THE JEROME STORY Hjkgjkgdskdv I Read It On Insta Somehow And One Of The People Commented That If You

THE JEROME STORY hjkgjkgdskdv I read it on insta somehow and one of the people commented that if you find it on your tumblr wall it's time to find you your own Jerome ..... guess y'all be recommending therapist for *looks down on scribbled handwriting* ADHD poc queer woman ?! 🤣🤣🤣🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

Sometimes I say self loathing things to my therapist and he looks at me dead in the eyes before saying “You fucking moron.” and tbh same

Am I surprised ? No. But does it actually mean something ? idk. How much should a test taken online matter in my diagnosis is something I find difficult to understand. This was fairly accurate though !

namjooooooooooooooooooon aaaaah ! 😊😊 Noor you are amazing and it's like quenching the thirst of love emerging from the bottom of the heart 😍😍😍 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

𝐄𝐐𝟑 ♔♕ 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐌

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 | autumnal metanoia | winter flower | first bloom |

♔ SERIES PAIRING: king!namjoon x princess!reader (south asian reader) ♔

♔ CHAPTER WARNINGS + RATING: sfw. nc17. they’re in love, your honor. pyaar! pyaar ho gaya!!! honestly i can’t think of proper tags for this it’s just fluff and more romantic fluff. ♔

♔ SERIES SUMMARY: namjoon’s hopes for a blossoming relationship between you and him withers little by little with each passing day like a tree’s leaves between autumn and winter. a particular, significant dispute between the two of you becomes the last straw, marking a hiatus in your relationship as you depart his kingdom in favor of home. your husband allows you to spend your winter away from him, promising a return when the flowers bloom again. however, you’ve seemingly plucked the petals out of spring’s first batch of flowers, adamant on staying until your voice would be heard. ♔

♔ SERIES GENRE + WARNINGS: JODHAA AKBAR!AU, royal au, my attempt at something somewhat historical (joon —> king of goguryeo) [ i apologize for any inaccuracies ], angst, ARRANGED MARRIAGE, big cultural differences, sword fighting but make it romantic (if you’re namjoon) [with hints of sexual tension, but it’s a pretty casual fight], eventual smut. ♔

♔ A/N: YESYES THE CHAPTER I’VE ALWAYS BEEN WAITING TO WRITE! you don’t know how much fun i had while writing this, there was just so much to capture…without a lot actually happening you know? thank you all for the love and support. brace yourselves though, because chapter four will be a heavy one! big hugs and kisses to @flytomyjoon, @dinamitae, and @triviafics for beta-ing and helping me out immensely! ♔

♔ WC: 3.2k ♔

♔ TAGLIST (OPEN): @lokilove3112, @aamxxrii, @veeparkersstuff, @missmadwoman, @igotnotype, @honeybeesrec, @neverthefirstchoice, @missgeniality​, @suhdays​, ♔

There was something oddly unique about this particular separation between you and Namjoon. It was far from what the two of you endured earlier, and it made you realize how the past 48 hours seemed to bring such a drastic shift in your life. 

Not too long ago, you were adamant about staying in your home kingdom. You couldn’t bear to look your husband in the eye, disgusted by his previous actions that made you think he had no respect for you. 

Now, you longed for him, in an explicit way you never fathomed yourself committing to. He had to leave so urgently᠆᠆he was here then gone like a brisk breeze. You, on the other hand, were like the naive one who decided to go out into the cold bare, without any sort of protective layers, to feel the breeze from head to toe. 

Because even when that breeze passed, your lack of protection, the layers you shrugged off allowed you to shiver intensely, to feel him everywhere even when he wasn’t there. 

Namjoon’s absence left you perplexed, more than you had been when you first came back home after leaving Goguryeo. Your exterior was changing drastically day by day, trembling and shaking in ways like no other. The tectonic plates of your heart created divergent boundaries that formed a stark gap down in the middle. When you thought you were leaving Goguryeo with venom, you felt the opposite bloom instead. 

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all together qfkdbkm *faints*

jinjoonmin live 210313 ♡

Hobi best boy and gr8 man adhhkvshktfv 😆😊😁

happy birthday to our sunshine and our hope, hobi ♡

(cr. qdeoks)

*looks at this post*

*looks back at my tumblr*

uuuhhhhummmmyeahhhh that's me I guess ...

did I make this to make myself feel better? Yes. am I now more sad bc I cannot give every disaster bisexuals with daddy issues and adhd kisses? also yes. i played myself 😔