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Two Bikes (1)
Two bikes (1)

Summary: Youâre back in your hometown and meet two men from your past.
Pairing: former Jax Teller x fem!Reader (pre-story), Biker!Bucky Barnes x fem!reader
Warnings: angst, language, kinda cheating, implied/mentions of past cheating
Trope: Angst
A/N: I wanted Jax and Biker!Bucky in one fic. So suffer with me...
Kinktober vs Flufftober 2023

Back in town. Back to square one. Restart. Doing it all over.
You huff when you get out of your car. It doesnât fit right in, just like you. Itâs too expensive and conspicuous, for a small town like Charming. And youâre not the girl leaving this town with only a few bucks in your pocket but so many dreams.
It canât be helped. You decided to come back here to find the inspiration for your next book. Change is what you want.
New place. New book. New you.
âY/N?â
Crap. You didnât think anyone would recognize you so soon. But here you are, finding yourself in the embrace of the man you ran away from so many years ago. âHi, Jax.â
Fuck, he smells the same, and it still feels good being in his arms.
âI canât believe itâs really you. I heard rumors about a VIP coming to our town.â He releases you and takes a step back to drink you in. âLook at you. All fancy and grown. You lookâŚâ Jax canât find the words. âItâs good to see you, sweetheart.â
âI didnât expect a reception committee,â you chuckle. Jax smiles as you take your time to drink him in. He wears torn jeans, a white tee, and a leather jacket. You can see that heâs second-in-command now, and sigh. When you left town, you had hoped Jax would turn his back on the club and do something moreâŚlegal. âI see youâre still with them.â
âItâs my family,â he hastily replies, but his tone lacks enthusiasm. âWe are having a get-together tonight. A barbecue with family and friends. Why donât you come too?â
âJax,â you exhale sharply. âI havenât seen most of them in years. I donât think they want the girl they met once or twice years ago at their party.â
âSweetheart, youâre still part of the family,â he shrugs. âCome on. Gemma will freak out seeing you all grown and Opi will love seeing you.â
âThat big dummy is still around? I thought heâd leave you,â you snicker. âYou were glued together at your hips if I recall right.â
âWell, heâs my best friend,â Jax grabs your hand. âPlease come and have a little fun. For the old times.â
âI-â you lick your lips. You knew that youâd eventually run into Jax and the others. If you want to start anew â why not see your old friends and Jax again? âOkay.â
âYou can come around at any time, Y/N,â he grins. âIf you want to, Iâll pick you up.â
âNah,â you shake your head. This will go too far. Youâre not ready to be back on a bike with Jax. âIâll drive. I donât trust you with speed and such.â

The reunion went surprisingly smoothly. Gemma hugged you, and wouldnât stop asking questions. Opi offered a beer and a bear hug and the others greeted you like an old friend.
It almost felt like you never left. Almost.
Youâre watching the others talk and having fun while Jax tries to talk you into going for a ride in the morning.
He has you caged against the wall, one hand next to your head, and his lips dangerously close to yours. Jax whispers your name and says all the right things.
Damn him. He easily had you wrapped around his finger in no time. Forgotten are the heartbreak and all the tears you shed for him.
âY/N, tell you feel the same. Say that you feel thereâs still this spark between us,â he leans impossibly closer to brush his lips over yours. âSweetheart.â
âJax.â You breathe out. âI-â You open your mouth when he claims your lips. And you wrap your arms around him to hold him close.
âI knew it,â he nips at your lips, eagerly tasting you. âThe moment I saw you standing next to your car, looking a little lost, I knew youâd come back to me.â
âJax, itâs not that easy,â you grip his jacket tightly, not wanting him to pull away. âMaybe we canâŚâ
âJax, have a look at this. We need your help,â Tig ruins the intimate moment. He drags Jax away, unaware that you are about to do something stupid.
âLater,â you mouth as Jax glances at you. He nods, giving you a cracked smile before following Tig.

Youâre pacing back and forth. Jax went to his room some time ago and you try to decide if you want to let your heart win tonight.
"Maybe this is the chance you've been waiting."
You take a deep breath and decide to go to his room and take the chance on him. Maybe this time, it wonât end in heartbreak.

