Her Own Path

Her own path

Bnha x Child reader (platonic): on hold

This is my first work so please be nice🥰

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Part 6

Taglist: Currently close for this fic

Not so innocent:

Warnings: Mention of sex, a picture of a c*nd*m

Fun facts:

Yes they have a cinema room.

Omi doesn't mind people doing the deed anywhere in the house as long as the clean and disinfect the area they did it in.

Most of the group are not that vanilla when it come to doing the deed.

Kuroo and Y/n do they deed more then the other people in the house.

Kenma and Yachi are adventure when doing the deed when they feel like it.

Wonder whats going on with Kuroo and the men in Y/ns life.

Stay - Paul Lahote X Fem!Reader

Happy 2024! I honestly didn't know what to call this, but I just kept writing and now I'll probably need a part 2 🙃 enjoy 💕 2.8K words

"You have no idea how excited I am. I mean just how long have I been begging you to come live with me?" Emily grinned into the phone that was tucked between her shoulder and ear. She paced the kitchen while whisking a bowl of brownie mix, mindlessly chatting away.

"I must warn you though that the house does get chaotic. But the boys are pretty good about keeping up after themselves," she said while swatting away Embry's hand that almost made a dip in the bowl. He put his hands up in self defense as she rolled her eyes.

"Sounds great. Sam will pick you up at the airport tomorrow at noon. Let me know if you need anything else, and have a safe flight. I love you!" She she set the bowl on the counter, hanging up the phone.

"Was that Y/N? She's moving in tomorrow?" Quil questioned from the table with a mouth full of chips.

"Yes, and I trust that you boys will be on your best behavior in welcoming her..." Emily raised her eyebrow as she pointed a dripping whisk of batter at all the men now surrounding the kitchen.

"Depends, is she hot?" Embry snickered as he sat down.

"Oh....she is." Quil emphasized with wide eyes.

"Get it Embry!" Paul snorted as he clapped him on the back, reaching over into Quil's bag of chips.

"They WILL be on their best behavior. And no one will be 'getting' shit." The booming voice of Sam emerged behind Emily, wrapping his arms around her torso.

He reached his head over her shoulder as she let him lick what was left on the whisk, earning a disgusted "Seriously?" from Quil.

"Hey, but what if she's my imprint??" Embry held his up his finger to argue.

"You know that would be a different story...but we know already she isn't Quil's" Sam smirked at the youngest pack members now disappointed face.

"You guys are kidding right? I've seen pictures. Shes insanely out of all your leagues." Jacob quipped as he strolled to the living room.

"Anything is better than my crushes newborn infant..." Embry muttered under his breath, making all the boys cower in laughter.

"Oh yeah? You wanna say that again?" Jacob challenged.

Sam walked around in between them, looking from side to side at them both.

"THIS is what Emily is talking about. Keep the fights outside boys. I mean it. Just because Y/N knows about the pack doesn't mean she won't get scared if you clowns nearly phase in the kitchen. Are we clear?"

The two reluctantly nodded, Jacob sulking away to the living room.

"But come on, that was kinda funny.." Embry whispered, making the other boys giggle.

Paul shook his head with a smile at his little brother, leaving the room to shower before dinner.

-

There was something about the conversation that stuck with Paul throughout the night. Since Sam had met Emily, all of his brothers wanted imprints. They all saw what it was like to have one up close, and craved it desperately. He grimaced at the thought. The idea of a "soulmate" sounded ridiculous to Paul.

The problem wasn't that he didn't believe in it. Anybody could see the intense love that imprints had for one another, their bond growing with them until old age.

But Paul was not familiar with the term love. He never did get to see the love between his father and mother. She had been his imprint, but passed long before Paul could remember much about her. He watched his father struggle emotionally, never being able to get through the grief of her loss. Sure, he raised Paul as best he could, but deep down it was his mother that would have filled the void in their quiet house.

Things did get a little brighter when Paul joined the pack. For the first time he truly felt like he was part of a real family. He came home to hot meals, genuine laughter, and lively conversation. Not only had he gained a group of brothers, but ones with unwavering loyalty. None of them ever strayed away when Paul lost control of his temper, and were the first ones to help him learn to control it.

Maybe that was the reason he never looked for anything serious when it came to women. What was the point? One little outburst and they were out the door quicker than they had come in. He didn't allow himself to feel anything for them, because they'd end up leaving, and he was saving himself the heart break anyways.

Paul lay awake that night certain about one thing, he didn't need an imprint.

-

You inhaled the crisp fall air. Smiling wide as you looked up the steps to the new home awaiting you, the patio adorned in different flowers and cutesy outdoor decor.

"Oh Em it's just how I remember. You always make it look so cozy," you said as you squeezed the arm of your cousin beside you.

She returned your same smile.

"You're too sweet. I just can't believe you're really here. Come on, I'll introduce you to the boys."

