Sincerely Not | Season One

sincerely not | season one

↳ gojou satoru x f!reader

— series masterlist

summary. with an arranged marriage set in place, the sacred bond is doomed with a wife who wants to make the relationship work and a husband who’s ready to ruin it all. unbeknown to him, a tragic fate already lies within the pages of his romance book.

genre. heavy angst, arranged marriage, ceo au, 18+

word count. 213k

fic warnings. mean!gojo, ooc, adultery/infidelity, profanity, explicit smut, violence, emotional trauma/physical abuse from past experiences, neglect, heavy family drama, illnesses, classism, pregnancy, undertones of masochism, undertones of manipulation, abandonment issues, overall toxic relationships, graphic depictions of self-harm, suicide/murder (and attempts thereof), minor character death, plot loosely based on twotm & tre. please read with proper discretion. this is a work of fiction. all characters are written to portray roles that are necessary to the plot and are in no way a reflection of their canon counterparts.

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status: completed

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pairing(s): getou suguru x fem! reader x gojo satoru, gojo satoru x utahime.

fandom: jujutsu kaisen

warning(s): sm! au, age gap! au — 6 years (reader is 28, suguru is 34), aged up minor characters, adult female reader, non sorcerer! reader, swearing, fluff, crack, angst, unrequited feelings, love triangle, mutual pinning, slow burn romance, doesn't follow canon timeline, best friends to lovers! au, potential manga spoilers.

status: ongoing.

updates: not scheduled, i post whenever i want.

synopsis: spending her most joyful days as well as most sorrowful ones in jujutsu high, while being a mentor for some dorky students, y/n had her fair share of heartache, not knowing that while she was suffering alone, she had two hearts aching for her sake. but how things will turn out when she meets them after seven years?

note: [manga spoilers] this story or the plot doesn't follow the canon timeline. while in the main story, getou, nanami and toji is dead, i wanted to include them all in their free form. of course y/n doesn't possess any special curse energy or anything like that, she's a regular human hired mainly to keep the students in their best form in the terms of mental and physical health.

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Y/N'S SQUAD

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MASTERLIST — will be updated as the story progresses!

good old days.

your marriage?

bro messed up.

toru is a manchild.

bros before hose.

old and bold.

hear me out, idiots.

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Haha so I've read ur FIL enji and uh. I hate how much i loved it so please please more headcanons if u can spare some

i love you for this holy fuck -

i think i cream a lil when i think about FIL enji honestly he's such a fucking slut and i want to slap him but also i wanna sit on his thigh and suck on his phat fingers while he works. so here's some shit i think would fit into the FIL enji starter pack:

retired from hero work, divorced and lonely, enji has become a workaholic - he's thrown himself into his agency because he doesn't have much else, what with the state of his family life, and that means this man is always in his office waiting to have you crawl in under his desk and suck his phat cock because you think he deserves a break

absolutely THRIVES on fucking you in his expensive, fancy car, but one thing he loves more than that? you giving him head, leaned over the center console from the passenger seat before he drops you off at home, where your annoyed husband wonders why his father has decided to care about his wife while enji's cum trickles down your throat and you urge him to "just come inside, okay? no fighting tonight"

he's willing to do anything on god's earth to get you alone - calling you in for a disciplinary? done. having his assistant call you in for a meeting with "your boss"? done. texting you to say his balls are swollen and sore, that he needs you to relieve him? done. literally giving his assistant a newer, better job so you can replace her and be at his disposal constantly? done.

treats your womb as his personal cum dump and reprimands you for letting shouto cum inside you - "i don't care that he's your husband - i'm filling you up good enough, angel" - and punishes you for every single incident; and you can bet your ass that he can tell when you're lying, telling him that you haven't let your husband fuck you

this man. this fucking man. loves to see your little tummy bulge when he fills you up, traces over it with big, warm hands and presses down on his cockhead when it hits that spot - and then he'll say "wanna put a baby right here, angel, make you a mommy just like you want", then fuck you harder and faster, or just cum immediately when you whimper out, "wanna have your beautiful babies, enji, fill me up"

makes every family gathering awkward by forcing shouto to sit ACROSS THE TABLE from you, so he can sit beside you and fuck his fingers into you under the goddamn table he's such a pig i want him so bad

gets off on semi-public sex because the media knows your face as shouto's wife and that you work as his father's assistant - so knowing the paparazzi is waiting outside the restaurant he's fucking you stupid in makes his cock explode inside you

