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(A/N): hello there, lovelies!
or should I say... dearest gentle readers.
satorou's series has come to an end but not to me being obsessed with bridgerton. hence here comes a whole new series focused onto nanami (my beloved).
as always, pls be patient with the gentle writer, as I am a bit in a struggling situation, as I think that I burned out with my writing of the previous series and I am going to stick to (1) fic per week. (and the next one shall be the poly! satosugu continuation).
as always, though: reblogs and comments always have me writing faster and better, so don't forget to leave some if you wish to.
tagging, @arcielee!
SUMMARY: what could go wrong when for one night you pretend to be a lady?
Ā«Wait, my lady!Ā». You were startled by the command, obeying it without thinking as you turned around to catch the sight of the man being a bit disheveled and throughout even the dark shield of the night you could tell he was flustered, as if embarrassed.Ā You dreaded the thought that either your behavior or the one of Utahime had put him in discomfort and waited to apologize when he spoke again. Ā«ā¦ Iā¦ I didnāt ā¦ well, I didnāt catch your nameĀ».
WARNINGS: angst and romance, period-typical misogyny and poverty, slight mention of previous series and of the reader's traumatic past, lies and treachery, slight manipulation, utahime being the bestie we all deserve, afab character/she/her pronouns, regency au.
Ā«Isnāt he so dreamy?Ā».
It was probably the umpteenth time that you spoke about a specific gentleman among the ton while quickly handling the ladiesā overcoat and dresses that needed a quick stitching at the latest ball of the season.Ā
Your friend - as the numerous times before - simply rolled her eyes as she wetted the thread between the lips before rushing to get it through the needle.
Ā«If he is so dreamy, why donāt you go and talk to him?Ā».
The sole thought had your cheeks heat up as you almost let go of the fabric that you were stitching back together; two ladies had almost lost a foot through a battle of stepping on each otherās dress over the attention of a particular man.Ā
After all, the main attraction of the season had been settled since Satorou Gojo had been married to lady Haibara, last year and the best of the least was to be contended among those who had been his suitors.
Ā«I could neverĀ» you said as you finally found the ripped fabric and went to examine if in your bag for a matching thread so that the obvious stitching up wouldnāt be too visible.Ā
As balls seemed to bring forward as many victims among fabrics as among squealing mothers, your employer and infamous modiste Mrs. Mei Mei, had thought it smart to send a pair of her fastest and most talented seamstresses at the season balls, to stitch up dresses and to offer new ones.
The ladies whose dress you and Utahime were promptly stitching up, were already on the dancefloor with another dress while you both stood in the servant wing with a candle and pricked finger.
Ā«Why?Ā» Utahime questioned genuinely, as if she couldnāt tell the obvious problem: you were a commoner, no matter your expertise as a seamstress while Nanami Kento, the specific gentleman who had stolen your heart this season, was a lord.Ā
Ā«His last marriage prospect was lady Haibara, before count Gojo snagged her up!Ā» you promptly protested with flustered cheeks and a general unease at your station as you regarded the prompt difference between the dress you held in your laps and the one you were currently wearing.Ā
Not ratty nor disgraceful but it certainly lacked any trace of the elegance of the other one.
Ā«ā¦ a love story between us? Itād be good in a novel, not in real life!Ā».
Ā«It isnāt like heās utter and pureblooded nobilityĀ» still Utahime insisted and you knew she could be quite stubborn whenever she wished, hence why you were dreading your own loud mouth and festering feelings Ā«ā¦ his father gained the title by making a lot of money and marrying a fallen lady. It isnāt like he wouldnāt know the struggles of us working class!Ā».
Ā«I doubt that he knows themĀ» you muttered as you recalled the richness of his simple but elegant ensemble of the night that you had caught as you passed by the ballroom to be delivered the dresses.Ā
You had had to enter through the servantsā door, which felt a bit humiliating as the governess handling the house called out to you with an utter rush as if you were medics for somebody who had fallen beneath a fainting spell.
Hence a further reason not to even think about lord Kento Nanami, as you were sure to just break your silly little heart.