You followed her up the steps, walking through the door to the warm smell of baked goods, no doubt that Emily had been up all night. You chuckled to yourself as you remember how she would go overboard on food whenever she was excited about something and couldn't sleep.

What you weren't used to, however, was being greeted by the several shirtless men. All incredibly in shape with tattoos on their arms, you might have been intimidated if it weren't for their cheesy smiles.

Emily gestured to each of them,

"You remember Quil, and that's Embry, Jacob, Seth, andddd well," she looked around puzzled for a moment. "I guess I'll introduce you to Paul whenever he comes around."

You waved at Quil and shook the other's hands.

There must have been some sort of inside joke, because as you finished with introductions you saw Sam laugh while they collectively let out a small sigh.

You don't think you were meant to hear it, but you caught Sam whisper at Embry,

"Better luck next time kid."

Emily didn't make a big deal of whatever it was, guiding you to your room.

After you got settled in, you found yourself strolling the hallway, looking over all the framed pictures on the wall. You had been over the moon when Emily had found Sam. You've never seen her so happy before, and you could tell he looked at her in the exact same way.

Not paying attention when the bathroom door opened, you collided with a large bare chest that stepped into the hall.

You gasped as two strong arms to match caught you before you fell, luckily, and you embarrassingly faced the one man you of course had no former introduction with.

"I am so, so sorry. I-"

"No no it's fine, are you-"

Both of you started and stopped mid sentence. Your attention had been captured when you two locked eyes. It was like you had been anchored to the floor by them. This warm, fuzzy energy had your entire body buzzing. It was so silent that you could hear your own blood flow in your ears. You furrowed your eyebrows in the haze. What the hell...

"ARE YOU SHITTING ME??"

A loud voice cut through the trance and you flinched at the abrupt sound. The man held you slightly tighter for a moment, as if he was about to protect you from whatever had interrupted you both in this hypnotic state.

Turning around so you both could see that the voice had been Embry, the man looked back and quickly dropped his arms, as if he just realized he had been holding you that whole time.

An unfamiliar emptiness lingered when he let go. He quickly averted his gaze, mumbling another apology before brushing past you, into a room, shutting the door.

-

His imprint. Right there. In the hallway of his own home.

Paul couldn't breathe.

He sat on the edge of his bed, nervously running his hands through his hair in a panic.

You were beautiful.

Breathtaking.

Your smell was intoxicating and your skin was so, so very soft. Your voice sounded like an angel. Your hair-

No.

No, he couldn't let himself think like this. He didn't need an imprint. Didn't even want one in the first place.

Was this some kind of sick joke the universe was playing on him? This girl could have anyone she wants. Why him?

Emily's call for dinner had him taking deep breaths. He could do this. They could live amongst eachother and not have to talk. There's ton of people in this house, it would be rare that the two of them would ever be alone. Right? Right. He could do this.

He walked into the bathroom, splashing cold water on his face. Wake up. It's just some girl. No different than the many that he had been with. Hell, if he could have sex with someone and never think of them again, he could do it. They had barely exchanged a sentence. Barely touched. He would be fine.

-

You sat down at the table, trying to behave as normal as possible. What happened in the hall was nothing. Whiplash. Yes, it was probably the whiplash from running into him. The poor guy seemed shy, and he was most likely just as shook up as you. It was a small accident and nothing more. He certainly didn't seem angry or upset, just caught off guard.

But wow....was he handsome. Certainly more attractive than any lousy guy you'd ever been with. He had this aroma of sandalwood and forest that was enchanting.

Okay, slow down Y/N. Let's not walk in on the first day and jump on some guy. After all, you two are going to be living together. Maybe don't make him uncomfortable in his own home. You shook your head to yourself. Just forget about the whole thing and it will be fine.

Luckily, Emily had started conversations around the table, easily able to take your mind elsewhere.

That was, until he came in the room. There was a beat of silence when he entered, the other boys seeming to look at him like they were anticipating something. When he didn't make a sound or even look up to anyone, slumping at the table and taking a plate, the conversations arose again.

Dinner was excellent as usual for Emily's cooking, and besides your beating heart constantly begging you to look at the man near the end of the table, it was almost normal.

It was when Emily put delicious brownies on the table, that it took a turn for the worse.

"I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU AGAIN. SHUT THE FUCK ALONE ABOUT IT" Everyone's head turned to the angry voice. It was him. He was so visibly upset that he was shaking, staring daggers at Embry beside him. Slamming his fists on the table as he stood up, you let an audible gasp slip.

That's when he looked at you for the second time that night. It was a far reach, but somehow you saw his eyes soften. The crinkles of anger in his eyebrows vanished, and he swallowed, before bolting out the door. Sam immediately followed, and Emily sighed, reaching out to touch your arm.

"I'm sorry about Paul. He's very.....expressive sometimes."

Paul.

-

"Leave me alone Sam."

