Commission - Sweetspea

commission - sweetspea

I have no money ~

stop asking me to send you moneeeey~~~

Crab Dancing

Heavily based on a stupid outfit I came up with on msp lmao

So my phone died today so I had to take it to a repair centre to see what was wrong with it, long story short; I don't have a phone anymore.

ANYWAY I kinda realised when I was out walking without a phone that I, for once in my life, didn't feel lonely. I had no way of checking if anyone had sent me anything, they usually don't so I feel lonely, but this time I couldn't check so I just had to go about my day. I had no music no nothing, and I felt at peace. Just roaming about Stockholm without a phone wasn't as scary as I thought it would be, I did realise tho that I need to buy a watch haha

Having my phone just randomly die on me the other morning has made me realise a few things, but one thing in particular is that I’m not sad that I lost the stuff that was on the phone, I’m sad for my past self. Evidence of her doesn’t exist anymore. Pictures, notes, period tracking. It’s all gone. And yes it affects the me today, but it also makes me sad that past me is no longer anywhere were I can reach her somewhat comfortably, and it makes me kinda upset that things she’s worked so hard to achieve is now gone.

mosquitsune miku