refuses to let you leave his son because he's a menace and he enjoys the secrecy too much - and believe me, he wouldn't mind the scandal at all, it's just that knowing shouto could catch him fucking you in your shared bed gets him so much more turned on

when he eventually does (and he will) fuck a baby into your belly, he spends every fucking minute of every fucking day suffocating you with attention - especially when shouto is around - and gushes about how long he's waited for this day - poor shouto is like "for the day you become a grandpa?" and enji just laughs and says "sure"

mans has a heavy lactation kink and will suck all the milk right outta you before your baby even has a chance and you bet he will be in your house constantly while you're on maternity leave just to be with you and your precious kid mf be like "I'm here to babysit!" and shouto be like "alright fuck whatever I'm going to work I can't stand you"

i'm sure eventually everyone will get a little suspicious about why enji cares more about your kid than his own and confront him about it but mf will stay tight-lipped about it and immediately go eat your pussy out while that kid takes a nap in the cot next to your bed

why are half my headcanons centered around being his baby mama?

yall want more of these? or have anything to add? lemme know in the comments!

his whole life; his new wife sequel

a small snippet

She stared at the frame on his study table, what a beautiful woman. So beautiful that instead of envy, what she felt at that moment was a shame. She was ashamed of how ugly she was compared to her, or how she even had the audacity to put herself beside his first wife. It was truly acceptable to feel insecure but she had never gained his affirmation so is it insecurity or uncertainty?

She knew that she should pack her pride and leave the room but when she smelled the calming scent of his cologne, the warm feeling of his presence in this dark study room, she wanted nothing but to bury herself in the ground. She should not give up but hanging on was so painful. She just wanted to belong somewhere but it took the Fushiguros too long to open the door - she was beginning to wonder if she wasn't invited from the start.

But her tears failed to slip down as the door creaked open, a small face peeked out with curiosity, Megumi asked - "What are you doing here?"

She shook her head, a sheepish smile crept to her chapped lips, "Nothing, I'm just cleaning this room. What's wrong, Gumi? Do you need anything?"

The little boy knew it. He knew everything in this house. He knew how his father married this woman because he was sick of listening to Megumi's complaints about his vacant motherly figure. He also knew how this woman wasn't anything like the women his father had brought before.

She was genuinely in love with this family and Megumi, was never taught how to accept help from outsiders. He felt awkward around her, but that feeling couldn't beat his sense of defeat when this woman cried to herself. He truly wanted to know what he could do to make her smile again. So he thought that if he didn't know, then she can always teach him how.

If he didn't know how to accept her, then she can show him the lead. He would follow. Because the view of her small back in his kitchen made him the happiest than the morning meals his father brought from McDonald's. He would do anything he can, to make the people who make him happy, happy.

"Yeah, I need something," Megumi said, small strides before he stopped to her side, pulling her sleeve until she knelt on the floor to his short height. The woman in front of him blinked her eyes softly, shining with the glimmering wetness and that gesture reminded him of a cat.

Slow blinks mean love, his friend said. So his small arms snaked around her neck, pulling her to his soft body and he nuzzled his face to her hair. He didn't understand what he was feeling right now, but he couldn't afford to lose his new mother. He would keep her safe and happy.

His new mother was taken back by his action but the tears she kept at bay became so heavy, she found herself trembling in her son's embrace - so she was invited indeed. It just she needed to wait for a while because her son was probably preparing something big before he opened the door for her.

— “SHARING IS CARING + DABI/TOUYA TODOROKI.” ft. shoto todoroki.

author’s note(s): i havent written in days bc ive been working on other things but here’s this bc i am a whore. btw reader and shoto are third years/18 in this so hold onto your wigs lol.

warning(s): mdni, 18+. smut, dark content, dub-con, manipulation, cheating, choking, breath play, unprotected sex, exhibitionism, voyerism kinda, corruption!kink, virginity loss, degradation. characters aged up to 18. fem!reader.

touya todoroki has always been better than his brothers, at everything. praised from a young age for his powerful abilities, handsome face and charming smile— touya is the todoroki family’s prized gem. the favourite, prodigy son. the one who always gets what he wants. of course, until precious shoto todoroki arrives.