Paul sighed through the mind link, his large wolf racing through the trees.

He didn't mean it. He never means it. But Embry would simply not stop talking. First it was meaningless. He asked what imprinting felt like. Paul had shrugged it off as nothing crazy, hoping he'd drop it there. Then, he had asked him if he planned on pursuing the imprint. Of course he told him he wasn't. He didn't need a soulmate. No matter what his instincts told him. But then, Embry had smiled and thanked him, telling him that you were now "fair game".

That had been when he lost it.

He stopped on the edge of a cliff, breathing in the fresh water air. Sam slowly approached his side.

"Embry only said that to get a rise out of you, you know."

Paul scoffed.

"He can do whatever he wants. I don't care about her."

"Oh you don't?" Sam didn't sound so convinced.

"Even if I did, she wouldn't want me. Did you....did you see the look on her face when I yelled?" Paul replayed it over and over. You had looked absolutely frightened.

"There is a reason she was chosen to be your imprint Paul. You don't know Y/N. She is patient, and most of all understanding. If you talked to her-"

"I don't need to talk to her. I am perfectly fine alone. I don't need a woman, and I definitely don't need an imprint."

Sam sighed.

"Paul. You can do what you want. I'm not the type of alpha to force you to love someone. But believe me when I say that I had a dark past. I was also comfortable with being alone. Emily is the best thing that could have ever happened to me. Having a conversation with her doesn't mean there will be wedding bells tomorrow. All I'm saying is you don't know unless you try."

Paul nodded, and Sam left him with his thoughts.

-

You stared at the numbers on your phone screen. 2:00am. You huffed in frustration. Your mind had been a constant replay of the events today, your mind spiraling. You had settled on the fact things around here were weird, when you had visited Emily and accidentally caught sight of Sam in wolf form. But this energy couldn't have anything to do with that. Could it?

You decided to make yourself some tea to try and relax. Knowing Emily you knew there had to be some in the kitchen. You tip toed in the dark, your body stiffening as you recognized a familiar muscular back that sat at the kitchen table in a dim light.

You were ready to retreat back to your room when he turned his head around to look at you.

Damn, wolves must have good hearing.

"I was just....going to make some tea.." you pointed to the cabinet awkwardly.

He nodded, looking back down at what appeared to be a cup of coffee.

He couldn't sleep either?

You mindlessly tapped your fingers against the counter as you awaited the kettle, praying that if you stared at it long enough, it would speed up the process.

-

Fuck, was this torture. You were like a goddess, standing there in your pajamas, hair astray and up in a haphazard bun. He imagined walking up behind you, wrapping his arms around you, soaking in your warmth while he pressed gentle kisses on your neck. He wondered what it sounded like to hear you laugh...

STOP STARING. Say something. Anything. Just. Try.

He cleared his throat. It must have startled you because you quickly turned to face him.

"I'm...sorry. About what you saw earlier. That's not like me. I-Embry, he can get under my skin sometimes," he rubbed the back of his head.

"But that's no excuse. I'm-um, Im Paul, by the way."

He lifted his hand up in an almost wave. Why was he so awkward? He was never this way with women.

You giggled, and suddenly, he felt like he was in heaven.

"Y/N. And no worries at all, Emily said you can be....'expressive' sometimes."

He chuckled.

"That's one word for it. But I just don't want to scare you off..."

"Well. I think if knowing that you can all turn into a large creatures who can rip me apart and that doesn't scare me away, I think you were okay." You smiled. He could look at that smile forever.

-

He was actually talking to you. Man, was his laugh so perfect. You could talk with him forever.

The kettle screeched, and you reluctantly made your tea.

"Well....I guess I'll see you around, Paul." You took your mug and headed for your room.

-

His name on her tongue. He wanted her to say it again.

"You can stay. If-if you want. I, uh, I don't...know much about you."

You smiled.

"I'd like that."

To be continued......

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Stay - Paul Lahote X Fem!Reader

Happy 2024! I honestly didn't know what to call this, but I just kept writing and now I'll probably need a part 2 🙃 enjoy 💕 2.8K words

"You have no idea how excited I am. I mean just how long have I been begging you to come live with me?" Emily grinned into the phone that was tucked between her shoulder and ear. She paced the kitchen while whisking a bowl of brownie mix, mindlessly chatting away.

"I must warn you though that the house does get chaotic. But the boys are pretty good about keeping up after themselves," she said while swatting away Embry's hand that almost made a dip in the bowl. He put his hands up in self defense as she rolled her eyes.

"Sounds great. Sam will pick you up at the airport tomorrow at noon. Let me know if you need anything else, and have a safe flight. I love you!" She she set the bowl on the counter, hanging up the phone.

"Was that Y/N? She's moving in tomorrow?" Quil questioned from the table with a mouth full of chips.

"Yes, and I trust that you boys will be on your best behavior in welcoming her..." Emily raised her eyebrow as she pointed a dripping whisk of batter at all the men now surrounding the kitchen.

