Forbidden Fruit...
Forbidden Fruit...

Rating: M ~ 2% plot 98% smut
Words: 3,028
Character: Lewis Hamilton x F!Reader
Description: He's your older brother's best friend but will that stop either of you from playing the most dangerous game of all?


So tempted you were by the thought of him knowing you were close by, you almost slipped up and posted on your story for every one of your followers to see, a mistake that would have made your next move impossible. You thanked the Meta Gods for introducing the ‘Close Friends’ option, allowing you to let him see everything you wanted him to see, whilst keeping everyone else in the dark.
This was a dangerous game, you knew it, yet as you found yourself alone in Malibu, knowing he was home too was a call from fate you just could not ignore. You had waited to have him for so long now, you had lusted after him for so many years, you were not about to waste such a perfect opportunity to finally get him alone.
It took longer than you would have hoped for him to view your story, you had almost given up by hour two but as darkness began to fall on the ocean view you laid in front of, your phone screen lit up with the notification you had been waiting for.
[lewishamilton] What a beautiful view.
You wanted to play it cool, you wanted to make him wait a little longer for a response, but you did not have the patience nor the time for that.
[yourusername] Which one?
You were opening yourself up to rejection, you knew that, but you also remembered the way he looked at you as he passed you in the hallway of your brother's party a few months back, the way his eyes couldn’t help but dance over every curve as he licked his lips. Sure, he could reject you, but he could also give in to what he desired.
[lewishamilton] You know which one. How long are you here for?
A question that could seem friendly on the surface, an innocent attempt at conversation with the younger sister of his best friend, or it could be read as a man so hungry for a temptation he had known for so long that he was already making plans.
[yourusername] I fly home tomorrow, I was hoping to not spend my last night here alone.
The silence that fell on the conversation the moment you admitted your intention made you a little anxious, you had known Lewis for years now and he had only made you feel comfortable yet in this moment you felt vulnerable, a little silly even. Had you just imagined the chemistry between you both?
You knew you were in too deep already, you had to let this play out regardless of the repercussions, it was the only way you would ever know if he felt it too, and besides, if you were right, he would be at your door soon enough.
[lewishamilton] That would be a shame.
You knew Lewis would be careful not to be caught saying anything his friend wouldn't appreciate in your DMs, you knew you would have to lead the moment if you wanted to really get what you wanted.
[yourusername] Just so you know, you’re the only one who can see my story.

Your reply might have confused him at first, only as he viewed your latest post on your story would it make sense. Your intentions with him had never been clearer, clad in a dress you had bought just that day with the intention of tempting him, you let him see all of the woman who was inviting him to join her for the night.
He replied nothing else and that gave you a little glimmer of hope, afterall he couldn’t reply to you whilst driving. That hope held on for as long as possible, you did nothing with your evening as you waited for his arrival, not wanting to occupy your time with anything but him, you laid out on your bed, staring out into the ocean, until your eyes closed.
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The knocking on the door was so gentle it took a few moments to wake you, it was late, you could tell by the darkness that had become your view. Nothing but the outline of water decorated with the reflection of a few stars, the moon so full it allowed a little light to decorate your room.
Lewis stood on the other side of your door, dressed in grey sweatpants and a white T Shirt, his eyes devouring your body before he even said hello. Making no attempt to hide the fact he enjoyed the view, he traced the outline of the lace that hid your breasts, before finally drawing his gaze up to meet yours.
“I didn’t think you would come…”
You broke the silence just before it became uncomfortable, leading him into the house. You let him watch your hips move in an exaggerated fashion as he followed you into the dark but for a moon lit living room.
Still he said nothing, you could see the way a thousand thoughts raced through his mind as he looked at you. Did he want you to make the first move? Did he hope you would make it impossible for him to refuse you? Did he need you to make it so should your brother ever find out, he wouldn’t be to blame?
“You can sit down if-”
Lewis stopped your words with a hand wrapped around your wrist, pulling you towards him so close you could almost hear the way his heart raced with desire. Looking up into his beautiful brown eyes, you all at once felt vulnerable, you could see the fight on his face, so torn he was between giving into his want for you whilst battling the sane part of his mind that told him this was a bad idea.