shoto, the undeniably gorgeous boy with dual chrome eyes and hair to match— an aloofness about him that draws everyone in, especially at school where he excels and wears himself at the top of his class in U.A academy. now; he’s everyone’s favourite boy, endeavour’s, his mother’s and yours. you, the sweet and innocent little girl who lives about two blocks away. the whole neighbourhood knows who you are, the apples of your cheeks stretched into a darling smile, that’s sometimes etched with an air of shyness when someone compliments you on how pretty you are.

you have doe eyes that watch shoto with such awe because you’re so impressed by what he can do, because you love how kindly he treats you and how he protects you from hungry stares belonging to others. touya finds your innocence annoying; the first time his younger brother brings you for dinner. the way you stutter over your words when speaking with rei or enji and how hide behind shoto whenever the eldest enters the room.

but you’re nice to look at, he can see why his pest of a younger sibling keeps you around. does shoto realise how far your skirt rides up over your ass whenever you bend over? how your thighs resembling pillows spill over the tops of your school socks? and how your lips are always so bitten and cherry red— everything about you is so fuckable.

and like i said, touya todoroki always gets what he wants.

“i’m better than him, aren’t i sweetness? you like the way this cock fucks you. c’mon, tell me how good i make you feel.”

touya doesn’t really need an answer, especially when it’s unlikely that he’ll get one from you. pretty little girl, sweet ass up in the air and raw from the onslaught of spanks he’d given you earlier. your cunt shines with a slickness he so proudly knows that he’s caused and your hole puckers around nothing— so eager to be filled by the eldest todoroki’s cock. “t-touya, need you. p-please...” you babble, clawing at his black linen sheets, already stained with nectar from your leaky cunny.

oh you’re so good, so nice for him when you’re fucked dumb and on the edge of frustration— you say just what he wants to hear, so eager to please that you’d beg him for days if it meant you’d get your pussy abused and used. “that’s right little girl, you need me, right? ‘cause lil sho can’t take you the way i do. you need me to show you what it’s like to feel good.”

touya lives for the way your hips jump back from just his dirty words alone, clit pushing deliciously against the tip of his length— you’re so cute when you want it. when you wanna be fucked by an older, more experienced dick. you know that touya has what shoto doesn’t. you know you can always rely on him to make you cum when shoto can’t.

any decent older brother would feel bad for taking advantage of his sibling’s girl, but touya has a point to prove. he’ll always be the better todoroki, he knows that, especially when his burning cock sinks into your tight hole— the one that welcomes him into your velvet walls, so perfectly carved into the shape of him.

a drawn out and gargled whine bubbles in the back of your throat, the stretch making your eyes roll so far back into your head touya would have thought you’d passed out, it wouldn’t have been the first time either.

oh no, he remembers the way he’d made your fleshy thighs quiver and your meek voice turn to screams when he’d taken you in the bathroom across the hall from shoto’s bedroom the first time you stayed the night. or the time that he’d cornered you in the kitchen while you made a study snack for you and your boyfriend, carelessly flipping your skirt up and creaming in your virgin cunt until all you could say were mindlessly repeats of his name. touya. his name always sounded so pretty against jumbled words that slid across your tongue.

that one time in the kitchen, touya had sent you back to shoto’s room with your pink lace panties full of his pungent seed and had listened to shoto fuck it deeper inside of you later that night when you let the younger take you for the first time. touya wonders if his little brother truly believes he was lucky enough to take your virginity or if he knows how much of a whore you are for the eldest, white haired sibling. possession flares in his chest at the very thought, making him plunge himself into the deepest parts of you while you quiver like a little bitch below him.

his piercings drag up and down your gummy walls, friction causing you to drool amongst the pillows that you drown in. touya’s large hand pushes down on the small of your back, shaping your body into an uncomfortable arch— you whimper but don’t complain. taking his dick like you should, accepting him like you should. his balls, oh so heavy with cum, slap against your cheeks while your juices paint his tummy from how much you leak and the lewd sounds fill the air so loud, there’s no doubt poor little shoto todoroki can hear it through the walls.

“sweetness, you’re so bad— sneaking off to let your boyfriend’s big brother make you scream. you’re just a slut for the todoroki dick...aren’t ya? you’d probably let nat in on it too...” touya slurs, drooling at the way your backside bounces with every slam of his hips into you.