Ā«Either way, I am done with this!Ā» Utahime thrilled as she raised up alongside the dress to adjust it in the slightest and ensure that the stitch was done well enough in the little time that you were given Ā«Gods, am I wrong or is this your size?Ā».
You laughed at the vain chance that it had to be as you regarded the elegant and warm orange color of the fabric, gently caressing it with wonder; youād have thought it to be imported from some wondrous country as you noticed also the precious jewels stashed among the silhouette to have it appear slimmer.
Ā«Itād be wonderful if we were able to wear such pretty dresses, wouldnāt it?Ā» you joked lightly although as soon as such a comment exited your mouth, your friend was promptly smirking at you with what was one of her usual devilish ideas Ā«ā¦ Utahime, thatās a terrible idea!Ā».
Ā«Iād take it as a signĀ» she promptly shot back Ā«ā¦ you like the dressā¦ itās your sizeā¦ Kento Nanami is in the crowdā¦Ā».
Ā«I think that will get us in trouble!Ā».
Mrs. Mei Mei wasnāt half a bad employer, although she ran you raggedly and she could be a bitā¦ tight with the paycheck, but she wasnāt as brutal as many under which you had served before ending there.Ā
Still, you doubted that sheād have appreciated it much if you had shown up at a ball in a clientās dress, not to talk about that specific client.
Ā«What ifā¦ what if they notice that it isnāt my own? What if they call me out on it?Ā».
It was a risk for such a brief thrill that it wouldnāt have ever passed through your head, but Utahime kept on lightly pushing you, shoving the dress against your chest and the further you felt it onto your body, the more you noticed just how beautiful and fitting it was.
Ā«I have heard that as her rival got the boy, she went back homeĀ» Utahime muttered to try to cease your worry promptly, as she noticed obviously that you were starting to consider it Ā«ā¦ at least try it on! For my eyes, my beauty!Ā».
You chuckled at your friendās dramatics, eventually worn over as went to ditch your own and tried it on, and it did fit like a glove, enough that you didnāt need a mirror to know that it looked decadently gorgeous upon you as Utahimeās deep admiration was evident on her face. And she wasnāt one for easy feelings.
Ā«Well, if you wouldnāt catch lord Nanamiās eyes all dolled up, like this!Ā».
Ā«I highly doubt it as my hair is a mess and I havenāt any blushĀ» you shot her down promptly, going to undress yourself although Utahime stilled your hands promptly.
Ā«Isnāt it Mrs. Mei Meiās policy that itās the dress which makes the lady out of even a pauper?Ā» Utahime feigned Mei Meiās low baritone voice with the slight pitch at the end of each phrase much to your hilarity Ā«ā¦ alright, alrightā¦ no ball for you, my lady. But what about a stroll in the garden? I donāt know about you but this closed storage room with no windows is getting to meĀ».
And although you felt like it was still risky you eventually agreed as you were in no rush to get out of the dress and you doubted that thereād be anybody in the gardens when the balls were inside.Ā
Especially as Utahime ditched you for a bathroom break on your way out through a sneaky attempt to avoid any of the house servants as you basked in the cold air of the night after the stale feeling of the small room.
With the dress on you could further feel like an appropriate lady, low key imagining yourself in a life of refinery and no thoughts, instead of calluses, tiredness and little sleep as you stressed over your big dream to open a shop of your own.
Ā«Gods, itād be a dreamĀ» you told yourself, sure that you were alone in the garden.
So, you startled when a male voice called out for you right as you were turned to observe a pair of beautiful nighttime flowers, captivated by their resilience through the night and shocked by how the flowers seemed of a close color as your own dress:
Ā«My ladyĀ».
You turned as if being caught wasnāt enough, it was by none other than the special gentleman who had your heart, as Kento Nanami held out a hand to you, although keeping a comfortable distance.
Ā«ā¦ Iā¦ I didnāt mean to startle you, my ladyĀ».
You werenāt able to process the thought, as you felt like you should have said something, but the sole thought that your brain retained was that this distinguished gentleman thought you to be some kind of lady, while you were the furthest thing ever from that.
