Are Y/N And Jungkook Going To Meet Finally In Chapter 2? And Is He Going To Find Out About His Daughter

Are y/N and Jungkook going to meet finally in chapter 2? And is he going to find out about his daughter in chapter 2 as well?

Not yet! It’s kinda a slow burn series but I assure you that you guys don’t have to wait that long for the chapter where they finally meet! But it’s not gonna be chapter 2 :’]

Words to replace said, except this actually helps

I got pretty fed up with looking for words to replace said because they weren’t sorted in a way I could easily use/find them for the right time. So I did some myself.

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WEIRDLY HAPPY/EXCITED Extolled Jabbered Raved

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I DON’T REALLY CARE BUT WHATEVER Guessed Ventured

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Edit: People, I’m an English and creative writing double major in college; I understand that there’s nothing wrong with simply using “said.” This was just for fun, and it comes in handy when I need to add pizzazz. 

the sudden urge to edit a chapter even tho it was already posted…. ARGH … sigh, I’ll edit everything in chapter 1 once I upload chapter 2 😀👍

A Jeon Jungkook fanfic, by jeonggukkiss. Tough | mom!reader x ceo!dad!jk with a little bit of reader x yoongi | smut, angst, fluff, slow burn, slice of life ! au series Warnings for this chapter: extremely unedited, semi graphic depictions of child birth, cringeworthy dialogue (forgive my very limited vocabulary), heavy angst in the form of reminiscing past memories, disgusting fluff, more to be added

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Chapter 1

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2016

"Are you sure, Y/N? C-Section is the best option given our circumstances! Look at yourself struggle!" The doctor advices frantically. Never had she seen a mother want to push, most mothers in these cases opted to just have the C-Section.

You powered through, closing your eyes and taking deep breathes. You counted to 10, and opened your eyes.

The pain made you decide.

It's going to be worth it.

"Doc, I'll push." The doctor, nurses, and midwife that were around you take an audibly sharp intake of breathe before looking at each other. She nods and got seated between your legs.

You shouted a gargle cry as the pain jumped up much higher than earlier, this time it was much longer.

"You can push anytime now, Y/N, your baby's ready to meet you." She smiles reassuringly at you, but you can tell the pity in that smile.

You went through the nine months alone. You went through the everyday struggle of the growing baby bump alone. Didn't even have a baby shower, well if your sister and you celebrating through shopping baby clothes using her boyfriend's credited was considered one. You packed the baby bag alone. You came to the hospital alone. Went into the delivery room alone.

A standby nurse acted as the man in the room as she held your hand and tried to reassure you that you're going to be fine. You went into labor for 22 hours, alone, with having only the nurses to check in, comfort, and entertain you.

You were alone, but you were alright.

The doctor told you to push. You started to push, screaming out, the pain becoming blinding white as you squeezed the nurse's hand, you heard her wincing before trying to help you push with her comforting words.

"You can do it, Ms. Cha." She rubs your head softly. She was old, old enough to be your mother. You look into her eyes and from that brief moment, saw the genuine support in them. You cry as you continued pushing.

You couldn't even feel the baby come out, the pain becoming nothing and everything all at once. You didn't notice that the baby's entire torso was almost out. Your tears blurred everything that was in your vision.

The baby won't have her grandparents to greet her.

"Almost there, Y/N! A little more!"

You screamed out and gave the strongest push you could as the pain started to lessen to a numbness.

"Time of birth, 6:32 in the early morning of September 1st, 2016."

A baby's loud cry came crashing through your eardrums as you slumped back onto the bed, exhausted and sweating. You tried to sit up straight but the nurse beside you pushed your shoulder back with a reassuring smile.

"They just have to clean her up. Stay still so we can check you for tears that need stitching. It's going to be okay." You're vision was a bit blurry, you feel lightheaded.

Instead of a nurse, you suddenly see your mom. And instead of disappointment, you see her look at you with a smile.

"E-eomma, are you here to see your granddaughter?" You say, suddenly you felt confused.

Your mother hated you. How could she have come to the hospital?

You blinked quickly before your gaze comes back to the nurse, her face contorted into shock and pity, she had the back of her hand to her mouth as she tries to stifle her breath, a few tears running down her eyes.

"Oh dear, you are so tough. The toughest out here." She sniffles and pushes the hair that had fallen onto your forehead. She smiles before leaning to whisper something into your ear.

"You're going to be a great mother." She smiles and pulls back before turning to the side. Another nurse places your daughter onto your chest, skin on skin.

She whimpers and moves around your chest, as if trying to memorize how it feels to be out and onto her mother's chest. As if she was waiting for this moment.

You finally came to your sense and rush your hands up to delicately touch her back. You sniffle as you watch her little body move upon you. You looked up and saw the nurses looking at the both of you in awe.

Your doctor came through and sat onto the end of the hospital bed.

"What's her name?" She asks in a sweet voice. She can't believe you've just gone all through that, alone with no companion with you. She had already known you're a tough woman, as she stares the way your hands softly hold your daughter's body onto you, she has come to a realization.

You are not only a tough woman, but you are now a tough mother.

"Nari, Cha Nari." You mutter softly as the little one starts to lay still onto you, sleeping with comfort onto her mother's skin.

Your eyes also start to flutter close as the doctor stayed by your bedside, acting as your guardian throughout your hospital stay. She knew how much you needed a companion. She even brought a camera to capture every moment you had with your daughter.

She had been your makeshift mother for the past 9 months. Always scolding you for eating little, scolding you for going to work when you were almost bulging with the bump.

All the worries a mother had for her pregnant daughter, she had for you. She had grown so fond of you.

"Nari, a lily flower? Oh, Y/N, you are so full of mysteries." She mutters in a smile as she captures this quiet beautiful moment with the camera. She intended on giving it to you, all of your pictures throughout your pregnancy were taken with it.

Every hospital visit, every change in the bump, every ootd, you had your doctor take the picture with her camera.

You wake a bit before relaxing while you stare your doctor as she takes Nari out of your arms and into a crib next to your bed, shushing her and patting her back as she was disturbed from her slumber.

The doctor then sat onto a chair next to your bed, placing her hand onto your cheek.

"Thank you, Doc, for being here with me." You say in a soft tired voice.

"Your mother will regret not being with you today, Y/N. You remind me so much of my daughter." She chuckles and giggle as you remember you met her daughter and granddaughter on your hospital visit.

"Yah! Doc, she's way prettier than me, she got it after you!" You giggle with each other as you both talk about everything on parenthood.

You weren't feeling tired, sure you felt so sore but it was worth it.

The pain was so worth it.

"You have to stay away from lifting heavy items, okay? Wait. Did you even weigh the baby bag you brought? Aish, Y/N, how can you carry this, it's almost as heavy as me!" Your doctor rambles on as she lifts the baby bag you brought with you.

You chuckle as you leaned into the bed, staring at your doctor as she rummages through the things you brought with you.

"Did you contact the father?" You stilled as she mentions him.

Nari's dad. Your ex.

Him.

"No, and I don't plan to." You seethe with despise and burn with anger. You cross your arms and huff, face blank of expression as you both stare at each other.

You didn't need him. You had Nari. You had yourself.

Your doctor sighs and turns to face you, hands on her hips.

"You have to, Y/N. It wouldn't be fair to him not to see her. You've kept this a secret for way too long. I know that your parents didn't react well, but trust me, they'll come around.  So I will say this today, and maybe everyday. Tell him, reach out to him, at least make him pay child support!" She says exasperatedly. You roll your eyes and pressed a button on your bed that lifts your torso.

You turn to look at the sleeping child next to you, oblivious to the world. You smiled softly and reach out to brush her small face delicately.

You pull your hand back and looked up to see your doctor looking at you.

"I don't even think he deserves to see her. He doesn't deserve to touch her or even be a feet near her. He left. He didn't want me. He didn't want anything to do with me. He left before I even told him I was pregnant. And to be honest, it's his fault that he never gets to see her. He didn't give her — me, us, a chance, whatever god is up there knew how much we needed him. He left, that's it." You burst. Tears running down your face as you gently sob into your hands.  You felt her hands rub your shoulders as they rock with each sob.

"H-he didn't even told me why. He just said he didn't get it. He said he didn't want to see me again. He said — he said—" Your own hiccups cut yourself off as you try to refrain from sobbing loudly, avoiding waking up the sleeping angel beside your bed.

Your heart ached thinking of him. The way he laughed, the way he smiled. How he held every part of you. Every single day you were with him, he reminded you how beautiful you were. That he was somehow blessed to even be with you.

He was everything you wanted and needed in human form.

After he disappeared you were a mess, a shattered version of the woman you once were. He was your rock, your anchor, your shoulder to lean on, the only thing that felt right in this world full of wrongs. But he didn't left you with nothing. No.

He also made you strong the next nine months after his departure. He made you realize who you really are. You stood on your own two feet, no rock to hold on to, no anchor to keep you at bay, no shoulder to lean on anymore.

You were Cha Y/N with or without him. Maybe sometimes you tend to look back on the path behind you in moments where you miss him, but you never even once do more than just look back.

Look back but never go back.

"Shhh, it's okay, I'm sorry for mentioning it, it's okay." Your doctor comforts you, feeling a bit bad for mentioning something you were keen on keeping secret.

"It's okay, I just... I hate him so much." You mumble as you wipe at your eyes. You pull back from her hug and stare at your beautiful daughter once more. You let out a shaky sigh.

"She looks just like her dad." You whisper as you admire her features.

Milky pale skin, you note that she got that from Jeongguk. But what shocks you is that most of her facial structures, well, her whole face screamed him, I think it's appropriate to say that she's her dad's twin.

The resemblance was so uncanny.

"Aigoo, stop, I can also see a bit of you in there." Doctor Kang assures you as she also stares at the baby sleeping peacefully in her crib. You spare a glance at the clock on the wall, 10:00 in the morning.

"Don't you want to rest for a bit?" She asks you. You stubbornly shook your head, you have to stay awake, what if Nari needs to feed? Or just wants her mommy? You were ready than ever to pamper your baby.

She chuckles at you. She turns on the television and you ask for your phone, which was inside the bag.

"Multimillion business empire CEO, Mr. Jeon, has now passed down the crown to his only son, Jeon Jeongguk. Today we will have a chance to interview 'The Heir' of the multimillion worth company." Said the news anchor.

The world stilled around you, with wide eyes you flash your eyes towards the screen and saw his face.

He changed so much.

"Mr. Jeon, how does it feel to practically be a king under Korea's biggest business and stocks industry? You're even only turning 20!"

The way he smiles. You noticed that it was dead, there was no life in his eyes unlike how he smiled in the past. His work was indeed stressful.

"It's very overwhelming, to say the least. But my father raised me for this..." You tune out the voice as your mind wanders farther down into memory lane.

Ah, Mr. Jeon. He was the nicest man you've ever met, well second to Jeongguk, always wanted you to be at dinner and teased you and Jeongguk over anything and nothing. His mom was the sweetest, treated you as if you were her own. His group of friends considered you as their friend as well.

"How about your love life? Women of all ages wonder! Are you still a potential bachelor?"

The way he shook his head, his hair flailing around with him. He's still a charmer.

"Not at the moment, I'm a bit busy continuing an empire." He winked at the camera before it panned to the weather report.

You let out the breath you were holding in before looking down.

