Lol I Love Watching People Watch Stuff

lol i love watching people watch stuff 

(THAT CAME OUT CREEPY IM SORRY I JUST MEAN ITS FUNNY SEEING REALTIME REACTIONS WITH NO CONTEXT MYSELF)

gender dysphoria can be the weirdest fucking thing. this morning i couldn’t even go to the shops i just felt too aware of myself, not even a specific feature, but the feeling of my arms swinging or my feet against the carpet felt wrong, not too much or anything, but just not like it should be. and don’t even mention the clothes, i changed into my usual 3 top outfits for feeling more masc or anything but it did nothing, zilch.

and yet now, just as im getting ready to go to sleep i feel like ive never been better just from planning some new piercings. it sounds silly to write down, but i was trying out different nostril piercing positionings with small hoop earrings and one way makes them look like tusks and it felt so so good to other myself from my personhood in a way. anyway, feeling fucking legendary rn and i hope all the trans and nonbinary people who might see this get to experience the gender euphoria i am right now.

pls because i have NEVER related to something more

Grian in Fandom Survey

Hello gamers from across mcytblr! I have a request for you- spare a minute to take my survey? This is a Grian-centric survey created to see if there are any patterns between how people view Grian (both from an in-universe perspective and in a general YouTube sense) based on how they interact with fandom! For example, what do Grian’s wings look like, if he has any? Why do you think that? Even if you are not a big Grian watcher or only know him from events like MCC, for example, still do take the survey, the questions account for that! 

You can take the survey here! 

I’m aiming to close responses on Friday August 27, and will edit this post with a link to a masterpost breaking down the responses! Thank you very much if you do fill out the survey :D 

letting this run on loop while scrolling through my dash- best decision ive made today 

and when an eret lore stream ends with this...... what then??? huh?????? /hj