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HEY NOW, WELL BE OKAY. -> Hhu.
— HEY NOW, WE’LL BE OKAY. -> hhu.


“I don’t care, I love you anyhow. It is too late to turn you out of my heart. Part of you lives there.” — a self portrait in letters × anne sexton.
Their parents don’t approve your relationship. After a night where things don’t go as planned, the boys are left mending your broken heart.
wc: 1,6k overall. a/n: i focused more on their reaction after the fight, so this is them easing reader’s insecurities! if you wanted something else lmk! im editing this later~ warnings/tags: gn reader, fluff, hurt/comfort. request!

You both barely step foot inside your place before he opens his mouth, like he was waiting impatiently for some privacy to fix talk.
“You’re overthinking, love.” Seungcheol scolds, hands on his hips as he stares at you with a disapproving look, akin to his father’s.
You shiver at the thought, reminiscing tonight’s failure as you shake your head. “No, I’m not.”
“Are so,” he pouts, linking his arms around your waist. “And you need to stop doing it, whatever your pretty head is thinking about right now, stop it.”
You click your tongue, rolling your eyes. “There’s nothing else to think about after tonight, Cheol, is there.”
It’s a bitter remark, not a question. You sound defeated and utterly sad, and his heart breaks a little seeing you in this shape, but Seungcheol is having none of it. He grabs you by the shoulders, his gaze burning you. “Don’t you dare say that again. Don’t you tell me we don’t belong together, like they said, just because they said it. I love you, and if you don’t love me back, you can look at me in the eyes and say it.”
Silence. Cheol’s looking at you dead in the eye, intensely, yet so lovingly and gently because he can’t scold you for real, not really, and that’s so undoubtedly him that it makes your head all dizzy. “Jeez,” you chuckle, shaking your head with a heart much lighter.
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MIDNIGHT — LEE MINHO

(fic banner made by @chogiwow thank you ivy <3)
pairing: lee minho x fem! reader genre: band au, guitar player! minho, college au, angst word count: 15k warnings: mentions of food and eating behaviours, alcohol, swearing, smoking, suggestive content/implied smut (?? the act itself isn’t described but it’s really obvious it’s happening ig)
YOUNGBLOOD DRABBLES
summary: lee minho strives for a lot of things– recognition, popularity, the light of the reflectors. it’s not easy to achieve even if he works really hard, and that’s why he needs your help. he didn’t think he’d get attached this quickly.

“YOU ONLY EVER WANNA LOVE ME AFTER MIDNIGHT.”

There’s a certain feeling of uneasiness coating Minho’s thoughts, a feeling of uncertainty and perhaps even dread, as he sits in his Poetry class and looks out of the window with a sigh. He counts down the minutes that are left until the end of the class, gazing at the clock in the far corner of the room, chewing on his bottom lip in frustration. There’s 5 minutes left and even though he doesn’t quite hate this particular class, he desperately needs it to be over already, because he can’t keep listening to the poems and words spilling out of his classmates’ mouths, reminding him of the fact that he himself will never be as talented, as good with words, sounding so fragile and so determined with his thoughts on the paper as everyone else– to put it simply, Lee Minho dreads the fact that he’s not a good writer, a good poet, but what he hates the most is that, he’s not a good lyricist.
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all i do is wait - kdy

All I Do Is Wait | So Close
⤑ summary: one day, kim doyoung was alive. the next, he wasn’t. he left you and the world too soon, but he made a promise: to look out and wait for you until the very end.
⤑ pairing: doyoung x female reader
⤑ word count: 22.7k
⤑ genre: angst (so much longing), major slow burn, fluff (if you squint really well), slight unprotected smut (not my forté) | ghost!doyoung, hotel del luna!au, slight college!au, 40s to 90s!au (loads of flashbacks)
⤑ warnings: death, grief, explicit language, sexism (screw the patriarchy omfg), mentions and scenes of alcohol, drinking, smoking, war, unplanned pregnancy, childbirth, and abortion, ghost possession of humans (in like one scene only tbh)
⤑ playlist: fly away with me by nct 127 | all about you by taeyeon | doll by baekhyun and doyoung | give you my heart by iu | wait by exo | like a fool by nive and sam kim | falling by harry styles | lovers by anna of the north | fallingforyou by the 1975 | you are the sunshine of my life by stevie wonder
⤑ long author’s note: minors, beware of the warnings! i highly recommend you watch the kdrama beforehand so you would understand the universe, even if majority of the characters are from my imagination. i also did some prior historical research. though there are inaccuracies, this story is just fiction. importantly, i don’t own the hotel del luna series; they serve as the main inspiration but with some of my twists. i’m also bit rough with writing lately, so there’s also room for improvement. overall, prepare your heart.
i cried so much in the process.
italicized texts symbolize conversations in a dream call. *wink* *wink*
⤑ gif above not mine, ctto! leave me some feedback, constructive criticism or hellos!

