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i think MOST of the fandom is mature enough not to complain about hair now, but i also know the production team is probably scared shitless of us and haunted by brunette annabeth. so we’ll get dark hair percy y’all
chapter 5
When in Antwerp
A VDS Mini Series
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That’s it! Sorry it’s all a bit rushed but I couldn’t go through the week without doing one :) Hope you enjoyed reading ❤️
you were my crown
chapter 9
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Jens blinked bleary eyes open in time to see Lucas stumble. He caught himself by planting a steadying hand on the table, and Jens was beside him before he tried to move again. He took Lucas by the shoulders and guided him into the seat at the head of the table, where Jens himself usually sat, and crouched down in front of him, a rebuke already falling out. “What do you think you’re doing?”
Lucas eyed him. “Getting water.” His voice was hoarse; not groggy from sleep the way Jens’s was or simply suffering from disuse, but dry and croaky with sickness. Jens rose and filled a cup from the pitcher of water atop the locker by the door, then returned to Lucas and pressed it into his quivering hands.
“Why didn’t you wake me?” he demanded as Lucas gratefully drank it down.
“I was going to once I’d gotten your breakfast.”
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Lucas takes Jens and Jana on a weekend trip to Utrecht. When Jana teases them about the status of their relationship, it has Lucas thinking about making it official.
Continuation of “ Buried Boxes and Bashful Booths.”
“The train!” Lucas yelled as he tried to keep up with Jens and Jana.
The three of them raced down the platform, lunging their overnight bags on their side or their backs as they tried to make it to the train to Utrecht. The train they had taken to Antwerp’s main station was delayed by five minutes, which meant they had to get to the train to Utrecht in the next ten seconds if they didn’t want to miss it.
Luckily, Jens practically flung himself through the doors, holding it open just in time for Jana and Lucas to hope on. They took a second to catch their breath, panting heavily as they tried to find their seats.
When they did, they threw their bangs down and sat. Lucas and Jens placed their bags beside Jana, so they could have a bit more room on their shared seats.
“I thought we were going to miss it.” Jana said, still catching her breath. “So much for thinking we had that five minutes to spare.”
“I hate running.” Lucas pouted, before letting his body weight fall on top of Jens.
Jens groaned, but shifted a little to make sure he and Lucas were more comfortable. Jana laughed at the frown Lucas had on his face for having to be shifted into a new position, and she shook her head.
“Are you excited for us to meet your friends?” She asked. “You get to introduce them to a sister and a boyfriend.” She teased.
“We aren’t boyfriends!” He and Jens said in unison, which only fuelled her amusement.
“Yeah right.” She crossed her arms and looked at them with a smug smile. “You guys are definitely more than friends.”
“Well what if we’re just doing it to fool you?” Jens teased back. “You’re the one who keeps teasing us, maybe we’re just putting on an act for you.”
Jana snorted. “Please, I would hope the both of you hanging around each other almost 24/7 isn’t because of me.”
“Should I ask you for permission first?” Jens teased again, matching her smug smile. “Have your blessing so I can date your brother?”
“I would hope my brother had better choices in boys.” She shot back, and Lucas let out a laugh.
“Don’t worry, I’ll make sure Jens knows you’ll kick his ass if anything happens to me.” He assured.
“So your friends,” Jens asked, turning away from Jana and raising a brow. “Have you told them anything?”
“They know as much as Jana knows.” He said with a smirk.
“I hardly know anything!” She cried, throwing her hands up in the air. “What did you tell them? That Jens was just some random kid we picked up and decided to bring along for the weekend?”
“Basically.” Lucas shrugged, now turning to wink at Jens. “I said you were a charity case.”
“Oh fuck off.” He snorted, lightly pushing him off. Lucas only laughed and fell on top of him again, only reviewing a chuckle and a roll of eyes as retaliation.
“Alright, I want peace and quiet for the next hour.” Jana instructed. “Faoucci’s math test fried by brain during my last class. I need time to heal.” She eyes the both of them seriously, narrowing her eyes and pointing at the two of them. “If you both leave me here and abandon me at the stop, you’ll both be sorry.”
-
“Oh fuck no.” Lucas said, as he saw two familiar faces standing next to a small black car in the train station’s parking lot.
Both of the boys standing there waved at him, giving him mischievous smiles before they raced over. As much as Lucas wanted to pretend he wasn’t happy to see them, he felt a sudden burst of adrenaline shot through him and ran up a bit. When the three of them had gotten close enough, they enveloped into a hug.
“Luc!” Kes laughed, hugging the right side of him tightly. “We thought we’d never see you again!”
“It’s not the same without you!” Jayden dramatically cried into Lucas’ left shoulder, only to get snorts of laughter from the other two boys.
