Middle School Miku

Middle school Miku

Her twin tails are lower on her head in comparison to when she’s in high school

Anyone else's Sims games so fucked up bc of the new update? I can't place households on lots anymore or they get permanently DELETED

Like this family I spent SO LONG making just poof gone when I wanted to place them in a house, a BASEGAME HOUSE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKU!!!

I know I’m a day late, but I was at a dinner yesterday

I love moms

my grandpa was a good man. and it really wasnt his fault - recreationally lying to kids is a proud family tradition - but he told me, once, that cutting a worm in half resulted in two worms.

i think he said it so i'd be more morally okay with fishing? i actually dont remember the context.

point was, he told me this, and he understimated (by a very large margin) how much i liked worms. i was a worm boy. very wormy. and after hearing that, i went home, and i dug through the garden, flipped over every rock, did everything i could to gather as many worms as i could, and then i uh.

i cut them all in half. every worm i could find. all of them. with scissors.

i then took this pile of split worms, and i put them in a box with a bit of lettuce and some water and stuff and went to bed expecting to double my worms overnight. i have math autism, so i had a vague understanding that if i did this just a few times in a row, i would eventually have a completely unreasonable amount of worms.

i was very excited to become this plane's worm emperor.

(i think i was...six?)

anyway, i did not become the inheritor of the worm crown. i instead woke up to a box of dead worms and cried. a lot. i got diagnosed with panic attacks as a teenager, but i think i had them as a kid, i just had no idea what they were. i was kind of processing that a.) i had killed what i had assumed was every single worm in my yard, and thus would have no more worms, and b). i was going to like, worm hell.

(six year babylon spent a lot of time worrying about god.)

so i kind of freaked out, and i climbed a tree, because god can only smite you if you're touching the ground (?) and i sat up there mostly inconsolable until my mom came out and asked, hey, what's up? what happened?

so i explained to her that i had killed all of the worms, forever, and was also Damned, and she took me to the compost pile, and we dug for all of five seconds and found like twenty more worms.

the compost pile was full of worms.

she then told me that a). there were more worms, and we could put them back under rocks and stuff and recolonize our yard and b). that one day, i would die, and go to heaven, and be able to talk to the worms face to face. that i'd be able to tell them all that i was very sorry, and that i killed them on accident, driven only by excessive Love, and that she was positive they would forgive me because worms have six hearts and no malice.

at that point, i think i was sixty percent tear-snot by weight, and i had no choice but to gather enough worms that i could hug them. which my mom helped with. and then after that she helped me put some worms back under each rock.

and for my epilogue: i spent a significant portion of my childhood in trees. and for many years after, even when my mom didnt know i was watching, i would catch her giving the space under the rocks a light spritz with the hose. not because she loved worms.

but because she loved me.

Some traditional doodles I've done lately.

They're concept arts for a story I have of a modern girl who's family sends her off to be a bridal offering to the King of the Demons(which she thinks is a total scam and that she's basically just been sold into human trafficking by her parents), it turns out to be real only that the Demon King takes pity on her and, although he isn't looking for a wife, especially since she's like 500 years younger than him, he does need a successor and since she was the only human who's been able to look him in the eyes thus far(of his entire life) he decides to adopt her and with the help of a mana transfer thingy he's able to make her into his bio daughter over the course of a year with the help of ✨️magic✨️

There's more to this but I feel like I'd just be rambling on and on at this point lmao

My feed is basically just a bunch of Miku's rn. I love it, but wow, so many Miku's