"Depends, is she hot?" Embry snickered as he sat down.

"Oh....she is." Quil emphasized with wide eyes.

"Get it Embry!" Paul snorted as he clapped him on the back, reaching over into Quil's bag of chips.

"They WILL be on their best behavior. And no one will be 'getting' shit." The booming voice of Sam emerged behind Emily, wrapping his arms around her torso.

He reached his head over her shoulder as she let him lick what was left on the whisk, earning a disgusted "Seriously?" from Quil.

"Hey, but what if she's my imprint??" Embry held his up his finger to argue.

"You know that would be a different story...but we know already she isn't Quil's" Sam smirked at the youngest pack members now disappointed face.

"You guys are kidding right? I've seen pictures. Shes insanely out of all your leagues." Jacob quipped as he strolled to the living room.

"Anything is better than my crushes newborn infant..." Embry muttered under his breath, making all the boys cower in laughter.

"Oh yeah? You wanna say that again?" Jacob challenged.

Sam walked around in between them, looking from side to side at them both.

"THIS is what Emily is talking about. Keep the fights outside boys. I mean it. Just because Y/N knows about the pack doesn't mean she won't get scared if you clowns nearly phase in the kitchen. Are we clear?"

The two reluctantly nodded, Jacob sulking away to the living room.

"But come on, that was kinda funny.." Embry whispered, making the other boys giggle.

Paul shook his head with a smile at his little brother, leaving the room to shower before dinner.

-

There was something about the conversation that stuck with Paul throughout the night. Since Sam had met Emily, all of his brothers wanted imprints. They all saw what it was like to have one up close, and craved it desperately. He grimaced at the thought. The idea of a "soulmate" sounded ridiculous to Paul.

The problem wasn't that he didn't believe in it. Anybody could see the intense love that imprints had for one another, their bond growing with them until old age.

But Paul was not familiar with the term love. He never did get to see the love between his father and mother. She had been his imprint, but passed long before Paul could remember much about her. He watched his father struggle emotionally, never being able to get through the grief of her loss. Sure, he raised Paul as best he could, but deep down it was his mother that would have filled the void in their quiet house.

Things did get a little brighter when Paul joined the pack. For the first time he truly felt like he was part of a real family. He came home to hot meals, genuine laughter, and lively conversation. Not only had he gained a group of brothers, but ones with unwavering loyalty. None of them ever strayed away when Paul lost control of his temper, and were the first ones to help him learn to control it.

Maybe that was the reason he never looked for anything serious when it came to women. What was the point? One little outburst and they were out the door quicker than they had come in. He didn't allow himself to feel anything for them, because they'd end up leaving, and he was saving himself the heart break anyways.

Paul lay awake that night certain about one thing, he didn't need an imprint.

-

You inhaled the crisp fall air. Smiling wide as you looked up the steps to the new home awaiting you, the patio adorned in different flowers and cutesy outdoor decor.

"Oh Em it's just how I remember. You always make it look so cozy," you said as you squeezed the arm of your cousin beside you.

She returned your same smile.

"You're too sweet. I just can't believe you're really here. Come on, I'll introduce you to the boys."

You followed her up the steps, walking through the door to the warm smell of baked goods, no doubt that Emily had been up all night. You chuckled to yourself as you remember how she would go overboard on food whenever she was excited about something and couldn't sleep.

What you weren't used to, however, was being greeted by the several shirtless men. All incredibly in shape with tattoos on their arms, you might have been intimidated if it weren't for their cheesy smiles.

Emily gestured to each of them,

"You remember Quil, and that's Embry, Jacob, Seth, andddd well," she looked around puzzled for a moment. "I guess I'll introduce you to Paul whenever he comes around."

You waved at Quil and shook the other's hands.

There must have been some sort of inside joke, because as you finished with introductions you saw Sam laugh while they collectively let out a small sigh.

You don't think you were meant to hear it, but you caught Sam whisper at Embry,

"Better luck next time kid."

Emily didn't make a big deal of whatever it was, guiding you to your room.

After you got settled in, you found yourself strolling the hallway, looking over all the framed pictures on the wall. You had been over the moon when Emily had found Sam. You've never seen her so happy before, and you could tell he looked at her in the exact same way.

Not paying attention when the bathroom door opened, you collided with a large bare chest that stepped into the hall.

You gasped as two strong arms to match caught you before you fell, luckily, and you embarrassingly faced the one man you of course had no former introduction with.

"I am so, so sorry. I-"

"No no it's fine, are you-"

Both of you started and stopped mid sentence. Your attention had been captured when you two locked eyes. It was like you had been anchored to the floor by them. This warm, fuzzy energy had your entire body buzzing. It was so silent that you could hear your own blood flow in your ears. You furrowed your eyebrows in the haze. What the hell...

"ARE YOU SHITTING ME??"