This was the first time you had seen him since 10 months ago. However, you didn't expect to see him on television, all famous with so many cameras in front of him. Sure you knew their family was wealthy, but you never knew that they were wealthy enough to be addressed in terms of 'The Heir', a King and such.

You probably really didn't know anything about him, at all.

"Isn't that Jeongguk guy a charmer!" Doctor Kang gushed as she hands you your phone. You ignored her statement as you watch her listen to the news.

You opened your phone and sure enough, your wallpaper greeted you. It was of you and your 8th month baby bump. You smile before opening it, dialing a number you haven't dialed ever since then.

"Hello?" Rang through your ears was the deep voice you hadn't heard in what seemed like forever. You smiled lightly, memories suddenly flooding in your head.

"Oppa, it's me." You say in a smile. The other line went silent as you tried to stifle your giggles in.

"Y-Y/N? Y/N, is it really you?" You heard a rustling of things, a clang, a crash which made you snort a laugh, and deep breathes.

"Shhh, you're gonna wake up baby." You shushed him, being on speaker phone, you check at the still sleeping baby.

"Baby? Yah! Y/N! What are you saying?! Where even did you banished to?! You scared all of us, we literally thought you got wiped off the face of the earth! Where are you?! I'm coming to you." You heard a rustling of clothes, you assumed he was putting on that black coat you hated so much.

You sighed.

"Please don't bring anyone with you, and bring me a salad with no mayo, and the orange juice from that cafe we all used to go, and lots of fresh fruit, you choose, also, no one can know you came to see me." You say into the phone, Doctor Kang sent a thumbs up at you upon hearing the mentions of your food of choice, indicating that it was okay for you to eat.

"Okay, okay. Hyung! I'm going out! Yeah! Okay! Okay, where are you at?" You heard a jingle of keys as you imagined him getting into his car. He was a bad driver when he's trying to rush, and you knew he's rushing right now.

"I'm in Seoul." You answer timidly, nervous to say where you actually are, knowing how he would react.

"Y/N, don't be stupid, we all moved to Seoul a little after you went missing, and mind you, Seoul's a bit big to travel around by one person." He says and chuckles at your answer. You heard the car door shut before you find yourself staring again at your sleeping daughter. Doctor Kang was still watching the news.

She's so beautiful, your pretty girl.

"I'm in Seoul General Hospital, it was the nearest to my apartment, and I'm in the NICU."

"What?! Why are you in the NICU?! Y/N, what happened to you?! Are you hurt?!" He quickly reacts rather loudly, you had to raise your arm above your head, and even from there you can still hear him scream.

"Oppa, shut up." You hissed as you noticed slight movement from Nari, scared that she might wake up.

"Okay, sorry. But what did happen to you?" He asks frantically as you heard the turn signal turn on. You sighed.

"Just say my name at the front desk Cha Y/N, NICU, okay? Please drive safely, don't rush, you're a bad driver."

"Okay, I'm picking up your food, got it all pre ordered and then I'm going straight over there. I'll be quick and you better have an explanation for me. I love you." He says in the phone call.

You heard other sounds a car makes, not knowing what's he doing inside the car for it to make so much bangs and rustling, you just guessed he was really rushing.

"I love you too, see you." You ended the call and sighed, leaning forward, you reached to pick your sleeping angel to cradle her into your arms. Your motherly instincts kicking instantly as she snuggles into your arms.

"I- Y/N, was that, him?" Doctor Kang slowly approaches you as the news had come to an end, a new drama now on the television.

"No, it was someone important to me. Someone I can trust." She nods, not trying to pry anymore. Although you respected her, she still can't know who the father is, considering how much she gushed over him, there was a very slim chance she can take his side.

You slowly hushed the whimpering baby, tiny hands feeling you as if you were going to disappear.

"I have to go out for a bit, I'll be back late afternoon, okay? You take your time with your visitor. If you need anything, press that button." She quickly walked over to you and leaned over, kissed your forehead before going out the door, closing it gently.

You leaned back onto the propped bed, finally getting some alone time. The peace was quiet, the television was set in a low volume, still audible but not enough to wake Nari up. Your eyes skim across the room, catching Doctor Kang's camera bag now beside your baby bag, you knew she was going to give it to you but you never thought she was thinking about giving it to you now.

You smiled in gratitude before setting your eyes once again onto the small human cradled into your arms.

You smile as you release one hand and tucked the blanket under her chin, getting a good view of her angelic face up close.

Her skin was still a bit reddish, that was natural but you were now starting to see how pale she can be when she gets older.

Jeongguk's genes.

You roll your eyes with a smile before observing her again.

Her nose was so pointed, you had to thank Jeongguk for giving your daughter the perfect nose. Actually, you had to thank Jeongguk for the entire facial structure your daughter had, even though you hated him with your entire being, at least he contributed in making your daughter look like a literal angel on Earth. Her already full brows, her eye shape screamed Jeongguk, you only hoped she had taken after the color of your eyes. Her lips looked like a mixture of yours and Jeongguk's, you couldn't tell yet.

You slowly leaned down and kissed her forehead, pulling back you noticed she had a beauty mark under her bottom lip, another one of Jeongguk's. You sighed before leaning down to kiss her forehead again.

Everything about her reminded you of Jeongguk. It makes your heart ache thinking about him. How he was doing. Was he even eating well? You still worry about him as if you were still together. All of the moments you two had.

And that one intimate moment that had resulted in putting you in this position now. The moment that had helped create Nari. Whether you liked it or not, that moment was something you're grateful for. Not only did you experience so much, but it gifted you the best one you've ever received in your life.

Motherhood. It scares you. It thrills you. It hurts you.

It toughens you.

"Nari, my love, eomma promises you that I'll be your dad as well. Eomma will protect you and love you so much. Please never leave eomma, she needs you just as much as you need her." You rest your forehead against her while you whisper these promises, your heart feeling full, it might burst.

She gurgles in her sleep, as if promising as well. You giggle at her cuteness before humming a tune Jeongguk had often sang to you.

You know it all

You're my best friend

The morning will come again

No darkness, no season is eternal

"No darkness, no season is eternal, my Nari." You whisper as her hands moved to hold your cheek as you gently rested your forehead against hers.

The door suddenly opened making you look up to see the man of the hour thanking the nurse for bringing him to your room. You smile softly as he finally looks at you while the door gently closes.

His eyes widen, his mouth drops, his stance goes still; all in shock. Your smile widens as he slowly walks and reaches you, bags of plastic now placed onto the table near the door.

"Y-Y/N?" He stutters, still in shock as he takes in the scene before him. You in a hospital bed, and a baby wrapped in your arms.

"Hi, Yoongi oppa." You whisper to him, your smile softening as he reaches to your side, slowly sitting down the chair and leaning onto the bed, shock still evident onto his face.

"H-how? Why? When?"

You shrugged before giggling softly, not wanting to get into full detail. He furrows his brows at the lack of answers before shaking his head, now a soft smile onto his face.

He knew you were still the stubborn girl he loves.

"Are you hungry? I got what you wanted." He suddenly stood up, making a way to the food on the table before lifting the plastic bags then returning to you.

He placed the bags onto the floor in front of him before pulling out your salad, a fruit bowl, and a giant iced pomegranate juice you wanted.

Your mouth practically watered at the sight.

He set it all out in front of you, before sitting back onto his chair. You both looked at each other before he leaned in and softly put his hand on the back of your head, pulling you until his lips found yours.

He kissed you softly, you closed your eyes and just let him kissed you how he wanted, knowing how much he missed you.

Before you left 10 months ago, Yoongi confessed his feelings for you. You told him you can't return them because you loved Jeongguk. It was at that time where everything was turning dark, Jeongguk and you were constantly fighting, the group had never seen you two at peace.

Yoongi said it was okay, as long as you'd let him love you. You agreed, he was your best friend. You couldn't push him away, but you did grew distant in respect of your relationship with Jeongguk. For you, as long as he knew how you only saw him as a friend, knew his limits, then both of you were okay, there wasn't a problem.

For all these months, he was the most to spend time trying to find a way to find you, to contact you.

He loved you then, and he still loves you now.

His lips moved against yours softly, as if he was memorising how yours felt on his. He pushed a little bit harder before finally pulling away, resting his forehead against yours as the both of you took in deep breaths.

"She's Jeongguk's, isn't she?" He whispers at you, his eyes still closed as he tried to control his own breathing. You nod, his head following lightly with the movement of yours.

You pull back slightly, putting Nari onto her crib on the other side of the hospital bed before sitting back onto it, careful not to move too much.

He stills for a moment, before he dove back in and kissed you with much more passion, pushing your face further into his with his hand now that Nari wasn't in the way.

Restricting himself from going over his limit, he was mad. He was angry. He was burning with jealousy, too.

He steered the kiss, the pressure of his lips, the way h moved, he was telling you how much he missed you, how desperate he was to touch you.

You let him, slowly crashing down were the walls you had put up for the past 10 months as you silently cry into the kiss, tears running down your cheeks, missing him as much as he does.

You didn't know who to call, without him, he was the only one you trust and even after all this time, he never once questioned you. Never once turned his back on you.

He was someone you deserved, everyone knew that. Even Jeongguk knew that.

But you didn't know that. And that was okay for him.

You whimper into his mouth, your tears touching his cheeks as he cradles yours with his other hand while the one holding your head moved down to hold your nape gently. He bit your bottom lip as he pulled away.

"Y/N, I may not be able to control myself if we continue." He says in ragged breaths. You nod and try to regain back your own as the two of you stare each other. Your hands fisting his shirt under his coat and his onto your nape and cheek, foreheads resting against each other.

"You're still beautiful, so so beautiful after all these months, do you know that?" His two hands have now moved down to hold your hands in his, thumbs going over your knuckles as he raises them to kiss your skin.

You giggle as you landed a soft kiss onto his lips once more.

"And you're still wearing that ugly coat I told you to throw away." You snort as you pulled away and sit up straight, giving him an up and down with your eyes before rolling them.

He chuckles at your statement before reaching and pulling off the plastic lids of the containers in front of you. You shut up quickly, now eyeing the food that were all placed in front of you. You slap his hands away when he picks up a slice of mango and put it into his mouth.

"Oppa, that's mine." You groan while holding the chopsticks over your lap.

He laughs and leans in, jokingly biting the mango block and showing it you. You turn your head to him before leaning in, successfully taking the mango from his mouth with yours and pulled back, slowly chewing as you look at him smugly. He looks at you in shock before laughing.

"Wow, you've gotten bold, Y/N, I wanna see more of that." He winks suggestively at you before picking up a salad for himself.

You laugh then start to feast onto the food, realizing how hungry you were and this was practically brunch for you.

"What's her name?" Yoongi asks you with a mouth full of garlic bread, eyes onto the sleeping baby next to the bed.

"Nari." You try to say with a mouth full of lettuce. You chew as he smiles at you.

"You remembered." He says with a wide smile, gums showing and all. You nodded at him before picking up the fruit bowl.

Not really, but... You didn't want to tell him the other meaning of your daughter's name.

"Of course, dummy, who even gives a woman a lily flower on her period?" You sigh exasperatedly as he laughs, covering his mouth at the fond memory.

"I thought you meant the actual flower! How am I supposed to know you wanted lily tea!" You laugh with him and continued eating.