“n-no-! no... ‘m not a slut...not a—!” you squeal pathetically, barely able to finish your sentence as touya shoves your face into the sheets harshly— deep chuckle reverberating in his chest as he presses it to your sweaty back.

you still yourself, taking all what he gives to you even if it means you can barely breathe. the eldest todoroki lifts a hand to knock on the thin walls separating him from his little brother; words coming out as breathless as he thrusts into you deeper, harder, faster— abusing your barely prepped hole. “ya’hear that sho, yur lil angel’s not as innocent as you think; she’d let all of us fuck her if we asked nicely...” the way he speaks about you is mean; it could make you cry but all you do in response is clamp down on the man above you and suck him in deeper, selfishly just like he’d taught you. he smirks with pride at how much your cunt lives for him, at how his little brother is getting the show of his life time— probably jerking off to the sounds of his girl getting railed but someone who isn’t him.

touya’s hips stutter and he cums inside you with a shout, thick ropes of his hot seed spraying against your walls and seeping between your puffy folds. ringed fingers find your clit, drawing circles into them until you tip over the edge and tumble into your own release, clamping down so hard that you draw blanks from your boyfriend’s older brother. the way you twitch after touya’s emptied himself inside you, letting him press down on the sweet bulge at your tummy so his cum leaks out— almost makes him want to brush the hair away from your face and kiss you, but he remains objective— treating you as proof that he will always be the superior sibling.

when he’s pulled out of you and helped you to shaky legs to leave— he watched the regret wash over your innocent features like it always does when he’s made a woman out of you. “tell my little brother i said; sharing is caring, sweetness.” touya asks of you oh-so-kindly, revelling in the way your bottom trembles and a fresh set of tears well in your bambi eyes.

what? he couldn’t lie and say he didn’t mean to make you cry, but that would defeat the purpose if he was telling the truth.

what are the best gojo fics you've read ?!

cursed love by @fanficbrainrots (friends-to-lovers, fluff, angst, non-sorcerer reader)

a siren's sound by @fanficbrainrots (friends-to-lovers, slowish burn, hurt/comfort, gojo's usage of infinite void)

I'M KIDDING!! (but check them out if y'all haven't. they're completed and my pride and joy ;) )

i don't read a lot of long fics however!! here's a list of gojo x reader that i enjoy! and i am always looking for more recs. so if you find any, please send them my way!

multi-chapter/parts fics:

Sincerely Not by @saintobio on tumblr (angst, cheating, pregnancy, toxic relationships, emotional trauma, CEO au, 18+)

sincerely yours (the sequel to sincerely not)

Saint is literally my inspiration to pick up fanfic writing again, check her out if you haven't! These fics could be an actual book series i s2g

Somebody to You by @kuroosimpurou on tumblr (gojo pinning, friends-to-lovers, mentioned NSFW)

this is the first multi-part gojo fic that I've ever read so I'll treasure it from the bottom of my heart. And the end is really sweet like ahhhhh!

one/two-shots:

ever since we were kids, baby by @wintergojo on tumblr (slowburn, friends to lovers, mutual pinning)

this is one is very cute! like the subtleness, the bond they have. the ending is so satisfying!

taking care of him by @4dtk on tumblr (fluff, comfort)

caring for gojo when he doesn't feel well! short, sweet and it makes me feel warm on how soft this one is.

wish you were sober by @itadores on tumblr (drunk gojo, angst, he has commitment issues)

this one made me sad :') but in a good way. still go back to this fic every once in a while if i just want to feel that type of hurt-

Risk by @notsoladylady on tumblr (angst, best friend gojo, reader loves gojo)

one of the earlier fics i've ever read!! punched me in the gut as i partook in a unrequited love affair with a former best friend LOL

the colour yellow by @whistlingwillows on tumblr (hanahaki disease, hospitals, detailed descriptions of illness, death, unrequited love, a lot of angst with fluff moments)

oh god, the way that i sobbed while reading this one. like i read a LOT of angst, but oh my god, i full-on sobbed. it's so beautiful and tragic and ughh the way the author words things together is so intricate and poetic. the friendship that gojo and reader had until the very end is beautiful and raw.

heaven in your eyes (the place i wonder) by @peachversace on ao3 (has the same tumblr user) (hospitals, non-sorcerer reader, illness, detailed description of illness, death, gojo falling in love, gojo bad with feelings, emotional hurt/comfort)

i picked this up just yesterday and read a little bit before going to school today and i was literally fidgeting and wanting to go home just so i can finish this in one more sitting. i love the relationship gojo has with the reader and the slow-burn like process of him falling in love while struggling with his ordeal of opening up as the strongest sorcerer. another tear-jerker!