Allowing the hand that was not wrapped around your wrist to stroke your cheek, Lewis brushed his thumb across your lips before cupping your chin.
“You are so dangerous…” It was then that he kissed you, allowing his desire to win, he brought his lips to yours with very little force, not moving them, not initiating more, he kissed you like he was scared of you. “...So fucking dangerous.”
As he escaped from the kiss to tell you of your menacing ways, you smirked at him, a smirk that told him you knew just how much risk he was taking in that moment and how much you knew he was enjoying it.
“We can stop-”
Before the suggestion of anything else left your lips, Lewis pulled you back into a kiss. This time it was with enough force to take your breath away, that he kissed you. With one hand placed firmly on your cheek, he allowed the other to glide down your neck, brushing his fingers over your shoulder, he drew the strap of your dress down your arm before his fingers found your exposed nipple.
You let out a gasp as he tugged at it, rolling the teat between his thumb and finger before his lips found their way, sucking harshly on your nipple you felt him exhale such a worked up breath, you knew he could only be straining in his pants.
Taking the lead once more, you pulled down your other strap, allowing your dress to pool at the curve of your hips, inviting him to free you if he wished, and of course he wished.
Kisses warmed your bare skin as he worked his way down your body until he reached where the silk lay, looking up at you he awaited a sign from you that he could reveal the entirety of your body. You gave it to him in the form of a smile as you stroked your fingers through his braids.
So concentrated he was on devouring your skin, Lewis did not even dare to look at your body until he lips met it first. The moment your dress fell to your feet you felt his lips place soft kisses over your mound, his hands worked your feet free from the dress, throwing it to the side, he held your foot in the air as he began to trace his kisses up your leg now, closer and closer to the heat that yearned for him.
You weren't sure what to expect from him, he had always struck you as confident, someone who knew what they wanted and exactly how to get it, yet the ferocity in which his tongue found your clit with ease shocked you.
He held you steady as he devoured your pussy, a leg placed over his shoulder, he ate you out like you were a meal he had craved forever and in a way you were. Lewis had you whimpering, begging moans of mercy as he worked you in ways you never thought possible, yet the whole time he was gentle with you, protective of you, despite the fact he had you near your peak in a matter of minutes, you could feel him holding back with you.
It took every bit of your strength to form words that were not complete gibberish, so hard he had made it for you to function as anything but a puddle of pleasure, you fought to have your needs spoken into the air, and the breathy stuttered form in which they took would just have to do.
“Need you…shit, I need you.”
Lewis didn’t quite stop lapping at your clit at your words, nor did he stop sucking your folds free of pleasure, but he did slow down just enough to be able to respond.
“I don’t think you could handle me…”
Was he challenging you? Did he think you were so inexperienced you wouldn’t know how to take him? Annoyed, you pulled yourself away from his grip, just enough that he could no longer control you with his tongue.
“I can handle anything…look at me…”
“I haven’t stopped...”
Lewis’ response was said half in jest but you both knew that his eyes hadn’t been off of you from the moment he arrived that evening. He stood from the position he knelt in, the contrast of you being completely naked whilst he was fully dressed should have scared you but it didn’t, it was perfect, you needed him to know that you were grown enough to take him.
“I’m a grown woman, Lewis. There is nothing…nothing…you could give me that I couldn’t handle.”
He paused for thought for a moment, the hunger in his eyes had never been more evident.
“Mmm, yes you are.”
With that, he lifted you up so your legs wrapped around his waist, carrying you with ease into the bedroom just so he could throw you on the bed. He didn’t have his way with you immediately, instead he stood at the end of the bed just watching you as you brushed your legs together, careful to not give him a view of all of you.
“Since you’re so sure you could handle me, why don’t you take control?”
Lewis was daring you now, teasing you into submission but you wouldn’t let him win, not yet anyway. Spreading your legs so he could see you in all your glistening glory, you stared into his eyes for a moment, tempting him to hold your gaze and not look at the pussy he had just spent the past 20 minutes eating. He did well, he only really broke when you began to play with yourself, the groan that escaped his lips told you that he loved watching you prepare for him.