A loud voice cut through the trance and you flinched at the abrupt sound. The man held you slightly tighter for a moment, as if he was about to protect you from whatever had interrupted you both in this hypnotic state.

Turning around so you both could see that the voice had been Embry, the man looked back and quickly dropped his arms, as if he just realized he had been holding you that whole time.

An unfamiliar emptiness lingered when he let go. He quickly averted his gaze, mumbling another apology before brushing past you, into a room, shutting the door.

-

His imprint. Right there. In the hallway of his own home.

Paul couldn't breathe.

He sat on the edge of his bed, nervously running his hands through his hair in a panic.

You were beautiful.

Breathtaking.

Your smell was intoxicating and your skin was so, so very soft. Your voice sounded like an angel. Your hair-

No.

No, he couldn't let himself think like this. He didn't need an imprint. Didn't even want one in the first place.

Was this some kind of sick joke the universe was playing on him? This girl could have anyone she wants. Why him?

Emily's call for dinner had him taking deep breaths. He could do this. They could live amongst eachother and not have to talk. There's ton of people in this house, it would be rare that the two of them would ever be alone. Right? Right. He could do this.

He walked into the bathroom, splashing cold water on his face. Wake up. It's just some girl. No different than the many that he had been with. Hell, if he could have sex with someone and never think of them again, he could do it. They had barely exchanged a sentence. Barely touched. He would be fine.

-

You sat down at the table, trying to behave as normal as possible. What happened in the hall was nothing. Whiplash. Yes, it was probably the whiplash from running into him. The poor guy seemed shy, and he was most likely just as shook up as you. It was a small accident and nothing more. He certainly didn't seem angry or upset, just caught off guard.

But wow....was he handsome. Certainly more attractive than any lousy guy you'd ever been with. He had this aroma of sandalwood and forest that was enchanting.

Okay, slow down Y/N. Let's not walk in on the first day and jump on some guy. After all, you two are going to be living together. Maybe don't make him uncomfortable in his own home. You shook your head to yourself. Just forget about the whole thing and it will be fine.

Luckily, Emily had started conversations around the table, easily able to take your mind elsewhere.

That was, until he came in the room. There was a beat of silence when he entered, the other boys seeming to look at him like they were anticipating something. When he didn't make a sound or even look up to anyone, slumping at the table and taking a plate, the conversations arose again.

Dinner was excellent as usual for Emily's cooking, and besides your beating heart constantly begging you to look at the man near the end of the table, it was almost normal.

It was when Emily put delicious brownies on the table, that it took a turn for the worse.

"I'M NOT GOING TO TELL YOU AGAIN. SHUT THE FUCK ALONE ABOUT IT" Everyone's head turned to the angry voice. It was him. He was so visibly upset that he was shaking, staring daggers at Embry beside him. Slamming his fists on the table as he stood up, you let an audible gasp slip.

That's when he looked at you for the second time that night. It was a far reach, but somehow you saw his eyes soften. The crinkles of anger in his eyebrows vanished, and he swallowed, before bolting out the door. Sam immediately followed, and Emily sighed, reaching out to touch your arm.

"I'm sorry about Paul. He's very.....expressive sometimes."

Paul.

-

"Leave me alone Sam."

Paul sighed through the mind link, his large wolf racing through the trees.

He didn't mean it. He never means it. But Embry would simply not stop talking. First it was meaningless. He asked what imprinting felt like. Paul had shrugged it off as nothing crazy, hoping he'd drop it there. Then, he had asked him if he planned on pursuing the imprint. Of course he told him he wasn't. He didn't need a soulmate. No matter what his instincts told him. But then, Embry had smiled and thanked him, telling him that you were now "fair game".

That had been when he lost it.

He stopped on the edge of a cliff, breathing in the fresh water air. Sam slowly approached his side.

"Embry only said that to get a rise out of you, you know."

Paul scoffed.

"He can do whatever he wants. I don't care about her."

"Oh you don't?" Sam didn't sound so convinced.

"Even if I did, she wouldn't want me. Did you....did you see the look on her face when I yelled?" Paul replayed it over and over. You had looked absolutely frightened.

"There is a reason she was chosen to be your imprint Paul. You don't know Y/N. She is patient, and most of all understanding. If you talked to her-"

"I don't need to talk to her. I am perfectly fine alone. I don't need a woman, and I definitely don't need an imprint."

Sam sighed.

"Paul. You can do what you want. I'm not the type of alpha to force you to love someone. But believe me when I say that I had a dark past. I was also comfortable with being alone. Emily is the best thing that could have ever happened to me. Having a conversation with her doesn't mean there will be wedding bells tomorrow. All I'm saying is you don't know unless you try."

Paul nodded, and Sam left him with his thoughts.

