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Having A Rough Week. Thinking About How Lucy Dacus Said That She Meant To Deliver The Message That One
having a rough week. thinking about how Lucy Dacus said that she meant to deliver the message that āone day at a time was the right place to aimā through her song āPlease Stayā. she said when her friends were struggling with suicidal thoughts, she wanted to provide them a way back into life. thinking about how Julien Baker said in an interview that her reason for staying alive was to show other people that thereās a reason to stay alive. thinking about how she once wrote the lyrics āgod I want to go homeā and then later wrote the lyrics āI changed my mind, I wanted to stayā. thinking about how Phoebe Bridgers said that her song āGarden Songā explores believing that good things are coming for yourself and is about choosing to entertain hopeful thoughts rather than dwelling on your bad ones. thinking about how if Julien Baker had taken her life, then I would not have mine today. something about the nature of hope and survival. something about how much I love these boys and how many times theyāve saved me.
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i don't think it's unreasonable to want music to travel down my ears and reverberate in my chest until im positively vibrating with sounds and explode into music shaped confetti it'd be really cool if that happens
I have a very extreme viewpoint with my life. Itās like when I envision my life, even if I have many of the things I want, if thereās not everything I want, then I immediately say āitās not worth it. I donāt want it.ā
like people always say āyou canāt have it all.ā but sometimes survival takes so much for me that I canāt hold onto having āsomeā. if itās going to be enough for me to keep fighting, it has to be āallā. pretty tough
I have two modes:
(1) I love and adore you. I am prepared to do anything to be with you. I donāt care what the relationship looks like or how Iām treated, as long as I get you in my life.
andā¦the second an unknown, imaginary line is crossed in my head where I feel disgustingly clingy and it feels entirely unreciprocated:
(2) I am completely done with this. I feel disgusted at how much I am pouring into this. I will never reach out again or interact with you unless you facilitate it yourself. then I will re-evaluate
I think boygeniusā dynamic as a whole but in particular Lucy Dacusā music is so beautiful because it depicts friendship with a level of genuine love that I find western society (and arguably the majority of cultures) undervalues so constantly we often forget it exists. Next to no other artists write songs about friendship which play like love songs in the way her music does.


thinking about my sweet baby cousin and this adorable little kitty that we found on the farm at my uncles wedding this weekend. it was so lovely and warm and beautiful.