Ā«Myā¦ my lady?Ā» you had meant to have such a comment more for yourself than to anybody else, although lord Nanami was quick to catch onto it as he murmured.
Ā«If lady isnāt the title I shall address you with, please do let me knowĀ».
He was far kinder - and patient - than any of the lords that would sometimes flirt with you at the shops behind their wivesā backs, and you couldnāt help but further enamor yourself at the thought.Ā
You had fallen in love with his sight upon noticing him on one of the first balls of your season, sneaking a look at the way he always seemed so posed and detached.
Mature and elegant in a way that you knew that if he had to be a dress, heād be worn by the finest of gentlemen.Ā
And the most royal.
You had always thought, though, that it was an infatuation - nothing long-lasting once you discovered he wasnāt that different from the others - although the gentleness with which he regarded you although discomfort was clear in his honeyed brown eyes had you wishing that he wouldnāt disappoint you.
Ā«Iā¦ no, I amā¦ I am sorryā¦ you justā¦ startled me. I thoughtā¦ I thought I was aloneĀ».
Ā«It isnātā¦ well, it isnāt my role to act paternalistically butā¦ should you be out? All alone?Ā» while others might take advantage of the situation, he meant it with genuine concern.
Ā«I am notā¦ I am not alone, Iā¦Ā» you looked to where Utahime had wandered off - that bastard - and hoped to sound truthful enough as it was the sole lie you had said Ā«ā¦ my friendā¦ sheā¦ she found some lovely flowers she wished to sketch and wanted a closer lookā¦ sheās ā¦ sheās around no worries!Ā».
Ā«Oh thatās a relief, as I donāt mean to wellā¦ compromise you, my ladyĀ» he commented a bit awkwardly, which you foundā¦ strangely endearing Ā«ā¦ we already have had one scandal too many this seasonĀ».
Ā«Noā¦ well, no scandal with me, kind sir. Although I am gratefulā¦ not many men. Well, you areā¦ thank you, my lordĀ» a further reason why you shouldnāt ever be talking with lord Nanami to express to Utahime, who you saw with your side eye and waved over promptly Ā«ā¦ hereās my friendā¦ my dear, how were the flowers?Ā».
Ā«Theā¦Ā» at your slight kick in the shin Utahime cursed underneath the breath and you refused to look at Nanami happy that in the dark light of the night he wouldnāt be able to see your obvious impoverished looks, sullen faces and messy hair Ā«ā¦ they were delightful, my dear. But I have had enough of looking at flowers, why donāt we go back inside?Ā».
Ā«I need to use the powder room thoughĀ» you pointed out to her as there was no doubt that lod Nanami would have happily suggested to accompany you and thatād have ruined your whole pretense.Ā
Although, you still felt the anxiety coaxing through you for having done such a bold move, you couldnāt help but be glad that for once, you got to see the man whose face haunted your every waking night.
You turned to him one last time, emboldened by the thought that this would be probably the last time that youād see him forever in your life.
Ā«Thank you again, my lordĀ» and you made to turn around quickly as you knew that Utahime wouldnāt be holding out on the laugh written all over her face for long and youād have preferred not to cause general hilarity because you were sure youād have started to hysterically laugh as well.
Ā«Wait, my lady!Ā».
You were startled by the command, obeying it without thinking as you turned around to catch the sight of the man being a bit disheveled and throughout even the dark shield of the night you could tell he was flustered, as if embarrassed.Ā
You dreaded the thought that either your behavior or the one of Utahime had put him in discomfort and waited to apologize when he spoke again.
Ā«ā¦ Iā¦ I didnāt ā¦ well, I didnāt catch your nameĀ».
Shit, you told yourself in your mind as you thought that you couldnāt give Nanami your own name as if he meant to seek you out heād have found somebody directly him to the modiste and in turn heād have known of your little infraction of pretending to be a lady and it might cost not only your job but also your reputation in his eyes.
Ā«Lady ā¦ ahemā¦Ā» you sent a look to Utahime hoping and praying it wouldnāt send as suspicious as you knew the two of you to look Ā«ā¦ Tsukumo!Ā».