-

You stared at the numbers on your phone screen. 2:00am. You huffed in frustration. Your mind had been a constant replay of the events today, your mind spiraling. You had settled on the fact things around here were weird, when you had visited Emily and accidentally caught sight of Sam in wolf form. But this energy couldn't have anything to do with that. Could it?

You decided to make yourself some tea to try and relax. Knowing Emily you knew there had to be some in the kitchen. You tip toed in the dark, your body stiffening as you recognized a familiar muscular back that sat at the kitchen table in a dim light.

You were ready to retreat back to your room when he turned his head around to look at you.

Damn, wolves must have good hearing.

"I was just....going to make some tea.." you pointed to the cabinet awkwardly.

He nodded, looking back down at what appeared to be a cup of coffee.

He couldn't sleep either?

You mindlessly tapped your fingers against the counter as you awaited the kettle, praying that if you stared at it long enough, it would speed up the process.

-

Fuck, was this torture. You were like a goddess, standing there in your pajamas, hair astray and up in a haphazard bun. He imagined walking up behind you, wrapping his arms around you, soaking in your warmth while he pressed gentle kisses on your neck. He wondered what it sounded like to hear you laugh...

STOP STARING. Say something. Anything. Just. Try.

He cleared his throat. It must have startled you because you quickly turned to face him.

"I'm...sorry. About what you saw earlier. That's not like me. I-Embry, he can get under my skin sometimes," he rubbed the back of his head.

"But that's no excuse. I'm-um, Im Paul, by the way."

He lifted his hand up in an almost wave. Why was he so awkward? He was never this way with women.

You giggled, and suddenly, he felt like he was in heaven.

"Y/N. And no worries at all, Emily said you can be....'expressive' sometimes."

He chuckled.

"That's one word for it. But I just don't want to scare you off..."

"Well. I think if knowing that you can all turn into a large creatures who can rip me apart and that doesn't scare me away, I think you were okay." You smiled. He could look at that smile forever.

-

He was actually talking to you. Man, was his laugh so perfect. You could talk with him forever.

The kettle screeched, and you reluctantly made your tea.

"Well....I guess I'll see you around, Paul." You took your mug and headed for your room.

-

His name on her tongue. He wanted her to say it again.

"You can stay. If-if you want. I, uh, I don't...know much about you."

You smiled.

"I'd like that."

To be continued......

Backstory of how it began

Angst warnings: toxic people, child neglect, mention of death.

Fluff warnings: comfort, established relationships, family fluff, friendship.

Also its quite long.

The start of Ukai Y/n:

Ukai Keishin and his childhood sweetheart L/n M/n who have fallen in love at first sight. Even thought L/n mother didn't approve of them two together they still got married and they end up having they're only daughter who they named Ukai Y/n. Y/n was a miracle child for them as Ukai M/n was told that she would never be able to have children, but it seemed that the heavens above decided to bless them with a lovely daughter.

The couple loved and cherish thier little girl she was the whole world, they could ask for anything better because they were as happy as can be. The favourite activity of the mother and daughter was to bake things together. Sadly the universe decided that the happy family must come to an end. Ukai M/n developed lung cancer shortly after Y/n turned four. M/n and Keishin tried anything to make her better, treatment after treatment and even during all the treatment M/n went through she would still find time to spend with her little girl. Sadly in the end she passed away a few days after Y/n turned nine, leaving the father and daughter duo heartbroken. After mourning her death for quite a while the duo went on with the lives even though they miss her dearly.

Even though her mother had been gone for a while Y/n missed the feeling of being close to her. When Y/n start middle school she had to choose a club to join, when walking through one of the school halls she saw a flyer for after school baking club and instantly felt a magnetic pull towards it. She ended up joining it and when she started to bake she felt she was close to her mother again. This is when Y/n decided that she wanted to become a baker, although it seemed that the universe want to make life tough for her.

Life in Tokyo

Her grandmother from her mothers side decided that her granddaughter should spend sometime with her, which both Y/n and her dad were fine with even though her grandmother doesn't get on with her dad. So Y/n end up moving to Tokyo for a bit where she did online classes but still went to different schools to help out with coaching the volleyball clubs. This how she met and became great friends with the boyes of the volleyball clubs. More specifically Bokuto, Akaashi, Kenma and Kuroo who all became fast frinds with her as well. When asked to help a school in Hyogo for two weeks she agreed, with only being there for two weeks she made fast friends with the Miya Twins, Suna and Kiyoomi who was introduce to her by Atsumu.

Where the Tokyo life went wrong

When Y/n returned from Hyogo her grandmother introduced her to friends son, Y/n and him got on really well and started to go on dates which end up them being boyfriend and girlfriend. Nearly dating for two months is when Y/n had a feeling something wasn't quite right with her relationship when her boyfriend start to become possessive and controlling of her, which she soon out why soon enough. Just when she was almost through her second year of high school is when she had the news drop on her. Apparently her grandmother and her friend had made arrangements for their two grandchildren to have an arrange marriage and for Y/n to become a housewife. Her boyfriend also knew about this arrangement from the start and decided to propose to her after they had finished telling her the news. Of course she absolutely refused and stormed to her room where she hurriedly pack her stuff and caught a train back to Miyagi that night, on the way she texted her friends and family what happened.

