Doing As Much As I Can With The (minimal) Content I Can Find :,)

doing as much as i can with the (minimal) content i can find :,)

once again, not perfect at all but i tried :)

the things i would do to make this real (this happening when???)

psa: @/ flo + nathan, could u guys take more selfies because this is not as easy as it looks

Boy Squad

i tweeted this on my personal twitter a few weeks ago but i think it should also be said here:

i wanted the isak valtersen coming of age experience but instead i got the lucas van der heijden one.

cancelled and non-existent.

i literally cry to my own fanfics and cry even harder because vds exists only in a non-canon universe :,)

two things on my mind:

- i wonder if my fanfic readers notice that i’m canadian based on the way i spell (ie. favourite, colours, basically adding an extra u, etc). i also wonder if they ever get confused on my “no yeah” or “yeah no” expression because i heard that was a canadian thing??? pls somebody confirm

- i also have been staying up until dawn because idk when’s the best time to post my vds content 😭 i’ve been scheduling my drafts but i get paranoid they won’t post so i just stay up and wait until new content pops up on my dashboard. so far i have concluded it happens about three hours past midnight for me.

additional note: the way jens says ça va? or alles chill has been echoing through my mind all day and i’ve caught myself saying it randomly to myself

me writing fluffy vds content: :)

me realizing said fluffy vds content doesn’t actually exist: :(

me writing more fluffy vds content as a way to manifest my wishful thinking: :)