“Are you just going to stand there and watch me get off all night or are you going to come here and fuck me?”
He needed no more telling, within seconds he had stripped free from his clothes and found his way to kneeling between your legs. You watched him in excitement, you marvelled at how impossibly thick he was, bigger than you ever could have imagined.
“I want you to watch me fuck you, I want you to watch how much I am going to stretch your pussy out.”
Resting his tip at your entrance for barely a second, Lewis felt no remorse as he bottomed out inside of you, forcing your head back into the pillow as your eyes rolled back.
“Too much for you?”
He smirked as he let you adjust to the size of him for a moment, watching you quiver with sensations you had never felt before underneath him, making him just want to test you more.
“Fuck me…please.”
That was all you could say, there were no words quite sufficient for everything you needed from him in that moment but that didn’t matter, he knew just what to do with you anyway.
With a thumb on your clit to play with, he made sure to fuck into you like he knew you had never been fucked before. Over and over his strokes were so deep, so precise that they hit your spot every time whilst he made sure to bring you closer and closer to orgasm by playing with you.
It was only when he felt the first contraction of your walls that he made you look at him, removing his thumb now he brought it up to your lips to make you taste yourself as he stroked you to the most mind blowing orgasm you had ever had.
The pleasure waves flowed through you for what felt like an eternity, never quite allowing you to catch your breath, Lewis slowed his pace as he drew out your pleasure for as long as possible whilst he fought back against his own, deep hisses leaving his lips as he tried to hold so he could have you for as long as possible.
“Good girl, you did so well…”
His lips found yours once more as he held still inside of you for a moment, letting you catch your breath for a moment just so he could tell you how proud of you he was. Your lips parted as if to speak but he didn’t quite let you.
“You want some more, baby?”
The rapidness in which you nodded your head told him all he needed to know, it was time he really had his way with you. Guiding you onto your stomach, he made sure to kiss every inch of every cheek you held up in the air for him before giving them both a spank.
“Fuck, you’re are so hot…”
It was Lewis who taught you about your praise kink, unintentionally he unlocked a part of you that you never knew about until he rained down praise and admiration on you constantly during your night with him.
Wrapping one of your ankles over another, he held your legs closed as he smacked his dick against your opening. Somehow he felt bigger, somehow he felt like he stretched you to almost breaking point as he thrust inside of you, running his fingers down your back to make you shiver before he spanked both of your cheeks once more.
He was relentless, unforgiving, he made sure you felt him deeper than you ever had before, he made sure that you knew no man would ever be able to give you quite what he had that night as he fucked you from behind. Wrapping a hand around your throat, he leant over just enough to be able to whisper in your ear as he fucked you.
“Such a good girl…fuck…such a very good girl.”
Your moans screamed out into the air, ecstasy wasn’t quite descriptive enough to explain all that he made you feel as he fucked into you over and over again. Lewis was unashamed of the noises he made, grunts, groans, moans of his own fell out into the air in between curse words.
Every stroke he let out a hiss, it was how you knew he was close now, slow yet deep thrusts, he fucked you with a want to fill you with him yet he fought every second he could to keep going, not wanting to give up this moment easily.
“Cum for me, Lewis…cum for me.”
You moaned out permission for him to undo without even thinking, the moan of relief as you said the words told you it was only mercy you were showing him. He picked up pace now, throwing your head down onto the bed as he gripped the back of your hair, Lewis fucked you harder than ever before, the sounds of him fucking you were so loud that they almost drowned out your chorus of moans.
“Don’t move…ugh, don’t you fucking move.”
He rose up on his arms as he growled his instructions at you, for a second you were worried he would finish inside of you, a part of you wanted him too, but at the very last moment he pulled out of you, lacing your ass with reams and reams of his warm cum whilst he moaned into the air, telling you all the ways you were such a very good girl for him.
-
The aftermath was only ever going to be awkward, you hadn’t thought about how you would feel once you had him, you hadn’t considered what you would say now that you had to go back to just being his best friends little sister, so as you came out of the bathroom after freshening up to find him sat on the edge of the bed fully dressed, you felt a little twinge of uncomfortableness.
