If There Is Anything I Love More There Isnt

If there is anything I love more there isn’t

Flesh

Spencer Reid x Female Reader [Requested]

A BAU drinks night was always a priority when they had a new agent onboard. For a group of profilers, they sure read the agent wrong.

Word Count: 1635

Category: oh idek what this is Warnings: bit of language, talk of sex, bro I have no idea

Author Note: Ok I’m in a manic mood and I’m not sure where I’m gonna go with this. No smut exactly, purely a little snippet that my angel anon requested! Requests are open for Hotch or Reid, request pile is empty now! - Marley

Songs: Flesh - Simon Curtis

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      “That bar!” Garcia squealed as she clutched Morgan’s arm, pulling him towards her as her free hand pointed to the bar on the opposite side of the road, the words ‘Karaoke’ glowing in a fluorescent pink through the window.       “What happened to darts? I like beating men at darts!” JJ grumbled as she watched Penelope drag her colleague away, making a beeline for the bar.       “Baby girl, would you slow down?” Morgan’s voice echoed across the street, causing Prentiss and JJ to chuckle.        “I guess we’re going to a karaoke bar,” Hotch mumbled, sighing and following the couple across the road, the rest of the team not far behind.        The bar lounge was fairly small, but cosy and inviting. It had a retro feel to it, with classic music stars’ memorabilia scattered along the walls and a Madonna shrine nestled in neon fairy lights behind the bar. The agents claimed a booth next to the bar, and set Rossi and Hotch on a mission to fetch the drinks in. They arrived back with a tray of beers, shots and a pitcher of some kind of cocktail.        “Y/N gets two shots because she’s the new baby,” Emily clapped, pushing two little glasses towards her, and cheered when she drank them down, barely flinching at the burning taste.        “I’m not the baby!” Y/N whined, grabbing a bottle of beer and taking a huge swig.        “You’re younger than Reid, you’re the baby!”         Y/N rolled her eyes, taking another swig of her beer. She was tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. She loved the team, they’d made her feel so welcome and she truly felt like a part of the family, but she was so sick of being labelled as ‘the baby’. True, she was the youngest - but the agents had the upmost faith in her, especially out in the field, and she’d proven herself to be an intelligent, trustworthy and respected agent. But she was still considered innocent, at least by their standards.         “So, who’s singing?” Penelope burst out, grabbing the karaoke song book from the middle of the table and flicking through it. Morgan looked over her shoulder, chuckling.      “Well, everything is from the last two centuries, so nothing for you pretty boy,” He quipped at Reid, who furrowed his brow but managed to let a chuckle slide.        “I think Baby should sing a song,” Reid grinned, holding back laughter as Y/N shot him a look. He knew that nickname got on her nerves, but sometimes he just couldn’t help but use it.        “I think the fuck not,” Y/N smirked, as Penelope gasped.        “I think so, sweetness. I will drag you to that DJ booth if i have to, now go!” She pointed towards the DJ’s set up next to the stage, motioning manically to Y/N.        “Damn it,” Y/N mumbled as she stood up and weaved her way past her team. As she walked away, she heard Prentiss trying to make a bet with Hotch on what Y/N was going to sing. It felt so insulting to hear that ‘Barbie Girl’ was mentioned in that bet, and Y/N’s eyes narrowed as she moved further away. She knew exactly what song she was going to sing, and they were both gonna lose the bet.         “Hi, girlie. Whatcha wanna sing?” The DJ greeted her as she smirked.         “Do you have Flesh by Simon Curtis?” She asked, batting her eyelashes lightly as the DJ turned a little red and typed on the keyboard to his laptop.        “Are you sure that’s what you wanna sing?” He mumbled, but Y/N just gave him a sickly sweet smile as she made her way onto the stage and grabbed the mic.        The team’s full attention was on her as a few seconds of silence ensued before the track began playing. No one recognised the introduction when the song began, apart from the guy who apparently ‘didn’t know any track from the last two centuries’. Spencer’s jaw dropped wide open as the bass line revealed a familiarity in his brain, the dots connecting as he realised what song it was. What kind of song it was.        “Oh shit,” He gasped under his breath, but loud enough for Hotch to hear him.        “What?” He quizzed, but Spencer shook his head and leaned back in his seat, refusing to take his eyes away from Y/N. The rest of the team spared a glance towards him.        “Maybe we shouldn’t call her Baby anymore,” he whispered, but everyone heard him.

