Fuck That Felt So Good~ I Only Made It An Hour And A Half :(

fuck that felt so good~ i only made it an hour and a half :(

definitely don’t make fun of me for having a weak bladder or anything

looks like i’m gonna be doing a live hold, i’ve been drinking a lot of juice and i’m kinda feeling the urge~

aaaah fuck i can’t be reading tumblr while i’m holding-

If you're holding right now, whatever you do, do not think about how good it would feel to let all that aching pressure release itself. Don't think about the hot gush of your pee finally bursting through the barrier of your exhausted muscles and rushing out of you like a waterfall. Oh, you definitely shouldn't think about waterfalls, or rushing streams, or the patter of wet little raindrops making puddles on the ground. God, it would be so bad to be caught in a rainstorm right now: the clouds full to bursting until they let go and drench everything, the drips trickling down your skin, soaking your clothes, leaving you wet. Don't think about giving in and letting yourself pour out all that pent-up liquid, too. It would feel so good, wouldn't it? But don't think about that, because you're trying to hold.

god i need a vape i don’t care if there’s heavy metals i love metallica

im really into the idea of brainwashing omo right now. like the idea of someone being manipulated into believing that for whatever reason, they cant pee. SO HAVE SOME PROMPTS

"no no, peeing is bad for you. that's why your body lets you hold so much! keep it all inside, okay? your body doesnt want to pee. let yourself fill up all the way to the brim, then keep holding. your body wants to hold it in."

"sorry, but youre just not allowed to pee anymore. ever again. what do you mean you cant hold it forever? of course you can, youre a grown up, arent you? just hold it. youre not going to pee yourself like a little kid, are you? adults can hold their pee."

"oh my, look at your tummy. look how far its sticking out! how much did you drink? youre so full! youre doing such a good job, your body is so happy. it loves to be full. its healthy to keep drinking. your body loves to be full."

"what do you mean you have to go? you dont pee anymore, remember? you dont need to pee. you dont need to pee at all. keep everything inside, you dont need to pee. youll never pee again. youll keep it all inside forever. youll never pee again."

"hold it right here - thats right, with your hand. keep it all inside, however you can. hold it so tight that nothing can ever get out. you dont need to pee, you dont want to pee, you want to keep it all inside."

"here, have another drink. you need to drink more. youre not full enough yet. what do you mean it hurts? youre just not understanding your body's signals right, that must be it. your body is happy! itll be even happier if you drink more! here, have another big sip, your body is so happy, its so full, dont let a single drop out. you need to keep it all inside."

"oh my, your bladder is so full. its rock hard! thats so great! youre holding so much in! good for you, doesnt it feel good? no...? you think it hurts? no no, that cant be right. maybe youll feel better if you drink some more. here, have another sip, itll help calm you down. your hands are shaking so badly. you really should relax a little. ah - careful, you need to keep it all inside, remember? peeing is bad for you! youre never going to pee again, right? forever?"

can someone give me permission to go please i gotta pee bad

looks like i’m gonna be doing a live hold, i’ve been drinking a lot of juice and i’m kinda feeling the urge~

born to watch you pee forced to listen from outside the door