RAGHHH
RAGHHH
THE OTHER GUY PT.1 | FR43
an: @isaadore this one is for you. i've realised i haven't written anything for the latest pookie of the grid, so lets kick it off with some enemies to lovers
fc: random brunettes on pintrest
requests: open
ynpiastri

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my dearest lo, the boy who turned oscar and i into apart of a triplet and not twins, the racing world has been cruel to you. i will forever stand by your side no matter what. i love you forever and cannot wait to see what greatness you achieve. love, your unofficial little sister by four months, six days and ten minutes
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logansargeant: i love you ducky đŠđ
ynpiastri: love you more sarge :)
userone: the cutest unofficial little sister he could ever ask for
usertwo: when the world doesn't have logan's back, we can trust that the piastri siblings have his back
userthree: god i love his relationship with them
oscarpiastri: well said ducky
ynpiastri: hire me as your pr
oscarpiastri: over my dead body
nicolepiastri: oscar be nice to your little sister
userfour: they still call her ducky
userfive: am i missing something here, why do they keep calling her ducky soz im new to this
usersix: she used to hide rubber ducks whenever she could for oscar and logan to find in f2 & f3
userfive: stop that so cute
williamsracing

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we are delighted to announce that franco colapinto is going to join us, racing for williams as of monza. welcome to formula one, franco!
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userone: đŠđ·đŠđ·đŠđ·
usertwo: poor logan âčïž
francolapinto: thank you!
userthree: where was logan's goodbye?
userfour: finally some real talent
userfive: williams try not sign an underprepared rookie challenge: failedÂ
usersix: jv keep an eye open at nightÂ
ynpiastri: womp womp
francolapinto: Âżque hice? (what did i do)Â


ynpiastri

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monza đ€đ€
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userone: i want to be her đ©
usertwo: i want to date her đ€
nicolepiastri: very tame post
ynpiastri: they can't tame me đč
userthree: ten minute penalty for ocon
oscarpiastri: who's dog is that
ynpiastri: i stole it đŒ
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interview with franco colapinto





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lmk what you guys think of this! luv luv luv <3
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THE OTHER GUY PT.4 | FR43
part one | part two | part three |
an: only a couple more to go out! lmk if there is anything in particular you'd like to see and if you'd like to be added to my tag list :)
ynpiastri

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city boy summer, can't keep the hoes away
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logansargeant: you are not a city boy
ynpiastri: or am i?
oscarpiastri: i, for the record am happily taken and will not engage in this tomfoolery
ynpiastri: @/lilyznimer i will pay you double what he's paying you to date him if you break up with him
userone: girl we all know franco is there too.
When youâd woken up this morning, the last thing youâd expected was a pounding at your door. It couldnât have been housekeeping because you had it scheduled for 3 p.m., and it couldnât have been a crazy fan because you made sure never to post near your door, ever. So when you opened it and were attacked by a flurry of blonde hair, your heart dropped. As per usual, whenever you saw the blonde mess, you knew your sheepish brother wasnât far behind.
It was a welcome surprise, though. While you were enjoying the peace of the resort, it had been a while since youâd seen Logan or Oscar.
After catching up over breakfast and hearing their latest stories from home, you all had agreed to spend the day at the beach. The morning had been light and easy, filled with laughter and jokes, mocking how Oscar couldnât tan and how Logan always managed to find an American flag, no matter what country he was in.
âYouâve been quieter than usual,â Logan said, nudging you with his elbow. He grinned, a knowing look in his eyes as he adjusted his sunglasses. âWhatâs on your mind?â
You shake your head, trying to brush it off. âNothing, just thinking.â
Oscar, who was stretched out beside you with his arms behind his head, let out a chuckle. âThinking about what?â Tilting his head to the side, he gave you a teasing glance. âYouâve been acting weird since you got here last week.â
There was no escaping it now. Of course it was going to be noticeable that youâd been quieter, but that was because the thoughts swirling around in your head weren't exactly ones you were ready to share. Still, you couldnât ignore the topic forever.
âI donât know,â you started, the words slow and careful. âI guess⊠Iâve stopped looking at him with so much hatred.â The words were out before you could even clarify who he was.
It felt strange admitting it out loud. Youâd spent so long disliking himâpublicly, even. But now? After spending more time here, after getting to know him in ways you hadnât expected⊠things had changed.
Oscar raised an eyebrow. âWait. Are we talking about who I think weâre talking about?â He leaned in, clearly intrigued.
Glancing out at the ocean, you avoided eye contact with either man. âYeah.â
Logan stayed quiet for a moment, and you almost regretted your words. Staying quiet for a beat longer, he sighed. âYou know, he never did anything wrong.â
Turning around to face him, surprised, you lifted your sunglasses to look at him properly.
âHe fought his way into the sport the same way I did,â Logan continued, his tone firm but not harsh. âYou canât hate him for something he canât control.â
You felt your chest tighten. He was right. Deep down, youâd always known that. Franco didnât choose to replace Loganâit wasnât personal. He was just doing what any of them would do. Fighting for a place in a sport where nothing is guaranteed.
âI know,â you admitted softly. âItâs just⊠hard. I wanted to blame someone.â
Oscar sighed, giving you a sympathetic look. âWe get it. But honestly, youâve got to let it go. Holding on to that angerâitâs not going to do you any good.â
For a second, you wanted to laugh because you couldnât recall the last time in your life Oscar and Logan had agreed on something.
Just as you were about to say something else, you noticed movement in the distance. Out of the corner of your eye, you see himâ Franco âwalking along the shore. His head turned in your direction, and when his eyes met yours, he lifted his hand in a casual wave.
At first you thought he may be waving to Oscar, but when a shy smile graced his lips your heart skipped a beat. He wasnât not doing it for show, not trying to get under your skin. It was just a wave. Simple, friendly.
Before you could think too much about it, you waved back. And then, almost without realising it, a small smile tugs at your lips.
Both Oscar and Logan caught the interaction and raised an eyebrow, though Oscar didnât say a word. Logan nudged you again, his voice teasing. âWell, look at that.â
You rolled your eyes at him but canât help feeling a little lighter. Maybe you really were wrong about him. Maybe thereâs more to him than the guy who replaced Logan.
You were still thinking about that smile when Logan gave you a sly nudge. âSo⊠are you going to talk to him?â
Your head whipped around to his eyes wide. âWhat? No! Absolutely not.â
Oscar laughed, clearly enjoying your sudden panic. âWhy not? Youâve already smiled at him, waved and everything. Just go over there and talk to the guy. Itâs not like heâs some stranger.â
You shook your head, feeling your face heat up. âItâs not that easy! I canât just walk up to him like itâs nothing.â
âOh, come on,â Logan said, rolling his eyes playfully. âYouâve been trash-talking him for months, and now youâre scared to ask him out for a drink? Seriously?â
Opening your mouth to protest, your face flushed as no words came out. You were flustered, and they both knew it.
Oscar sat up, shrugging nonchalantly. âWhatâs the worst that could happen? He says no? So what. But I donât think he will.â
You glanced back towards where Franco was standing, now leaning against the railing, gazing out at the ocean. He looked relaxed, completely unaware of the internal chaos you were going through just a few feet away.
Your heart was pounding, and you felt a nervous knot in your stomach. âI canât just⊠I mean, what would I even say?â
Logan gave you an encouraging smile. âJust be yourself. Ask him if he wants to grab a drink tonight. Youâve already softened up to him, right? This is your chance.â
You hesitated, glancing between Oscar and Logan, who both gave you looks that said go on, youâve got this.
Finally, you exhale, standing up and wiping the sand off your legs. âFine. Iâll do it. But if this goes horribly wrong, itâs your fault.â
Oscar grinned at you. âWeâll take full responsibility. Now go.â
With your heart still racing, you took a deep breath and started walking across the sand toward him. Each step feeling heavier than the last, your mind racing with all the things you could sayâor worse, all the ways this could go wrong. But you were already halfway there, and there was no turning back now.
When you were just a few feet away, he noticed you approaching and turned around, his expression shifting from casual surprise to something more⊠interested. You could see it in his eyes, the way they lit up as you stopped in front of him.
âHey,â you managed to say, hoping you didnât sound as nervous as you felt.
âHola,â he replied, a slow smile spreading across his face. âI wasnât expecting you to come over.â
You bit your lip, suddenly feeling shy. Why did this feel so much harder than anything else youâd ever done? âYeah, well⊠Oscar and Logan kind of persuaded me. They said I should talk to you.â
He raised an eyebrow, intrigued. âOh? What about?â
Your mind went blank for a second, âI was, uh⊠wondering if youâd want to grab a drink with me tonight.â
The words came out in a rush, and you immediately felt your cheeks flush, but you managed to hold his gaze. You couldnât believe you just said that. Your heart was thumping so loudly you were sure he could hear it.
Franco didnât answer right away, but the smile on his face grew wider. âYouâre asking me out?â
You nodded, trying to keep your cool. âYeah. If youâre free, I mean. Itâs fine if youâre not, I understand.â
His eyes softened, and for a moment, the cocky driver youâd seen in interviews was gone. In its place was just a guyâsurprised, maybe even flattered.