When they pulled apart, Lucas turned around and saw that Jens and Jana had caught up to him. Jana had a wide smile on her face, the breeze blowing her hair in the wind as Jens tried to look composed with his straight posture and confident grin.
“Hey guys, these are the people I brought.” He said, standing off to the side a bit so he could properly introduce them. “This is my sister Jana and my friend Jens. Jens, Jana, these are my friends Kes and Jayden.”
“The charity case huh?” Kes said with a smirk. “If I didn’t know any better, I would have figured he was your-“
Lucas shot him a glare which made Kes quickly shut up. Kes gave him a smug look, much to his dismay.
“Damn, does everyone in Belgium look like you guys? I might have to consider moving.” Jayden said, smiling at the both of them.
Lucas felt his face burn up as Jens and Jana chuckled, obviously flattered by Jayden’s compliment.
“Well it’s a pleasure to meet you.” Jana said with a smile, as Jens managed to give both Kes and Jayden some handshakes.
“Luc, we got a car so we don’t have to train back to Jayden’s place.” Kes explained. “It’s going to be a tight fit but I’m sure they’ll find a way to fit all of you in the flat.”
“Come on!” Jayden called out, pulling some car keys out of his jacket pocket. “I’m driving.”
“Oh we are so fucked.” Lucas muttered under his breath, causing everyone around them to laugh.
They all started to heard towards the car, with Lucas following slowly behind. Jayden, who seemed very interested in Jana, was walking beside her, as Kes basically lead the entire group. Lucas felt his face flush when he noticed Jens walking beside him. Feeling the familiar nudge to his shoulder, he looked up and was greeted by a satisfied smirk from the tall raven haired boy.
“So, do you think I’m cute enough to move countries for?” He asked, a smirk on his lips.
Lucas scoffed. “You’re cute for a Belgian.”
He continued walking, trying to hide a smile from his face as Jens took a pause, standing there and thinking about what Lucas had just said.
“Hey!” He called out, Lucas whipping his head around to teasingly grin the boy behind him. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
-
“We are going to get wasted!” Isa cried out, throwing her arms around Jana who was becoming a giggling mess.
“Aren’t you already?” Liv shouted over the music, groaning as she shook her head, following them across the room.
Lucas shook his head, laughing and knowing the two girls were probably going to find some more alcohol. He could already envision the horrible hangover that awaited them the next morning.
“Hey,” Jens nudged his arm gently. “I’m going to go smoke some weed. Come out with me?”
“Was that pun intended?” Lucas laughed.
“What pun?”
“Never mind.” He shook his head, while still chuckling. “Sure, let’s go.”
They headed outside of the house and towards the front lawn, leaning on the gates. Everybody else seemed to be inside. Lucas had already lost sight of Kes and Jayden about five minutes after entering the house. And if they weren’t outside smoking weed, it was a definite loss cause to even try to find them amidst the crowd of people.
Jens took out a lighter from his back pocket and a pre-rolled joint from the back of his ear. He lit the end of it, and Lucas couldn’t help but almost gawk at how attractive he found it. As Jens took a hit and let the smoke curl out of his lips, Lucas could feel his heart race and body go to complete jelly.
He passed the joint to him and he took it gratefully. The weed seemed to calm his nerves down a bit, and he was pleasantly surprised with its familiarity.
“Where’d you get Nederlands weed?” He asked Jens, who took the joint from him again.
“Your friend Kes gave it to me before we got here. He gave me a few actually.” He pulled out two more pre-rolled joints from his front pocket. “I hope he doesn’t think I’m going to smoke them all in one night. I don’t have that tolerance to this type of weed.”
“I hope he’s not doing that either.” Lucas scoffed.
He watched as Jens tilted his head back in a light laugh, more smoke coming out of his lips and making Lucas suck in a breath.
“Your friends are really nice.” He noted. “I can see why it was hard to leave them.”
“They’re chaotic as hell.” He snorted, but gave a small smile. “But I can’t believe how much I actually missed their chaos.”
“It must be nice to be back home at least. How does it feel?”
“Weird. I know in a way it’s still home but it’s weird to be a visitor.” He managed to look up and give Jens a small smile. “But I’m glad you came along?”
“Yeah?” He smirked. “I’m glad you brought me along too.”
Lucas knew his face probably had a light blush to it, and he looked down at his shoes to hide it. He felt Jens lean a little more to the gate, reaching out and letting the sides of their hands touch. Lucas felt something fuzzy inhabit his body, and it only made the blush on his face feel warmer.
“Have you ever thought about what Jana said earlier?” Jens asked, a little hesitation in his voice.
Looking at him, Lucas gave him a confused loo. “What did she say?”
“Well she mentioned us being boyfriends.”