It was the name of the last client of the day that you had served that day, as she had needed a few reparations and adjustments on the dresses that she had ordered being quite the tall lady and you knew that she wouldnāt be around as she had ordered many of what she had bought for a trip in Italy, to enjoy the lovely season.
So, she wouldnāt be around to call you out on the bluff.
You had saved the day - and your ass - happily.
Ā«Wellā¦ lady Tsukumo Iā¦ I do hope to see you back insideĀ» were you wrong or his words seemed genuine and a slight blush coated his cheeks.
Ā«Of course, my lordĀ».
And like that you turned on your heels because in five minutes, Utahime erupted in a loud laugh.
Ā«And you said you werenāt ever going to speak to him!Ā».
You had said such a thing but while you were trailing around with Utahime at the market browsing for cheap appliques for your own future dresses as you had wished to stitch up something in the fashion of the one worn at the party.Ā
The one that had caught lord Nanamiās eye, although you had an inkling that it might have been less fascination and more the curiosity one would have in front of a carriage incident.
Still, your thoughts were elsewhere when you were startled by a gentle hand on your shoulder, turning around to find that it wasnāt Utahimeās own - who had moved nearby a flower stand - but instead a manly one with slightly blondish hair on the back of it before your eyes bore into tired brown ones.
Lord Nanami, again, on your path.
Ā«Lady TsukumoĀ» he seemed almost relieved by your acknowledgement although you flustered beet red at the obvious implication that he had fallen into the lie Ā«ā¦ I tried calling upon you but you must not have heard me!Ā».
No, it was more like you hadnāt acknowledged him because you werenāt a lady and your family name wasnāt Tsukumo and to accost himself so openly to you, it had you definitely near panic as you looked around yourself to see whether anybody had heard the lordās words.
Probably noticing your unease, he was quick to mutter.
Ā«Oh, I must haveā¦ interrupted youĀ» no, you were just panicking because the man you had been harboring an idolizing crush on thought you were a whole other person.Ā
Still, you couldnāt tell him such a thing.
Ā«After all, we are strangers who met at the ball a few nights ago. In my haste, I didnāt even give you my nameĀ».
You wished to tell him that you had been the hasty one and that your panic wasnāt created by him coming onto you, although your fluster was definitely the direct consequence of it.
Ā«I am lord NanamiĀ» he bowed to you properly as one would to a lady and you were quick to rush him back to his proper standing position before anybody noticed him in such formality.
Ā«Noā¦ no need for formalities and I do know your nameĀ» oh what a faux-pas Ā«ā¦ Iā¦ well, you areā¦ you are on the talk. I think I even read a pamphlet from Lady Murasaki about you!Ā».
Oh, as if that wouldnāt have you be further vapid in his eyes, but maybe if you played the role with enough boredom, heād have relented, although something rotten filled your stomach at the thought of being willingly cruel towards Nanami, albeit you were enough by impersonating another in his presence.
Ā«Well, I do hope it was only good thingĀ» was that a jest, as his face slightly opened in a softer expression of contemplation Ā«ā¦ you may never know with such a ladyĀ».
Ā«You are right, my lord. It is always better to attest to things in personĀ» you trudged on simply although not without a slight giggle.
Ā«Thatās a good motto, lady TusukumoĀ» and he must have seen the way your stomach dropped at the name as he immediately became more stoic Ā«ā¦ still, please forgive my slight intrusion upon your roundabouts, I didnātā¦ well, I just thought to approach you as you must know that after that ballā¦ after that night in the gardensā¦Ā».
This time your tummy filled with something that felt very much like alive butterflies slamming against your ribcage. A violent image to explain perfectly the nature of your feelings.
Ā«ā¦ you must know that you have left me with a curiosityĀ».
Oh, you flustered deeply, all cheeks heated and an hand upon your mouth to hide your expression at the manās kind hearted but very obvious honesty; you wouldnāt have expected such a direct approach from a man that was defined by everybody as cold and collected and you were startled that such a sight was reserved for you, a mere stranger.
A mere stranger that you were deceiving.
The thought immediately bittered up any of your feelings as the lord went on, much to your sinking heart.