The thing about Lewis that you had always known was he cared deeply for people, and having been so intimate with you had only made him care more. Inviting you into him with an outstretched arm, Lewis sat you on his lap so you could feel his tenderness as he spoke with you.
“I want you to know that nothing changes just because we did that, things won’t be weird between us and I certainly won’t be telling anybody what we did.”
“Thank you, it’s just…well, I don’t make a habit out of one night stands.”
Lewis smiled at you before bringing his lips to yours once more.
“No one said this would be a one night thing, baby.”
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Could you write something with lewis? Like maybe he tries to teach y/n how to surf and its just a bunch of fluff on vacation and maybe she falls asleep on him
SURF’S UP | LEWIS H.

pairing: lewis hamilton x fem!reader
warnings: kissing. mentions of checking someone out.
author's note: why did it took me so long to write this request? cause im a procrastinator :) im sorry to this anon and i hope you still get to see this somehow! <3 also, i need to learn to actually follow what the request says, cause i read one thing and completely write the other lol help me 😭
masterlist
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''No, Lu! Absolutely not.'' She was adamant, shaking her head over and over again.
Lewis loudly sighed at her decline. He moved so he was sitting behind her on the beach towel, putting his hands on her shoulders and he started massaging them. ''Come on, darling. The feeling of the ocean around you is indescribable and sitting out beyond the waves… you'll feel a new appreciation for the sea and nature. It's a dream of mine to-''
''Yeah, I know. You want to surf every day, catch the perfect wave and something about the sunset, and when you have a dream, we shouldn't let anyone tell us we can't achieve it.'' His partner finished his sentence, teasing his way of inspirational speaking.
The Brit pulled her backwards into him, pinching her sides. ''Hey! Don't mock me, I'm serious about this.'' His words contrasted the tone in which he spoke; he absolutely loved it when she teased him.
''I know, I'm sorry,'' she kissed the side of his neck, leaning her arms on his spread-out knees, ''I prefer watching you surf, Lu.''
''You just like my butt in the wetsuit!'' He exclaimed, adding a giggle at the end.
Y/N shrugged her shoulders. ''I mean- you said it yourself. I have to appreciate the nature.'' She winked at her partner, using his own words to justify checking him out when he wore the black stretchy material that perfectly hugged his figure.
''That's not what I meant, but I'll take it.'' Lewis pecked her cheek a few times, his beard tickling her face.
His eyes lingered on hers, admiring the way she was observing the sea and the other surfers. ''You really don't want to give it a try, love?'' He asked, a last attempt at convincing her.
She shook her head. ''Another time, Lu,'' Y/N squeezed his right knee, ''just want to relax and check my boyfriend out.'' She sighed, a huge grin present as she grabbed her sunglasses and put them on.
''Okay then, try not to drool, though.'' He smirked before quickly planting a kiss on her lips, and making his way over to where his surfboard was stationed.
Y/N watched her boyfriend run to the water, his board underneath his arm. She wasn't subtle about staring at his… assets, but she was going home with those assets and she knows how much Lewis loves it when her attention is solely on him.
''What a life… what a life.''

Lando x reader where your toddler walks into landos stream and just wants to cuddle Lando
Cuddles and streams.
In my humble opinion, this is probably the cutest thing I've ever written!!!
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Pairing: Lando Norris x F!Reader.
Summary: Your toddler is inseparable from Lando, so he decides to crash his father's stream for some cuddles.
Warning: none, it's pure fluff.
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Rowan Norris was his father's little twin. The two-year-old absolutely loved Lando and would spend every second of his time with Lando when he was around.
Lando was the same with his son, always wanting the toddler around, playing with him, or cuddling him.
The only time the two spend separated when Lando was home, was when Lando was streaming and you kept the toddler busy so that he wouldn't bother his father.
"Rowan, come get your fruit." You called out to your toddler as you prepared a small bowl of cut-up fruits for him. You smiled when you heard the soft patter of his feet rushing down the hallway and into the kitchen.
He had his dark blue blankie in one hand and his green froggy pacifier in the other hand. His chestnut brown curls were messy, a small scratch on his tanned nose.