After all decades of waiting, it’s finally time.
As a soul still wandering in the living world, Doyoung’s options were limited. To peacefully go ahead into the afterlife or wait for his lover by working in the hotel for ghosts until she passed.
He’d chosen the latter, the betrayal he felt from the deities to have gone so soon.
And leave you behind.
But first, let’s take a trip down Doyoung’s journey; life, death, and after it.
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Bakugo Katsuki x reader, fluff
Okay but imagine dating Bakugo for a few months now and never getting the chance to tell your classmates because you're all doing internships in different agencies and you all have different schedules.
You two barely see each other as well. Bakugo has to go past his precious sleeping schedule to sneak into your room just so you both could have dinner together; sometimes you sneak into his room for some morning cuddles and he'd complain about the stiff material of your hero uniform because you're already geared up since you have an earlier calltime than him.
Then one night, your class happens to get home early from your respective agencies and finally have a chance to grab dinner at the same time.
Bakugo was his usual grumpy self, extra even since he's exhausted, muttering to Kirishima about how he can't fucking wait to head to bed right after dinner. You on the other hand were happily catching up with Mina and Jirou who sat across from you on the table.
Everyone was so busy chatting or eating that your classmates didn't notice the little things Bakugo does for you. Like adding pork cutlets to your bowl, filling your cup with water, and at one point, even wiping the side of your mouth with his forefinger.
It wasn't until he was done eating when the entire 1A's world halted.
Bakugo's heavy lids were already practically closing on him so he gets up, grabs his plate and utensils and then yours, saying, "I'll go wash these up and then hit the fuckin' sack. 'M so damn tired." He says, voice low enough just for you and Kirishima to hear. You look up at him and nod, saying, "Good night."
Bakugo, who's now on his feet, smiles at you and murmurs, "See you tomorrow?" To which you nod again, completely unaware of Mina's stare. "Yeah, I'll swing by before I leave in the morning." At this point, Mina's brows are slowly meeting down the middle, eyes flickering between you and Bakugo.
But then, her mouth drops to the floor when Bakugo suddenly crouches to kiss you. Right on the lips.
The cutlery noises and chattering stops.
Bakugo's eyes snap open, straightening back up to look around for any danger. So did you, looking at your classmates and looking for whatever it was that made everyone stop what they were previously doing.
Slowly and inevitably, from the looks on your classmates' faces, you both realize what just happened.
Fuck.
"Um-" you cover your mouth consciously, fidgeting on your seat. "W-we have been meaning t-to tell you guys." You stammer, feeling more nervous as you meet more of their strucked gazes.
Bakugo on the other hand, once recovered, sighs and places the bowls and cutleries back on the table to grab your hand.
"Alright, listen up, losers." He rolls his eyes but you feel his hold on your hand tighten. "We've been dating for a couple of months now-" He turns his head to Midoriya who was about to open his mouth and says, "Yes, Y/n is who I meet during lunch breaks." Bakugo sighs again when Kirishima tries to pipe in and glares at him. "And yes, Y/n is the reason you can't just fuckin' burst through my damn door anymore."
At this, you both flush red.
"Aizawa-sensei already knows." He says, and your classmates collectively look at the teacher who merely shrugs a shoulder. "And now, you losers do too. So if you'd all fuckin' excuse me."
Everyone was still speechless as Bakugo goes on to grab the bowls from the table again to wash them. You on the other hand can't take your eyes off of the suddenly interesting lines on the table. You risk a glance up and when you saw that they were all still staring, you grab yourself a cup of water.
"How did you know, sensei?" Kaminari turns to the teacher in wonder. Aizawa's lips twitched a little as he fought off the urge to smirk.
He glances at you as he says, "I caught Bakugo sneaking out of Y/n's room one night." At this you met your teacher's gaze and sputter, coughing wildly to get the water out of your lungs.
"Would have expelled him then and there if Y/n didn't follow him out to scold him for leaving his books and notes in her room."
A fic where bakuhoe goes all ape shit because izuku flirts with reader pwease 🥺🥺🥺
a/n i got u. tho katsuki is pretty hard to write hope i did it well
warnings gn!reader, unnecessary amount of cursing (curtesy of bakugou), established relationship, wc 1k