âIâd love to,â he said, his voice steady. âHow about I pick you up around 8?â
Blinking, you took a minute to comprehend what heâd just said, relief and excitement flooding you all at once. âReally? Yeah, that works.â
âGreat.â His smile was warm, and suddenly, the tension you were feeling melted away. âIâll see you tonight, then.â
You nodded, still trying to process that youâd actually gone through with itâand that he had said yes.
âSee you tonight,â you echo, then turn to walk back to Oscar and Logan before remembering he didnât have your room number. âUh, room 438.â
Franco nodded in your direction, âRoom 438.â
ynpiastri

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fit check, kind of nervous guys (đž @logansargeant)
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userone: FRANCO IN THE LIKES đ€
usertwo: oh my god i want her
oscarpiastri: scared for what? i thought you were city boy summering rn
ynpiastri: @/lilyznimer PLEASE BREAK UP WITH THIS NERD
userthree: just seen franco in the hall of the same resort, looks quite dapper if you ask me
logansargeant: this isn't very city boy summer of you
ynpiastri: eat dirt đđ
userfour: franyn?
the end.
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CHICAGO PT.2 | OP81
an: let's go! i'm trying to post all of these before i go to bed tonight lol but lets get ready to get some hearts broken eheh. i think there may be 3/4 parts idk just yet.
wc: 5.7k
part one

The sound of bustling in the motorhome didnât register in Oscarâs mind as he sat at his desk, eyes glued to the telemetry data on his screen, but none of it made sense. The numbers, usually so clear and precise, now blurred together into meaningless patterns. The quiet hum of machinery that typically soothed him seemed distant, as if he were underwater, everything muted and detached. His mind wasnât here, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldnât pull it back to the present.
The knock on the door was soft but insistent, pulling him out of his trance. Oscar blinked, his focus slowly drifting back to the now, but the heavy feeling in his chest remained.
âMate, you got a minute?â Loganâs voice was casual, but the concern in his tone was unmistakable. Oscar didnât need to look up to know that his friend was already studying him, reading the signs of whatever was weighing him down. Logan was perceptive like that, always had been.
Oscar gestured half-heartedly toward the chair across from his desk, sitting up straighter as if trying to shake off the cloud that had followed him back from Chicago. Logan didnât say anything at first as he crossed the room, shutting the door behind him with a soft click. When he finally sat, his eyes were sharp, the silence thick between them. It wasnât the usual easy going conversation they often shared over race stats or banter about rival teams. This was different.
âIâve been meaning to talk to you,â Logan began, his voice steady but carrying the weight of the unspoken. âEver since you got back from Chicago... somethingâs been off, Osc.â
The words hit like a slow burn, and Oscarâs defences rose instinctively. His brows furrowed as he turned back to the screen, fingers tapping at the keyboard in a weak attempt to look busy. âWhat do you mean, âoffâ? Iâve been handling everything.â He gestured vaguely at the data. âI havenât fallen below fifth. Weâve hit every target these past few races.â
Logan didnât bite, his gaze steady and unwavering. âItâs not about the numbers, mate. Itâs you. Youâve been distracted. Hell, Iâm not even on your team, and I can see it. Everyone can.â
Oscar shifted uncomfortably in his chair. The words stung, not because they werenât true, but because they were hitting at something he hadnât wanted to confront. Heâd been slipping, that much was clear. The cracks in his focus, his drive, were spreading wider each day, and it had all started with her.
Logan leaned forward, his voice dropping to a softer, more concerned tone. âLook, Iâm not here to have a go at you. But Iâve known you long enough to tell when somethingâs eating you up. Youâve been different, Oscar. Itâs like part of you never came back from Chicago. You stayed there for three weeks more than necessary and none of us heard from you.â
Chicago. Her.
The mention of the city made Oscarâs stomach twist, and he could already feel the familiar tightness in his chest as thoughts of her rushed to the forefront of his mind. Her face, her voice, the way she had looked at him with those dark, knowing eyesâit was all-consuming.
âI donât want to talk about it,â Oscar muttered, his voice sharper than intended. He rubbed the back of his neck, feeling the tension there, like a coil that had been winding tighter and tighter ever since his plane touched down in England.
Logan didnât flinch at the harsh tone. Instead, he leaned back in his chair, studying Oscar carefully. âBuddy, you need to talk about it. Youâre spiralling. Iâm just trying to understand whatâs going on.â
There was a long pause as Oscar wrestled with himself, torn between shutting down the conversation or finally letting some of it out. He had been bottling it all up for weeks now, but maybe thatâs why he felt so lost. The confusion, the obsessionâit was suffocating him, and Logan, of all people, could see that.
Oscar sighed heavily, leaning back in his chair and letting his gaze drop to the floor. âI met someone in Chicago,â he finally admitted, the words coming out quieter than heâd expected.Â
Logan didnât respond immediately, waiting for Oscar to continue.
âSheâs... something else,â Oscar said, his voice softening as he spoke her name. He could still picture her so vividlyâthe way her lips had curved into that intoxicating smile, the way sheâd held him like he was the only man in the room. âSheâs got this way about her, you know? Itâs like... everything fades when sheâs around. Nothing else matters. Sheâs got this kid. Sheâs 7.â
There was a weight in his words, a truth that hung between them. He could feel Logan watching him closely, but he couldnât stop himself now. The floodgates had opened.
âI told her Iâd leave everything for her,â Oscar admitted, his voice breaking slightly as the confession slipped out. He ran a hand through his hair, frustration and guilt warring inside him. âMy job, my life here... I told her Iâd walk away from it all if she asked.â
Loganâs expression shifted, surprise flickering in his eyes before he quickly composed himself. He let out a low whistle, leaning forward in his chair. âYou told her that?â
Oscar nodded, feeling the heat of shame rise in his chest. Saying it out loud made it sound even more reckless than it had felt in the moment. âYeah. I donât know what I was thinking. Itâs just... she makes me feel like that. Like Iâd do anything for her.â
Logan was silent for a moment, his fingers tapping thoughtfully on the arm of the chair. When he finally spoke, his voice was calm, but firm. âLook, I get it. Weâve all met someone who makes us feel like weâre the centre of the universe. But, mate, you barely know this woman. And now youâre ready to drop everything?â
Oscar swallowed hard, the knot in his throat tightening. He didnât have an answer, not one that made sense anyway. She had entered his life like a storm, leaving everything in disarray, and he hadnât cared. He had let her, and wanted her to. She had stirred something in him he hadnât even known existed, and now he couldnât shake it.
âI donât know what it is about her,â Oscar muttered, his voice almost pleading as if Logan could somehow make sense of it all. âSheâs just... got this pull. Itâs not like anything Iâve ever felt.â
Loganâs gaze didnât waver, but his concern deepened. âIt sounds like sheâs got you hooked, mate. Too hooked. This kind of obsessionâitâs dangerous. And youâve been off ever since. Thatâs what worries me.â
Oscar felt his stomach churn. He knew Logan was right. He had been differentâdistant, consumed by thoughts of her, unable to focus on anything else. Even his work, which had always been his lifeline, felt like it was slipping away from him, second to her.
âI justââ Oscar sighed, slumping in his chair. âI donât want to lose her. I donât even know if she feels the same way, but I canât stop thinking about her. Itâs like... sheâs got a part of me now, and I donât know how to get it back.â
Logan leaned forward, placing a hand on Oscarâs shoulder. âListen to yourself, Osc. Youâve only known her for what, a few weeks? And sheâs already got you ready to throw your entire life away. Something youâve worked for since you were four. Thatâs not love, mate. Thatâs something else.â
Oscar bit his lip, his hands clenching into fists on his lap. Deep down, he knew Logan was right. She wasnât just a woman he had fallen forâshe was a temptation, a trap that he couldnât seem to break free from. She had woven herself into his life so seamlessly, made him feel so needed, so wanted, that he had willingly given up pieces of himself to her.
âI donât know how to stop,â Oscar whispered, the vulnerability in his voice undeniable. âI canât just... let her go.â
Loganâs grip tightened on his shoulder. âYou donât have to figure it out right now. But you need to get your head back in the game, Oscar. This isnât you. Donât let her take everything.â
The room felt heavier, the weight of Loganâs words pressing down on him. Oscar nodded slowly, though he wasnât sure how to follow through. How could he just let go of the woman who had consumed his every thought, his every breath?
As Logan stood and walked to the door, Oscar sat still, staring at his phone, the glow of her name soft against the harsh, sterile light of the room he was in. His thumb hovered over the screen, the pulse of his indecision throbbing in his chest. Just one callâone word from her, and all the unease would dissolve like sugar in water. It would be so easy to surrender, to let her voice wash over him, to fall back into the haze of her charm where the world outside ceased to exist.
But Loganâs words lingered, seeping into the cracks of his resolve, grounding him in a way he hated. He had always been composed, controlledâa man who built his life on precision. The whirring of engines, the hum of data, the rhythm of speedâit all made sense. He lived in a world of absolutes, of things you could measure, things you could control.