"Mamma." He held his arms up and you picked him up, resting him on your hip while you held his bowl of fruits out to him.
"Look, I cut up your favorite." You said as you showed him the banana and strawberries in the bowl, and immediately he grabbed a banana piece, happily shoving it into his mouth." Eat carefully." You insisted.
You walked out of the kitchen and into the living room, putting him down on the couch and handing him his bow while taking the blankie and pacifier, and putting them aside.
"Dada," Rowan muttered softly as he looked around for Lando before glancing at you with curious eyes.
"Dada's busy baby." You told him as you began tidying up the living room, your toddler's toys laying everywhere but in the basket where they belonged." He'll come to play with you when he's done."
"Want dada." He whined, his eyebrows furrowing, his bottom lip pulling into a pout as he stared up at you, sadly eating his fruits.
You sighed softly before nodding towards the room where Lando was." Go see if he's still busy." You agreed to his request for his father. He jumped up, grabbing his bowl of fruit, his pacifier, and his blankie before rushing down the hallway." No running!"
At the sound of your stern voice, he immediately slowed down, patting down the hallway to the room where he knew his father was.
He slowly pushed open the door, poking his head inside." Dada." He called out softly, immediately catching Lando's attention.
Lando paused his game before turning to his son." Hey, bubs." He called out, a small smile tugging at his lips and the stream chat going crazy.
"Sit," Rowan asked softly as he pointed at Lando's lap.
"Yeah, come here." Lando nodded as he pushed back his chair and held open his arms for the toddler. Rowan happily strutted over to his father.
Lando took Rowan's bowl, pacifier, and blankie, placing them on the table before lifting the toddler onto his lap.
"Say hello to the camera," Lando told the toddler as he pointed at the camera, waving in demonstration for Rowan.
"Hello," Rowan whispered, his eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he waved at the camera.
"Say your name. Tell them your name." Lando said as he poked at Rowan's stomach, earning himself a giggle from the squirming toddler.
"Rowan." He whispered shyly, sticking his tongue out as he smiled up at his father.
"Good job bubs." Lando smiled, pushing Rowan's messy curls out of his face before pressing a kiss to his forehead." You want to watch dada play?" He asked and Rowan nodded, his eyes turning to the computer screen.
Lando handed Rowan his fruit bowl to keep him busy before he unpaused his game and continued playing.
Rowan ate a few pieces of his fruit before grabbing a piece of strawberry and holding it up, pressing it to Lando's lips.
Lando opened his mouth and immediately the strawberry was pushed into his mouth."Thank you bubs." He spoke with a smile before eating the strawberry he received and soon another piece was pushed into his mouth.
Lando shot a glance at the comment section on his monitor screen, and smile as he silently read a few comments before replying to them." He's cute." He read." I know, he gets that from his mama."
"Mama." Rowan's eyes lit up at the mention of you.
"Yeah mama, do you want to go to her?' Lando asked as he glanced down at Rowan who shook his head in denial." You want to stay here with me?"
"Stay with dada." Rowan confirmed with a firm nod of his head before holding his empty bowl up to Lando." Done."
"You're done? Do you want more?" He asked as he took the bowl from Rowan who shook his head in denial again. Lando put the bowl down before handing Rowan his pacifier and blankie.
Rowan pushed the pacifier into his mouth, gripping onto his blanket as he turned around in Lando's arms, his head tucked underneath Lando's chin.
"You tired?" Lando asked softly as his one hand reached out and gently rubbed up and down Rowan's back.
"Tired," Rowan confirmed with a small nod of his head as his eyes fluttered close.
Lando glanced at his camera, a small smile tugging at his lips as he pressed a teasing finger against his lips." We have to be quiet guys, the little man's going down for his nap." He joked before pressing a soft kiss to the top of Rowan's head. He turned back to the camera, turning his chair to show the little boy's calm and sleeping face." Look how peaceful he looks. I could just eat him up."
He chuckled softly, continuing to rub Rowan's back, his game long forgotten as he turned to his comment section again.
"He's so adorable." He read before nodding in agreement." He really is. I'm blessed to be his dad, thank you to my lovely girlfriend, Y/n." He said before pressing another kiss on top of Rowan's head.

