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Thank You For Reading Cat Got Your Tongue!! And I See Some Of My Favorites On Here Too! Seriously This

Thank you for reading Cat got your Tongue!! And I see some of my favorites on here too! 👀👀 seriously this is a great list for JK fics 🫠💜

Jeon Jungkook (WC: <20k)

Jeon Jungkook (WC:

bold + italics = top fave!

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jungkook | proposals by @pjxmin - [18.1k]

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↳ genuinely and truly speechless… i felt like i was watching a movie the whole time. JAW DROPPING.

↳ update: upon further review, this is currently my favorite story that i’ve ever read. that’s all.

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last updated: 12/26/23 ✿

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YALL NEW CHAPTER LETS GOOOOO!

Sinful Lust | ch 3 (myg & jjk)

Sinful Lust | Ch 3 (myg & Jjk)

☆summary: Yoongi finds himself questioning everything that led to him enjoying both you and Jungkook in his bedroom life. Still, he folds for you both, but will he always do?

☆pairing: bisexual boyfriend!Yoongi x female!reader x Jungkook

☆rating: 18+ (MINORS DNI)

☆genre: mostly smut, angst, snippets of life!au

☆warnings: alcohol, jealousy, establishing ground rules, curses, a crush, pet names, lies, explicit content: oral sex (male on male, male on female, female on male), mentions of anal sex, dom!Jungkook, dom!reader, sub!Yoongi, praise, degradation, fingering, jerking off, clit play, breast play, balls play, mouth fucking, anal fingering, unprotected sex (don't be stupid) cum play (kiss with a mouthful of cum? if that makes any sense lmao there might be a term for it but Idk it), begging

☆word count: 12.4k

☆a/n: Finally a Yoongi pov! I hope you enjoy this one! We're moving away from mostly pwp to finally start knowing more about the life of the characters outside of the bedroom. Thank you @moonleeai as always for beta-ing this fic <3

☆a/n pt2: I do not own BTS or any of the members. I do not know what they are like irl (I do not claim to know their personalities, sexual orientations, beliefs, etc.). This fic is just a work of fiction, so please keep that in mind while reading

☆series masterpost

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Yoongi feels strange. He feels strange sitting at his kitchen table while you grab a notebook and a pen, strange catching Jungkook’s gaze, who purses his lips and looks at a knot in the wood of the table.

There’s want, in his younger friend’s posture. Yoongi sees it clear as day. Jungkook can barely conceal the looks he’s throwing towards you, and to Yoongi’s surprise, towards him too.

Of course, you suggested establishing ground rules. Inviting Jungkook over for dinner, that Yoongi cooked while you and Jungkook shared glasses of wine at the table, always making sure Yoongi also had one. And you always made sure he was included in the conversation too, but he’s realized that you and Jungkook have a complicity he didn’t even expect to form between the two of you.

He’d be lying if he said he wasn’t jealous, but at night he knows he is the one you fall asleep next to. He’s been holding onto that fact for days now.

“So,” you start as you sit next to Yoongi.

Jungkook is across the table, arms crossed on his chest in a nonchalant and arrogant way that’s also been making Yoongi feel strange. Especially as his tongue keeps poking at his piercing, and Yoongi’s brain struggles with not picturing the way Jungkook’s tongue feels on his dick.

Needless to say, it feels far too good.

“So,” Jungkook echoes with a smirk ghosting on his lips. “Ground rules, huh?”

You nod, and your gaze burns into Yoongi’s profile before it falls to the paper in front of you. “Just so everyone is on the same page.”

Even though it was sort of his idea, Yoongi doesn’t even know what you all could establish as ground rules. He thinks about when he saw you and Jungkook together, looking the perfect picture of a happy couple, and he has to rein in the jealousy that is threatening to overcome his senses.

“I was thinking…” you start, nibbling on the end of the pen as you visibly search for words. “I don’t think we mind if you have sex with other people, but maybe you could always wear protection?”

Jungkook chuckles, tilting his head to the side. “Of course. I always wear protection.” He pauses, seems to ponder for a time before he adds, “Usually, that is”.

Because you haven’t worn protection when you’ve had sex together. Which reminds Yoongi of how it felt to fuck you at the same time as Jungkook, and he doesn’t have to look down to see his semi appearing, pushing against the fabric of his pants. He shifts in his seat, watching you as you scribble the rule on the page.

“Is it really necessary to write it down?” Jungkook asks, sounding more genuine than Yoongi expected. “Isn’t it weird to treat it like a contract?”

You fake-glare at him, and Yoongi doesn’t miss the way Jungkook’s eyes light up when you laugh. He chuckles too, just because he hates feeling left out.

“I mean,” he says, and both your gaze and Jungkook’s move to him. “It kind of is a contract, when you think of it.”