“Oh.” He didn’t really know what to say. “I mean, I have.”
“Really?” He seemed rather surprised.
“Yeah, have you?”
“Yeah, I have.”
He widened his grin. “Really? Since when?”
“Probably since I met you. I looked at you and thought, wow, this guy has to be the one who puts up with me.”
“You’re kidding?” Lucas asked in disbelief.
“I’m not.” Jens leaned in forward and whispered to him. “I really thought that.”
Lucas smiled, blushing again and felt himself staring into Jens’ eyes. His eyes then lowered onto his lips, their soft pink colour looking down bright against the dim sky. He wanted to lean forward, to stand on the tips of his toes and wrap his arms around the other boy, finally doing what he had thought the second he had looked at him.
Just before he was going to do it, they were quickly interrupted by Liv shouting at them from the front steps of the house.
“Luc, Jens!” She called out. “We need you to carry Jana home, her and Isa just threw up all over the place.”
“Classic.” Jens laughed as he nodded at her. “Okay, we’ll be right there.”
Lucas bit his hip, a little disappointed that their moment had been ruined. Trying not to let it show so much on his face, he tried to crack a small chuckle.
“Looks like the party is ending earlier than we thought.” He managed to say, as they walked towards the house.
Jens laughed again. “Sorry us Belgians have a weaker tolerance than you Dutch.”
He shook his head. “Didn’t you hear Liv? It was both Jana and Isa throwing up.”
“Isa doesn’t stand a chance against that Dutch tolerance does she?”
“Nope. It wouldn’t be a party without her losing to it each time.”
They arrived into the house and were greeted quickly by the rest of this friends. Poor Isa was being held up by Kes and Jayden, her eyelids dropping as she groaned from her nausea. They found Jana being held up by Isa, her face pale and her voice slurred.
“Liv, Liv, Liv, look!” She exclaimed, pointing at both Jens and Lucas. “My rescuers have come to save me!” She pouted her lips. “My favourite pair of boyfriends.”
“In a different country but the party routine still commences, doesn’t it Jana?” Jens teased, ignoring the last part and walking towards her side. He slung one arm around him, letting her shift some of her weight onto him. He nodded at Lucas. “Come get her other side.”
“Oh yeah.” Lucas said, figuring to ignore what Jana had said as well. He walked over, Liv placing her gently onto him.
“Looks like Isa finally found her drinking buddy.” Jayden laughed, before opening the front door with his foot.
“Too bad she lives on the other side of the border.” Jens snorted. “She won’t be able to party like this every weekend.”
“Oh thank god.” Liv said from behind them, rolling her eyes as they all headed out the door.
-
“Even in a different country, I still manage to sleep beside you.” Jens chuckled as he slid into the empty space on the bed beside him.
Sleeping arrangements turned out to be fairly easy. The second they had walked into the flat, Isa and Jana both collapsed onto the two couches. Liv seemed decently pleased, knowing she wouldn’t have to share her bed. They threw some blankets on them, chilled out in the kitchen for awhile before eventually heading off to bed. Since Ralph was gone for the weekend, Lucas and Jens were able to crash in his room while Kes was forced to make do with Jayden.
“Some things never change.” Lucas said with a smile, instantly feeling some of Jens’ radiating heat off of him. Instinctively, he moved in a little closer, minimizing the space that laid between them.
“Hey.” Jens whispered in the dark, smiling brightly that his teeth shown like the stars.
Lucas giggled. “Hi.”
“You know, it’s kind of nice that I’ve gotten used to sleeping beside you.” He whispered. “It doesn’t make this place feel any different than home.”
“Does it feel different?” He asked, frowning a little. “Do you feel weird being here?”
“No!” He shook his head quickly, and chuckled. “No, of course not. I actually love it here. It’s a nice place to make a life out of.”
“Oh.” He paused. “I kind of want to move back here after high school.”
“For university?”
“Probably.”
“I’d come with you.”
He widened his eyes in surprise. “You would follow me here?”
“Sure, why not?” Jens shrugged. “It’s not that far away from Antwerp. Close enough for me to visit my parents and far enough that they have no control over me.” Now Jens paused. “To be honest, I think I would prefer the distance actually.”
“Are things at home not good?” Lucas asked softly and nervously, hoping it wouldn’t upset Jens.
But Jens only chuckled again. “No, it’s not that. Things could be better though. I don’t think I’ve ever told you this, but I’m also a child of divorce. Except instead of living with my dad, who by the way, moved all the way to Switzerland of all places, I live with my mom. And the second marriage brought some baggage, also known as my evil step sisters.”
“I thought it was going to be strange from going from an only child to having a sister.” He admitted. “But it’s actually pretty cool. It’s like having a permanent friend with you all the time.”