Ā«ā¦ and I had wished to invite you to take tea with me, one of these daysĀ».
Oh, you couldnāt dig yourself further into this mess, especially when you didnāt want to take advantage of lord Nanamiās availability, although you found itā¦ confusing that such a distinguished gentleman would go for somebody like you.Ā
A dress might make a lady but one moment with you and heād have recognized immediately that you werenāt anything but such a thing.
Ā«Such an offer isā¦ wondrous, my lordĀ» you tried your hands at the rich-folk speaking as you went to use the words that left the young ladies attending the shop upon seeing the final creation of the dresses Ā«ā¦ still, I sadly shall have to decline itĀ».
Oh the way that you caught but for one moment, the lordās tight expression you couldnāt help but immediately regret your words.
Ā«I hadnāt meant to come onto you too strongly, my ā¦Ā».
Ā«Oh no no! No such a thing!Ā» you felt flustered, palms sweaty and again that rotten feeling in your lower body.Ā
If this was a way of the universe to get back to you for having played pretend that time in the garden, you thought that it was being far harsher than it needed to be.
Ā«ā¦ you see, I justā¦ Iāll be leavingā¦ in a few days. For Italy! So, ahemā¦ I sadly wonāt be able to attend many gatheringsĀ».
He didnāt question why youād be leaving right halfway through the season, thankfully and the slight hurt that filled his brown eyes was but for a swift moment - that lasted far more in your own agony - as he eventually gave you a softer smile, regaining his tight posture.
Ā«Of course, my lady. I thank thee for your honesty. And I do wish you safe travelsĀ» he was genuinely and you couldnāt help but feel yourself fluster: no other man had ever treated you like this, with a genuine concern and respect and although it should have been far more common, it felt extraordinary to be regarded as an actual human being Ā«ā¦ I have my own trip coming into. A business one, so not very pleasant, butā¦Ā».
You startled as you had thought itād be a good time to sneak away also as Utahime was harshly gesturing for you over lord Nanamiās shoulder.
Ā«ā¦ if you ever return here, my offer for tea is still openĀ».
Ā«This is the best job we ever got!Ā» Utahime screeched as her head hit the pillow of the luxurious guest room you had been given for your following work, while you stayed a bit frazzled at the threshold of such a wondrous place.Ā
As big as your whole apartment above the modisteās shop and filled with enough commodity that youād have echoed Utahimeās feeling hadnāt it been for the brewing sense of unease in your stomach.
You had been startled when Mrs. Mei Mei had called you over and beside her you had noticed a familiar blonde figure with an elegant dress of your manufacture, lady Yuki Tsukumo. You had startled thinking that your bluff had been caught, immediately wishing to go down on your knees but instead, lady Yuki - as she had insisted on calling you - had shut you down promptly.
āWould you be able to do me a favor?ā she had promptly questioned you ā... you see, after my trip in Italy I shall travel a bit Southern than here to my own hometown asā¦ā.
She had then lightly shown off her hands, as a bright red ring in a silver band was making its presence known.
ā... I am getting married!ā.
You had wished your congratulations although with your mind still at unease and wondering what she meant by telling you all of this.Ā
Thankfully, Mrs. Mei Mei took over for her.
āYou see, my darlings, lady Yuki was startled by your talent with the dresses that she gave you and she asked me to have my best seamstresses sent to her hometown to begin with the preparations for the wedding dresses while sheās awayā.
You were startled by such a request as it was the weird and excessive kind of request that you guessed only noble women and rich ladies could afford.
Especially as she must have paid quite the expensive amount of money to have you and Utahime - the best and sole seamstresses - in the shop away from it.
āYouāll be treated as my guests in one of my properties, and I will have my servants suffice you with any fabric that you might prefer. Silk, brocade or laceā lady Yuki had insisted, as if you had ever meant to deny such a request ā... youāll have nothing to worry about and youāll be rewarded handsomelyā.
Hence you and Utahime had had just the time to pack up and be sent to lady Yukiās hometown after the first draft of her wedding dresses had been approved, with Mrs. Mei Mei kindly but also threateningly telling you this was an occasion for both the shop and you.