But she... she was none of that. She was chaos wrapped in beauty, temptation cloaked in warmth, her presence like a drug that dulled every other sensation. She had unravelled him, bit by bit, with every glance, every touch. And now, the lines between reality and illusion blurred, leaving him lost in a maze he had no desire to escape.
What am I doing? The question rose up, unbidden, and for a moment, it startled him. He clenched his fists, the tension in his body coiling tighter, fighting against the pull she had on him. He had never felt like this before. The intensity of it scared him. He was losing himself, and he could feel it, piece by piece. He had always prided himself on keeping his emotions in check, but with her, it was different.
It was like being caught in a rip current, the deeper he was pulled, the more he surrendered. But beneath the rush of desire, there was something else, something colderâa whisper of doubt, like the first cracks in ice before it gives way.
She makes me feel alive, he told himself, over and over again, as if the words were a balm. She makes me feel important. And hadnât he been looking for that? Searching for something, someone, to break through the monotony of his life? She had given him that, hadnât she?
But Loganâs voice broke through again, quieter this time. Mate, you barely know her. Somethingâs off...
Oscar exhaled sharply, dragging a hand through his hair, frustration burning under his skin. Barely know her... The truth of it stung. He barely knew her, yet he had offered her everythingâhis time, his thoughts, his heart, as if it were hers to take. He had let her seep into the very fabric of his life, allowing her to become more than a passing fling. But was she real? Or was she just an illusion, a carefully crafted mask she wore to lure him deeper into her world?
What if Iâm just another name in a long list of men whoâve been pulled into her orbit? What if Iâm nothing more than a distraction for her, the way sheâs become everything to me?
His heart rebelled against the thought. The memories flooded backâthe way she smiled when they were alone, the tenderness in her voice when she spoke about her daughter. He had seen vulnerability in her, glimpsed something fragile beneath the surface. That had to be real. Didnât it?
But then there was the other side of her, the woman who seemed to know exactly how to touch him, how to draw him closer, how to make him feel like he was the centre of her universe. That part of her felt rehearsed, calculated, and yet, heâd wanted it, needed it. He couldnât remember the last time someone had looked at him that way, made him feel seen, made him feel like more than just a cog in a machine.
She makes me feel alive, he reminded himself again, but the thought rang hollow this time, brittle like old paper, crumbling under the weight of doubt.
Loganâs words whispered again, echoing in his mind: Thatâs not love, mate. Thatâs something else.
What was it then? Lust? Obsession? Some dark need for validation that he had been too blind to see before? He didnât want to believe that. He wanted to believe that she was different, that she was something real in a world where everything else felt like a blur of races, schedules, and deadlines. She had lit a fire in him, one that had been smouldering in the background for years, and now it was roaring out of control. But was it burning too bright, too fast?
How long can you live in the flames before they consume you?
Oscar closed his eyes, leaning back in his chair, feeling the weight of his exhaustion pressing down on him. He was tiredâtired of the back-and-forth, tired of the sleepless nights where he lay awake, thinking of her, of her body against his, of the promises she never made but that he so desperately wanted her to keep.
His fingers hovered over the phone again, and the temptation surged back, stronger than before. He could call her. Just hear her voice. Just feel that rush of adrenaline, of desire, wash over him once more. It would be easy. So easy.
But then what? Another night of chasing after a ghost? Another day spent in the fog of her memory, half-present, while the rest of his life slipped through his fingers? How long could he keep living like this, torn between two worldsâthe one where he was a man with responsibilities, and the one where he was drowning in her?
Logan was right. The thought was bitter, but undeniable. She wasnât just a woman. She was a temptation. A temptation he had willingly fallen into, knowing full well he might not find his way back. She had hooked him with her beauty, her mystery, and he had followed her blindly, like a moth drawn to a flame.
But now, the flame was burning him.
I canât keep this up, he thought, the realisation settling in like a cold weight in his chest. I canât keep pretending that Iâm in control. He wasnât. He hadnât been since the moment he first saw her.
He opened his eyes, staring down at the phone, the glow of her name flickering like a distant beacon. He wanted her. He wanted to lose himself in her, to feel that rush, that overwhelming intensity that only she could give him. But at what cost?
How much of yourself are you willing to lose?
He couldnât answer that question, not yet. But the fear had taken root. And for the first time, Oscar wasnât sure if he could pull himself out.
His finger hovered over her name one last time before he closed the screen. He set the phone down on the desk, his heart pounding, his hands trembling with the weight of the choice he hadnât yet made.
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The heat of the paddock pressed down like a weight, thick and relentless, even in the shadows of the race garages. Oscar found it hard to breathe, the air stifling despite the constant hum of engines and chatter from the pit crews. The familiar rhythm of race dayâengines roaring, mechanics fine-tuning, the distinct smell of fuel in the airâhad always given him a sense of purpose. Today, it felt foreign, distant, like something he could only touch through a fog.
Oscar leaned against the doorframe of the driverâs lounge, his arms crossed over his chest, trying to focus on the task at hand. Lando sat across from him, casual and relaxed, his racing suit half unzipped and tied around his waist. There was something effortless about himâalways had been. He was the kind of driver who could flick the switch on and off, the kind who could walk into a room and instantly adapt, no matter the chaos surrounding him.
âThinking of bringing my girlfriend to one of these soon,â Lando said, his voice light, as if heâd been mulling it over quietly for a while. He didnât look at Oscar directly as he spoke, just stared at the ground, a faint smile playing on his lips.
Oscar blinked, the words barely registering at first. Heâd known Lando for two years now, but thisâthis was new. Girlfriend?
âWhat? I didnât know you had a girlfriend,â Oscar said, his voice sharper than he intended, caught off guard by the admission.
Lando chuckled, shaking his head as though it wasnât a big deal. âYeah, I guess I havenât really talked about her. Weâve been together for almost a year now, but... I dunno, it didn't feel like the right time to mention it.â
Oscarâs brows furrowed. âA year?â He leaned in, the disbelief clear in his voice. âWeâve been on the same team for two years, and you never said a word.â
Lando shrugged, his tone casual, but there was a deeper emotion beneath itâsomething careful, deliberate. âItâs not that I didnât want to, mate. Itâs just... well, thereâs more to it.â
âWhat do you mean?â Oscar asked, his frustration masked as curiosity, though he could feel his chest tightening with a strange mix of envy and confusion. How had Lando managed to keep this from him for so long?
Lando hesitated for a moment, then exhaled, as if deciding to let Oscar in on something personal, something he hadnât shared with many. âI met her last year when I was over in the States for an off-season event. We hit it off, but... sheâs got a kid, you see? A little boy. I didnât want to rush her into anythingâdidnât want to throw her into this circus, you know? Not with a kid in the mix.â
Oscarâs heart stuttered at the mention of the child, a sharp stab of familiarity hitting him square in the gut. The room felt like it was closing in, the air thick with too many connections he wasnât ready to make. He swallowed hard, trying to keep his composure as Landoâs words sank in.
âI didnât know,â Oscar muttered, his voice strained. âYouâve... youâve never said anything.â
âI know,â Lando admitted, his voice softening. âI just didnât want to make it a thing, you know? Sheâs great, but I didnât want to put pressure on her with all this racing stuff. Sheâs already got enough on her plate being a mum, and Iâve been taking it slow, giving her space.â
Oscar sat there, staring at Lando, the room suddenly feeling too small, too stifling. The air seemed to thicken as Lando talked about his girlfriendâ a woman he had met in America. A woman with a child. Seven years old.
The details felt like icy drops hitting the back of Oscarâs neck, one by one, sending shivers through him. It wasnât just the facts aligningâit was something in the way Lando spoke, with that unguarded fondness, that struck a nerve. A year. A whole year.
âYou say sheâs got a kid?â Oscar repeated slowly, his voice barely masking the tremor that ran through it.
âYeah, a little boy. Heâs seven,â Lando continued, oblivious to Oscarâs growing unease. âI didnât want to overwhelm her with the race scene too soon. Itâs why Iâve kept it quiet.â
Oscar felt his stomach lurch as he tried to keep his composure, but his mind raced. A woman from America. A child. Seven years old. Her daughter was seven. Lea. Smart as a whip, sheâd said, with that practised softness in her eyes, just like Lando described now with Olivia. His heart pounded in his chest, an eerie chill spreading through him.
He leaned back slightly, the world around him warping as Lando continued to talk, but Oscar barely heard the words anymore. His pulse thudded in his ears, thoughts colliding in a chaotic swirl. Could it be her? Could it really be the girl he fell for? No, that would be impossible. She was here, in his head, tangled up in his life. She had been real with himâor had she?
âWe met in Chicago, actually,â Lando said, oblivious to Oscarâs unravelling thoughts. âAt this Mclaren event. She wasnât like anyone else. Just thisâthis energy, you know? And we hit it off right away. Kept things low-key because of her son, didnât want to rush anything. But itâs been almost a year now, and Iâm thinking itâs time.â
Oscarâs heart stopped for a moment. Chicago. He had met her in Chicago, too. Energy? Oh, she had that, alright. Enough to draw you in, wrap you up in her world, and leave you wanting more. The coincidences began to pile up, thick and heavy, until they felt like more than coincidences. He remembered the way she had smiled at him, that first night, like a predator sizing up prey. Sheâd told him about her daughter, her struggles, and he had believed itâevery word.
