Living In A Daydream ~

living in a daydream ~

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faking a smile - kim hongjoong x reader

warnings: angst, fluff

wc: 777

hong joong could tell you weren’t feeling your best. even though you smiled, hong joong knew it wasn’t genuine. when you’re truly smiling, your eyes usually twinkle, but this time, your eyes don’t glow anymore; almost as if their spark has died. hong joong wanted to help you, hence why you’re sitting with him in the studio right now as he puts the last few touches on a song. he brought you to work with him because he doesn’t want to leave you alone.

you sit on the couch with your legs crossed and wrapped up in a blanket while playing a game on your phone. you can hear hongjoong sigh in relief, which lets you know he’s finished.

,,ready to go y/n?” hong joong asks as he slides his jacket on.

you nod and give a small smile.

as you’re about to get up, hong joong stops you by leaning over you until you’re centimeters apart from him.

,,y/n…before we leave, how are you?”

you avoid eye contact with him and put on a wide smile. ,,i’m fine! why are you asking so suddenly?”

he sighs and helps you up.

,,no reason.”

҂

the car ride is unnaturally silent. normally, you would initiate a conversation by bringing up any random topic that would then lead to you two either laughing or questioning the universe.

hong joong glances at you and notices your blank face. his heart breaks a little at the fact that you’re hiding how you truly feel because he never wants you to suffer in silence.

after a few moments, and to your surprise, the two of you were at the beach - one of your favorite places.

hong joong got out of the driver's seat to open your door on the passenger’s side. he takes your hand and leads you to the edge of the vast ocean.

it’s twilight now, and the ocean is glittering under the setting sun. the sky is painted with ongoing colors of purples, corals, pinks, and oranges.

,,y/n, do you trust me?” hong joong whispered just enough for you to hear him.

,,of course i do.” you answer without hesitation.

hong joong turns to your side and grasps both of your hands. his burning eyes urge you to make eye contact with him. without having to speak, his eyes show you every emotion he’s encapsulating within himself.

,,if you trust me, then why aren’t you being honest with me? you don’t need to pretend in front of me.”

his words cause your heart to palpitate. your hands suddenly become clammy and your ears warm up.

,,i- babe, i’m fine. i told you, i’m okay.”

hong joong was on the brink of tears as he watched you lie to him. he couldn’t help it anymore and embraced you with a warm hug. he said to you,

,,i know you’re not okay. please talk to me. i’m here for you and i love you more than anything. Please know that I care for you.”

at the sound of these words, tears being to stream down your face. before you know it, you’re full on sobbing at this point. all of the things you’ve pent up inside are being released through your tears.

hong joong doesn’t let you go as you fall to the ground and cry on his chest. eventually, your tears begin to dry up and hong joong now has a soaked shirt. you let out a small sorry before hongjoong holds your face in his hands.

,,whatever it is y/n, i’m listening.”

you tell hongjoong what’s been bothering you for the past few weeks and he listens without any judgement. He lightly traces patterns on your hand to comfort you. amazingly, you feel slightly better after you get your problems off your chest.

,,y/n, is that what’s been bothering you? why didn’t you tell me sooner? i could have helped you and comforted you.” hongjoong scolds.

you know he’s only scolding you out of love and you’re honestly grateful for that. It shows that he truly cares about you and wants the best for you.

it’s dark now; the moon is glowing on you, hongjoong, and the ocean. the atmosphere has a comfortable effect on the both of you.

standing up, hongjoong pulls you up alongside him and brings you in for a peck on the lips.

,,y/n…never do that again okay? i don’t want to see you hold onto that pain by yourself, okay?”

,,okay. I promise.”

The two of you then walk across the beach, giggling and playing with each other, but this time, your eyes are twinkling when you smile.

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