of those pains anymore. And I choose my SELF over anyone elseās DEMANDS. IF that dissatisfies them, THATāS THEIR PROBLEM NOT MINE.
This course of life is MUCH HARDER when youāre younger - I very clearly remember this struggle. But any way I can HELP, I will.
Do you perform? I will come watch and applaud.
Do you write? I will read and enjoy.
Do you sit andĀ ābeā? I will sit near you with a book and some tea.Ā
Itās all the same with me.
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