No. It couldnât be the same person. It couldnât be her.
His throat tightened as he struggled to keep his face neutral, to not give away the storm raging inside him. âA whole year, huh?â Oscar asked, his voice strained.
Lando nodded, smiling with a warmth that twisted Oscarâs insides. âYeah, mate. Sheâs amazing. I was scared to mention bringing her into this,â he gestured vaguely around the lounge, âyou know how it can get, but I think sheâs ready now. Iâve been careful, for her sonâs sake. Itâs important, you know? Sheâs... sheâs been through a lot.â
Oscar swallowed hard. Been through a lot. The words echoed painfully. She had said the same thing about raising her daughter. Was it all a lie? His thoughts flashed back to the way she had let him in, made him feel like he was saving her from something. But now, it was all blurringâhad any of it been real?
His hands shook, and he clenched them into fists, his mind racing as Landoâs story continued to spill out. Chicago. America. A year. A son. Not a daughter.
His mind latched onto that detail. A son. Lando said she had a son. She had told him she had a daughter. Lea, seven years old, smart as a whip. He could hear her voice in his head, could see the way her eyes softened when she spoke of her. Oscar gripped that fragment of information like a lifeline, reassuring himself that it couldnât be her. It couldnât be her.
It didnât add up. Itâs not her, he told himself. It canât be.
But doubt gnawed at the edges of his thoughts, relentless, seeping in like a slow poison. How well did he really know her? How many other things had she kept hidden behind that magnetic smile? He had never met her daughterâeverything she had told him had been words, stories spun with precision, stories that had seduced him, trapped him. Stories that had hooked him.
âYou alright?â Landoâs voice cut through the fog of Oscarâs spiralling thoughts.
Oscar blinked, realising he had been silent too long. His breath came out ragged, and he forced a quick smile. âYeah, Iâm good. Just... tired, I guess. Itâs been a long few weeks.â
Lando gave him a curious look but didnât push. âI get it. Races can do that to you.â
Oscar nodded absently, but his mind was elsewhere, teetering on the edge of a terrible realisation. What if it was her? What if she had been playing him and Lando both? The weight of that possibility pressed down on him, threatening to suffocate him. But even as the thoughts churned, he shook them off.
No. He refused to believe it. She had been real with himâhe was sure of it. There had been something between them, something more than just lies. Hadnât there?
And yet...
Lando was still talking, his voice now distant, almost as though he were speaking from another room. Oscar barely heard him. He couldnât shake the sinking feeling, the creeping suspicion that gnawed at him. The pieces were too close, too similar. America. A child. A year. Chicago. A Mclaren event. All of it aligned in ways that made his skin crawl.
But no, he couldnât let himself believe it. He wouldnât believe it. She had been everything to him, had stirred something in him he hadnât felt in years. That couldnât just be a lie. He knew herâor at least, he thought he did.
He forced another smile, this one tighter, more forced. âIâm glad things are working out for you, man. Sounds like youâve got a good thing going.â
Lando grinned, oblivious to Oscarâs internal struggle. âYeah, I think so. Iâm hoping to bring her to the next raceâintroduce her to everyone. Youâll love her. Sheâs got a way of making everyone feel like theyâve known her forever.â
Oscarâs heart clenched. Yeah, I bet she does, he thought, a bitter edge creeping into his mind. He could feel the walls closing in on him, the pressure building. He had to get out of there, had to breathe, had to escape this sudden storm of doubt.
âIâm sure sheâs great,â Oscar said, standing up, trying to keep his voice steady. âListen, Iâve gotta go check on something in the garage. Iâll catch you later?â
Lando nodded, giving Oscar a friendly wave as he walked out. âYeah, man. See you around.â
As soon as Oscar was out of the room, he exhaled a long, shaky breath, leaning against the wall for support. His hands trembled as he pulled out his phone, scrolling through the messages from herâones filled with sweet promises, moments of intimacy, late-night confessions that now felt tainted.
Could she really be the same woman?
The thought consumed him, dark and insidious, but he crushed it before it could take root. No. Itâs not her. He refused to believe it. He needed to believe that what he had with her was real. Whatever Lando was talking aboutâit wasnât her. It couldnât be.
But as he stood there, the buzzing world of this weekâs Grand Prix rushing around him, Oscar couldnât shake the gnawing feeling that maybe, just maybe, he had been played.
And that thoughtâhowever fleetingâwas enough to leave him feeling hollow.
Later that day Oscar sat in his driverâs room, the low hum of activity outside his door a distant murmur compared to the storm inside his head. Landoâs words still echoed, spinning around his mind like a relentless reel, the puzzle pieces so close yet too painful to piece together.
He stared down at his phone, thumb hovering over the message thread with her. He hadnât spoken to her since he left Chicago, their relationship left hanging in the space between his job and the mess inside his head. Maybe it wasnât her. Maybe Landoâs girlfriend, with her son and the whole year-long relationship, was someone entirely different. But the doubts had wormed their way deep, and he needed to hear her voice, needed her to soothe him, to say something that would erase the gnawing suspicion.
Before he could overthink it, he typed a message.
Oscar: Hey. Can we talk? I miss your voice.
He hit send, the message blurring on the screen as anxiety gripped him. He had barely taken a breath before the reply came through.
Her: I was just thinking about you, babe. Call me?
Without a second thought, he dialled her number, and the familiar ring seemed to both soothe and heighten his nerves at once. Then, she answered.
âOscar,â her voice came through the phone, soft and inviting, that same melodic lilt that had hooked him from the beginning. âItâs so good to hear from you.â
Just hearing her say his name unravelled some of the tension in his chest. He sank back against the bed, running a hand through his hair, a small, tired smile tugging at his lips. âYeah, itâs good to hear your voice too. Itâs been... a long couple of weeks.â
âMm, I know,â she purred. âYou sound tired. Youâve been working too hard.â
âMaybe,â he murmured, already feeling himself soften in her presence, even through the phone. God, she knew just how to make everything disappear. âItâs just... been crazy. Everything feels off lately.â
There was a brief pause on the other end before her voice dropped into that sweet, knowing tone, the one that always made him feel like she understood him in ways no one else did. âYouâre carrying too much weight, Oscar. You always do. You need to let go. Youâre doing everything you can, and more. But you canât lose yourself to it, baby. Youâre too important to let this job eat you alive.â
Her words felt like a warm balm over his frayed nerves, the weight of her attention drowning out the noise of everything else. âYou always know what to say.â
âOf course I do,â she replied, her voice like honey, dripping with affection. âI know you, Oscar. Better than you think.â
That line caught him, a pang of guilt tugging at him. Did she really know him? Or was this just part of her game? The doubts flickered back to life, faint embers smouldering beneath the surface. âYeah...â
But before the doubt could deepen, she cut in, her voice a low, sultry hum. âTell me whatâs on your mind. I miss that too, you knowâhearing you talk. The way you think out loud when youâre frustrated. I miss all of it.â
His heart ached at that, and he could feel himself slipping again, the uncertainty clouding over. She made him feel seen, wanted, and even in the quiet moments of their conversations, she filled every gap, leaving him no room for doubt. âI donât know,â he said, almost reluctantly. âJust been thinking about a lot of things. Lando was talking about his girlfriend today, and it just got me... I donât know... thinking.â
Her voice remained smooth, steady, unbothered. âAbout what?â
âAbout us. About where this is going.â
There was a beat of silence, then her laughâlight, easy, intoxicating. âOscar, baby. Why are you worrying about us? You know Iâve always got you, right?â
His chest tightened, but not in the same way it had earlier. Now it was differentâlike he needed her, like without her, the world wouldnât make sense. âI know. I just... I miss you. Itâs hard being so far away.â
âI miss you too,â she whispered, her voice sending a shiver down his spine. âI think about you all the time. I wish I could be there with you. You know, sometimes I imagine you dropping everything and just coming back to me. Forget the job. Forget the stress. You and me... we could make it work. You ever think about that?â
Oscar laughed softly, but there was a hollow edge to it. âYeah, Iâve thought about it. Hell, Iâve even joked about leaving my job for you.â
âAnd why shouldnât you?â she teased, her voice wrapping around him like silk. âYou donât need that life to be happy, Oscar. You need something real. Something... deep. And I can give that to you.â
Her words sank into him, erasing every nagging thought that had been lingering. Every little doubt Landoâs conversation had planted in his mind vanished in the warmth of her voice. He imagined itâwalking away from all of it, from the pressure, from the constant grind. He could be with her, the woman who made him feel alive in ways nothing else could.
He closed his eyes, her words echoing in his mind. âYouâre right,â he murmured, the walls between them crumbling. âYou always know how to make everything better.â
âGood,â she said, her voice softening into something almost tender. âI like knowing you trust me. Iâll always be here for you, Oscar.â
He smiled, feeling the last of the tension slip away, the weight lifting from his shoulders. She was his anchor, his constant in the chaos. What had he been doubting? Of course it wasnât her. He had been letting paranoia get the better of him.
