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warning: suggestive, established relationship

pairings: san x reader (no gender)

a/n: it’s been really long since i writed on this account, so i hope you’ll like this. don’t forget that requests are still open.

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it was late at night, and he was playing videogames while you were sitting behind him on his bed boring. finally you had enough, so you started walking towards him taking off his headphones despite his protests and also taking off his hands the controller and turning it off.

  “what are you doing?,” he says pouting while looking at you. standing in between his legs, you recline his seat until he leans back. lifts one brow at that before you climb onto his lap causing him to growl. “what are you doing?,’’ he asks again but this time more breathier.

’‘enjoying time with my boyfriend,’’ you say as you slowly put your hand under his shirt running up his chest. you see him swallowing with difficulty. his well marked adam’s apple moving with the movement making him to take deep breaths. leaning closer to him, you begin to place kisses on his neck just as his hands grip your hips, his fingers holding you roughly as his touch sends shivers through your body. then all of a sudden you walk away and get off him leaving him all hot and bothered.

’'what?-,” he says confused. you turn around and make eye contact with him, “for not paying attention to me” you say as you winked at him and walk off just when he stops you grabbing your wrist and pushing you into his board chest.

“not so quickly…” whispers in your ear with a smirk on his lips.

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⭒ 𝗴𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲

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request: Taeil angst and smut bad break up but steamy reconnection over 2 years - by  lovey-simone

w.c: 1.4k

genre: angst, a little bit of fluff and smut.

gender for y/n: female

warning: +18, fingering, oral!female receiving.

a/n: im not really good writing angst, but i did my best effort. ( or that is what i want to think lol.) also, i think i did it too long, but i hope y’all like it.   <3

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What did you expect to date an idol? You thought that he’ll have enough time to practice and have a girlfriend, but unfortunately, you were wrong.

Things were going pretty bad in your relationship with Taeil. He was so stressed that there was no time for you two to be alone, or to be intimate if you know what I mean. He wasn’t touching you or kissing you because literally, you weren’t seeing each other for a while if it wasn’t because y’all live together, that made you think that he doesn’t want you as a woman.

His routine was leaving early, not seeing you all day, and returning at night. And the days he had a day off at least you can wake up with him at your side, but even if it was from home he was practicing. You were very happy for him, he was accomplishing his dream, which you love because his voice is amazing. But still, you were missing him, his touch, his lips, his everything.

But something that broke your heart had happened.

You were going to have a date with him. After all that time in loneliness, you were going to be alone with him. He was going to take you out for dinner at a fancy restaurant. He said he was going to pick you up after he was done training because he was going to finish earlier. You put on your best dress that combined with your high heels, you did your hair and your makeup.

And just let me tell you, you were looking beautiful. You were in the living room waiting for him to text you or call you to tell you that he was close to arriving. But you stayed there, waiting and waiting, for hours. You were sure that he was close, that you just need to wait a few minutes. Little did you know that he wasn’t going to arrive soon.

It was around 1:37 A.M when you heard the sound of the door, you turned your head to see the boy who made you wait so many hours.

‘‘Why are you dressed like that?’‘ He asked you while he was taking off his shoes and jacket.

That was the last straw.

You were boiling with anger ‘’So little you love me that you forgot that tonight we have a date?’’. Your eyes started to water, you were feeling so many things at that moment. You felt sad, angry, and incompetent.

‘‘Oh, shit- Baby, I’m so sorry, I forgot’‘ Taeil said, you could see the repentance in his eyes, but you had enough. You love him, but you couldn’t keep up with this.

‘‘No, I’m sorry Taeil. I can’t with this, I had enough. I feel like you don’t love anymore, I don’t even see you, and when you have days off it feels like I don’t exist to you.’‘ You left out all the things you kept to yourself.

‘‘It’s not my fault that my schedule it’s like this. And if you are so angry that you feel like I don’t love you anymore why don’t you break up with me already?’‘ You felt like your world was falling into pieces. As soon as Taeil said that a tear starts falling down your cheek. 

''Yeah, maybe you are right. I think the right thing to do is to break up.'' You said as you grab your jacket, phone, and keys and get out of the house. You didn't want to cry in front of him.

