The Amount Of Panic Attacks I've Had Over My Friends Mental Health Is Sort Of Concerning. Not As Concerning

but really they are concerning wtf do i do i don't want to betray them and tell an adult because i know how annoying that would be but if one of them killed themself it would be my fault fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck also i'm too scared to tell someone i lose all my friends either way shiiit i know what i should do but for some reason i physically can't???