âI wish you were here now,â he said quietly, his voice filled with a longing he couldnât hide.
âI wish I was too,â she replied, her voice low, almost a whisper. âBut Iâve got to go, Iâve got to pack.â
Oscar frowned slightly. âPack? Where are you going?â
âA work trip,â she said, as if it were the most casual thing in the world. âIâll be gone a few days. Nothing major. Just some business to take care of.â
His heart sank slightly, but he tried to hide it. âWhere to?â
âNew York, for a few meetings. Iâll miss you, though.â
The way she said it made him forget every other detail. Forget New York. Forget the meetings. It didnât matter. Sheâd be back, and sheâd be his again. âIâll miss you too.â
âI know you will,â she said, a smile in her voice. âIâll call you when I get back, okay?â
âYeah,â Oscar replied, already aching for that next call. âOkay. Be safe.â
âI always am, baby,â she said, her voice soft and sultry once more. âTake care of yourself, alright? And donât let that job pull you under.â
âI wonât.â
And with that, she hung up, leaving Oscar alone in his room again, but this time, he felt lighter. She had wiped away all the doubts, reassured him in a way only she could. Whatever worries Landoâs words had sparkedâthey were gone now.
She was his. She wasnât playing him. She couldnât be.
And as he lay back on his bed, staring up at the ceiling, Oscar allowed himself to fall back into her web, his mind blissfully quiet, for now.
part three
tag list: @iimplicitt @hearts4acemyluv @a-beaverhausen
I WAS ALL OVER HER PT.2 â O.P.
pairings: oscar piastri x reader (romantic/platonic) | lando norris x reader (romantic)

part two of three, link to part one here
summary: lando and y/n relationship is on the rocks. y/n either makes the worst or best decision of her life. oscar is losing it and has a secret habit of street racing? (listen to empathy while he races).
warnings: pining, missed opportunities, cheating (mentioned), cheating towards the end, 18+ smut, jealous!oscar, toxic!lando, mirror sex, fingering + oral (fem receiving), unprotected sex sorta (stay safe), technically a HEA for oscar x yn? bumpy road to get there, though.
word count: 4.9k
dedicated to: @theonottsbxtch
authors note: this in no way speaks on my opinion of lando and what his personality may be like, i love him this is purely for the plot <3
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You stood in the doorway of Landoâs bedroom in his flat in Monaco, sighing as he went through your phone. His eyes scrunched and a scowl on his lips as he held up the phone for you to see. âWho the hell is that?â
Narrowing your eyes to look, it was another comment some stranger left underneath one of your posts, calling you beautiful. The issue, to Lando at least, was that the stranger was a guy. âI donât know.â
Lando scoffed and pulled your phone back towards him. âYeah well, heâs also in your DMâs.â
You tried not to roll your eyes, knowing that would only annoy him further. He was weirdly obsessed with any male attention you received, not that you ever entertained it but he always made it seem like you were the one doing something. âAnd how many girls are in your comments and your DMâs? Itâs not like I ever reply, unlike you.â
It wouldnât have bothered you otherwise, even with Oscar and all the girls reaching out to him it never bothered you, you knew thatâs simply how it was with fame. But the fact Lando would actually reply to them made you uncomfortable. He didnât seem to care as he waved you off again. âIâm just engaging with my fans, what excuse do you have?â
You baulked at him. âI donât talk to them.â
âIâm sure you just deleted the chats.â He practically threw your phone at you before turning around to go back to his game.
You wished you could say this was the first and last time you had this conversation with him, but it was beginning to feel like a weekly occurrence. You didnât understand, he even had the audacity to flirt with girls in front of you but would say he was just being friendly. And who were you to question him, anyway?
You felt lost, lonely. Thrown into the world of dating a celebrity who gave no reassurance and it was like everyone you cared about suddenly wasnât available to talk anymore. Either because of time zones, work, et cetera. And Oscar⊠you had always felt like he was someone to lean on without feeling like a burden but even now he felt like a stranger.
Events were beyond awkward, heâd mutter a hello before practically running away from you. Anytime you tried to talk to him, there was an excuse to leave. Your daily texts came to a halt besides a Happy Birthday message and a bouquet of flowers that Lando had thrown away before you even had a chance to hold them.
Youâd still sometimes catch him staring at you though, and it kept a little flame of hope alive in your heart that he didnât hate you. That your friendship maybe was salvageable, it just needed time.
At a club following a relatively successful qualifying for McLaren one night, you had just walked away from the bar with a new drink and weaved between the crowd of people. You werenât sure where Lando was, and part of you said you probably didnât want to know. Worrying about all the what ifâs was going to kill you. Taking a sip of your drink, you decided you wanted a bit of fresh air and moved towards the large balcony the club had. It was still crowded, but not nearly as much and you found a seat at an empty table.
You mostly people-watched for a while, letting the alcohol create a comforting blanket over your nerves when someone sat down across from you.
Oscar was looking at you, eyes a bit bloodshot and his hair a mess as he held a glass of what mightâve been whiskey. Your shock made you sit there stupidly for a moment and stare at him. Surprised he made the first move to initiate some sort of interaction, anxious to talk to him, angry he had been avoiding you, and mad at yourself for not trying harder to fix things.
âHi.â He said, his voice a bit rough around the edges.
Apparently words were lost on you as you continued to stare at him.
He sighed, his breath shaking as he messed with his glass tumbler. âAre you happy?â
Pursing your lips, you finally pulled your eyes away from him to look at the city skyline. âYouâre drunk.â
âYouâre not answering.â
âIâm not having this conversation with you, Oscar.â Not when he was intoxicated, at least.
He squeezed his eyes shut for a moment. âPlease, I need to- are you happy?â
Dammit, your eyes began to water. Why was he always able to pull such reactions out of you so easily? âYou donât always have to try and save me, Oscar. Iâm a grown woman.â
âThe most remarkable people in the world still might want help sometimes.â
You looked away from him, biting at the inside of your cheek in a weak attempt to keep your breathing even and wiped a tear away. You missed him, you really did. And maybe this rift was your own doing. You knew you couldnât blame yourself for Landoâs behaviour but sometimes it felt like everything wouldâve been easier, better for Oscar, if you werenât in the picture. If you had just stayed home and not agreed to come to that first race last season.
Standing up, you offered a tense smile. âIâll see you at the race tomorrow.â And you walked away.
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Oscar had never truly hated anyone before, but with each passing day he came dangerously close to yanking Lando by the collar of his shirt and punching him. The way his teammate so blatantly flirted with other girls while doing media events was beginning to lose its shock value on Oscar, but his anger just kept reaching a boiling point. Maybe he needed to be more level headed and mature about the whole situation, but knowing how much Lando was disrespecting you started to affect how Oscar raced. It wasnât a hindrance by any means, but people were starting to notice how much more aggressive he was being on track.
A few days before a race weekend, teams were allowed to go out and walk the track to get a feel for it. Which was necessary on all accounts because the upcoming circuit had recently been resurfaced. Oscar had his hands in his pockets as he walked, paying close attention to the curves and the changes in elevation when a familiar waft of perfume caught his attention. It took him off guard, not expecting to find you out here but there you were, walking with Charlesâ girlfriend Alex, who was taking their dog Leo for a stroll.
Your eyes immediately caught his, muttering something to Alex before heading in his direction.
He stood there like a deer caught in headlights as you approached, messing with your nails nervously the closer you got. Finally, stopping a few feet away you gave him a small smile. In an instant it was like all the ice that had built up over his heart the past few months began to melt.
âWalk with me?â You offered, extending an olive branch and he nodded, letting a small smile tug at his own lips as he began to walk again, you by his side.
It was quiet for a little while, the air a bit tense but nowhere near what it had been lately.
âI still donât understand how you arenât scared shitless when you get in those cars. The turns are so sharp and you come at them so quickly.â You muttered, gnawing at your lip and he couldnât help but stare at the soft look of them before he forced himself to look away.
âOver time the fear goes away. Thereâs a thrill to it, I think. An adrenaline rush. Corners are the best part sometimes.â He offered, looking at you again only to find you already staring at him.
âIs that why you hold on to the door handle for dear life when I drive? For the thrill of it?â You joked and he found himself laughing, forgetting how easy it was.
âI think thatâs my body going into fight or flight mode when youâre behind the wheel.â
You shoved him playfully, shaking your head with a grin on your face. The brief physical contact made his head spin and butterflies erupt in his stomach. He desperately wanted to touch you, hug you, something⊠he didnât know. âI miss you. This.â The words were out before he could think more on it but he didnât regret them either.
Coming to a stop in front of Oscarâs garage, you looked up at him and smiled softly. âMe too.â
Your eyes locked onto his, feeling like the world had stopped spinning and it was just the pair of you. Oscar didnât have to think about anything else as you stood there in front of him. His best friend and the girl he knew had his heart. Slowly, he lifted his hand as your hair got tossed around by the breeze and he brushed it away from your eyes. Taking in the soft feel of your skin and an electric shock went from his fingertips and tore apart each of his nerves.
Pulling away, you turned to go meet your boyfriend and the world started to move again.