As you were closing the door you can hear an ''Where are you going at this time?!'' but honestly, you didn't know either. The first thing that passed in your mind was to call your best friend because she knows how your relationship was going. You called her, telling her everything that happened while crying, she told you that you should stay over at her house, which you did. 

After 2 years of that, you thought that you were over him, or that's what you wanted to believe until you had to face him. The reason is that you had left in your old house your most precious thing. You hadn't gone for it because you weren't ready mentally to face him. You had called him to let him know that you were going to pick up something that you had left.

After almost having a mental breakdown you had arrived at now his house, you ring the doorbell waiting for him to open the door.

When he opened it, you were kinda in shock, he looked handsome. I mean, he was handsome before, but after all this time without seeing him you forgot how handsome he is. 

''Hi?'' He said a little bit confused because you looked like you were drooling.

''Oh, I'm sorry. Can I come in?'' You said a little bit embarrassed.

''Yeah, sure.'' Taeil replayed moving to the side so you can enter the house.

You entered, and a lot of memories returned to your head. You started smiling to yourself, but you quickly regained your composure and went to your bedroom. You opened the side of the closet where your clothes were and started to search.

You found it, but you also found an album of photos. You had a lot of curiosity, so you opened it and start looking. There were tons of photos of you and Taeil, you wanted to cry, but not of sadness, of happiness. You remembered how much you loved him, how you still do, the dates, how caring he was and you missed him a lot.

You closed the album, left it where it was, and grabbed the thing you had come for. You were heading off to the living room, where he was.

''So...Goodbye, I guess.'' You said a little bit sad while you were turning to face the door.

''Wait!'' Taeil said while he grabs your arm turning you over. ''Since we broke up I haven't stopped thinking about you. I can't stand being away from you, I love you and I hope you could give me another chance to prove it.''

You were shocked, you couldn't believe that this was happening, but it doesn't mean that you don't want it to happen. Even though a lot of time has passed since the last time you saw Taeil and how the things ended, he hasn't leave your mind since that day. You were still in love with him like it was your first day dating, and you didn't even know why. Maybe was because of his pretty face, or well structured body, or his beautiful voice. Actually, the reason could be because you find him as your ''other half'' as much as it sounds cringey. ''Taeil, of course, I'll give you another chance. I have been feeling the same way, and I would love to be your girlfriend again.''

After confessing your lips connected into a beautiful kiss that both of you were missing. The feeling of his lips over yours was sensational. You had to break it for air. A notorious string of saliva was visible, which made you a little bit flustered.

As soon as both of you caught your breath, y'all started to make out. While your tounges started a battle, Taeil picked you up walking to the bedroom without breaking the kiss. Unlike the kiss, he gently lays you down in the bed. He started going down to your neck kissing it and sucking on it until he found that sweet spot making you whimper.

He adjusts himself in between your legs going down while he takes off your pants with your underwear.

He starts to trail kisses on your inner thigh to your wet core making you gasp. Your hands go to his hair playing with it and intertwining your fingers with it. He starts to lick your folds and suck into your clit.

You were a hot mess and he just started, while you were moaning and pulling his hair now and then he introduced a finger inside you. Making you arch a little your back, you could feel how he smiled at your reaction. ''M...more~'' You said in between your moans, as soon you finished saying that another finger was already inside you. And if it wasn't enough Taeil was increasing the speed of his mouth. You were feeling your orgasm building up fast. ''I'm coming...~'' You let him know, which made him add in another finger, a thing that made you have one of the most powerful orgasms that you had in the last 2 years. '' I hope you are not tired because I just started.'' He said with a smirk on his face while you were catching your breath.

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hi, my name is finn, i’m black and i’m 20 y/o.

my first language is not english, so i apologize for any grammar mistake that you can find in this blog, i try my best to improve my english as i continue to do what i love, which is writing.

i use all pronouns, as i’m genderfluid, so don’t worry about which ones to use when you’re referring to me.

i love kpop so i decided to start a blog focused on that. in this blog you’ll find drabbles, headcanons and maybe in some future (if im not lazy) even fanfics.

i can speak english, spanish and arab.

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Always the writer, never the reader.