katsuki prides himself on being observant.
he’s gonna be a fucking hero; he would be a shitty one if he was oblivious to what’s going on around him. it’s why he’s proud to call himself aware of things that most people miss.
unfortunately, this includes shitty fucking deku having the hots for you.
“that was amazing, l/n-san! todoroki-kun didn’t even realize what was going on until you caught him!” deku has been gushing about your victory since you came back, and you’re overwhelmed by the sheer brightness radiating off the boy.
you duck your head. “ha, you think so? i didn’t expect it to work, honestly…”
deku has the fucking nerve—the fucking nerve, that jackass—to take your hands and interweave it with his, showing off how earnest he is with his words. “it worked perfectly, your strategy could work against heroes with quirks as powerful as todoroki-kun’s!”
a vein pops on katsuki’s temple.
he grits his teeth, steam coming off his ears. “i’m gonna fucking kill the nerd,” he proclaims, spoken like a man on a bloody mission.
raise your white flags, everyone, because bakugou katsuki, the great explosion murder god dynamight, is gonna blow up this shitty town to smithereens and leave only y/n standing.
kaminari sweat-drops, slammed on the face with his friend’s unadulterated fury. he just can’t handle katsuki’s pheromones. “you aren’t even sparring with him, dude. what are you talking about?”
the grin that katsuki flashes is what blossoms nightmares for everyone within the vicinity. “fuckin’ watch me.”
deku can do whatever he wants, but if it involves you? well, katsuki won’t be able to help but step in.
somehow, katsuki ends up sparring against deku, running high on anger and also to prove that he is better than this nerd. unsurprisingly, katsuki won.
(he should’ve known it wouldn’t end there.)