You finished the salad and now just sipping on your drink, feeling the freshly-squeezed orange juice soothe your aching throat, courtesy of screaming from the pain of pushing earlier.

A comfortable silence lands both of you, he reaches out to hold your hand in his, he can never get enough with touching you — he needed to touch you, it was what kept him sane.

"What do you plan on doing? Are you going to tell him?" He raises a brow at you, voice soft, careful. You sigh before leaning back onto your raised bed. Looking at him, you opened your mouth and said,

"I don't know, Oppa, I don't want him to know, not because I'm being petty, even though I deserve to be, but because he just simply doesn't deserve to know. He got me knocked up then he disappeared without even knowing I was pregnant. I tried to reach out to him before leaving Busan permanently, you know that. But he never listened, told me to stop trying to find him. He doesn't deserve to meet her." You say in a calm, serious voice. Yoongi was expecting you to lash out, to even cry of angry tears.

But seeing you like this, calm and composed with the whole situation, he realised that you had changed so much, and how much time he wasn't there to be with you.

He nods quietly before asking again,

"What about your parents?"

"Oh. They know, alright. I told them they were going to be grandparents and then they told me to never come see them again. It's fine by me, I'll do what they want, but if they want to see Nari? I can't do that yet." You shrugged, not really feeling anything, just a numb pain becoming of you. You push against it.

You have Yoongi, your best friend that you love so much, and you have Nari. That's all that matters.

He nods before kissing your knuckles once again. You smile softly. This is what you adored about him.

Yoongi never pushes, he lets you flow, lets you open up voluntarily because he knows you can't hide anything from him, he never takes advantage of anything. Yoongi wasn't selfish, wasn't greedy. He lets you do whatever makes you happy.

The silence was sliced through with a sharp ringtone, it startled you and him before he pockets his phone up and stares at the screen before questioning you.

"Y/N, do you want to see Jin-hyung? He really misses you." He looks up from the screen and turned the phone to you. Seokjin was requesting a video chat.

You thought about it for a moment, and to be honest, Jin was like your older brother, you trusted him a little less than how you trusted Yoongi, but nonetheless you still did. So you nod.

Yoongi smiles and waves at the camera.

"Hi, hyung." He places his free hand onto your blanket covered thigh and runs his thumb on it. Leaned back, you wait for Yoongi to talk.

"Yah, you stupid person! Where are you! It's Jeongguk's birthday today, and you took my car, why'd you took my car when you have your own!?" Jin hisses at the phone. Your eyes widen.

September 1st of 2016. Damn, even your daughter's birthday was Jeongguk's as well.

Why is the universe so keen on showing the whole world that Jeongguk is Nari's dad?

"Oh, uhm, hyung, I went to somewhere important, promise me you won't tell anyone. Are you alone?" Yoongi tries to peer onto the elder's surroundings before Jin said,

"Yes, I am, you dumb fuck, you took my car and now I'm in your room trying to find the keys to yours!"

"Hyung, pay attention for a bi- yah! Don't touch that!" Yoongi gently shouts at the phone, peering over the bed to see if it had disturbed little Nari.

You covered your hand to stifle your laugh and he shushes you playfully, taking your hand in his before kissing it again slowly, making sure Jin sees through the camera.

"Pay attentio- yah! Who are you with? You little — Everybody is getting ready to go to the party and you're with a woman! Yoongi, I swear to God if you—" Jin cut himself off as Yoongi now directs the camera at you.

You finally saw yourself on the small little screen, face bare and tired, hair down, the hospital gown showing a bit of your chest — in which Yoongi notices and puts a hand on it for cover, resulting a small giggle from you.

You smiled at Jin, who was shocked and staring into the camera. You waved and said,

"Hi, Jin oppa." You said in a sweet voice as Yoongi leans closer, pushing his face into view as you laughed.

"Y-yoongi, is that?"

"Yes, hyung. It's Y/N. Please don't tell anyone." You can see in the screen Jin nodding, still in shock, thousands of questions swarming his head at the moments.

"I'll be home soon, I just checked up on Y/N. See you." Yoongi reassured him, his hand still on your thigh, his head now on your shoulder.

"Okay. Y/N?" Jin calls out. You looked up and saw him already staring at you.

"Oppa?"

"I missed you."

A week later.

You carry little Nari inside the apartment, Yoongi behind you carrying everything you brought home to and from the hospital and everything you needed. 

You turn on the lights and saw that the helper you called last week had already come and cleaned up the place.

Before you rushed to the hospital, the place was a mess, you were a mess. When your water broke you instantly went into a panic, trying to get all your stuff before the contractions start, you drove to the hospital with no one beside you, saying you were going into labor.

You don't see the remnants of that chaotic moment in your home, it was cleaned spotless. You made a mental note to thank the helper later. Right now, you had to focus on getting Nari into bed before she wakes up for her breastfeeding.

"Have you set up her room, Y/N?" Yoongi asks you as he puts down the bags he was carrying.

He insisted on staying with you, although you kept declining kindly since you knew now Yoongi was a very busy producer, he said he'll make time for you as long as you needed. 

So he took a paternity leave, his coworkers shocked, thinking Yoongi was now a father.Well, he realized he technically was, he wanted to take care of Nari and planned to be her dad, make you his wife, and treat you both right. The real one was out of the discussion.

"She'll be sleeping in my room, oppa, her crib is already there and set up. You can just put the bags on the couch, I'll let her down." He nods and follows your order, you then continue on to your room, the white baby crib already next to your bed.

You set her down, making sure the crib was free of items that can cause her to suffocate if she moved, and that she wasn't sweating before getting one of the pair of the baby monitors you bought then kissing her forehead.You moved out of the room, leaving the door with just a crack so you can see from the living room.

Yoongi was already sitting in the couch, Doctor Kang's camera in his hands as he looks through the pictures with a fond smile. He looks up at you before patting the space beside him, making you sit. You leaned against his shoulder as he brings his arm to drape it across your shoulders, his free hand swiping at the photos in the camera. 

Pictures of you smiling, documentations of your baby bump, a video of Nari moving inside your tummy, everything was captured in there. 

Yoongi was looking at them with a fondness and regret. He wished that he was with you all throughout your pregnancy. He wished that he had found you sooner, to accompany you.

"You should've called me, you know. I'd be more than willing to spend the 10 months with you." He says as he stares at a picture of you and your small 3rd month baby bump, smiling as he observes.

"Oppa, I know that you're a busy person, if you weren't busy you're probably sleeping. I didn't want to bothe-" He cut you off with a kiss. You smiled and leaned into his shoulder a bit more.

"You're getting too much kisses, mister. I think I have to put a limit." You mutter into the kiss and he laughs, throwing his head back before holding your face with his two hands."As long as you're with me, I'll never get enough kisses." He kisses your nose before he reaches for the television remote and turned it on. 

You cuddle into Yoongi's warm body, wrapping your arms around his torso as he pulled you closer. His phone rang, he sighed before picking it up from the table. You placed your chin onto his shoulder, getting a good look of his phone. It was Seokjin again. 

"Yoongi, are you with Y/N? Where's my niece?" Jin's voice rang through the whole room.You chuckled and squished your face onto Yoongi's, hearing him grumble to disguise his laughter. Jin saw you through the camera and laughed at Yoongi's face.

"Aigoo, look at you two. Mom and dad vibes." You chuckle and Yoongi gave you a kiss on your cheek before asking Jin what he wanted.

"I was wondering if the boys and I can see her tomo-" You and Yoongi both sat up in frantic panic."You told them?! Hyung!" Yoongi hisses onto the phone, you bit down your lip nervously.

You didn't want them to know. Most importantly, you didn't want him to know. You weren't ready to face the rest of the group. You were scared.

"Of course not, I'm just asking if I can bring the boys with me to see Nari tomorrow but I think that's out of the window." Jin chuckles nervously as Yoongi stares angrily at the phone.

You knew how scary Yoongi can get when he's angry, which you rarely see because he's normally a goofball.

"Hyung, they can't know yet. Y/N makes the decisions here. We have to follow her." Yoongi sighs, anger subsiding quickly as you rake your hands through his hair, calming him down as he turns to look at you and smiles a weak smile.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I'm coming tomorrow to see you both, won't bring anyone with me. Do you need anything?"

"Oppa, can you bring chicken, and iced orange juice from the-"

"From that cafe you went to yesterday, hyung, and bring lots of fruits, I think her pregnancy cravings are a bit overdue." Yoongi jokes as he rubs your stomach, you wanted to eat fruit all the time, you didn't know why, you just craved it.

"Sure, anything else? What about Nari, what brand are her diapers? Does she have a specific milk formula or does she breastfeed?" Jin rants off as he stares into his computer.Jin was now a famous restaurant owner, branches scattered all over Seoul. You smiled at the memories flooding in your head.

Times when Seokjin and Yoongi were arguing in the kitchen which pasta to cook, Jimin braiding your hair and calling you pretty, Taehyung, Namjoon, and Hoseok playing a game on Jeongguk's phone while Jeongguk was playing on the game console on the couch.

You blinked and came back to reality when Yoongi tilts your chink up to make you look at him.

"Y/N, I was asking if you're hungry." He says in a soft voice, searching your eyes, looking for something that says discomfort.

"Are you cooking?" He nods and you say whatever was easiest to cook. 

He kisses your forehead before walking to the small kitchen, talking to Jin as he gathers ingredients.

You leaned your head back, closing your eyes and softly sighing.

We're all gonna be okay. You thought as sleep took over you.

Author’s Note:

eager reader,

hello! first chapter in (which btw is heavily unedited) and im already so excited for more! i hope u all feel the same as i do! tbh i think yoongi and y/n were absolutely adorable in this chapter esp with little nari in the picture, i was smiling the whole time i was writing!

this fic was originally intended to be published in wattpad, but i thought about staying on tumblr permanently, so here i am!

i would like to note, this story is set in south korea, seoul so there are romanized korean words !!!

each chapter (not all of them) are set in different timelines to depict a day in the life of nari and y/n! also this fic contains very unrealistic depictions of real life situations but who cares? it's a damn fiction, whatever goes, go. ;)

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A Jeon Jeongguk fanfic, by jeonggukkiss.

Tough | mom!reader x ceo!dad!jk with a little bit of reader x yoongi | smut, angst, fluff, slow burn, slice of life ! au series

Warnings for this chapter: kinda edited im not confident wt it tho, nari’s second bday is a rollercoaster of emotions, reader and yoongi talk about their relationship, joon and hobi making their appearance, confessions and arguments, nari cries bc joon scared her >:( , namseok thrash reader's apartment's living room, smut in the form of: unprotected sex (wrap it before u tap it), daddy kink is this even yoongi smut without daddy kink, reader is just a very needy baby, oral (f receiving), fingering, slight clit play, TOO MUCH DIRTY TALK (yoongi a pro), yoongi's big shlong debut O.o, creampie, degradation, praise, begging, slight nipple play, body worship, yoongi's whipped and reader is sex deprived, yoongi is really really whipped for reader like disgustingly whipped, sloppy seconds but it's reader who wants to go again, yoongi and y/n's vomit-inducing fluff, more to be added

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Chapter 2

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2018

"Y/N! I'm home." Yoongi's voice echoes through the small apartment in the early hours of morning, you wipe your hands off on your apron as you turn to greet him.