‘This is not the way into my heart, into my head Into my brain, into none of the above’     Y/N’s voice was silky smooth, almost hauntingly sweet as she began singing, slowly swaying her hips in a delicate fashion, barely noticeable. ‘This is just my way of unleashing The feelings deep inside of me The spark of black that I seem to love’

    “What’s so bad about this?” JJ asked, but Reid kept his eyes on Y/N, holding a finger up to JJ to shush her. He was too intrigued.

‘We can get a little crazy just for fun, just for fun Don’t even try to hold it back, just let go Tie me up and take me over Till you’re done, till I’m done You got me fiendin’ and I’m ready to blow’

    “Wait, does that mean–”

‘Push up to my body Sink your teeth into my Flesh Get undressed T-taste the flesh’

    “Oh my God,”

‘Bite into me harder Sink your teeth into my Flesh Pass the test Taste the flesh’

    Y/N swayed her hips more, losing herself in the words as she sang, but found herself staring straight back at Reid. The look on his face lit a small fire in her belly, the curiosity in his gaze giving her goosebumps.

‘Hold me up against the wall Give it till I beg Give me some more Make me bleed I like it rough Like it rough, rough, rough Push up to my body Sink your teeth into my Flesh’

    “But she’s so little. What? She’s our little Baby!” Penelope stuttered, as Morgan chuckled next to her.     “Well damn, she’s proving us wrong,”     “Wait, how the hell did our other Baby know this song?”      The team’s attention slowly turned to Reid, who was still fixated on Y/N. He’d leaned forward in his chair, his elbows resting on his knees as he watched her, completely in awe of the version of Y/N on that stage - a version of her that he’d never seen before, a version that was making him feel something that he’d never known. Was he sweating?

‘Hold my hands above my head And push my face into the bed Cause I’m a screamer baby Make me a mute You put your hand upon my neck and feel the pulse Beat beat beat beat It’s like a trigger Get me ready to shoot’

    He could imagine every single word Y/N sang, imagining it with only him and Y/N in the room, and he bit his lip unconsciously.

‘Wanna wrestle with me baby Here’s a sneak Little peek You can dominate the game Cause I’m tough I don’t play around that often When I do I’m a freak So you’d better believe I like it rough’

    Y/N winked as she sang the last line, leaving Spencer feeling even more worked up and the rest of the team in utter confusion. No one knew what to say or do, but to only watch Y/N on stage and watch Reid’s reaction, feeling like they were intruding on a personal serenade between the youngest agents.

‘Push up to my body Sink your teeth into my Flesh Get undressed Taste the flesh Bite into me harder Sink your teeth into my Flesh Pass the test Taste the flesh’

     Reid still couldn’t take his eyes away from Y/N’s.

‘Hold me up against the wall Give it till I beg Give me some more Make me bleed I like it rough Like it rough, rough, rough Push up to my body Sink your teeth into my Flesh’

   Y/N finished the song with a captivating smirk, and stalked her way back over to her team, Spencer’s eyes following her. His mouth still hung open as he stared at her whilst she giggled at Garcia, who spluttered and stuttered her way through a confused telling-off.     “L/N, I don’t think we should call you Baby anymore,” Rossi chuckled, as Y/N drained the last of her beer, making her way to the bar.    “Or kid, or anything else to do with my age, please!” She giggled.     Reid found himself wandering over to the bar and standing next to Y/N, suddenly too awkward to make eye-contact with her. He stared at the wall in front of him for a few moments, ordered himself another drink and then continued to zone-out until Y/N broke the silence.    “So, you liked my song?” She smirked, and Reid’s head snapped towards her. He wasn’t sure where the confidence had suddenly come from, but he found himself reaching down to grab her chin lightly.   “I’m still calling you Baby,” He smiled softly, seeing the playful and flirty  glimmer in her eyes. He took a sip of his drink as she smirked even more,   “Sure you can, when I’m lying in the backseats of your car,” she whispered as she walked away from the bar, hearing Reid spit out his drink in shock behind her. She stopped for a moment and turned around.   “Naked,” she teased. Reid gulped, taking another sip of his drink to cool down as Y/N sat back down with the team. He couldn’t help but picture it. By the time he managed to gain his composure to sit back down with the team, one glimpse of Y/N had him imagining it all over again.