I Didn't Get To Say I Love You. <3
♡Pair: Simon "Ghost" Riley x f!Reader
Genre: Angst
Warning: Mention death, blood, and slight depression.
A/n: felt emo so wrote this shit at 2 am (not proof read typed this all on phone 😭)
Summary: You and your roommate Ghost got into a bad argument. This leads to him ignoring you and regretting it.
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You and Ghost have been roommates for a couple of years now. You two were quite literally made for each other. You guys have gotten into fights before, but they were usually small and stupid. They were never as bad as today.
You took a huge risk on their latest mission. Which almost jeopardizes the whole mission. Everyone made it alive and safe at least.
"Bloody Hell, were you thinking (Y/n)?!" Ghost shouted glaring straight down at you.
"You're still on about this?" You frown your brow slightly.
"Absolutely, you jeopardize the mission." He spoke roughly. His British accent would get thicker as he was pissed.
"I didn't jeopardize it! We all made it out alive with Intel." You spoke with more force.
"Almost. We almost died." His hand crossed.
"See, but we didn't-" "Is this a joke to you?" He cut you off. "I did what was necessary-"
"(Y/n). I'm asking you. Is this a joke to you?" He slammed his hand on the table.
"No, but-" "It's a simple YES or NO." Ghost's voice was getting louder.
"No." You spoke a little defeated.
"Goodness, I can't believe they put me on a team with you." He mutters, pinching the bridge of his nose.
Ouch.
I don't think he knew that you heard him. But you kept quiet either way.
"Goodnight, (Y/n)." Ghost said, heading into his room and shutting the door.
You really did it this time. Ghost wasn't usually the type to get pissed off so easily, but you managed to do that.
You sighed to yourself. You definitely weren't going to get any sleep tonight.
The next morning
You got up from your restless night. Walking out of your room. You didn't see Ghost.
Strange wasn't it? Usually he'd be on the couch reading a book, and greeting you with a 'Good Morning.' But he didn't. Or rather he wasn't there.
You ignore it though. 'Maybe Ghost was busy this morning.' A little disappointed. You went on with your morning routines.
As you headed down to the cafeteria for breakfast. You notice he wasn't there either. You saw Soap and Gaz, but no Ghost.
"Morning," You greeted the two.
"Morning," They both replied in sync.
"Have you guys seen Ghost?" You asked a little worried in your voice.
"Oh, he's just showing a new recruit around." Soap spoke with a shrug.
New recruit?
"Oh a new recruit?" You asked with a little excitement.
"Yeah I think you'd like her too." Gaz added.
And it was a girl too? You were glad that there was finally another girl on the team, but you couldn't shake the feeling.
With Ghost? You couldn't help but feel a twig of jealousy rise a little. It was no secret that you had a giant crush on Ghost. I mean the whole HQ probably knows.
Soap was the first person you told. He wasn't surprised. You and Ghost were close buddies. Soap thought you two were secretly dating one time.
"Oh? You know where they're at?" You asked softly.
"I think they should be around the training parts." Soap said, waving his fork.
And immediately you left the cafeteria. Heading straight to the training grounds.
You found them a minute later. You heard the new recruits' soft laughter as well as Ghost's laughter too.
"You're great, Ghost." The new recruiter chuckled. "Thanks, Katelyn." He chuckled slightly.
You were glad Ghost was laughing. He rarely does, but you couldn't help feeling a little sting in your heart.
You told yourself that you shouldn't bother them and you should leave them be.
But how could you? How could you ignore them, when they both were everywhere. The only place they weren't there was you and Ghost's quarters.
You've also noticed that Ghost has been going home later than usual or he's not home at all. Was he still mad at you?
Maybe.
You thought. He was a man of action rather than words. Maybe he was just still mad at you.
The only times you would see him was at training or at mission briefings. Katelyn wasn't a bad person.
She was pretty sweet. She was also gorgeous. Most of the rookie trainees fell head over heels for her.
You would see her and Ghost pair up. They hung around each other a lot lately.
But, why does that get you work up? It's not like you and Ghost were together or anything. He has the choice to see other people, but he wasn't the type to look for love.