“Yeah, you got the lucky deck handed to you. I don’t think my sisters even tried being remotely decent towards me.” His voice lowered a bit. “To be honest, I almost got a little jealous over Jana. When she told me she was getting a brother and he was really nice, I was a little upset that I didn’t get a nice sibling.”
“Oh.” He paused again. “Sorry.”
“It’s not your fault.” Jens smiled. “I was lucky she got you. You ended up being one of the nicest people I’ve ever met, and now I have no idea what I would do without you.”
“Oh.” His voice went up in a delight as he smiled back at him. “I don’t know what I would do without you either.”
Jens looked at him softly, bringing a hand up to the side of his face and tucking some loose curls behind his ear. Lucas held his breath, feeling his heart race and the familiar fuzzy feeling take over. It was the same feeling he had gotten earlier, right before they were interrupted, just before Lucas was going to kiss him.
“Luc,” He said quietly, not taking his eyes off of him. “You do know I like you more than a friend, right?”
“I know. It, just.” He trailed off.
“Just what?”
“Well I haven’t asked you to be my boyfriend yet because I haven’t kissed you yet.” Lucas blurted out. “And I know I shouldn’t be scared to because I know you feel the same way I do and even if you didn’t I know you wouldn’t make me feel bad about it but I just don’t know when’s the perfect time to do it and then I panic and over think and then I miss my chance and then I-“
Lucas was quickly cut off by a kiss.
It took him a second for his brain to register it, but when he did, he instantly melted against it. Jens was holding his face firmly while still managing to make the kiss soft and gently. Lucas hummed into the kiss, almost having to hold his breath as he felt his chest tighten with so much euphoria. The space between them didn’t exist, and Lucas trailed his hand to Jens’ jawline, tilting it so he could have more of him. Lucas felt him smile against his lips, and it felt like a breath of fresh air. He could almost feel Jens’ own heart beating against his chest and he wondered if he could feel his.
He wondered why he hadn’t kissed him sooner. He wished he had. If he had known it was going to be like this then maybe Lucas wouldn't have felt so shy about his little crush.
But he also didn’t mind the waiting. He didn’t mind that he got to spend time with Jens before this, to really know him and understand him. To have had their shy glances exchanged for shy smiles to eventual shy affections.
Lucas didn’t mind the waiting. Because right now, the moment was perfect. And he wouldn’t have had it any other way.
Eventually they pulled apart, staring at each other in awe. Lucas couldn’t stop holding his face as he marvelled at the boy in front of him. The boy he had fallen so hard for, despite the short amount of time he had known him for. But with the way he was being marvelled at and also being held in the hands of Jens, he knew there was no more questioning between them.
“Now can you ask me to be your boyfriend?” Jens asked, his voice panting a little as he tried to regulate his breathing.
Giggling, Lucas leaned his forehead forward, pressing it against his.
“Will you be my boyfriend?” He asked in a whispered.
And he smiled. Because he already knew the answer.
-
Lucas was barely awake when he heard the bedroom door swing open. Groaning, he opened his eyes halfway and saw Jana standing there. She looked way better than she had last night, and based on the brightness on her face, she was definitely way more alive.
“Wake up.” She instructed them, flinging her hands everywhere. “We’re gonna roam around Utrecht today and we have to hit all the spots.
“Few more minutes.” Jens groaned, his eyes still shut and his head still buried in the pillows.
Jana narrowed her eyes at them. It didn’t take her long to realize the way they had fallen asleep. Jens hand one arm tucked under Lucas, his hand wrapped around to his back. Lucas was practically shoved into his chest, as one leg was thrown over him, peeking from the tangled blanket that halfway laid on top of them. Jens had his other hand thrown over Lucas’ waist, and it was unlike any sleeping position Jana had ever seen them in.
“Oh my god, it finally happened.” She squealed.
“What?” Lucas mumbled, trying to sit up but Jens only pulled him back down.
“Ignore her.” He mumbled.
He could hear Jana excitedly running towards the kitchen, which he figured everyone else was at based on where the sound of a clatter of dishes, smell of breakfast food and chatting voices came from. He wanted to sit up, to try to figure out what was happening but Jens’ grip was tight and firm. There was no escape to it.
“You guys!” He heard Jana exclaim. “I told you! I told you all! Lucas and Jens, they’re boyfriends!”
“I called it first!” He heard Kes yell, envisioning him scrambling through the kitchen to go declare it to them personally.
Knowing his friends were going to instantly swarm into the room and interrogate them, Lucas ducked underneath the blanket as Jens’ chest vibrated with a laugh. He felt Jens kiss the top of the curls that peaked out from out of the blanket as he pushed himself closer to his chest.
At least only one of their flushed faces would be given away.

Absolutely beaming right now