“oi, bakugou, did you just come back?”
katsuki grunts in agreement, shouldering past kirishima who never wavers and continues to trail after him. the blond scans the area, ruby eyes piercing the poor souls who make eye contact with him.
“shitty hair, where’s y/n?” he asks, immediately in a pissy mood because you told him you’d be at the common room after he’s done hitting the gym.
“um.” kirishima hesitates. katsuki narrows his eyes at him and kirishima chokes on a nervous laugh.
“what the fuck is it,” katsuki demands. he’s not panicking—he’s not.
kaminari, with his mouth full of food, starts speaking, “i saw y/n go with midoriya to his room!” kaminari is missing the warning wide-eyed looks sero and mina are throwing him. “they’ve been there for a while now. wonder what they’re doing…”
katsuki stares. the atmosphere thickens as everyone falls silent. “ha?”
“denki,” mina hisses.
kirishima, ever the savior, reaches out to hold his arm, but katsuki evades before he can even touch him. “wait, wait, bakubro, i’m sure they’re not really doing anything—”
“shut the fuck up!” he barks, stomping away from the common room to make his way to shitty nerd’s room.
now, katsuki doesn’t usually consider himself the murderous type. he’s all die, die, die but it’s just blatant hostility, it’s not like he goes around killing classmates. you’re probably not into that.
deku, however? deku who had the nerve to invite you to his room while katsuki’s out? well, he better start one for all to get away as soon as possible because once katsuki reaches his goddamn door things are going to happen and it is not going to be fucking pretty, and fuck what anyone thinks—
katsuki slams the door open, brows knitted together furiously. “oi, what the fuck are you two nerds doing—!”
he cuts himself off, blinking at the sight of you and deku sitting next to each other.
deku quirks an eyebrow, looking surprisingly disappointed at the sight of katsuki—and that’s when it’s confirmed. the nerd was looking to get alone time with you! the thought makes him want to bash deku’s head on the wall right now.
“oh, katsuki!” you brighten. katsuki’s chest starts doing some weird things he tries his best to ignore in favor of glaring so hard at the green-haired dipstick. “did you just come back?”
“yeah,” katsuki answers albeit gruffly.
“kacchan, what are you doing in my room?” deku asks slowly.
just the thought of you alone with midoriya motherfucking izuku pisses him off to a deeply personal level.
he snarls at deku. “you fucking…”
you stand up and—thank god—away from deku. “what? wait, what’s going on?”
“shitty nerd!”
deku jumps at the noise, throwing a worried glance at you that you miss in lieu of staring worriedly at katsuki.
that was the last straw.
explosions spark in his palms. “YOU SHITTY FUCKING PISS ON A SHITRAG GET YOUR HANDS OFF BEFORE I EXPLODE YOUR FUCKING FACE INSIDE OUT—”
“kacchan! that doesn’t even make any sense!” deku cries out, moving hastily to push you behind him—but katsuki is faster, and how dare this nerd assume that katsuki would be so reckless as to hurt you!
a slam. footsteps scurrying around.
“HAAAAH!? your face won’t make sense once i’m done with you, fucking asswipe of a dickbag—come here!”
“where are you even getting those words!?”
“guys, stop!” you yell, effectively silencing both their mouths and their quirks that are starting to pop out of their skins. “you’re going to wake up everyone else if you keep going.”
katsuki snarls, tugging you to his chest with an arm around your waist. “get your hands off, deku. if i see you with y/n again—”
you snort, patting katsuki’s cheek. “katsuki, i thought we were keeping it secret?”
“and have shitty nerd flirting with you? fuck. no. this is the fucking line.”
“aw, you were jealous?”
deku squints, glancing between your bewildered face and katsuki’s possessive expression. “what…” he turns red. “w-w-wait, are you two…”
“y/n’s fucking boyfriend,” katsuki sneers, “and husband when we fucking get out of this shithole—got that, nerd? not a chance for you.”
“what!” you whirl in on katsuki, eyes round. “you’re planning to propose to me?”
katsuki stares, one pale eyebrow cocked. “are you gonna fuckin’ reject me or some shit?”
the entirety of UA learned not to make moves on that l/n from 1-A ever again, unless they wanted to face the wrath of bakugou katsuki. (they do not.)

—masterlist ♡
fake texts
bang chan ♡ 방찬
↬“i can’t be the reason you lose everything”
↬“i can’t sleep without you here”
↬“because i have feelings for you”
↬“i can treat you better”
lee minho ♡ 이민호
↬“is that bothering you?”
↬“are you attracted to me?”
↬“not cold”
seo changbin ♡ 서창빈
↬“you’re not just my best friend”
hwang hyunjin ♡ 황현진
↬“you’re it for me”
↬“i was worried” | part two
↬daily texts
↬hyunjin day
↬perilla leaf
han jisung ♡ 한지성
↬“when you say my name, my brain kinda fries”
↬he’s nervous to meet your parents
↬“tell me you’re mine”
lee felix ♡ 이용복
↬daily texts
↬you have a cold
kim seungmin ♡ 김승민
↬“not jealous but whatever”
↬drunk, cute and clingy
yang jeongin ♡ 양정인
↬“i’m counting down the days”
ot8 ♡ 스트레이 키즈
↬you lock yourself out of your place
↬you go to another group’s concert
↬“your mum hasn’t paid me to date you this month”
↬he finds out you used to bias another member
↬you don’t say “i love you” back
↬you accidentally send a nude to another member
↬you autocorrect “love” to “hate” on his phone
↬“would you kiss the most beautiful person in the world for $1,000,000?”
drabbles
lee minho ♡ 이민호
↬“my heart belongs to you. always”
↬excuses
↬“what are we?” “friends?”
hwang hyunjin ♡ 황현진
↬“so what?! you’re still my hyunjin”
↬he gives you flowers
↬he forgets your birthday (but so do you)
↬sunshield
↬boyfriend privileges
↬“what are we?” “you know what we are”
lee felix ♡ 이용복
↬coffee fix
↬“what are we?” “what do you want us to be?”
reactions
ot8 ♡ 스트레이 키즈
↬he keeps something of yours with him
series
hwang hyunjin ♡ 황현진
↬watercolor (social media au)
↬back to december
—requests are open.