āSee that you attend to the matter well and properly, as I have taught youā she had spoken as she had accompanied you to the carriage, before sending you off with a bare wave.
Now, in lady Yukiās property - attended by a few servants - you were both startled by the beauty of the place and the richness that you hadnāt ever tasted.
The governess had insisted to have you furnished with food and especially that you tasted everything that was typical till you had rolled to your rooms, just to be further startled as Utahime had so perfectly conveyed.
Unlike her, though, you held a pang of anxiety for such a task and not even the advantages made it all that much worthy, especially as you regretted having left the season so you wouldnāt have been able to spy on lord Nanami anymore, although that could be actually a good thing; he had seemed to chase after you - for whatever stupid reason that might come from his kind heart, as you were doubtful that he had meant to simply court you - and you didnāt wish for rumors to spread about your presence onto your employer, lady Tsukumo.
Itād go well, you promised to yourself, telling Utahime that youād be visiting the garden on the backside of the property to have a breath of fresh air before going to undo your luggage.
You even picked up some flowers after assuring yourself with the gardener that itād be alright, as you wished to press them and use them as decoration for some hats for lady Tsukumo, enchanted by the beauty of the white arums, and going to gently grab one just to accidentally lose your balance while being on your tiptoes as they were on an higher shelf than the rest.
You immediately cursed yourself, not as much as for the impact of the rock ground, but for the way itād have inevitably stained your good journey dress as Utahime - who seemed to enjoy all this pretending much more than you - had insisted that dressed up as āproper ladiesā, although traveling with a communal coach.
Mrs. Mei Mei might have received a large invoice but she hadnāt certainly meant to spend a dime on your comfort.
You cursed underneath your breath and closed your eyes but the hit never came as, instead a pair of arms was enveloped around you swiftly.Ā
Your mind immediately went to the gardener but you startled upon turning around and being faced not with a fifty-year-old somewhat gruff man but instead, none other than lord Nanami.
This had to be a curse put upon you.
Ā«Ladyā¦ lady Tsukumo?Ā» he asked confusedly as you noticed that he was also wearing comfortable travel clothes, far more relaxed than his usual prim attire and with the sleeves of his shirt raised as to show his arms.Ā
You felt your fluster just deepen as something akin to a burning feeling heated in your stomach.
Ā«ā¦ shouldnātā¦ shouldnāt you be in Italy?Ā».
Oh shit.
Right, you hadā¦ you had told him that you were in Italy. Which you werenāt.
You must seem such a huge liar in his eyes and thinking that you couldnāt worsen the situation, you were quick to add a soft-spoken.
Ā«Yes, Iā¦ I should haveĀ» you muttered shyly, trying to come up with a proper excuse as to why you might not be in Italy Ā«ā¦ but you seeā¦ myā¦ my friend. The oneā¦ that was with me in the gardenā¦ sheāsā¦ sheās recovering from a badā¦ a terrible sickness!Ā».
You hoped such an excuse to be believable as it explained the swift change of plan and as Nanami knew and had seen Utahime, you had further proof that you werenāt lying.
Nanamiās expression from tight wound seemed to relax a bit as the realization of your presence there settled into him.
Ā«Thatās ā¦ thatās very kind of you, my ladyĀ» no, you were but a dirty liar Ā«ā¦ and although I am displeased for your friend, I am glad that our roads have met againĀ».
And while you were glad to plunder yourself with his interest and his beautiful appearance, you were nothing but anxious at your exchange as you were risking far more than simply pretending to be somebody else.Ā
You were actively feigning to be your employer, which might not just cause a scandal but also have you fired.
Then how would you have sustained yourself?Ā
Your father had died when you were young and your mother had become ill while you finished your apprenticeship as a seamstress, leaving you when Mrs. Mei Mei agreed to hire you in a new city. A clean cut that was settled onto you not misbehaving nor conducting yourself unfairly.
You were playing with fire and while you should have ushered lord Nanami quickly with the explanation that you had to attend your friend, instead you asked him:
Ā«What about you? Whatā¦Ā».