He flipped over in his hotel bed, one arm wrapped around your waist as the other found leverage on the mattress. Your soft and shaky breath sent shivers down his body, feeling your soft skin slide against his as he moved down the bed.
âOscar,â you whimpered out, hands tugging at his hair as desperation began to control your movements. You were so beautiful, no matter where or how he saw you. But there was something akin to holiness as he looked at you spread out on his sheets beneath him. Naked and wanting. Wanting him.
âRelax for me, angel.â He pressed a kiss to your hip before moving down, licking a long stripe up your wetâ
He shot up, sweat drenching his skin and a painful erection showing a tent in his sheets. Oscar groaned as reality caught up with him, pressing his palms into his eyes. âWhat is wrong with me?â He whispered to his empty hotel room, still wishing you could somehow be there next to him.
The sex dreams had always been a common occurrence the moment he realised he liked you. Years of built up sexual frustration and he always felt guilty about them afterward. You were his best friend yet every other night he fantasised about fucking you. The dreams never stopped, even when you were in a relationship. Even when he was in one.
His hands dropped as he stared out the window, depressed and frustrated. âI am awful,â he muttered. But Oscar knew heâd have one again. Part of him didnât want them to stop, and heâd tell himself he could live with the guilt.
Later that day, maybe it was the lack of sleep or the constant pain of knowing you were with Lando, but when he caught his teammate slipping a girl his number he snapped.
Once they rounded a corner and no one was around, Oscar grabbed onto his shirt and slammed him into the wall, pinning him there with an arm against Landoâs chest. âYou are such a joke.â He bit out.
Lando blinked at him in surprise before shaking away his shock, trying to shove Oscar off of him but the Aussie didnât budge. âWhat is your problem, mate? Get the hell off me.â
âDoes she know youâre out here messing around or do you like rubbing it in her face so blatantly?â Oscar was three seconds away from punching him before Lando shoved him more roughly, finally managing to break free from the wall.
He narrowed his eyes at Oscar before laughing, the sound of it dry and lacking all amusement. âSince when did you start giving a fuck about her again?â
Clenching just jaw, Oscar walked up to his teammate, his own eyes narrowed and his voice low. âQuit playing with her or Iâll run you off the damn track.â With that, he patted Landoâs shoulder once before walking away.
The Dutch Grand Prix was approaching and Oscar felt like he was losing it. You were everywhere. Plaguing his thoughts. In all his dreams. All he could think about. Him and Lando had hit a stand still in their working relationship and the friendship they had built came crumbling down when Oscar realised how much of an arse he truly was to you.
There was a small get together with a decent amount of the drivers and some friends at a townhouse Max had. The grill was now cool from the earlier barbecue and most of the crowd had moved inside as the night air grew chilled and rain was approaching.
Oscar felt suffocated inside the house, though. Everything was too bright and too close. You were everywhere yet nowhere at once and Lando was being a smug bastard, acting like a saint when he was really a devil in disguise. No matter how hard Oscar tried, he couldnât stop looking at you. Wishing he was Lando and hating himself for it. Wishing he was the one who got to fall asleep next to you at night, knowing he could love you properly. Then Lando disappeared, and so did you and he felt his brain shatter into a million pieces. Knowing it wasnât him made his chest physically hurt and he stumbled towards the back yard, not being able to breathe until the door was shut behind him and all the voices became muted.
He froze the moment he saw you laying in the grass, staring up at the moon.
âHey,â you said, hearing his footsteps approach before he laid down next to you. The grass was damp from earlier rain but he didnât care. You were there next to him, thatâs all that mattered.
It was quiet for a while. The only noise was from the house and crickets, sometimes thunder from the distance. His mind was moving quickly, yet sluggishly, and still everything felt strangely clear all the sudden as he star gazed with you.
âBreak up with him.â
You were silent, but he heard you take in a sharp breath before you whispered the next word. âWhat?â
âBreak up with him.â
âOscarââ
Turning to you and perching himself up by his elbow, he continued. âI know I waited too long. I know I didnât communicate with you. I know Iâm an arse for ignoring you. Iâm sorry, I am, butâ he is horrible to you. Youâre not happy, I know you arenât.â
You looked up at him, still laying down and the moonlight painted a heavenly sight before him as your brows furrowed. âYou know itâs not that simple.â
âWhy not? I know you donât love him, and he doesnât love youââ
You finally sat up, eyes narrowed. âAnd what? You do? All this time youâve apparently loved me but would tell me you werenât interested and would go off dating other girls. What the hell am I supposed to do with that, Oscar?â
He quickly stood up to follow you as you also got up and began to walk away from him.
âWhy put yourself through hell for him?â He bit out.
âI have spent years putting myself through hell waiting for you! I can handle him.â
âYou shouldnât have to handle him!â
You whipped around to yell something at him when the back door suddenly opened and Logan stepped out, eyeing the scene wearily. âAm I interrupting something?â
Before Oscar could say anything, you bit out a âNope,â and stormed past the two drivers, disappearing into the house.
Logan quietly shut the door and raised a brow at Oscar. âTrouble in paradise?â
Oscar fell heavily onto a porch chair and pinched the bridge of his nose. âSomething like that.â
Looking at his friend for a moment, Logan sat down across from him. âYou know,â he started, âIâve known you two for a long time and youâve always seemed to work something out.â
Sighing, Oscar leaned back in the chair and thought about the last few months. Thought about that fateful night a few years ago. Logan mustâve been thinking about it, too.
âI know how messy it was the first time and how much you beat yourself up over it, but it worked out didn't it?â
âDid it?â Oscar asked. âI feel like we just kept pushing off the inevitable and now itâs blown up in my face.â
âLook, I know it sucked but you did the right thing not getting into a relationship with her back then. That wouldâve blown up in your face. But now, man, you have the world at your fingertips.â He paused for a moment and rubbed at his chin. âWhyâd you invite her in the first place?â
Oscar frowned at him. âWhat do you mean?â
âCome on. You never invited her to your old races. You knew how busy youâd be once you started in Formula One, you wanted her here.â
He shrugged. âI mean yeah, butââ
âAnd now Lando is in the way?â
Oscar sighed, âyeah.â
The long time friends looked at each other, not sure whether or not to mention they both knew Lando was cheating on you. Logan caught him with some girl in a hotel bar, Carlos yelled at him a few weeks ago when he caught him with someone, and the list went on.
Oscar had a feeling you knew as well, and he couldnât wrap his head around why you wouldnât just leave the bastard.
As if reading his thoughts, Logan spoke again. âShe might feel trapped, you know? Despite even the worst circumstances, itâs hard to leave relationships sometimes.â
âWhen did you get wise?â
Logan laughed and shook his head, standing up to pat his friend on the shoulder. âI always have been. Now, you have two options. One, run after her and try to fix this no matter what or else youâre going to go through the rest of your life wondering what if you had tried harder. Or two, you try to let go of it. Let go of her, and move on.â
Oscar licked at his dry lips and looked down at his hands, noticing the calluses he got from racing. âI canât forget about her.â
âThen get off your ass and go after her.â
Logan didnât have to tell him again. He patted the American on the back in thanks and took off into the house, only you were nowhere to be seen.
He caught sight of Charles and pulled him to the side. âHave you seen her?â
His friend looked at him knowingly, the Monegasque had a weird sixth sense on reading people and on more than one occasion he had offered Oscar some friendly advice on the matter of a broken heart. âShe left, mate. Not with Lando though, if that helps.â
It did, and if Oscar wasnât in such a rush he wouldâve hugged the man.
He muttered a thanks before grabbing his keys and running out the door. He wasnât sure where she was, but the first place he would assume is the hotel the McLaren team was staying at.
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You shivered as you walked, your anger at everything beginning to fizzle away. Adrenaline had kept you warm for the most part as you got deeper into the city but now that it was fading you grew a bit nervous. A woman walking alone at night was never the safest or smartest decision.
But you had been so pissed off at Lando and angry that Oscar had been right. Right about everything. Lando was bad news but you were so desperate for attention you let a man start to slowly pick at you in ways he knew would make you crumble. He knew all your insecurities and would point them out to make a statement or if he got bored.
If you wouldâve just been smart and waited a bit longer you couldâve been happy with Oscar. But⊠you had waited for years and you were tired. You knew it wasnât your fault that he didnât communicate how he had actually felt about you. That still didnât solve any of the raging emotions going off inside you.
You heard a car approaching and kept your head down, hoping they would shoot past you. Much to your horror, the car with a strong sounding engine began to slow down. The deep rumble from it made your bones tremble, or maybe that was your fear.
Then a window rolled down and a familiar voice called out. âGet in the car.â
You didnât know what was wrong with you. You were being irrational, surely. But you kept walking, âgo away.â
The car halted to a stop, a door opening and slamming shut and not a moment later Oscar was standing in front of you. Angry. âGet in the fucking car.â
You blinked at him. You knew he swore during races but hardly ever at you. You were about to argue with him, being fueled by pure stubbornness at this point when there was a loud crack of lightning and it began to rain.
