
a dizzying flicker, a light that blinds and deceives | masterlist!! maria (she/her) | requests : open!!
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Hiiiiii How Are You Doing?
hiiiiii how are you doing?
I'm doing very good, I'm currently on vacay with my sisters and some friends and I'm having a rlly good time!! how r y'all?
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Also,,, thank to all of you for showing so much love to my last jay ff,,, I didn't expect it to blow up bye
writing fanfiction is just. i’m being so creative and original. i’m plagiarizing everyone by accident. i’m a genius. i’m cringe. i’m too angsty. i’m too cheesy. this is not in character. it doesn’t matter that it’s not in character because these are my characters now. i love my hobby. this is the worst possible use of my time. i’m seeking validation. i’m projecting my own personal problems onto this story and i’m barely hiding it. i know so many words and i’m using all of them wrong. im on tumblr posting about it instead of writing it.
not at how I panicked for some good five minutes because I thought I posted one of my drafts
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3 A.M. drive
pairing ; bf!jay x reader
genre ; fluff
warnings ; nothing really
summary ; you're the happiest when you're with your boyfriend and when you're going on late night drives

It was around 3 a.m when jay heard something knocking on his window, he thought it was his mind playing games as he had been studying for an exam for the past hour or so and he was slowly losing it. After a few more knocks he went to check and saw little rocks falling on his window and then to the pavement. Next thing he saw was you standing on the pavement outside his house and searching for rocks around you.
𝘤𝘶𝘵𝘦, he thought. Shaking his head, he opened the window and stared down at you
"You're trying to break my window aren't you?" he shouted.
It startled you as you lifted your head and smiled as you saw your boyfriend.
"Nah, just trying to catch my boyfriend's attention" you shrugged.
That made jay giggle, he loved it when you called him your boyfriend, it made him feel like the feeling he felt every time he saw you was mutual.
"Open your door park jongseong"
"Only for you luv"
"That was cringy bro" you said as you entered jay's apartment.
"So I'm bro - zoned now?" he put his hand over his heart and acted as if he was crying.
"No~" after that you hugged him. You had honestly missed jay, you hadn't seen each other for some days as you both had to catch up with some studying for finals.
"Do you want to go for a midnight drive?"
"You came here for that? I thought you wanted to invite some ghosts, you know, 3 am and stuff?" He laughed.
You also laughed as he hugged you this time and he started kissing the top of your head and smelling your hair.
"Do you want to go on a drive tho? Also, are you smelling my hair?" You laughed into the hug which made jay giggle as he mumbled a small "yeah"
"Are we taking my car?"
"Yes, did you see mine outside?" You sarcastically asked him as you watched him get his car keys and his black bomber jacket.
With that, you opened the door and waited for him to close the lights and you left the house, now heading to jay's car.
"Seatbelts on?" He looked over at you.
"Yes" and with that, you left for a drive to god knows where.
You loved the peace of the night, people were going or leaving their workplace, others were having fun and others will be having trouble remembering in the morning. Others were loving and others were feeling loved, some where leaving the town and others were just arriving, new chapters ahead of them.
Jay turned the radio on, one of your favorite songs playing and you turned the volume up, not caring about the people criticizing you or cursing at you because at that moment, you felt so happy. Your boyfriend that you loved, the night sky, your favorite song and a night drive.