Back to Miyagi

Keishin was furious with what her daughter told him but decided to keep on the down low whilst he was busy comforting her. After all that even though she was still upset about it Y/n decided to attend Karasuno where she would complete the rest of her second year and her third year. Karasuno didn't have a baking club so Keishin decided to extend his shop, which had a kitchen put in so that his daughter have her own section of the shop to bake and sell her baked goods. Since there was no baking club Y/n decided to become the manager for the volleyball club where she soon became friends with Kiyoko, Daichi, Suga, Asahi, Noya and Tanaka. She also decided to guard her heart more.

Yachi and Y/n

When Y/n started her third year of high school she became fast friends with the new first years. One day the principal told her he was worried that one of the first year girl had difficulty make friends, so being the sweet caring girl she is, she decided to make friends with her. After find out that the first year name was Yachi and spending a lot of time with her, they soon became close as sisters. One day Yachi decided to confide in Y/n about her home life, how her mother left her a lot of time on her own and how horribly she got punished for stupid litte things. The teachers notice this about Yachi and decided to conduct an investigation, which with the evidence they found and Yachi explanation who had help from Y/n her mother was sentenced to prison. With no other family members to stay with Keishin decided to take the girl in, which lead to him treating like a second daughter and eventually Yachi had her last name changed to Ukai. The girls where delighted when that happened as they could finally be like real sisters.

Old Friends and new beginnings

When the time came around for the first ever in along time practice match between Karasuno and Nekoma, Y/n was delighted to see some familiar faces. The first and second years of Nekoma were so happy to see their ex manager, but one of they was slight more happier than the rest. Kuroo was absolutely delighted to see Y/n it had been quite a while since that talk due to him getting a new phone, also he still had his feeling which he develop on her long. Both of them spend a lot of time talking whislt he was not on court playing, Kuroo ending up giving Y/n his new numbers and they promise to try and visit each other much as they can, also little does Kuroo know a certain girl had to start develop feelings for him as well.

After that day Kuroo and Y/n texted, called and facetimed each other nearly every single day, they also try to visit each other often as the could a well. After a few months of this they both realised their feelings for each other, so they start to date. Eventually after a few dates they became an offical couple but told none of the family and friends about it. But the world has mystery of ways working and telling people about things, in this case an overexcited and hype owl called Bokuto Kotaro.

Summer training camp

It was summer trainning camp time for the volleyball club and everyone was excited about it, especially Y/n and Kuroo since thay haven't been able to see each other in person for a while. When Y/n first arrive Bokuto and Akaashi were happy to see her again, so was she. During the camp her and Kuroo mostly at night would sneak off to spend time together stargazing, talking or doing other stuff. Sometimes they would sneak around during the day, but were scared they would get caught and of course they did get caught. By the one person that they would not like to have caught them.

Kuroo and Y/n had snuck away during lunch where Kuroo had set up a small picnic, far away from where the others would think to look for them if they need them. They were both snuggled up to one another on the picnic blanket, just watching the nature around them. A small breeze blew past them, causing a small piece of hair to fall to the side of Y/n face blocking Kuroo view of his girlfriend beautiful face. Kuroo used his hand that wasn't wrap around Y/n shoulder to push the hair behind her ears, that small action cause Y/n to turn and look at him, which cause Kuroo hand to pause right on the side of her face make his hand cup her right cheek. They stayed in that position for what seemed like ever, which in reality was only a couple of minutes as they study each other. The sun shone on Y/n which made her seem like angel to Kuroo and Y/n could help think that his bedhead hair style look more attractive glistening in the sunlight. They both opened thier mouths to speak and as they did a one same simple singular sentence came out.

"I love you" they both said in a hushed whisper. Which then they both replied back in another hushed whisper "I love you too". After saying that they both look into each others eyes, then down to each other lips and back up to each others eyes again. As if reading each other thoughts they slow leaned in, as they got closer they could feel each others individual breath on each others lips, but as soon as the lip touch their breath became one. What was meant to be a simple kiss turned into a passionate one, a one that silent conveyed all their thought and feelings for each other.

After a few minutes they pulled away, faces still close but not touching. They both were about to speak again when they were interrupted by a very loud voice.

The Bokuto incident

"Hey Hey Hey!". Shocked they both pulled far away from each other to see Bokuto standing behind them with his arms cross and small pout on his face. "You two were dating and didn't think to tell me your best friend?" he asked sadly. The couple look at each other then back at Bokuto.

"We actually boyfriend and girlfriend Bokuto-san" said Y/n quietly. "And no one knows that we are Bok-bro" Kuroo added on. "Really this is great, you two are so cute together, I can't wait to tell the others!" Bokuto exclaimed loudly with a huge smile on his face, before running away.