âFine,â you bit out, getting into the expensive car and at that moment you didnât care if your wet clothes ruined the leather. Oscar didnât seem to care either as he slammed his door shut.
He started driving once you buckled and you wanted to roll your eyes. He was clearly pissed at you, though you couldnât fathom why. It wasnât like you did anything to him. What made it clear he was mad was the increasing speed of the car. He was always careful, always put together. Besides when racing, you werenât sure you had ever actually seen him speed before.
Although you trusted him with your life, your mouth felt dry as you went around a wide corner, your body being pushed to the side by the force of it. âOscarââ
âWhat the hell is wrong with you? Walking out here alone at night in a country youâve never been in?â
âWe both know thatâs not why youâre mad right now.â
Oscar laughed, the sound rough on your ears as he whipped around another turn, the tyres losing a bit of traction from the rain but he manoeuvred into a drift and easily corrected the car with a complicated turning of the wheel and doing lord knows what with the gear shift.
This was absolutely not the time to be thinking such things but you couldnât help but notice how attractive he looked breaking who knows how many traffic laws. Your thoughts only annoyed you though, not understanding why you had to like him. Not understanding why you let yourself get into the current position you were now in. Not understanding why you let Lando treat you like shit.
âSo your driving isnât any better off the track, either.â The cruel words slipped out on their own accord. You didnât mean it. Maybe it was Lando rubbing off on you, maybe you were just making excuses.
Oscar didnât say anything, his knuckles turned white on the steering and sped up, going well over the speed limit now and drifting, the back of the car swinging much too close to poles and buildings. It was reckless yet controlled all at once. Maybe this was his outlet. He wasnât a big drinker, obviously didnât dabble in drugs, he wasnât violent, and a Formula One car was worth millions of dollars and too risky to take frustrations out on. Maybe he did this often, maybe thatâs why he did it with expert precision as he raced through the streets of Zandvoort.
You didnât know why, but when police sirens and flashing lights started to follow the car, you laughed. It was strangely liberating, watching Oscar let go of everything for once and for you to let go of fear.
Your eyes met his, red and blue lights gleaming off them and you two shared a smile before he raced off, evading law enforcement with a surprising ease and you wondered what other surprises Oscar still had in store for you after all these years.
He pulled into a dark alleyway between two buildings, quickly shutting the car off and turning out the lights. He lightly placed a hand on your back and pushed you down so you both werenât in view from the back window. A few seconds later the police whipped by, neither of you moved till the sirens faded.
You were quiet for a minute, the only sound was your heavy breathing mixed with Oscarâs and you could just barely catch the gleam of his eyes in the dark as he looked at you. Sitting up, you messed with the hem of your shirt, a cold wave of reality hitting you. This felt like some sort of event horizon. Whatever happened in this car would determine if and how heâll be in your life.
âOscar,â you started quietly. He sat up as well, looking at you in the dark and hummed, patient. âPlease tell me this all isnât because Iâm now something you feel like you canât have.â The words were out, one of your biggest fears. Insecurities. Terrified he was only interested because suddenly you werenât an option anymore. An option heâd always had.
âAngel, there was never anyone else.â His voice was so quiet you barely heard him, or maybe your heart was beating too loudly over his words. âIâm done for.â
You sucked in a breath, forgetting how to breathe as you looked at him. Your best friend. The man youâve been in love with for years. The way he was looking at you, it wasnât any different than how he usually did. You had just apparently been naĂŻve to the sheer desperation in it.
âOscarââ
His lips crashed against yours, your back hitting the door and his hands cupped your face, holding him to you.
You froze, only for a moment as your stomach dropped from the surprise. Then it came rushing back up to you and your fingers buried themselves in his hair, kissing him back with such ferocity you werenât aware you were capable of.
One of his hands held the nape of your neck while his other hand quickly undid your seat belt, wrapping his arm around your waist to pull you closer to him. He was so warm, soft yet rough at the same time and he tasted like heaven. As his tongue slid past your lips, dancing against yours you let out a moan that had him trembling against you.
Years. You had waited years to kiss him. Youâve dreamt about it. God, you even cried about it a couple of times. The pure longing you had been harbouring all this time had reached criticality and now you were just about to explode. His hands were all over you, exploring every inch as if he was a crazed man who found the holy grail and couldnât quite believe it.
His tongue explored the inside of your mouth, hot and wet and he was practically breathing you in. Your nails raked through his hair, wanting so much more it felt maddening.
His teeth tugged at your bottom lip as he pulled away, his eyes heavy lidded and before you could utter a complaint his mouth latched onto your neck, just below your jaw. The sound that left your mouth was embarrassing but he seemed to love it, a moan leaving his mouth and vibrating through you as he left a wet trail of open mouth kisses down your throat, sucking and biting as he went.
You tugged on his hair, a whimper leaving his mouth but it was swallowed up by your mouth as you kissed him again. With one hand snaking up underneath your shirt, his other hand grabbed your wrist and placed it onâ
Your brain short circuited by how hard his cock was. Not only that, but you were touching him. There. You could faint.
âAngel, please.â It was practically a whine as he kept kissing you, his hips pushing up into your hand. As if the sounds leaving his mouth commanded you, you squeezed his erection through his pants.
Oscar shuddered violently, his head falling into the crook of your neck. âFuck.â
âOscar.â You sounded needy. You didnât care. And for a whole list of fucked up reasons, you didnât care that you had a boyfriend.
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userone: LESGOOOOO
usertwo: twowinssss
userthree: anyone notice how tense lando & oscar were?
| userfour: yea⊠and landos gf. super weird
| userfive: neither of them liked this either
usersix: yâall see those dmâs some girl leaked???
| userseven: YEAAA lando has been lurkinggg
| usereight: embarrassing honestly
usernine: yâall see that video of oscar drifting through the city? wild
| userten: I KNOWWW it was sick. didnât know he was like that
| usereleven: who do you think the girl was in the passenger seat?
usertweleve: MORE DMâS GOT LEAKED
userthirteen: lando is quite literally for the streets
userfourteen: is this why oscar has been racing dirtier? his teammate fucks over his best friend? yikes
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an: let's go part three! i'm really loving this series, i'm trying to push for 4/5 parts? lmk if there is anything you guys want to see in particular! love you guys <3
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The low hum of the treadmill and the rhythmic clang of weights filled the resortâs gym, but Franco wasnât paying attention to any of it. His focus was locked on the woman in the corner, working through her routine with laser-like focus.
She didnât notice him, which was for the bestâhe wasnât ready to deal with her sharp tongue or the way she looked at him like he was the villain in her story. But right now, she was different. She didnât have her guard up, didnât look like she was ready to tear him apart with another sarcastic comment. She looked⊠gorgeous.
It wasnât just the way her ponytail swung as she moved, or the way her tank top clung to her in all the right places. There was something else, something about the determination in her eyes, the way she focused on each rep like the rest of the world didnât exist. She wasnât just beautifulâshe was fierce. Strong. And, damn, if that didnât make her even more attractive.
He ran a hand through his hair, leaning against the doorframe, trying to play it cool. Franco knew he shouldnât be watching her like this, but it was hard to look away. Every time he saw her, something pulled him in, and it was getting harder and harder to pretend it was just because she hated him.
Heâd been thinking about her way too much lately. The way she challenged him, never letting him get too close, always keeping him on the edge. And yeah, maybe that was part of the thrill. But now, as he stood there, watching her with sweat glistening on her skin, it wasnât just about the challenge anymore.
He wanted to ask her out.
The thought hit him like a punch to the gut, and he cursed under his breath. What the hell was he thinking? She couldnât stand him. Sheâd made that clear from the start, and asking her out would probably end in her laughing in his face or worseâpublicly roasting him on her Instagram for the world to see.
But still⊠he couldnât shake the thought. The way she made his heart race, how every word from her lips felt like a dare. He wanted to take that risk, to see if maybeâjust maybeâthere was something more behind her walls. Something she wasnât ready to admit.
âMate, what are you staring at?â
The voice of his friend, Diego, snapped him out of his thoughts. He hadnât even noticed Diego walking up beside him, his water bottle in hand and a raised eyebrow on his face.
âNothing,â he muttered, but it was too late. Diego followed his gaze, and a smirk tugged at the corner of his mouth.
âRight. Nothing. Thatâs why youâve been standing here for a full five minutes staring at her like a lost puppy.â
âCallarse la boca,â (shut up) he grumbled, crossing his arms. âItâs not like that.â
âSure itâs not.â Diegoâs grin widened as he leaned in, lowering his voice. âSo, when are you going to ask her out?â
He shot his friend a look. âYouâre joking, right? You know how she feels about me. Sheâd chew me up and spit me out before I even got the words out.â
âMaybe,â Diego admitted, shrugging. âBut maybe she wouldnât. Look, Iâm just saying, youâve been eyeing her for days, and itâs not just because sheâs Loganâs best friend and Oscarâs sister. Youâre into her.â
âIâm notââ
âMate, you are.â Diego cut him off, raising his hand. âAnd hereâs the thing: girls like her, the ones that give you a hard time? Half the time, itâs because theyâre scared of how much they like you. You know the saying, âkeep your enemies closeâ and all that.â
He shook his head, but deep down, he couldnât deny Diegoâs words were getting to him. Maybe thatâs why she was always so sharp with himâbecause she was scared. Or maybe he was just kidding himself.