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Angel List: @mortallythoughtfulgurl @ladydansblanche @guessthatswhyiliveinhell @todaynotseen  @reidandweep @101donuts @thanatosisthegodofdeath @hopebaker @snitchthewitch @psych0crybaby​

Made me cry very much, loved it

remember me? masterlist:

preface: just an introduction :) 

i see red. i see nothing: a car accident, a lost memory. spencer doesnt remember the reader… but he wants to.. 

we used to: they have to meet again. just two perfect strangers. 

the sun: maybe.. together.. the sun will return

thank you so much for reading

Just reminding myself to read it lol

bruises masterlist

pairing: daishou x suna!fem!reader x kuroo

synopsis:

meant to be. this is what you thought you and daishou were. after all, you loved him and he loved you. but what made him act so differently all of a sudden?

genre: youtube!au, streamer!au, angst, crack, fluff

status: ongoing!

schedule: irregular [click here]

warnings:

female!reader [she/her pronouns], swearing, suggestive language, alcohol consumption, abuse, toxic relationships, manipulation, cheating, symptoms of depression/implied depression

i do not intend to romanticize any of these topics and i beg you to take these warnings seriously. if you ever find yourself in a toxic relationship, get out of there, no one is worth the pain you go through during it. and please remember that it is always okay to ask for help whenever you need it! you deserve all the love and help sent your way!

taglist: open! [click here]

find anything related: #chs!bruises

disclaimer:

any pictures used are not mine and are only there for reference, all credit goes to the respective owners. haikyuu!! characters are owned by haruichi furudate

⎯ meet the characters!

- the main four

- the friends [↠ the girls | ↠ the boys]

⎯⎯ prologue

⎯⎯⎯⎯ part i: red

chapter one: »it’s our relationship«

chapter two: »announcement«

chapter three: »party«

chapter four: »hickey«

chapter five: »i don’t like it«

chapter six: »raincheck«

chapter seven: »no stream today«

chapter eight: »i‘m sorry«

chapter nine: »the babysitter club«

chapter ten: »big news«

chapter eleven: »we‘re good«

chapter twelve: »celebration«

chapter thirteen: »pathetic«

chapter fourteen: »no one else«

chapter fifteen: »it‘s alright«

chapter sixteen: »show me«

⎯⎯⎯⎯ part ii: blue

chapter seventeen: »it’s friday«

chapter eighteen: »come home«

chapter nineteen: »already?«

chapter twenty: »thoughts«

chapter twenty one: »broken face cam«

chapter twenty two: »???«

shh... alice is writing...

⎯ bonus content!

the youtube channels

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Me, in love with Sebastian Stan so much my chest hurts if I look at him, looking at those pictures of him with the rumored gf:😊 BECAUSE I'M A NORMAL PERSON WHO UNDERSTANDS I HAVE NO CLAIM OVER A CELEBRITY STRANGER!!!!!!! I w i l l cut a bitch I s2g y'all let him be HAPPY

Reblog if you're a normal person who has no claim for a celebrity stranger.

Of course

Reblog if you actually give a shit about anyone who's suicidal or depressed.

no one should scroll past this

worst behavior ❀

request: [anon] NO BC THE HAITANI BROTHERS WITH A SISTER IS SOOOOO 😵😵 i love them so much and your recent post about them made me melt. just imagine how they’ll react if you dated one of their colleagues (either from bonten or kantou manji) when they really want you away from the gang life and no they don’t want you to date the craziest of the bunch, they’d rather get arrested again🧍‍♀️

featuring: the haitani brothers, lil sis! reader (she's the same age as kakucho), bonten (hajime kokonoi, kakucho hitto)

genre: mildly suggestive, kind of crack?

note: this will probably have 2 more parts, but for now let's just enjoy how reader is meeting them!! and thank you for sending this anon, i love writing abt the haitanis<3

part 2

—IN BONTEN

oh god oh god.

obviously when they joined bonten they made sure to shelter you away from the problems as much as possible, it was a promise they made the moment they were assigned as bonten's executives.

but sometimes they just had to bring you to one of the meetings, especially if mikey told them that the next mission will involve the safety of their loved ones if they're not careful enough.

bonten's headquarters is the safest place they know so far, so they just put you there.

and let's just say, you had a lot of fun 👀

hajime kokonoi

"who are you." the lack of tone in his voice made you jump out of your skin and almost fall out of the couch you were sitting on. ran told you that not all of them were supposed to go to this dangerous mission and you were honestly a bit afraid about your brothers' safety despite knowing they're capable of defending themselves.