"Bokuto wait!" The couple exclaimed loudly, jumping up and running after him to catch him. But unfortunately Bokuto reached the gym where the others were before the couple, thanks to the huge headstart he had. Bokuto bursted through the gym doors, which made aloud bang causing everyone in the gym stop whatever they were doing and turn all attention on him. "Hey Hey Hey everyone guess what?" Bokuto voiced echoed around the gym. "What Bokuto-san?" Akaashi asked with a sigh. "I saw Kuro-bro and Y/n kiss, so I asked them if they were dating but they told me that they are boyfriend and girlfriend, isn't that awsome" Bokuto rushed out excitedly just as the couple made it to the gym, where everyone was looking towards them, then to Bokuto, then back to them.

"WHAT!" Everyone loudly exclaimed include the normally quiet ones of the groups. Everyone was looking at the couple waiting for their answer, which then the couple look towards each other before holding hands, then looks back toward everyone. "Yeah we are" the couple said happily together, this cause the once silent gym to erupt with noise. Question after question was thrown at the couple who did their best to answer them, untill someone cleared their throat loudly causing the whole gym to fall silent again and look at the perosn who did. Ukai Keishin who walked to the couple slowly before stopping in front of them.

Get approval: Your person pov

"Let me ask you something Kuroo? What are you feelings and intentions towards my daughter?" Your father asked in a rough tone. Kuroo looked down at you before looking back towards father holding eye contact with him.

"I love your daughter sir, she makes my days bright, she is the reason why I get up in the mornings, my reason to live, I love her for all that she is and I never would try to change that as she is the love of my life. As for my intentions, I want to look after her and cherish her forever, in a few years I want to marry her, maybe have a family with her, I want to be with her forever even when we die and go to heaven I still want to be with her, because a world or universe without her in it is a world or universe not worth living in" Kuroo finished his speech now looking at you lovingly. Tears start to fall down everyone faces including your own. Your father turn his attention to you. "And do you feel the same way about him too" he asked gently. Still looking at Kuroo you nooded. "I do feel the same, he is my reason to keep going in life, he the reason why I opened up my heart again, the reason why my world is brighter, he is the the one who showed me what true love feels like, he is my only one and true soulmate and I don't ever think I could live without him by my side". As you finish Kuroo now how tears falling down his face just like the rest of you.

Your father look softly at you both with tears welling up his eyes. "I approve of you both" he said out loud. They gym erupted into cheers and congratulations. Your father kissed your head softly before whispering in your ear. "You picked a good one, you better keep him around". You whispered back to him. "Don't worry I will". Both of you pulled away from each other, he went off to talk to coach Nekomata. You stood there staring at Kuroo and he was staring at you, these thoughts going around your heads.

3rd person pov

Y/n made Kuroo feel wanted and special, to him Y/n is his whole world, his universe and the love of his life. Kuroo made Y/n feel loved as she never felt love before and he made her world brighter again, to her Kuroo was her beginning, middle and end, she can't imagine anyone eles she rather spend the rest of her life with for he was the light of her life. Y/n allowed the walls that she built around her heart to cumble and all for a man and the love of her life Kuroo Tetsurou.

Just a few extra details:

Y/n meet Oikawa and Iwa during their practice match against Karasuno.

After his team match against Karasuno Y/n went to talk to Yūji to tell him that he played well. They both exchange numbers and stay in touch with each other ever since.

Y/n meet Ushijima and Satori at nationals.

After Y/n introduced her friends each other they all decided to become friendd as well.

The group all moved in together after high school after discovering that they were going to live in Tokyo and had YouTube channels.

Hinata and Kageyama started dating at the end of their first year at Karasuno.

Suga and Daichi started dating at the start of their second year at Karasuno.

Yachi and Kenma exchanged numbers at summer camp then after a few months started dating.

Yamaguchi and Kei started dating at the start of their first year of Karasuno.

Tanaka and Kiyoko started dating a few months before the end of Kiyoko third year.

Noya and Asahi started dating a few weeks after Ashai came back to the volleyball club.

Oikawa and Iwa started dating in their second year of middle school.

Ushijima and Satori started dating in their second year of high school.

Bokuto and Akaashi started dating when Akaashi became a second year in high school.

Osamu and Rintaro started dating in their second year of high school.

Kiyoomi and Atsumu started dating at the end of their second year of high school.

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Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader smau: ongoing

Ukai Y/n has been dating Kuroo Tetsurou since the last year of high school. Y/n never believed she never would find someone who would lover her for her. But Kuroo did and he has given her nothing but love. Now both in the last year of Tokyo University and still going strong. But what happens when old problems come back to haunt Y/n. Will she and Kuroo be able to overcome them and prove that nothing can divide them?

This is my first smau story so enjoy🥰

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