I'm Not Even Gonna Lie, I Think I'm More Lazy Than Introverted.

i'm not even gonna lie, I think I'm more lazy than introverted.

like, don't get me wrong. I hate most people especially bc it takes so much energy to communicate with them, but also like...

i don't like looking like shit in public?

me meltdowns are a private thing baby

only for me and my four walls

and possibly my bestie and our chat at like,,, 2AM-3AM

but like

for me to get out of my house and go into the city

it's a whole goddamn process and I'm usually not feeling it

like, physically going to school is a bother enough and to get out of my house multiple times a day if it's not for class?

fuck no.

If you decide to kill someone, but then change your mind, did you technically save their life?

I did but I also saved myself the unnecessary effort I'd put into doing it

mutuals passing posts around like bread at the last supper

"nothing is real atoms never touch each other youve never touched anything in your life" ok. well when i pet my dog he is soft and when he licks my hand it is wet and that is far more real to me than whatevers going on at an atomic level

They say daisies mean true love.

I remember running through a field, picking up every daisy I found, and making a flower crown out of them. The strong smell of the flowers surrounding me would stay with me, even in the city. In my nose, my hair, my mind. It was always present. ‘Till this day.