He took off his shoes and and set down the sling bag he had before meeting you in the middle. You were the perfect height, a little smaller than him to tuck your head under his chin as you wrap you arms around his neck.

"What do you mean home? You don't live here, Mister Min." You teasingly ask him as he holds you from your waist.

"Home is where my two girls are." He replies softly, feeling the way his chest rumbles when he talks.

You sighed contently and inhaled deeply, missing his manly scent.

Yoongi agreed to visit you every other day, you were alone and you stayed at home, relying on your savings from work and the back account your grandmother passed on to you to attend to your needs.

You didn't want to leave your daughter with other people to take care of her, she's only two years old, she needed you more than ever.

Yoongi tilted your face up by the chin and kissed you softly, greeting your lips with warmth.

This had become a routine every time he came home to you. Yoongi loved greeting you with kisses, you didn't mind it. He was a good kisser. But the two of you never went far more than kissing. You both knew your limits.

He pulled away and kissed your forehead, thumb rubbing your cheek.

"Good morning, beautiful." He says in a deep smiley voice, as if he just woke up and rushed to get here.

You smiled at him before pulling away, going back to cook the perfect birthday breakfast. He joined you in the small kitchen after hanging up his coat. He slipped his hands around you as his chest meets the small of your back.

"Is she awake yet?" He rests his chin onto your shoulder, watching you perfectly flip the golden soufflé pancakes.

"Nope, I woke up really early and showered to get all of this ready. Did I wake you up? I'm sorry. I should've let you sleep more, you're probably so tired from work." You say as you turn off the stove and turn to him, resting your hands onto his chest.

He chuckles at your concern before reaching over you and picked up a small piece and popped it into your mouth. You chew as he leaned down and nuzzles his nose onto yours, a soft smile onto his face.

"It's fine, baby, I was already awake when you called. Jin hyung's coming a bit later though." He kisses your nose before letting you go, setting up the living room table with food. You then went after him to clean the room, picking up toys and folding in Nari's tent.

You both were so domestic with each other, both of you might as well be the kid's mom and dad. Well, at least that's how Nari sees the two of you.

"Ap—pa!" The small two year old can hardly maintain her balance as she runs to Yoongi, hugging his legs as he looked down in surprise. Her princess night dress was ruffled and she was still holding her kitten stuffed doll.

"Baby! Did you just wake up, honey?" Yoongi asks sweetly as he picks up the small girl, giggling as he started to kiss her cheeks. You sighed before turning to kiss her cheek as well, smiling as she grinned at you, most of her teeth were already there.

"Nari-ah, Yoongi is called uncle, remember?" You ask the girl as she thinks for a moment, her brows furrowed and her lips in a small pout before looking back at you. She shook her head and pressed a finger to Yoongi's cheek, still staring at you.

"No, daddy, Appa." She says in the most serious voice, expression angry as her brows furrowed deeply.

Yoongi was the only man that Nari knows the longest, she knows that Yoongi is her father, and sometimes when Jin is around, that was who she called uncle.

Both of you and Yoongi had wide eyes from shock, the two of you looked at each other before laughing. The baby giggling, seeing her two favourite people laugh.

"Okay, baby, Yoongi is daddy." You chuckle lightly as she reaches for you. You adjust her on your hip, feeling her growing weight as Yoongi quickly went to the kitchen.

"Do you know what day it is, honey?" You ask the two year old on your hip, who was busy playing with your fleece sweater. She looks up after a moment, eyes curious looking at you with her head tilted to the side.

"Day?" She blabbers out cutely, oblivious of her birthday. You giggle and puckered your lips, she smiled and kissed you all over your face, it was the thing she knew how to do. She pulled away when she deemed she had filled your entire face with her kisses.

"Happy birthday to you~" You heard Yoongi's soft voice singing behind you, the baby on your hip gasped and leaned over your shoulder, getting a good look on the soufflé pancakes.

You smile and put her down before reaching over to the side of the couch and picked up the camera. You turn around to see her sitting on the couch with Yoongi approaching her, wearing a paper party hat, the candles were stuck on the side of the plate, away from the pancakes.

You sing with him, recording with your left hand with your phone while your right was using the DSLR to take pictures.

You documented every moment you had with Nari, sometimes with Yoongi, most of the time with both.

"Blow your candles and make a wish, baby!" She giggles at Yoongi's words before she blew the candles, having trouble because she kept sticking out her tongue so Yoongi had to help her. You cheered and leaned down to kiss her forehead.

You then placed the camera onto the shelf below the television, the perfect height were you three were all seen in the screen of the camera while sitting on the couch. You pressed the timer and quickly sat next to Nari, she was sitting between you and Yoongi.

"Say Nari!" You said before you smiled widely as you heard the two of them say,

"Nari!"

"Nawi!"

And the photo was taken. You smile before tackling the little girl next to you. Yoongi laughed and got off the couch, getting the rest of the breakfast you made. You sat up straight before looking at Nari.

"Eomma, I gips?" She peers under her long lashes to look at you shyly, hands fumbling with each other.

You nod and she quickly jumps up on the couch, squealing excitedly while her hands found your face before squishing. She always does this when she's excited. You laugh lightly before pulling her hands down and making her sit onto your lap.

"You can get your gifts later, but what did mommy tell you about jumping on the couch?" You lightly tell her as you brush her now messy brown hair, her big light hazel eyes looking up at you. She was growing up so beautifully.

"Fall, I cry." She says this while nodding her head, realising her mistake, she suddenly gasps and hugs you.

"Sowwy, not do." Her broken Korean made you chuckle. You rake your hand through her hair and sighed before kissing her head. You pull her back to make her stare at you, holding her face gently between your hands.

"If something happens to Nari, eomma will cry, uncle Yoongi will cry, uncle Jinnie will also cry, we don't want that, right, baby?" She quickly shook her head and you smile.

"So you have to be very careful, okay?" She nods just in time as Yoongi comes in with a tray of food.

He places it onto the coffee table before getting Nari's chair out. She drops off the sofa and sat on the chair before choosing what to eat.

She started to eat independently when she turned 1. And since then, she never gone a day without choosing what to eat by herself, only asking for help when she wants to use chopsticks.

Yoongi sits next to you and reaches for the fruit bowl, giving one to you and getting chicken with rice for himself.

You all watch the television as the morning news came on.

"New Crowned Prince of the Jeon Enterprises just turned 20 today! Mr. Jeon has now officially and legally gave his only son, Jeon Jeongguk, the title of CEO—" The news anchor starts. Yoongi didn't even let her finish her report before changing the channel to Nari's favourite cartoons.

You look at him and see him just continuing to eat as if nothing happened. He felt your gaze and looks at you.

"What?" He asks with a mouthful of fried chicken. You just giggle and lean in to kiss his bulging cheek, making him look so cute.

"Eomma, appa." You both were startled and looked down at your daughter, Nari was already looking at both of you. You smiled tiredly before gesturing for her to eat her food. Once she's immersed in her cartoons, you turn to Yoongi with a worried expression.

"I'm worried." You start.

"Why?" Answers the man sitting beside you.

"What if she grows up thinking you're her dad? Then she suddenly meets Jeongguk and-"

"We'll tell her when she's older and knows the difference between her dad and her uncle. You don't have to worry about this, babe. Let her grow first, you have her whole life to teach her everything you know." Yoongi assures you, grabbing your arm and pulling you towards him, making you lean into his side.

You sigh as you pressed your head against Yoongi's shoulder and nod, feeling as if a little bit of weight has been lifted off your shoulders.

Thank god for Yoongi.

"Baby, are you done?" You finished your fruit bowl and checked to see if Nari's plate was finished. There were bits of rice everywhere. You sigh when she meets your gaze, she suddenly smiled sheepishly.

"Clean now?" She asks and raises her arms cutely, knowing you can't resist her charm, you and Yoongi chuckle.

Rolling your eyes, you picked her up and bounced her lightly on your hip.

"You're lucky you're cute." You teased playfully, nuzzling your nose on hers before leaning into Yoongi.

You kissed his lips gently before pulling back, your daughter stares at you both before she kisses Yoongi in the cheek.

"Kiss eomma, appa." She blubbers, her voice so light and music into your ears.

"I'll clean it up, babe. Go give her a bath." Yoongi kisses both yours and Nari's forehead before standing up, starting to clear the coffee table of food.

"Bath time~" You sang as you hauled Nari with you. She squealed in delight as you playfully ran to the bathroom, well, not before stopping by your room to get towels.

You lift up her night dress, grimacing when you took of her soiled diapers, she giggled at your reaction. You undressed as well before you gently push your jumping daughter into the shower.

You laid the rubber mat on the shower floor so the both of you can sit down under the stream of water. She sits in front of you and waited for you to get the shower head from up top.

"Hehehehe~ eomma." She points out to your chest with a giggle as you sit in front of her. You laugh and shook your head.

Your Nari was a funny kid but a smart one too, at least.

You wash her hair and then after, she does the same to you, always making sure you get the same treatment. You loved when she always tries to massage your scalp like you do to her but she's really just shaking your head with her hands, making you laugh loudly.

"Baby, are you trying to make mommy's brain dance?" You held her hands to make her stop before turning around, her hair was up to form a spike, held by the shampoo in her hair. She giggles and nods aggressively.

You smile before rinsing her head first, then rinsing yours.

You then lather up the loofa with the baby bar soap.

"Arms up, baby." You gesture for her. She raised her hands over her head and then you start to scrub, tickling her in the process.

Bath time continued on like this, you two try to condition your hair before getting distracted and laughing. Once you had deemed both you and your daughter rinsed you wrapped her up in your matching white fluffy robes Yoongi got you both.

You sit her on the counter before reaching for both of your toothbrushes. You eyed Yoongi's toothbrush, wondering if he'll be sleeping here tonight before you handed her hers, you brush your teeth first then brushed hers.

It wasn't long till she was slouching on to the counter, eyes fluttering closed with her toothbrush still in her mouth.

You chuckled, she was always like this, likes to take naps after baths because she feels so cool and refreshed, plus she was full and ate well earlier. You wake her up for a bit to make her rinse her mouth.

She raised her arms up to you, "Up, up."

You pick her up and almost in an instant she laid her head on to your shoulder as you both step out the bathroom. You crossed the small hallway and neared the living room to see Yoongi sitting down the couch as he just finished cleaning.

"I think we're going out a little later than planned, Nari wants to nap first." You tell him as you turned around just enough to let Yoongi view the sleeping child.

"That's fine, Jin-hyung should be here any moment and we could all just chill while waiting for her to wake up." He nods and sends you a smile. You smile back at him before going to your bedroom.

"Nari, you have to get dressed first, baby." You wake her up, placing her onto the bed, before getting her clothes, a checkered print tshirt and gray fabric shorts so she could sleep comfortably, and slowly putting it on her, careful not to move her too much as she gets a bit cranky being woken up.

Her hair was still a bit wet, so after you got dressed in grey sweats, a white tank top with Yoongi's oversized white sweater, you sat in the bed and pulled her onto your lap, her face facing your chest while you dried the back of her head using a towel.

You leaned over the side of the bed to turn on the rotating fan, making sure Nari wasn't sweating so much, she hates sleeping without a fan on.

You hum a tune while swaying her side to side, raking your hands through her hair to dry it as the fan blows to you.