âLook, youâll never know unless you try,â Diego continued, nudging him with his elbow. âWhatâs the worst that could happen? She shuts you down? Youâve survived worse, need I remind you of your ex?.â
He thought about it for a long moment, his eyes drifting back to her as she moved through her final set. Diego was rightâheâd survived worse, and if she shot him down, at least heâd know he tried. And if, somehow, she didnât⊠Well, that was a risk worth taking.
âFine,â Franco said finally, running a hand over his face. âIâll do it. Iâll ask her out.â
Diego grinned, clapping him on the back. âThatâs the spirit! Just be cool, alright? Donât be the cocky bastard you usually are. Youâve got this.â
He wasnât so sure about that, but as he took a deep breath and headed toward her, the pounding in his chest wasnât just from nerves. It was excitement. He was ready for the risk.
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You wiped the sweat from your brow, breathing hard as you finished your last set. The gym was quiet this time of night, just the way you liked it. Fewer people meant fewer distractionsâfewer chances of running into Franco.
You shook her head, scolding yourself for even thinking about him. Why was he constantly on your mind? Maybe it was because he seemed to pop up everywhere. The pool, the restaurant, and nowâyou caught a glimpse of movement in the mirrorâthe gym.
Your eyes flicked to the reflection. There he was, leaning against the doorway, watching you. You could feel his gaze, the same infuriating, intense look he always gave you, like he was daring you to react. It was infuriating how much he got under your skin, how he was always there, always pushing.
You turned your back to the mirror, trying to pretend you hadnât seen him, but the knot in your stomach wouldnât loosen. It wasnât nerves, not really. It was more complicated than thatâa mix of irritation, confusion, and something you refused to name. You weren't about to let him know heâd gotten to you, not when he was probably waiting for you to snap, just so he could make some smug comment.
But he didnât leave.
You could feel him still there, watching, and it drove you crazy. You could handle the public stuffâthe jabs on social media, the press interviews where he dropped some flirty comment about you, like he was trying to bait you. But this⊠this was different. He wasnât playing to an audience here. This was just him, watching you like you were the only person in the room.
Your heart pounded, and you hated it. Hated that he had this effect on you.
You took a deep breath, your fingers tightening around the dumbbell in your hand. Maybe if you just ignored him, heâd leave. But then, the unmistakable sound of footsteps moving closer made your grip tighten even more. He wasnât leaving. Of course he wasnât.
"Hey," his voice cut through the air, smooth and casual, like he hadnât been staring at you for who knew how long.
You straightened up, wiping your palms on your leggings before turning around, schooling your face into a mask of indifference. You weren't going to let him see any weakness.
âWhat do you want?â you asked, your tone sharper than youintended.
He hesitated for a second, almost like he wasnât sure what to say. That was a first. Usually, he had some cocky remarks locked and loaded. But tonight, there was something different in his eyes. A vulnerability that threw you off guard.
âI was just⊠wondering if you wanted to grab a drink or something,â he said, the confidence in his voice wavering just enough for you to notice.
A drink?
You stared at him, completely blindsided. Out of all the things he could have said, that was the last thing youâd expected. Was he seriously asking you out? After all the snark, all the public back-and-forth?
You should say no. You should laugh in his face, tell him to take his ego and leave you alone. It would be the easiest thing in the world to turn him down.
But the words didnât come.
Instead, you found herself staring at him, taking in the way his usually cocky demeanour had softened. He wasnât smirking, wasnât playing some game to get a rise out of you. He was just⊠asking. And there was something disarming about that.
Your heartbeat quickened, and you hated that, too.
âYouâre joking, right?â you finally managed, your voice barely above a whisper.
He shook his head, his eyes never leaving yours. âNo joke. Just thought maybe⊠we could talk. Outside of all this.â
You could tell he was waiting for the rejection. You could practically feel the tension rolling off him as he braced himself for your inevitable shutdown. But for the first time since youâd met him, you didnât feel like fighting. She felt⊠curious.
Why now? Why you?
You crossed your arms, more to steady yourself than anything. âYou know I canât stand you, right?â
His lips twitched in what almost looked like a smile. âYeah. Iâm well aware.â
âAnd yet you think Iâd want to get a drink with you?â
He shrugged, his eyes still holding yours, like he was trying to figure you out. âWhat can I say? Iâm an optimist.â
You wanted to roll her eyes, wanted to laugh in his face, but instead, you found herself biting your lip, considering it. And that was the most frustrating part. Because as much as you hated him, you couldnât deny there was something between them. Something you couldnât explain, but it had been simmering beneath the surface from the moment you two had met.
You should say no. You should walk away, like you always did.
But instead, you found herself meeting his gaze head-on, searching his face for any sign of the arrogant playboy youâd convinced yourself he was. But all you saw was sincerity. And that was what made you hesitate.
âFine,â you said, crossing your arms tighter. âBut one wrong word, Iâm gone.â
His smile was instant, warm, and more genuine than youâd ever seen. âDeal.â
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The bar is dimly lit, tucked away in a quiet corner of the resort. Normally, youâd appreciate the calm atmosphere, but tonight, you canât shake the nervous energy running through you. You donât know why you agreed to thisâsitting across from him, sipping drinks as if you arenât the same person who publicly canât stand him.
Franco leaned back in his chair, watching you with that same relaxed expression that always makes your pulse quicken, though youâd never admit it. âSo, youâre telling me youâve never been surfing?â His voice is casual, like this is the most normal conversation in the world.
You shrug, swirling your drink in your hand, trying to act unaffected. âWeâre a racing family.â
He grins, eyes never leaving yours. âIâll have to take you sometime. I bet youâd be a natural.â
That teasing tone, the cocky smileâit should annoy you. It does annoy you. But thereâs something different tonight. Heâs not playing for an audience, not trying to rile you up like usual. It feels⊠real. And thatâs what unnerves you the most.
âYou think Iâd take surfing lessons from you? You think Iâd voluntarily hang out with you again?â you quip, raising an eyebrow, trying to regain some control over the situation.
âAbsolutely. And youâd love every minute of it.â
You roll your eyes, but even as you do, you feel a smile tugging at the corner of your lips. When did this become easy? When did you start enjoying his company?
You take a long sip of your drink, trying to steady yourself. You shouldnât feel this way. Youâre supposed to dislike him. Heâs supposed to be the cocky new driver who replaced Logan, the guy you roast on social media. So why is your heart racing?
âAre you okay?â His voice cuts through your thoughts, softer now.
You blink, realising youâve been staring at the glass in your hand. âYeah, Iâm fine,â you mutter, setting it down.
But heâs still looking at you, his eyes searching yours like heâs trying to read your mind. And for the first time, you donât know if you can hide behind your usual sarcasm. Heâs seeing through your defences, and that terrifies you.
âListen,â he says, his voice low, almost gentle, âif this is weird for you, you can leave. No pressure.â
Your heart skips at the way he says your name, like it means something more than just another person in his world. Vulnerability flashes in his eyes, and you hate that it makes you feel something, something youâve been trying to ignore.
Youâre about to make a snappy comeback, to brush it off like always, but instead, you just sit there, staring at him. The space between you feels too small, the air thick with an unspoken tension.
Then a thought came to the front of your mind, was he going to kiss you?
The thought sends a jolt through your system. You should pull back, say something snarky, shut this down before it goes any further. But you donât move. And neither does he.
The tension is electric now, crackling between you like a live wire. He leans in, just slightly, enough for you to feel the heat of his presence, and you realiseâso do you. Youâre leaning in, too. Your heart is racing, your breath shallow. You can feel the moment hanging there, fragile, on the edge of something youâre not sure youâre ready for. Youâre ready to blame the alcohol but you hadnât even finished your first drink.
And then, just as the space between you is about to disappear, a voice shatters the moment like a glass breaking.
âOh my god Franco! Can I get a selfie with you?â
The interruption hits you like a bucket of cold water. You jerk back, blinking as you realise thereâs someone standing beside the tableâa girl, wide-eyed and holding up her phone, looking at him like heâs hung the stars and the moon.
He glances at her, clearly surprised, but quickly recovers with that easy charm of his. For a second, the connection between you snaps, and the intensity of the moment is gone.
âUh, yeah, sure,â he says, smiling at the fan. âJust give me a second.â
You lean back in your seat, trying to get a grip on yourself. Your heart is still racing, and you feel the ghost of what almost happened hanging in the air. You hadnât realised how close youâd come to crossing that line until the moment was interrupted. And now that itâs gone, you donât know how to feel. Relieved? Maybe. But thereâs a part of youâa part you hate to admitâthatâs disappointing.
He turns back to you, his face apologetic, as if he knows exactly what youâre feeling.
âIâll be right back,â he says softly, standing up to take the photo.
You watch as he poses with the fan, your heart still thudding in your chest. The moment between you lingers in the air, but now, with the interruption, itâs slipping away. And youâre not sure if you want it back or if youâre relieved itâs gone.

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