"um, ran told me to stay—"

"I know what ran said but that doesn't answer my question, doll." doll?

almost twisting your neck to look up at the guy in front of you, your furrowed eyebrows and parted lips in disbelief were amusing to koko, and he found himself raising an eyebrow as he saw the wheels in your head turn trying to come up with a snarky remark.

"why am I supposed to answer you anyway? ran told me not to speak a word to any of you,"

"aww, and the little princess would never go against her big brother's words," the mocking tone in his voice made your blood boil but then your brain clicked in realization.

"big bro- you know who I am!"

"of course I do, you think I'd walk into the room and see a girl sitting on the couch and not shoot her? even if it was one of the guy's one night stands, they all kill them at the end to protect our identity,"

they all kill them? well damn, that's the price you get for having sex with men with such power and status.

"not you doll, I'd never kill you." walking past you, koko patted your head gently before making his way towards the other couch to grab the remote control.

he had to stop making you so flustered.

"I...," your mouth opened as you watched the gorgeous man in front of you lock eyes with you once again, this time with a tilt in his head as he waited for you to speak. he even gave you an encouraging push by saying,

"you?"

"I don't know your name."

"you don't?"

you nodded. "damn, rindou really didn't lie when he said he wouldn't expose any of us to you, it's kokonoi hajime,"

of course rindou would say that. you sighed before leaning back on the couch and ignoring just how much of a pretty name this man had.

"yeah, they're kinda protective of me to be honest,"

"kinda? it seems like they're locking you in a cage gorgeous," looking back at him when he used yet another nickname, your face flushing a little before focusing back on the TV, maybe the colors from the screen would cover the obvious blush on your cheeks.

"they just love me a lot,"

"and you think another man can't love you too? if not, love you better and in many other ways than your brothers can?" what he was saying sure was logical, you did have a dating life although now kind of dry, but it was still there, buried between rindou's consistent calls to see if you weren't attacked by a random man and ran's random showing up at 1am with ice cream and a movie when you were supposed to have a guy over for some alone time.

"It's hard to go against them," you admitted honestly, your heart beating against your ribcage as your mouth spilled out such a confession.

you didn't know just how much you hated talking like this about your brothers until koko was making your brain realize stuff like this.

you heard the shuffling from the couch and before you knew it, koko was sitting next to you on the couch, your shoulders pressed against each other.

"you know they don't have to know everything, right?" it wasn't really a question and you knew that. your head was dying to turn and look at him, to see exactly what he looked like this close to you but you knew that you'd embarrass yourself even more.

"they're going to kill you," your whisper was so shy, so small and kokonoi couldn't help but let out a small smirk, shoulders slowly pushing you so that you were falling down on the couch, your back hitting the pillows before hajime was placing his lips on the skin of your stomach that was peeking from your shirt.

"if I die between your legs, then I'll die a happy man,"

your breath hitched, hands flying down to hold onto the sides of the couch.

kokonoi pressed another kiss down your stomach, this time way too close to the waistband of your skirt before letting his hands travel underneath your skirt to grip your thighs.

"tap my head twice if you want me to stop, okay?"

with the way he had his head under your skirt, you don't think you'd want him to stop anytime soon.

kakucho hitto

you hated how big this place was.

seriously, how did you manage to walk down two different stairs and none of them led down to the kitchen?

"so if someone here wakes up in the middle of the night and is hungry or thirsty, they'd just have to order food instead," you grumbled to yourself as your feet dragged down yet another staircase, your eyes glued to your socks. you were really glad you wore them because with how large the place was, it was also kind of cold.

you stopped dead in your tracks when your eyes met mismatched ones walking up the stairs, blood covering his cheek and a nasty scar on his eye.

was this the part where you get killed?

no, it was just impossible. this was bonten's headquarters, how can someone like this walk here? you were gonna get killed that's it.

"do you need something?" his voice was soft, too soft for someone who had blood on his cheek.

"... I know bonten, I can get you in trouble if you don't leave," you didn't know who you were fooling, him or yourself but when his eyes squinted at your words you realized what you said.