You finally lay her down, her hair not completely dry but it was fine enough. You were about to go out to the living room before you heard voices.

"Hyung! You're here, finally." Yoongi's voice sounded throughout the living room.

"Yeah, I know you missed me, where's Y/N and Na-" You heard Jin's voice get cut off with a loud bang of the front door, you furrow your eyebrows, leaning against the wall to peak at the crack of the door, but it was no use since all you can see was the hallway, so you opted to close your door and locked it quickly.

Something seemed wrong.

There was a still quiet moment.

"N-namjoon? Hoseok?" Yoongi's voice sounded out, laced with shock and clear nervousness.

Namjoon? Hoseok?

Your eyes widen in worry and shock, covering your mouth when a loud gasp bursts through your lips.

How did they found you? How did they know you were here?

"We followed Jin hyung, we saw him sneak behind the couch going out the front door while we were watching tv. You two are being secretive the past year, always going in and out on certain days, sometimes not even coming home to the apartment. What are you two hiding that we can't see? What is this place?" You heard Namjoon's deep voice laced with disappointment.

You heard a bit of shuffling, your eyes peered at the door knob, waiting for it to rattle but it never did, you sighed in relief before pressing your ear against the door again.

"What is all this? Baby toys? A pink tent? Hyung, are you and Jin-"

"No! No, it's not what it looks like. It really isn't." Yoongi quickly declines. You heard Jin's sigh.

"What do you mean it isn't? What, you want to act like a single dad now?" Namjoon snapped at him harshly, tired of being lied to. You can just imagine his face. Jaw locked and eyes burning daggers on his elders.

"Namjoon, I'm older than you and I-"

"I know you're older than us but what do you think we feel right now? You think the others won't suspect you both 'cuz they're young and always out but we're old enough to know when we're being lied to. Hyung, you're my roommate for heaven's sakes! You don't think I notice when your bed's empty? You don't think I notice I don't see Jin hyung eating a banana in the kitchen at midnight like he normally would?" Hoseok angrily answers. You quickly looked over your shoulder to see if Nari had woken up since their voices are a bit loud, but she's still sleeping soundly.

"You both also missed three of Jeongguk's birthdays. Last last year, last year, and now this year. And— what's this? A party hat?" You heard Namjoon tear the paper party hat, the ripping sounds making your heart hurt a little bit, remembering how the small hat made Yoongi look.

"Namjoon, Hoseok, please just leave, I—" Jin tries to say before you hear a loud crash, a loud shatter, and bang, followed by Namjoon's yell.

"I will not leave until we get an explanation! This friend group's slowly drifting apart! What do both of you have to hide?!" He yelled so loudly it echoed into the bedroom, like he was inside the room as well, the intensity making you jump.

You heard a sniffle behind you, you stilled.

"E-eomma?"

You quickly looked over your shoulder and see Nari slowly sitting up, tears already streaming down her cheeks, a scared glint colouring her eyes as you see her bottom lip visibly wobble.

You run to her and cover her ears, quickly hugging her and shushing her cries as a series of shouts and more crashing sounds echoed through the hallway.

"E-eomma, Nawi, s-scare." She sniffles harder onto your chest, mumbled by your sweater. You rubbed her back softly.

"You should fucking leave." You heard Yoongi's voice say. Your eyes widen in disbelief.

"Not until you stop fucking lying!" You heard Hoseok's voice shout as another loud bang sounded through. Nari looked up and stared at the door, crying harder.

It made you see red suddenly. You sat up.

No one swears in this house. Your motherly conscience got the best of you before you picked up Nari and went to the door.

"Nari, cover your ears once mommy talks, sweetie." You tell her and she quickly complies.

You opened the door and stomped loudly, your body carrying a crying Nari coming into the living room, making the four men stop with whatever they were doing.

A silent moment stilled upon the whole apartment.

Seeing the place thrashed and wrecked, you slowly neared the shelf on the television after placing Nari down, holding her hand, her little feet following near you and never leaving your behind.

You picked up a picture frame, glass broken from being thrown. It was a picture of you three in the hospital, Yoongi holding a one-day-old Nari with you in the hospital bed.

You slowly looked up and see the shock from the faces of the two new people.

"Who broke this?" You sneered lowly, face blank of expression. You slowly look into each of the men's eyes, seeing a glint of fear build up quickly.

They knew they fucked up.

Everyone pointed to Namjoon who clearly looked guilty, seems like he was the one who threw the stray pillow that was under the shelf. Nari stays, hiding behind you, away from the view of the men.

Namjoon and Hoseok's shock were now replaced with nervousness and fear. They knew how scary you can get when you're mad.

"And who swore?" You raised a brow, holding up the picture frame. You already knew who, but you wanted them to know that they should be scared. You visibly saw Hoseok and Yoongi gulp before raising their hands.

"Did no one tell you that not one person swears in this house?!" Your voice slowly raised in octave with each word, making your whole body shake. You saw them flinched.

You pick up two throw pillows next to you and literally threw it to Hoseok and Yoongi, making the two of them cover their face.

"And who gave you the audacity to thrash my living room?! Do you pay the rent?! Do you pay the helper?! Do you expect me to clean all of this for you?! Do you?!" The four of them shook their heads, looking down as they stand before you.

For some, it would be a funny sight to see four tall and big men look down at the floor and cower before you. But the seven of them know better than to cross you, they know they should never make you mad.

'Cause this is what happens.

"You two are so stupid to think your hyungs don't have a good reason why they're being sneaky! And you two could have done a better job at being sneaky!" You neared them and flicked all their foreheads with two fingers.

They groaned and rubbed the spot where you flicked them.

You went back to your place, Nari still following you while covering her ears. You motioned for Yoongi to come forward with your hand before crossing your arms.

He looks at Jin hesitantly and pleaded for help quietly with his eyes, but the eldest in the room pushes him toward you, not wanting to be under your anger radar.

You tilted Yoongi's chin to make him look at you. He gulps as you smiled fakely, knowing nothing good can happen with that smile.

And he was right. Because your sock-covered foot was meeting his in a painful stomp. The force made him fall and clutch his foot, groaning in pain.

"I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry!" He chanted quickly with his eyes closed while clutching his foot, rolling on the floor. You looked up at the men, when you met their gazes yours they quickly backed away.

"Clean this up! Jin oppa?" The eldest flinched before looking up at you.

"Y-yes?"

"Call me in the room when everything's tidied up." He nods and the four of them started to frantically pick up the things they had thrown.

You turned around to pick up Nari, who was already staring at you with her red rimmed eyes. You sighed and kissed her cheek before she looked over your shoulder, curiously looking at the busy men following your order.

It was 1 in the afternoon.

"Y/N?" The door creaks open just as you had finished doing your daughter's hair. You both looked up and saw Jin through the crack of the door.

You changed your daughter's clothes to something warmer, and you only changed your tank top into a turtlenecked sweater. You decided to go out with the plans for Nari's birthday once everything's settled down.

"We cleaned everything up." You nod and turned Nari around. Jin leaving the two of you be, closing the door gently behind you.

"Nari, baby, listen closely to eomma, okay?" You held her hands in between the two of you, staring at her eyes as she nods.

"Two more of your uncles came today to celebrate your birthday. The tall one is uncle Joonie, and the other one is uncle Hobi, got it baby?" She nods, listening carefully to your words. You furrow your brows and ask her softly,

"Do you want to meet them?" She nods again.

"Do you want to hug them too?" She thinks for a moment, looking down at your intertwined hands before looking back up, her small face clear to view because of her normally long hair were in pigtails.

"Joonie scawy." She says unsurely.

Whenever she meets someone new, her go-to action was to hug them first. But she's certainly having a hard time deciding right now because of her first impression of Namjoon.

"Uncle Joonie is a good person, baby, he was just mad at Yoongi." You raised your hand to cradle her small cheek, rubbing your thumb across to soothe her stress.

"Appa do bad?" She looks up at you in worry.

"No baby, he didn't do anything bad, he just made uncle Joonie angry." She nods before looking at the closed door, contemplating. You look at the door as well before looking back at her.

"Let's go meet them?" She looks at you for a moment, then nods.

You stood up from the bed and she reaches for your hand, holding it tightly as you open the door. She follows quietly behind you as you both reached the living room, the men were now seated on the couch, anxiously waiting for you. Yoongi was sitting on the single cushioned chair beside them.

You cleared your throat loudly before their heads raised up to yours. Hoseok's eyes were glistening with unshed tears and Namjoon was just really in a state of shock.

"Y/N, is it really you?" Hoseok asks from the couch. You neared them, keeping Nari hidden behind you.

It seems that after the dispute earlier, they didn't notice the little kid trailing behind you. They were far more focused on trying not to get swatted by your hand than looked at the two feet behind yours.

"Hi oppa." You bowed and smiled softly. Namjoon suddenly sits up straight.

"Why did you leave, Y/N? We missed you lots. You know, you scared us to death. And what is all this? Why were you hiding from us all this time?" He asks softly this time, his anger seeming to have deflate while they cleaned earlier.

Namjoon and Hoseok looked at you curiously, Yoongi and Jin looked at you with a wide smile of anticipation, waiting for you to reveal,

"Nari?"

You call behind you and looked over your shoulder, looking down at the girl clutching your legs. You brought your hand to the back of her head as you stepped aside, giving the men view of her.

Hoseok gasps and held his breath while Namjoon's eyes were wide as saucers. Nari looks at all the men before her eyes landed on Yoongi, she smiled and ran to him, giggling.

"Appa!" She quickly climbs Yoongi's lap and stands on his thighs, her small weight seeming to have no effect on him as he smiles widely before quickly wrapping his arms around the little girl to prevent her from falling.

"Hi sweetheart." Yoongi says and she gushes while giggling as Yoongi nuzzles his face onto her torso.

"A-appa?" Namjoon, for the first time, stutters out as you all looked at the two.

Hoseok finally found out how to breathe again.

"Yoongi, you're — her dad?" Hoseok asks in small breathes.

"Kind of, it's a long story." Yoongi confirms, busy with the little girl squirming in his lap, playing with her stuffed kitten.

"How about we go out to eat? It's Nari's birthday today, and I'm sure you're all hungry for lunch." You proposed. They all nod and stand up, Yoongi carrying Nari with him.

The men in the room stare at you and Yoongi as you both got Nari ready.

It was like they were watching a family on an outing.

You took your coat, Nari's backpack filled with two milk bottles, two diapers, a baby cloth, napkins and baby wipes. You put in an extra t shirt because you knew she was a messy eater. Yoongi took the bag from you and slung it over his shoulder while you brought the biggest umbrella you had in the house.

"Jin hyung, can you hand me Nari's coat up there?" Yoongi points to the coat hanger as he helps Nari with her shoes.

"The brown one or the candy canes?"

"The brown one, it doesn't look like it's going to rain but it's a bit chilly out." Hoseok says as he sees that the brown one was more thicker. Jin hands over the brown to Yoongi, the man helping her putting it on as you sneakily snuck in another pack of tissue in Nari's bag.

Yoongi turning around to look at you exasperatedly, you raised your brows in questioning.

"What? My daughter is a messy eater." You say as a matter of fact with a raised brow, but the man just chuckled at you and went with your explanation.

When Nari was all done, Jin and Yoongi took both sides of her and held her hands and went out first.

