How Do I Bribe You To Write This? @sunshyngal

How do I bribe you to write this? @sunshyngal

So I'm thinking of physical trainer Jimin ..... Who has been in a relationship for about five years now and then suddenly finds himself feeling a bit of attraction to one of his clients.

So he comes home and because he's a good and honest guy he tells oc that he's going to be honest with her : hes interested in his client.

He expects her to blow up and get angry but she merely nods and asks if he wants to break up. Jimin is quick to deny that . He just wants to take a break. Maybe an open relationship.

Oc agrees rather easily. Jimin is suspicious. Why ?

She tells him that she's not going to cling to him when he wants someone else. She has more self respect than that. He's free to go out with his client. She'll just find someone who finds her attractive.

Jimin can't fight the sour feeling of jealousy filling up his veins at that.

But he swallows his protests. This was his idea remember?

Anyways cue Jimin asking his client out for dinner that weekend and he tells oc. Oc shrugs and says cool , I have plans too.

What plans??!

Jimin doesn't mean to snap but he does.

Oc is unbothered

Going to a club, she says casually and he feels his head spin.

What the fuck.

🥺😭

That's how I get betrayed these days.

I legit have nightmares about those unfinished fics and they kinda give me anxiety. This shits seriously.

…

And then I find out the fanfic hasn’t updated for over a year.

I would have just laid down on the ground hugging the huge ass chunk of ice and cry like a wimp

No doubt about that

in which jungkook’s love language is acts of service 🧊🤍

+ the “why”:

It wasn't physical abuse per say. It was one incident that made me loose all the affection, pull that forced me to stay in the relationship even though it was bordering toxic.

It was when he called my mother to question their upbringing and what character I held. That was the last straw for me.

He would constantly tell me I belonged to him and him only, every other person except my parents were a threat, going out was dangerous. 16 year old me would bask in this thinking it was affection, that he cared and wanted to protect until the reality started sinking in.

He would get intoxicated, verbally abuse me, question my own morals, loved me when it was convenient, ignore me when I wanted affection- a twisted way of his to "keep me under control". He was 5 and a half year older than me and someone who her entire life convinced herself she can't be loved only held so much power in front of him.

He would be discreet in his ministration than with time he didn't even bother to do that. He would openly say I'm his to keep, his discard. That I didn't have any say if he leaves that I have no choice but come back if he wanted me to even if he was the one who decided to leave. That he has the right to hurt and it's my duty to endure.

It's been 11 years since we met, 10 years since we fell in love, 8 years since I decided to leave . . .

After 11 long years, he's a married man with a beautiful beautiful wife who is practically the age I met him first, who thinks the world of him and still, still he would call me and tell me he thinks of me when he's sleeping with his wife that no matter who I belonged to no matter who I marry no matter how many kids I have or he has, he'll never let go of the grip, the right he thinks he has over me, that the only person I ever truly belong to is him. No societal obligation or restriction will take that away from him, he won't allow it to.

I never felt so disgusted in my entire life.

Looking back I think of myself when I was contemplating giving us a second chance that maybe I was being rash.

I'm glad I decided not to.

Personal / Rant.

tw : physical abuse

I’ve been thinking of people who fall in love with the wrong person. 

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예쁘다

at this point im truly out of words to express how goddamn beautiful he is (cr. namuspromised)

What the fuck did he just say?

https://twitter.com/staeberryvv/status/1465612015637254145?t=5B0ftn-SVYO7e2EEQYazqA&s=19

i can’t believe he said this 😭

👀 wow 😅