You want to knock and feel like a fool. This used to be so easy when you were just horny and silly teens. Now you are a woman, and heâs a man. The man you still desire.
Without thinking twice, you open the door, pushing it open. You smile and want to tell Jax that you are ready to go on a ride with him tomorrow.
âWhat the fuck!â Your heart drops, and you feel like someone sent you back in time only for you to walk in on Jax and some other girl.
âSweetheartâŚY/NâŚâ Jax gasps as you catch him red-handed with one of the girls from the strip club Tig wouldnât stop talking about.
âSorry, I didnât want to stop you from ruining whatever that was not ten minutes ago,â you laugh at your stupidness.
You turn to leave and slam the door shut behind you. Itâs not the first time in your life that someone made a fool out of you. But tonight, you did this to yourself.
âBabe, please wait,â Jax stumbles out of the room. Heâs only in his boxers and tries to explain why he went from kissing you to fucking that girl. âI can explainâŚâ
âYou want to explain this?â you angrily point at the door. âSave it, Jax. You didnât change one bit. One moment you sweet-talk to me and kiss me and the next you fuck her." You choke on your tears. âYou made me feel like we got a second chance.â
Shaking your head, you try to hold back more tears. âItâs my fault. It was foolish of me to believe that for once I wasn't second best to you. How could I? If Iâm so unimportant to you that you fuck her minutes after you kissed me.â
âBabe, we arenât together, and,â he runs his fingers through his messed-up hair, âyou got me so hard. I didnât want to fuck things up and pounce on you. I just needed to release steam.â
âSee, thatâs the problem, Jackson Teller,â you silently sniffle. âYou donât even feel guilty for hurting me all over again. Ten minutes, Jax. You had to wait for ten minutes to get your dick wet. Iâm glad it took me those ten minutes because youâll never be faithful.â
âPlease, letâs talk. We can go inside andâŚâ He can only watch you step away from him. âSweetheart.â
âI donât need this and,â you push against his chest to slam him into the door, âI donât have to listen to your lies. Youâre right. Weâre not together. We are nothing to each other. Only a faded memory. Letâs keep it that way.â
âWaitâŚIâŚâ
âYou better go back inside and finish what you started with her. At least give the poor girl an orgasm after all the troubleâŚâ
You storm off, and shoulder past bikers. Gemma wants to stop you, but youâre too angry and hurt to even listen to her. Instead, you run toward your car and speed off.

âYouâve got to be shitting me,â you slam your hands on the steering wheel. It feels like the world decided to fuck you over once again. âNo. You canât just die out here in the middle of nowhere.â
Itâs all too much. Being back in your hometown. Meeting your high school sweetheart only for him to break your heart again.
You sit in silence for a moment and think about all the decisions leading you back to him. Bad choices, you guess.
You hide your face in the palm of your hands. How could your fresh start end like this?
You jump when someone knocks at your window. Great. Now you drew attention toward you and your car.
âHey, why are you lurking around in front of our club?â The man asks. âAre you with the cops? We do nothing illegal here.â
Your heart races when the man knocks at your window again. If fate wants to fuck you over some more, so be it. You roll down the window to look at the man.
âSorry. Uh-my car justâŚâ you sniffle. âThe engine died, and I canât get it back to life. I wasnât lurking, just thinking about what to do now.â
He looks inside your car, but his features soften when he looks at your teary eyes.
âHi. I didnât want to scare you, doll. Do you want me to have a look at the engine? I know a thing or two about cars.â
âJames? James Barnes,â You blink a few times to check if you saw right. âIs that you?â
âYou know me?â He asks, looking a little confused.
âItâs me, Y/N Y/L/N. We went to the same high school. You probably donât remember me. I was a little shy, and you were two years ahead of me at school.â
âWaitâŚâ He wrinkles his forehead. âYou were the cute girl Jax Teller was dating. I always wondered how he got so lucky.â
You clear your throat, not wanting to talk about Jax, and what he did to you. Back then and today. âHe didnât feel lucky, I guess.â
âWhat did he do, doll?â
âI donât feel like talking tonight. Letâs say he liked to stray. Back then, and recently,â you give him a cracked smile. âHeâs the reason I drove out of town only to end up here.â
âA shame. He shouldâve valued you more, doll,â he flashes you a stunning smile. âIf you open the hood for me, Iâll have a look at the engine.â
âThatâs very kind of you, James.â
âCall me Bucky doll,â he grins when you open the hood. âA pretty lady like you can always call me BuckyâŚâ

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