So you don't get it.
It's been months. And he still hasn't talked to you. Not a single word. He's been pretty distant.
"Maybe he's still mad?" You asked yourself. You didn't have the guts to talk to him. The stinging in your heart grew.
You couldn't fall asleep at night anymore, unless you cried yourself to sleep.
The person who usually is right beside you. Comforting you and saying sweet things to make you feel better. Wasn't there.
He wasn't there. You cried into your pillow. Sobbing silently not wanting to disturb others.
The next morning You couldn't bare yourself from getting up, but you knew you had too. Or else others might think something was wrong, and you didn't want them to carry your burden.
So you had to get up.
As you realize you had a mission today. You really couldn't afford to waste time.
You got dressed in your usual uniform and headed out.
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You were dropping down from your parachute. Everyone decides to group into twos. Apparently there was an uneven number of soldiers. You agreed to be the alone soldier.
Heading down to enemy territory was tuff. Shots fired everywhere.
The main goal today was to find out what the drug cartels were hiding. Easy enough, you say.
Your radio would be filled with a bunch of code and confirmation. You continue to shoot at the enemy. As backup.
You would watch other soldiers moving in closer.
As you saw an empty way being closer to the cartels. You took that route. Moving in closer.
What you didn't know was that.
You were surprised by the attack.
A couple cartel men tackle you from the behind with their knives.
You yelled in agony. Quickly trying to fend them off of you. As you do that, you quickly notice you were stabbed in the thigh.
Making it harder for you to escape from them. You rolled down a small hill, limping away from them.
You were then able to hide behind a broken down building. The part you were in was nowhere close to where the mission was at, but there were still gun firing where you were at.
You collapsed against a wall, taking cover for a bit. You look at your wounds. They were bad, as in. Really bad.
"Shit." You cursed under your breath. You could hardly breathe even.
You were stabbed multiple times in the legs and sides. Shoulders too.
You knew for a fact. You weren't going to make it.
"(Y/n) to Katelyn." You spoke a little shaky.
"This is Katelyn to (Y/n)." She spoke.
"Could you take care of him for me?" You said with a cough.
It went silent for a bit.
"(Y/n) where the fucking hell are you?" Ghost asked with a sharp tone.
You heard footsteps behind the wall, and turned the radio all the way down. Those footsteps were definitely not your teammates.
You were holding onto your wound on the side. Wincing at the tremendous pain.
You felt so tired.
You couldn't escape from here and get back onto the aircraft. Your legs were too wobbly to crawl even.
You thought about it. Would this have ended in a different way?
Maybe Ghost would be a little happy that you were finally gone. It would mean your annoyance would finally stop bothering him.
Maybe he could even be a little happier without you screwing things up. I mean Katelyn is a great girl. She'd be perfect for him.
Another thought crossed your mind.
"I didn't get to say I love you to him." You mumble. You knew he'd probably turn you down, but it would have been nice to say it once.
Well it was too late anyways.
You could feel yourself collapsing. Your breathing is getting shallow.
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"Where the hell is she?" Ghost continues searching for her signal. Panic rose in him.
He couldn't lose her. No way it was happening. He wasn't going to let it happen.
He eventually found her. With a pool of blood around her.
He scrambles to check her pulse. It was low. Too low for comfort.
"(Y/n) open your damn eyes." He grasped onto her.
No, no. He wasn't going to lose her. No fucking way. His everything.
He quickly carried her back to the aircraft. The medics took her away from his hold.
He stared at his gloves which were stained with her blood. He held the gloves close to him.
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Ghost sat there. Watching over you. He held your hand. Never leaving your side.
You would eventually flatline.
He blamed himself. He should have spent more time with her. He shouldn't have distanced himself from her.
He should have spent every last moment on her.
The nurses let him back in to say one last goodbye.
He held up your hand. Brushing his lips onto your wrist.
"I- I'm so sorry..." He repeated out multiple times.
"I'm sorry, (Y/n). I'm really sorry, I didn't get to say I love you." He mutters breaking into tiny sobs.
As he watches the nurses wrap a blanket over her.
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