"but you can just leave and we'll pretend this never happened!"

"what—"

"don't get too close, r-ran gave me a gun,"

"ran?"

fuck, maybe your brothers didn't say their names? did you just expose them?

"...coon,"

"huh?"

"rancoon, that's his name. rancoon gave me a gun,"

"what the fuck are you—sweetheart, I'm bonten's number 3,"

oh.

oh?

number 3? so his position was higher than your brothers'. and you just threatened to point a gun at him, how amazing is that.

your legs were almost gonna give up on you when you saw him walk up the stairs towards you, and your feet started dragging you back up just to avoid him.

"would you please stop looking at me like I'm gonna murder you or something?"

"you literally have blood on your cheek," you scoffed as you answered him. it was easier said than done plus, rindou told you that there was a guy your age and you were starting to think it was this dude.

"you're acting like rindou didn't twist a man's bones so bad, they pierced his heart," he was so nonchalant about it, you cringed. he stopped before you on the stairs, eyes staring down at your legs before traveling back up to your face and that's when you realized two things:

one: he mentioned rindou when you didn't tell him who you were.

two: you had frog socks on.

"frog? are you ten?"

"hey! you don't have to be a certain age to wear frog socks." chuckling to himself, kakucho shook his head a little before walking past you up the stairs.

"they really spoiled you rotten didn't they?"

now you were actually offended.

"I am not spoiled, I'm a grown ass woman with a job and—"

"and ran and rindou would bring you anything you want the moment you mention it, isn't that true princess?" now that the man was a step higher than you, you were actually intimidated by his mismatched eyes and built stature.

"it's not my fault they want to buy me things."

"never said it was, I'm just saying you're spoiled. does it have to be a bad thing?"

"yes? considering the fact we're the same age—"

"we are?" now kakucho was actually interested. you, a harmless little sister with no gun whatsoever, no weapon on you or phone for that matter, still tried to threaten bonten's number three in broad daylight.

"stop interrupting me."

kakucho stared in amusement as he leaned his weight on his side, elbow resting on the staircase's railing.

"you're right, my bad."

"thank you—wait what's your name?"

"kakucho, kakucho hitto."

"okay kakucho as I was saying before you rudely interrupted me, there is something wrong with calling me spoiled because I'm anything but that. I'm capable of buying myself anything with my money—"

"you can buy yourself a mansion?"

no.

"you can buy yourself the car that you have?"

also no.

"then you're spoiled. the kitchen is downstairs by the way, we have pizza."

...was he going to end the conversation like that?

"rude motherfucker," you mumbled to yourself as you turned on your heels to walk down the stairs to find the kitchen like he told you to. you didn't even wanna continue convincing him that you weren't spoiled, your stomach was empty and you were starting to get extremely hangry.

"I'd rather be fucking you instead," you froze when you heard the words leave his lips, his teasing stare along with the laugh that escaped his mouth making your stomach jump a little.

"a-at least get to know me first?" you cursed yourself for stuttering. this wasn't the moment for you to realize just how handsome and hot he was, and the idea of him fucking you didn't sound so unpleasant.

"haitani (name), you're twenty-six years old and you live exactly three blocks away from rindou's place just in case an emergency occurs and he has to save you—" as he said those words, he was slowly walking down the stairs, his stare burning holes in your forehead and you found yourself unable to break eye contact with him.

"—from the big bad lurking wolves around because his sister happens to be so weak that she can't defend herself. do I know you enough now?"

"... what's my favorite show."

"(favorite show), ran bought all the DVDs once and I was a bit confused as to why he would do so but then he said it was for you—"

"you can fuck me."

now why would you say that. even kakucho wasn't expecting such an answer based on how his eyes widened, but you tried to play it cool by maintaining eye contact with bonten's number 3.

"what? didn't you say you'd rather fuck me instead?" crossing your arms over your chest, you raised a questioning eyebrow at the man in front of you, the lack of response from his side making you question whether or not he was actually serious.

"this conversation never happened." kakucho turned on his heels to look away from you, hoping that you didn't catch the slight color on his cheeks beside the fucking blood there.

"are you blushing!" oh fuck him.

"I said this conversation never happened!"

"you're actually blushing because I told you you can fuck me? fold me in a half? drill your cock into m-"

"don't try me!"

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