Hoseok went to drape an arm on your shoulders and Namjoon reached out to hold your hand.

"Listen, we both missed you, but you have a lot of explaining to do, Missy." Namjoon side eyed you, his brow raised. You chuckle and nodded.

"Sure, oppa." And the six of you went out in the cold, sunny Seoul.

"So you're telling me, Nari is practically Yoongi's child?" Hoseok asks in surprise as the six of you sit inside the restaurant.

You were chewing on your bulgogi beef as Nari sipped on spoonfuls of kimchi stew Yoongi was feeding her; she loved spicy food. Her stomach tolerance on the flavour surprised you the first time you tried to offer her kimchi.

You nod and sighed.

"Nari sees Yoongi as her dad, I think it's because he actually raised her with me and has been with her the longest, he's the only man in her life, well besides Jin oppa, and now you two. It's a mess. I told Nari countless times to call Yoongi uncle, she kept saying appa." You picked up a piece of tissue and wiped the remnants of the stew on Nari's mouth, smilling as she mumbled a thank you before opening her mouth again to Yoongi.

"And Jeongguk's her real father?" Namjoon thinks out loud. You nod and confirm it as Jin puts more beef onto your plate, you thank him.

"Wait, so like, are you and Yoongi... you know? A thing?" Hoseok asks, scooping up a spoonful of rice and following it with the bulgogi beef Jin was cooking on the grill.

You and Yoongi looked at each other, not really knowing what to answer.

You both never really established what you had between the two of you. All the kisses, hugs, movie nights, dates. The way he greets you whenever he comes to visit, the way he holds you in bed when he decides to stay the night.

You didn't know. What were you two?

"Y/N's..." He starts, going back to feed the little girl when she tugged on his sleeve. The men around the table unconsciously leaned in, even you, were anticipating his answer.

"Y/N is Y/N." He looks up and nods at them with a blank expression. They all grumble in disappointment and sat back. You laugh and nodded, agreeing with the man feeding your daughter.

"And Yoongi is Yoongi." You confirm as you stuffed your mouth with beef and rice. Hoseok crosses his arms as Namjoon's eyes shift between the two of you, Seokjin continuing to cook on the grill.

"What does that even mean, hyung?" Hoseok asks the elder in laughter. The man in question shrugged and ignore them all, baby talking Nari as the two of them started a conversation.

When they received no answer, the two of them looked at you. You raised your eyebrows and shook your head, refusing to answer them as well.

Hoseok grumbled and Namjoon sighed.

"It means they don't know, so shut up and eat your food." Jin says as he fills their plates with more flavour ribs and beef. Namjoon nodded and ate as Hoseok picked up his chopsticks.

"Pssh, rude." He scoffs before scuffing down at his plate.

The table was quiet for a few, the soft voices of Nari and Yoongi in baby-conversation accompanied by the restaurant's chatter was filling the space.

"Uncle." Nari suddenly says, making all the men on the table look up.

"Yes dear?"

"What, honey?"

"Why, sweetie?"

Nari giggles as Jin, Namjoon, and Hoseok looked at each other with wide eyes.

"Uhm, I think she was referring to me." Hoseok started. Namjoon laughs airily before talking with a sassy tone and a raised brow.

"You wish, she looked at me when she said it." He crosses his arms.

"Excuse you, I was her first uncle here, you all can eat quietly, what is it sweetie?" Jin smugly says to the two before looking at Nari with a soft smile. Nari giggles shyly then shook her head before looking at you.

"Eomma." She calls. You laugh loudly before you brush your fingers down her pigtails.

"Me? I thought you called uncle?" You ask her as she licks the ice cream Namjoon ordered for her. She looks at you and then smiles.

"Eomma pwetty." She randomly gurgles. You smile before you leaned to kiss her cheek. Yoongi was looking at you both with adoration.

And if someone was watching, it would look like a scene from a happy Disney movie. That's how the men on the table look at you three.

"Okay we gotta take pictures." Hoseok pulls out his phone before stretching out his arm, he looks over his shoulder and asks,

"Do you guys say anything for Nari before taking pictures?" You nod, cleaned Nari's face and made her face the camera.

"Say Nari!" You cheered loudly as the others follow.

"Nari!" Says the uncles and mommy.

"Nawi!" Says the little baby. Hoseok clicks the button.

"Nari?" Says the new person that had enter the restaurant, startled by the cheers of the table.

You looked over your shoulder and saw the boy's landlord. Your eyes widen in surprise, not expecting the new comer, but you weren't worried.

Mr. Bang is like a father to you.

"Oh! Mr. Bang!" You waved him over to your table as the boys follow your gaze with surprise. Said man comes and greets all of you as he nears the table.

Mr. Bang smiles at the sight of you and the boys, nostalgia hitting him as he sits between Jin and you.

"Mr. Bang, are you here for the rent money?" Hoseok asks jokingly and the table rumbled with laughter, Nari looking at the newcomer with — once again — curiosity.

"Aigoo, I told you that the house was yours to keep, yes?" He waved them off with his hand as you offered him a plate. You gasped in surprise before looking at him.

"Really?! You gave them the dorm house?!" You ask him with wide eyes. They all chuckle at your reaction.

"Yes, Y/N, a big luxurious one in Hannamdong, you know I treat these boys like my sons." He says proudly before picking up a piece of beef and eating it.

"Really? 5 years ago you were banging on our dorm doors and threatening to kick us out because we just put the trash bags out and not in the bin." Yoongi comments and all of you around the table laughed loudly. Your stomach cramped as you tried to regain your breathing.

"Aish! I told you I was sorry for that!" Mr. Bang pointed his chopsticks at Yoongi, making the man shrug and lean back on his chair, the atmosphere calming down to soft chatter.

"By the way, how are you doing, Y/N? I haven't seen you since..." Mr. Bang trails off, deeming the subject uncomfortable to say. You waved it off and smiled.

"I've been doing great, Mr. Bang. Been busy and all." You don't think he sees Nari because she was sitting between you and Yoongi, so you were unintentionally blocking the little girl from Mr. Bang's view as he sat at the head of the table.

"Do you work?"

"Not at the moment, I've been taking care of something else, or someone." You leaned into your chair to give him view of your daughter, licking her ice cream in her baby chair.

The men chuckle as they see Mr. Bang's eyes widen, jaw going slack as he looks at the little girl.

"Is she your daughter?" Mr. Bang recovers from his shock and now was smiling and waving at the girl.

You nod and turned to pick up Nari from the high chair and put her down, her little feet padded instantly to Mr. Bang's seat. He pulled her into his lap and she quickly warmed up to him hugging him with one hand as her other was holding the ice cream.

Nari was like a observe-to-be-sure kind of kid. As long as she sees her mom smile at the person she was talking to, she deemed that person her mom's friend, and her mom's friend is her friend as well.

"Aigoo, what a cutie." You smile at your uncle's words.

"Of course, she takes after me." You say jokingly and Yoongi scoffs playfully. You look at him and push his shoulder lightly before he smiles and he places his hand on your thigh.

"Are you her dad, Yoongi?" Mr. Bang asks as Nari busies herself with playing with his glasses.

"Jeongguk is, but I raised her and she calls me appa." Yoongi simply answers. Mr. Bang stops and nods after a moment, not prying into the subject anymore.

He knows how you and Jeongguk ended, but didn't know what happened after you disappeared, but nonetheless, he didn't try to pester you with questions as he just played at the cute baby on his lap.

Lunch continued on 'til you were all full. You paid the bill even though the men all wanted to pitch in and pay it for you, but you said, "It's Nari's birthday, consider it her treat." So they stopped nagging you about the bill.

As the seven of you walked down the street, Hoseok and Jin were holding Nari's hand and were walking first. You had your hand wrapped around Yoongi's arm, inseparable as the two of you walked behind them, Namjoon and Mr. Bang were behind you conversing about changing something in their apartment.

The triad in front of you suddenly stop, making you and Yoongi look at them. Nari gasped and saw the sign of a store nearby. She turned to look at you, still holding her chonnies hands.

"Eomma! Eomma!" She squeals in excitement as she jumps up and down.

"What is it?" Hoseok asks as he smiles at the excited baby.

"It's her favourite toy shop." You sighed before you nodded at her. It was her birthday after all.

She squeals and pulled their hands towards the shop, Jin almost stumbling at the strength of the two year old.

The rest of the group followed closely behind, as soon as all of you were inside the shop, everyone had all dispersed, talking about what to get for Nari. You and Yoongi were walking together before he stops in front of a toy.

It was a hardware tools set, all in different colors. You smiled at Yoongi.

"You don't mind that it's essentially for boys, right? It's just that — she likes to pretend she's building furniture and stuff ever since she saw me fix the coffee table last July." He asks for your approval first as he picked up the box.

"What do you mean for boys? Yoongi, it's fine, it doesn't matter what gender it's for. As long as she'll be happy with it, then we'll get her all the tools and broken furniture to fix in the world." You kissed his cheek before he smiled at you, tucking the box under his free arm and continuing to walk with you throughout the store.

You eventually saw Namjoon, who was looking at a box before he saw the two of you.

"You think she'd like this?" He turned the box to you.

It was a block puzzle, with the blocks shaped as people in the army in different shades of purple. You had to assemble the soldiers to form a shape that was in the picture book the set came with.

You smiled at him and nodded, "She loves the colour purple and smart enough to know shapes, she'll love it." Yoongi confirms.

Namjoon smiles widely and thanks you both before quickly running to the cashier and having it wrapped up. You both follow him and also had yours wrapped to a gift.

Mr. Bang follows behind shortly, holding a giant yellow stuffed dog that stands at half of Namjoon's height. You laughed in surprise as the staff just shoved it into a huge plastic bag that had designs on it, to at least make it look like it was wrapped as a present.

You all walked out of the store, waiting for the three people outside.

And when they were out, Hoseok was wheeling Nari in a bike. Your eyes widen in surprise. That must've cost a lot.

"God, that must've been expensive, oppa." You say to him as Jin follows behind, holding a plastic bag filled with other toys.

"Nonsense, I'd buy anything for my little Nari, you think we didn't see the broken one outside your apartment's door when we followed Jin hyung?" He raises a brow at you playfully. You sighed and thanked them, feeling grateful.

You've been meaning to replace that one with a new one but haven't found time to go out alone to surprise her.

All of you were now walking towards the local playground, a comfortable chatter between all of you, sometimes Nari will slip in with her random blubbering, making all of you laugh.

It was now 3 in the afternoon, the sun was still high up in the sky but the weather was so chilly that you had to stick next to Yoongi for warmth, your coat doing you no justice whatsoever despite it being the thickest and warmest you have.

"Uhm, guys?" Namjoon stops you all, the group turning around to look at him but he was looking down at his phone.

"What's wrong, Joon?" Jin asks as he comes near to the back of the group. He leans in to look at Joon's phone before fumbling with the bags, reaching out to his back pocket.

"What's going on?" You ask, wondering why were they suddenly acting fidgety.

"Just tell me what happened when I get back, I'll distract Nari for a bit, she's bothered why we got all quiet." Said Hoseok before he wheeled Nari around, distracting her with his sound effects from the thick tension around the group.

"Jeongguk's sending screaming chats to our gc."

"He's mad, talking about how we bailed on him on his 21st." Namjoon replied while typing aggressively on his phone, Jin quiet as he types as well.