Ā«I am here for a job. Setting some business straight, as I did think that I had told you that Iād be traveling soonĀ».
Ā«Oh! I do remember I justā¦Ā» you hadnāt expected for him to be constantly close to you by Destinyās orders.
Ā«ā¦ I hadnāt mentioned where Iād be staying but I couldnātā¦ well, I didnāt expect our roads to match againĀ» and then he did the worst thing possible: he smiled. So openly and sweetly that it had you in a choke hold Ā«ā¦ but I am glad for such a trick of the DestinyĀ».
And you were, as well, hadnāt you been that he didnāt know who you truly were.
Ā«Inā¦ indeedā¦Ā» you muttered feigning shyness while you were still processing the whole matter at hand Ā«ā¦ I am ā¦ terribly pleasured by such aā¦ meeting, my lord. I wasā¦ saddened by my inability to fulfill your offer and thought that you believed me rude andā¦Ā».
Ā«No such thingĀ» and what was terrifying was that he meant it truly Ā«I wasā¦ sad that I couldnāt stench my curiosity of knowing such a ā¦ an interesting lady but Iā¦ I wouldnāt begrudge you when traveling is something that IĀ adore greatly. And Italy! Oh, I do hope that you shall travel to it as soon as your friend recoversĀ».
Ā«That should be the planĀ»Ā
Such as ditching the whole city once you finished the body and reinvent yourself under a new name because there was now no way that youād survive so many meetings without leaving a lasting impression in the manās mind and although you knew it was dangerous you hoped that such a thing would stayĀ
Ā«ā¦ in the meanwhile, if your duties to your friend ever allow you some free time, Iād love nothing more than to have that teaĀ» and he sent a slight look behind himself to an equally elegant mansion behind him Ā«ā¦ as it seems we are neighborsĀ».
From worst to worse.
Ā«Oh, ohā¦ I hadnātā¦ noticedĀ».
Ā«Yes, itās justā¦ a house I rented for the sake of this trip and its comfortability andā¦Ā» thank God, at least your bluff wouldnāt be discovered all that soon Ā«ā¦ so, indeed. Do come and ask for meā¦ I am notā¦ my business it to be mostly handled in the mornings so I have many afternoons freeā¦ obviously if you donāt haveā¦Ā».
Ā«My days are mostly spent entertaining a sarcastic friend with little gratitude for my workĀ» that wasnāt at all a lie, probably the first truth that you spoke as Utahime fit perfectly that description Ā«ā¦ tea with somebody like you, my lord, would beā¦ in the least ā¦ refreshingĀ».
And it hit you only when you came face-to-face with him and his slightly upwards lips - oh God, you couldnāt simply fixate yourself on a smile - that you realized that you had indeed set yourself on the worst road possible.Ā
And all for the sake of somebody that you couldnāt have.
This would have ended up badly but with the way the lordās brown eyes lingered gently on your lips, you couldnāt find yourself to care too much.
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sub!stranger things: @anglhrts, @tipsticky, @smashtbh, @goodboywritings, and @mischiefwriter
(ABO) omega!characters x alpha!reader: @omeganronpa and @animeomegas
dark content dom!readers: @sinfulcries, @l1tw1ck, @minkmousesworld, and @darlingpwease
multifandom: @y1ns, @cvnteaterzeke, @sinsterdarling, @slutfactory, @vonous, @slut4daviii, @ittorama, @monsterinmyboxers, @trianglesimp, @mmaeerof, @c-nstellati-ns, @teeth-farie, @hadesrise, @saelipse, @mackjlee9, @birds-have-teeth, @clusterfuck-dom, @dohaeras, and @saibeosei
hope this helps! <3
me, on the verge of a breakdown and wanting to walk into the ocean:
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me: NOT NOW JESUS
Which one is the real Uni? :3
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Summer Treats
Angel manta ray (what if fish was bird??)