Mr. Bang had left a little earlier, saying that he'll mail the large stuffed toy since no one wanted to carry it while walking around town.

"Uhm, did you have plans for today with him?" You timidly ask them and Namjoon nods, continuing to type. Yoongi sighs before turning you to face him then hugs you.

"We were supposed to go drink at this exclusive club he goes to, he's got a whole section rented out since he's famous." Yoongi rubs your back to comfort your stress. You sighed before wrapping your arms around his waist, watching Hoseok talk to Nari playfully.

"I think you all should go. He doesn't know that you all came by to see me, let alone know I'm alive. Just say you weren't together but met up and came home when you saw his messages." You insisted. You didn't want to cause a rift into their friendship.

You already did once.

"It's fine, babe. It was for Nari anyway." Yoongi kisses your forehead before he pulls out his phone, sending a quick 'calm down Jeongguk' to the gc.

"No, I'm being serious, you two have been doing this for 2 years now, today makes it 3." You point at Yoongi and Jin. You quickly call Hoseok over, when he was near enough you turned to Namjoon.

"And I don't want you two, Namjoon oppa, Hobi oppa, to do the same. He's still a friend that you know the longest. He's still your brother. It's fine if you miss Nari's birthday sometimes, she understands, right baby?" You look at the baby that was still sitting on the bike, she looks up at you and smile while nodding, even though she doesn't understand what you just said.

"I guess we better get home." Namjoon sighs as he turns off his phone and picked up the plastic bags that had fallen.

"We'll walk you to your apartment, Y/N." Hoseok says before all of you started to walk towards your complex. Silence engulfing the group, gone were the happy auras earlier, now replace with dread.

Once you've reached your door, which was on the third floor of the building, you let Nari in first, putting her down from carrying her up the stairs. Hoseok wheels the bike by the door, folding it up as the others wait outside the entrance of your apartment.

Nari runs inside and gets her box of toys. Jin puts down the bags of gifts they had bought her before he stands up and hugs you.

"We'll visit soon." He says as he pulls away from the hug. You smiled. The other two did the same, bidding you a goodbye and a see you soon.

"Yoongi, are you driving your own car or you wanna ride with us?" Hoseok asks as he twirls his keys. Yoongi shook his head and waved them off.

"You go first, I'll see you all at home." They nod and said goodbye. You close the door after Yoongi came in, lifting the bags to put them into Nari's playroom. You start to walk to the living room when your phone dinged.

It was from your sister.

AreumUgly: Hey sis, I'm outside your complex, wanna ask if I can take Nari out with Janyeon, he's been wanting to see her

You look to the living room to see your Nari pouting, she didn't want to go home yet since she now knows it was her birthday.

Y/N Eonni: Yea sure lemme just ask her

"Nari baby? Do you wanna go to your auntie Areum's for a bit? Janyeon's with her." You ask when you saw her playing with her stuffed kitten. She looked up at you and nodded aggressively with excitement before lifting her arms out to you.

You went down the apartment with her in your arms and saw your sister with her son, Janyeon, who was around Nari's age as well. You greet her with a kiss on the cheek and a hug, then set Nari down, the two kids bonding instantly. You hand her Nari's backpack which still had her stuff you packed earlier in it.

"We'll be back a bit late, around dinner time, Eomma and Appa did said they wanted to see the kids, did they text you yet?" She asks you as you both stand outside the building.

Your parents finally reached out to you when Nari turned one. They were crying when they came to your apartment with Areum's help and had apologised repeatedly. You were a big mama's girl, well, also a papa's girl because you were the first born. You cried too and forgave them. Now, they were constantly video calling and made you visit them, always having Nari with you, sometimes Yoongi coming along.

"They did? I haven't received a text yet." You opened your phone and sure enough, no texts and calls from your parents.

"Yeah, well, they were supposed to send a text, since they planned to surprise Nari today. But then their sink got clogged again and they said they were just going to text you to come and I don't know, fix it for them? But I don't know." She jokingly shrugged and you laugh with her before she called the kids over.

"We'll get going now, see you later!" She holds each of their hands and you crouched down to kiss each of their cheeks. They start to walk and you waved to Nari, who looked back and waved.

"Be safe! Love you!"

You went back inside the complex, took the elevator to your floor, walked through the hallway and through your door, to see Yoongi standing in the middle of the living room, staring at his phone, his back was towards you. Locking the front door, you started walking towards him.

You quietly got behind him and wrapped your arms around his waist, startling him.

"Are you staying for a bit?" You ask him as he turns around. He reaches and pushed away the stray hairs falling on your face since you took out your hair from your bun.

He nods and lowers his hands to wrap around your waist, your hands reaching up to wrap around his neck. He pulls you closer and rests his forehead against yours before slowly swaying your bodies side to side.

"Yoongi?"

"Hmm?"

"What are we?" You push against him, hands on top of his chest as you looked up at him. He looks at you in gentle surprise, not expecting that question from you.

"What do you want us to be?" He softly asks you as he runs a hand through your hair before it rests on your cheek, thumb rubbing your skin softly.

What did you want you two to be?

You never imagined you and Yoongi in a relationship, let alone raise a child together. He was practically your husband with no strings attached. The way you acted with each other was so natural, you two were like a married couple. But the way you felt about Yoongi, it scared you. It confuses you. You knew how he feels about you, and he knows that you can't return them. You started to doubt what you said to him about your emotions.

Can't you really return them?

"I..." You trailed off. Uncertainty waving through your veins, filling your fingertips as Yoongi felt them fist his shirt lightly.

"You don't have to—" You quickly cut him off with your fingertip on his mouth when he starts.

You had to get this off your chest. You had to say this before you burst.

"I, Yoongi, I-I think, we can be something... more..." You struggle to say and looked down at the floor, embarrassed that you had actually confessed like a high schooler. You mentally groaned.

This was so easier back then with Jeongguk, why is it so awkward now? You thought.

You then felt his fingertips tug your chin upwards, when your eyes finally met his, he was smiling so widely. You lost your breath for a moment.

He was perfect. Perfect. You needed him to take care of you. Needed him in every way possible.

"I love you, Y/N, so so much." He says while tipping your chin. You struggle to say it back, words caught in your throat, staring at the beauty before you named Min Yoongi.

He chuckled at your reaction.

"You're not obligated to say it, if you don't-"

"I love you, Yoongi." You say out before you crashed your lips onto his, hands finding his neck as you leaned in harshly.

His grip on your waist tightened as he pulled you closer. His tongue prying your mouth open, exploring a bit before dancing with yours. He steered you both through the hallway, and into your room before pushing you gently on the bed.

Laying on top of you, he pushes you further so you were laying down, not pulling away from your lips.

As soon as you felt his hands on your sides, caressing every bit of your skin, you let out a rather loud moan. He pulls away quickly and says in his husky voice, panting for a bit.

"Quiet, baby, I wanna show you just how much I love you." He smirks at you, sending a wave of pleasure to your core as he leans in again, this time aiming for your neck as he suddenly sucks on the soft skin.

You groan out loudly, fisting his shirt before lifting it up, he took the signal and leaned away to take off his shirt. You copied him, taking off the sweater and the turtle neck before you looked at him. He was already staring at your chest hungrily and in adoration.

"Fuck, you're a goddess." His eyes flicker between yours and your chest. You laughed and pulled him in by his arm.

"If I knew better, I would be screaming at you for cussing." You whisper in his ear before licking his earlobe, bitting it softly while pulling away to lay your head back onto the bed.

"Well good thing you don't, 'cause now you'll be screaming my name instead." He says before he dove back in your neck and kissed down to your chest. He eyes them before looking up at you, asking for permission with his eyes.

You arched your back up and unclasped your bra, letting your breasts out in front of his eyes. His now wide eyes were ogling shamelessly, he licked his lips and captured one nipple into his mouth.

"Pretty tits." He says as he sucked and licked on your nipple, licking and suckling until it was taut and sensitive.

You moaned and gripped his hair as he suckled and flicked it with his tongue while he fondled with the other in his hand, twisting and playing with your other nipple in his fingers.

"Y-Yoongi, please, I-" He shushes you up by putting two fingers in your mouth. You moaned around his fingers and sucked harshly, wanting to be full. Your hands slid down his chest down to his trousers, fumbling around with his belt as he layered hickeys over hickeys onto your chest, paying more attention to your nipples.

You finally got his belt undone and you tugged down at his pants, whining loudly. He popped out your nipple loudly before looking up at you with a smirk.

"What is it, baby?" He asks in a sultry voice, teasing you a bit with his thigh rubbing onto your sweats-covered core.

You whined once more, your hands sliding up your torso before squeezing your breasts in each hand, Yoongi's eyes following your movements.

"Please, Yoongi, cock, I need your cock." You whined at him as you then moved your hands to take off the sweatpants you had on, revealing the lacy black panties you unintentionally wore today.

"Shit." Yoongi gulps as he quickly stand up to take off his trousers, cussing loudly as it got stuck on his foot. While he was busy prying his foot free, you took off your panties and watched him silently.

When he was done, he was clad in tight looking black boxers when he finally looked up at you, his jaw dropped as he watched you on the bed, snaking your hand from your chest down your torso and onto your dripping core.

You moaned at him, watching him watch you with love and lust. You shifted on the bed, your legs facing him as you spread them, giving him a good view of your dripping rose.

"Fuck, love, you're killing me." He breathes out before he neared you, laying on his stomach as his face neared your wet core, he places his hands on your thighs and spread them out more. He begins to place kisses on your inner thigh, making you groan eagerly.

"Y-Yoongi!" You moaned loudly as you buck your hips up to meet his face, but he leaned away teasingly before slapping your thigh. You gasped and moaned as soon as he kissed the spot his hand landed on.

"Good girls are patient, baby. Are you my good girl?" He asks you, voice muffled as his lips pressed against your inner thigh, so dangerously close to your slit.

You nod furiously, trying to keep your hips at bay as he slid his hands up and down your thigh, your eyes were closed when you felt his breath on your core.

"Look at me, baby, let me see your beautiful face." You looked up at him, seemingly in a daze as he smiles at you before lowering his head onto your slit.

You moaned loudly and thrashed around the bed as he licks up a bold line from your opening to your clit, swirling his tongue on it before sucking it into his mouth, pulling off with a satisfying pop.

"Pretty pussy." He seemingly says to himself as he admired your pink wet pussy, all on display for him. He brings up a hand and thumbs your swollen clit around, making you shudder.

"You like it when daddy plays with your pussy, baby?" Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, a wave of pleasure crashing to your body because of his words plus the pressure he was putting on your clit.

He chuckles at your reaction before he inserts two of his long fingers in you, tongue replacing his thumb on your clit as he flicks and sucks the bud.

You screamed lightly as he fingers your pussy in a fast steady pace, reaching down to fist his hair making him moan onto your clit before he licked it furiously, sometimes sucking while licking it. His fingers hit a spot in you that made you arch your back from the bed as your mouth formed the perfect o face.

"That's it baby, cum on my face. Let me taste you, such a good pussy, so tight and wet, I can eat you all day." He encouraged as he flicks your clit over and over, fingers hitting the spot that sent stars over your head.

"P-Please! Want you! Inside, please, Yoongi!" You try to push off his head off your throbbing pussy, not wanting to cum from his tongue. Your body was shaking when he finally pulled off, giving your cunt one last powerful suck and kiss to your pink and engorged clit, making you whimper, before he stood on his knees on the bed.

From your view, he looked like a king. You were ready to bow down at his every will.

"Kitten wants my cock?" He pulls off his boxers, making his length slap up his stomach, ending just above his belly button, the tip red and angry, leaking with pre cum. You eyed it hungrily and unconsciously spread your legs wider, feeling your wet cunt drip with even more of your juices.

"Yes d-daddy, want it in me, in my tight pussy!" You whined as you buck your hips at him. He grips his length and taps your inner thigh with it teasingly. You groaned as he smirked at you.

"Show daddy how much you want my cock." He commands, you comply. You reached down while staring at him, replacing his hands with your own as you gripped him tightly. He hissed and threw his head back before going back to look at you.

You stroke him in a steady pace, from the base and twisting your hand when you reached up to his head, he loved it.

"W-Want you to wreck me daddy, fuck me please, fuck my pussy hard, I-I'm so wet for you, daddy." You leaned back on your elbows, still stroking his cock when you reached down to rub your pussy with the head of his shaft, moaning when you rubbed your clit slowly with the velvet tip.

"You want this fat cock inside your slutty pussy? Bet your tight cunt's begging for me to fuck it open." His eyes followed your each move, licking his lips before he slapped your hands away.

He lined up against your entrance and slapped the head of his cock onto your wet throbbing clit before thrusting over it, rubbing your glistening pussy with his large cock. You moaned and whined as the underside of his long length caressed your pussy, spreading your pink folds and grinding against your clit, your entrance was dripping that the bed below you was wet.

"Yeah baby? Like how my cock glides on your wet pussy? Like this, baby? Oh fuck! You're so wet and warm, my good girl." He moans as he rubs the head of his cock onto your clit, teasing you as your back arches, your mouth letting out moan after moan.

"Please, daddy, fuck me!" You groaned as you buck your hips again when his head catches onto your opening, making you tighten involuntarily.

It astounds you that although it's your first time with Yoongi, he knew how to pleasure your body like the back of his hand.

He swears and he held your hands against the bed, levelling himself so he doesn't crush you. He grunts before he pushes in slowly, filling you up inch by delicious inch. Your mouth opened up in a silent scream as your pussy stretches around him, accommodating his large and thick cock.

It has been so long since you had sex, you forgot how the stretch felt at first.

Yoongi stills for a moment, letting you adjust to his size, brushing your sweaty forehead to get rid of your hair that covered your beautiful face.

Your eyes were closed and your mouth was letting out small pants as you focused on the way he felt inside you. He was admiring you, restraining himself from lifting your legs and fucking your pussy the way he wanted to.

Hard and fast. He wanted to wreck you, to fuck you until all you can remember was his name, how good his cock was inside you. He wanted to be the only man to ruin you.

"Yoongi, fuck me please." You open your eyes to find him staring at you. He nods and leaned down to kiss you harshly. His hips moving slowly before gradually setting into a steady face, restrained thrusts and muted grunts.

Your pussy was squeezing him so tight he didn't know how he hadn't cum yet.

"Yoongi, more, please, daddy!" You breathed out, wanting more than what he's giving you. He looks up to you and smirks, feeling his cock throb inside your warm velvet walls at the name.

"Baby wants more?" He suddenly thrusts sharply, as if proving a point. You nodded weakly, biting your lip as you pulled him down to stick your tongue into his mouth.

He started to rock hard and fast into you, skin slapping into each other as the room felt humid and hot. You moaned loudly as he repeatedly abused your soft spot, his thrusts never weakening.

"Good baby? Is daddy's cock fucking your pussy good?" He detached his lips from yours and moves down, now sucks at your neck as his hand comes down to rub at your swollen clit, cock still abusing your sensitive pussy.

"Yes! Ah! Fuck! Daddyyyy!" You cried out, your breasts were bouncing up and down and Yoongi's eyes were following them all the way, admiring how sweat drenched your body was, and it was all because of him — his tongue, his fingers.

His cock fucking you in the right places.

"What a good little cockslut, love your pussy fucked by daddy's big fat cock? Huh?" You nod aggressively as his words affecting you so bad. You had forgotten what it was like to be in subspace, it felt good.

"You want daddy to wreck you baby? You want daddy's cock to fuck you everyday? Make you cum so many times you lose count?" You nod and thrashed in his arms, feeling so overwhelmed as tears fall from your ears. You were tightening around him, feeling dangerously close to your high as his thrusts were hammering your body further into the bed.

"A-Ah! Daddy! Ohhh daddy!" You were a babbling mess, not aware of what was coming out of your mouth as Yoongi's cock fucked you nice and open.

"You love my cock don't you, slut? Fuck, I love this tight wet pussy so much! Should've known you were such a cockslut for my cock, baby. I would've fucked you over and over 'til your pussy's raw, but you'd like that don't you?" You nod enthusiastically and whimpered at his words, his hands squeezing at your breast as your head bobbed up and down at his thrusts.

"Can't even talk now huh? Daddy's cock fucking your little whore pussy so well, slut?"

You wrapped your arms around his neck, never getting enough of his lips. You begin to feel the knot in your core tighten and it seems like he too is close to release, his lips moaning into yours as your tongues battle for dominance.

"B-Baby, I have to pull out." He breathily says as he feels you wrap your legs around his hips, thrusting sharp and fast, trying to reach both of yours highs. You shook your head and looked at him, your body moving upwards as he keeps his pace. You moan as you say,

"I-IUD, you- cum — OH GOD! — i-inside!" He aggressively pulls you into a sitting position in the middle of your sentence, sitting on his thighs as his knees were still on the bed, the position making his thick cock go deeper into your pussy, grazing your swollen walls.

You wrapped your arms around his neck as you rested your forehead on his shoulder as you melt into his body, whimpering loudly as his thrusts going harder and faster by a mile as you felt his arms tightly hold you up.

"Fuck — baby! You wanna be my cum slut, huh? Are you my cum slut, babygirl? Want my cum in your slutty greedy pussy? Daddy's gonna fill you up, make you my cum bucket?" He asks you as he reaches down to slap your ass, making you jerk upwards, moaning.

"Y-Yes daddy! Am your slut! Want your cum in my slutty pussy!" You fall deeper into subspace, becoming putty in Yoongi's arms as he reaches down between your bodies to rub at your clit.

"I'm gonna cum baby, you're gonna cum with daddy, understand?" He demands you as he rests his forehead against yours, his lust filled eyes staring into your dazed ones as you felt your high quickly coming. You nod and moaned while looking into his eyes.

"Gonna let daddy cum in your pussy like a good girl? Are you my good girl?" You nod and started to move with him, wanting to release the pressure in your lower abdomen, desperately.

He groans loudly and he snaps up his hips sharply, making you gasp, a silent cry coming out of you as you shake with your release, Yoongi holding you tightly as he spurted ropes and ropes of his thick hot cum in you, grinding his hips slowly to ride out both of your orgasms.

"Yeah, take my cum like the good girl you are, baby. That's it. Fuuuuck! Take it princess, yeah — fuck, take it all, your greedy pussy's milking my big cock. Fuck, I love you." He groans as he still thrusts up to you, fucking his cum back into your sensitive pussy, not wanting even a small drip out. You moaned as he kisses your forehead, sensitive from your high.

"I love you, Yoongi." You say in breathes as you look up at him. He smiles and kisses your lips.

"I love you too, Y/N." He shifts your position, he was now leaning against the headboard, his back supported with pillows as you lay on top of him, too high from your orgasm you refused to move.

"Y/N, I gotta pull out, baby." He laughs as you grumble and swatted his hands that tried to pull you off, not wanting to move from your position. You were still pretty much in your subspace, and you weren't coming out anytime soon.

You got horny again after a moment of silence, wanting relief, the lack of sex for years was now getting to you. You started to slowly grind your hips into his, feeling his softening cock still in your very wet and very sensitive pussy.

Yoongi groans and holds your hips, stilling you from your movements, you whined loudly and tried to grind against him again. He raises a brow, feeling his cock harden inside your walls as you ground your clit into his pelvis.

"Babygirl wants to go again?" You nod and softly bounce yourself onto his hardening cock, feeling him graze your swollen walls once more. You gasped as Yoongi bucked his hips up, his now fully hard cock hitting your spot perfectly.

"Oh Daddy! So big! Please let me fuck your cock in me! P-Please!" He raised a brow as you continued jumping up and down, his eyes following your every movement. Stopping you from moving, you cried even harder as he grips your waist, and with an arched brow and smug smirk, he says,

"Beg."

"Daddy! I — hic! — my greedy pussy needs m-more! Please! N-need your cock, need your cum! Please!" Seemingly satisfied with you, he releases you and immediately you started bouncing up and down on his lap, his cock spearing your pink pussy once more.

He sighs at the feeling of your wet, tight and warm heat engulfing his huge cock, wanting nothing more than to fill you over and over with his cum.

"Go ahead baby, fuck your tight pussy back on daddy's cock, make daddy fill you up with cum again." Yoongi leans back and puts his hands to rest behind his head, watching you fuck yourself on his fat hard cock.

"Yes, daddy." You nod and leaned in, kissing his lips and fucking your tongue into his mouth, he groaned and sucked at the muscle as your pussy engulfs his huge cock over and over again.

You were obsessed.

After you both had shower, of course Yoongi insisting you shower together "to save water", you dry your hair with a towel as you step into the living, fresh new clothes on and sat onto the couch, reaching over to grab your phone.

AreumUgly: Eonni, Is it okay if Nari stays the night, Eomma and Appa insisted we sleep here and just go home tomorrow

AreumUgly: weather forecast says a snow storm will hit Seoul tonight

Y/N Eonni: Really? I thought snow was coming in late November. It's early this year

Y/N Eonni: Ask Eomma if Nari still has some of her clothes there

AreumUgly: Ok brb

AreumUgly: Yep they still here, does she drink the same formula Janyeon drinks?

Y/N Eonni: Ye, and make sure to tell Eomma to sleep next to her, she can't sleep without someone next to her

AreumUgly: sure c u tomo

Y/N Eonni: Bye

"Nari staying at your parents' tonight?" Asks Yoongi as he stepped into the living room and sitting down next to you, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you closer to him. You leaned backwards, back to his chest as you sigh.

"Yep, snow storm tonight."

"Tonight? Snow's coming early this year." Yoongi says as he runs his hands down your arms.

"You staying tonight? Don't you have somewhere to be, mister?" You say as you turn to face him. He chuckles and kissed your lips softly.

"I'll leave a bit later, I know Jin hyung's gonna get my head for this." He says as he leans back on to the couch. You nod and laid down on top of him, his arms automatically wrapping around you as you both watched a drama on the television.

The both of you stayed like this until Yoongi had to go. You kissed him goodbye before shutting the door behind him.

"Guess I'm all alone." You say as you relaxed onto the couch again, getting a well deserved rest.

Author’s Note:

beautiful reader,

SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! i was bored so i decided to post chapter 2 a day early! 

phew. well that was steamy. how r u guys doing? teehee this was such a long chapter tho! next chapter will be the second to the last chapter that flashes back into Y/N’s past and Nari's birthdays!

how'd u guys think i do for today's smut it's the first one I've ever written hehehe they'll be more coming tho wink wink

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