This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years.Ā
If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life.Ā
High Risk
Hannibal Lecter x Nurse!Reader
Mini-Series Masterlist:
Part One: Star Patient
Part Two: Silver Tongued Devil
Part Three: (No title yet)
HEY WHB FAM HOW WE DOIN???? New Update coming our way December 20th and BOY HOWDY IS THIS FUCKING EXCITING SHIT. First...3 new L cards, all our seraphim boys (drools at Raphael's card) and I literally shook when I saw they are wearing fucking chastity cages (iirc that's what they're called I used to sell them at an old job) and I'm just here like....OUR ANGEL BOYS WEARING THIS DELICIOUS ASS CAGE???? I'd have so much fun with Raphael because he has a ball gag and he's drooling up a storm fuccckkk. But let's talk about how they'll be obtained. Chance up banner, only for Michael and Raph and Gabe can only be obtained by playing the newest unlocked level in Dark Sanct. "Nightmare Dungeon" And we get new characters??? Cherbiums??? And they're hot too???? HELPPP Guys...I can't do this, I am crawling. And then this happened....the announcement of uncensored content for our Erolabs folks (though unfortunately, I don't think any of that will be allowed on tumblr for us to see....so I'll just have to make a buddy who has erolabs and scream about it on here with cropped/heavily censored pics) Did you fucking peep Lucifer spread out
and his cock
is out
and it's fucking massive
it's just that he has it out there, and we're in the fucking horse stables???? LIKE LUCI PLEASE
I wanna pull for Raph but when shit like this is put in my face I can't help but cream and screm for my blonde haired fallen angel I want him to bite on me while I struggle to suck his cock, I want to cry for him like the pathetic little person I am while he praises me for taking the pain I AM NOT OKAY The fact that I saw this and forgot about everything else in the update really goes to show how down bad I am. 10 toes down bad.
I'm hoping I find the image floating around so I can keep it in my folder down bad.
But best believe I'm about to be on my angel arc and bullshit, so for the next couple days yeah I'm trucking through these requests so I can be fucking ready. The angel headcanons are about to fly even harder than before. *crying that I do have the EROLABS version, it's just that I am so far behind on catching up on it because yeah playing two different platforms f2p is ass and not possible without trying to spend a bit of cash....so yeah RIP to me on seeing uncensored content for my own eyes*
OH AND Chapter 5 is being released in January so we get to see what happens to MC! *side-eyeing Levi so hard rn* And that little Minhyeok mini-game? Our bestie is coming back slowly ^^ That's all for me ranting on this post....I need to stare at Luci some more. A lot more. goddamn that thang is huge
Gabriel (Christmas),
Michael (Christmas),
Raphael (Christmas)
likeability comics - spoilers below!
I didn't expect to get these comics so early, but what a surprise. A true Christmas miracle
Do weā¦ see God for the first time here?
They're mood lol, I guess they haven't conquered hell because they're busy beating each other up. Everything is wrong with them lol and that's why they are so funny
Honestly, although I'm not the biggest fan of angels, I think I will become one. They are well-developed as characters, they have their own depth, their own history and relationship, I didn't expect that we would get to know them so quicklyā¦ and that they would be so silly.
But since I'm still faithful to Andrea, nope, don't do this to me, I don't want to sympathize with Rafael, I'm just a weak person, don't show me such things-
WAIT I THINK I JUST FOUND THE ARTIST FOR THE WHB ARTS
I saw this beautiful art of childe by an artist, then I realised the way they draw his body is extremely similar to the kings in whb, then I noticed some minor details of their art style AND ITS LITERALLY THE SAME AS THE ARTS IN WHB
Then then I scrolled through their page, I noticed that they draw nsfw arts and also reblogs the whb kings arts
I'm pretty sure that it is them who drew the kings I just didn't realise I can actually find them!!
Reading amazing fanfiction, then forgetting to bookmark it
EY ITS FINALS SEASON!
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR EXAMS!
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR ESSAYS!
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR PRESENTATIONS!
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR FINAL PROJECTS!
GOOD LUCK!!! YOUāVE MADE IT THIS FAR!!
and a gentle reminder to take breaks, and get a snack and some water. Donāt forget to take a moment to breathe.
and if you can, try to do something nice for yourself after its all over. No matter how it turns out, you struggled and you survived so you deserve something nice :)