Jungkook snorts. “Way to make it not sexy at all, hyung.”

Yoongi rolls his eyes and prepares a retort when you gently pat his arm, and his head goes empty.

“Do you have something you’d like for us to add?” you ask Jungkook. “Any rule that comes to your mind?”

“You’re on the pill, aren’t you?” he fires back.

“IUD.”

Yoongi sits back in his chair as you add that, formulating it as a “contraceptive method”. It’s a little funny, but then he imagines what would happen if you got pregnant with Jungkook’s child. It’s enough to douse him in a cold shower, and he nibbles at his lower lip as your eyes slide to him.

“And you?” you enquire. “Anything you can think of?”

He holds your gaze, lets you read it in his eyes more than he lets it show in his tone. Because he doesn’t want you to think it’s pettiness, or jealousy, even though it probably stems from that. Indeed, he says, “No sleeping in the same bed”.

You nod, all business-like, putting the rule down. Before you even finish writing it, Jungkook is quick to speak.

“No one fucks my ass,” he says, half-joking.

Yoongi clenches his jaw, especially as the thought of fucking Jungkook makes his dick strain against his pants, and he has to shift in his seat again.

“Noted,” you reply pensively, writing it down under the previous rule. As the two men remain silent, you raise your head, gaze going between them a couple of times before you say, “Would you guys be willing to hang out for more than just sex? Just to make sure we always are comfortable with each other?”

Jungkook’s gaze is on you when he answers, “I’d love to”.

It has Yoongi clenching his jaw again, but who would he be to say no? Jungkook is one of his closest friends and adding you into the mix shouldn’t have to be weird.

Though he reckons everything has been weird lately.

You look happy, and you put it down on the paper as Yoongi shifts again. Jungkook glances at him, and a smirk grows on his lips once more.

“Something wrong, hyung?”

Yoongi’s cheeks burn, and he slightly shakes his head. “Nah, all good.”

“You look flustered,” Jungkook adds, all teasing.

Fuck.

You glance at him, eyes darting to his dick once. “Gosh, Yoons.” You pat his thigh, far too close to his cock for comfort. “Can’t even wait until we’re done with establishing ground rules, can you?”

He curses, slightly shaking his head. He wants to be able to bite back, to say something that would make you flush with arousal, but he’s never been good with that.

“What about a safe word?” you suggest, eyes trailing to Jungkook.

“That could be a good idea,” Jungkook approves. “Hyung, anything in mind?”

“We can go with the usual ‘red’.”

It’s indeed the one you’ve established in your relationship, and it feels simple to just add Jungkook to it. The latter nods, agreeing to Yoongi’s idea.

“Simple enough,” he comments.

There’s a prolonged silence then, as no one can think of another ground rule. Jungkook keeps eyeing you, and as a reflex Yoongi drapes an arm on the back of your chair. You glance at him and offer him a smile.

“So,” you say as you glance down at the list. “We can always add more if we think about something else.”

Jungkook nods. “Sounds like a plan.”

Both of them turn towards Yoongi, and Yoongi meets your gaze. “Works for me too.”

You grin, and you put the pen down before grabbing your wine glass. You’re the only one that isn’t done drinking, and Yoongi watches your throat work as you swallow.

He wants you. He wants you right now, wants to be the reason why you come. He wants Jungkook to watch and not be allowed to touch, wants to remind him what his place in the relationship is.

It’s primal. An animalistic urge, and it’s making his semi grow harder as his imagination runs wild.

“Do you guys want to drink more?” Jungkook asks.

Yoongi’s gaze snaps to his friend, and the smirk on Jungkook’s lips is enough to convince him to turn towards you.

“Babe,” he tells you.

You cock an eyebrow, waiting for him to continue.

“Let’s get some whiskey?”

You nod, smiling as you lean forward. You press a kiss to his cheek, and then you get up and go grab the whiskey. As you grab some glasses, Yoongi meets Jungkook’s gaze again. Now, there’s a knowing glint in Jungkook’s eyes, and it makes Yoongi shift in his seat.

“Are you sure you want to drink more, hyung?” Jungkook teases. “I’m getting a feeling that you’re already ready to go.”

“Jungkook!” you say as Yoongi remains silent, clenching his jaw.

It’s true. He’s ready enough to go, but he’s frustrated. He really doesn’t want Jungkook to touch you today.

You put ice in three glasses, while all Yoongi’s able to do is watch Jungkook. The latter falls serious, cocking his head to the side. “Unless that’s not what you want?”

Yoongi scoffs. “Just want to treat my girl right tonight.”

You stay awfully silent, as Jungkook smirks again. It’s dangerous, the way he does it, and Yoongi can’t help but palm himself through his pants.

“You want to make her feel good?” Jungkook asks.

“Yes.”

Yoongi hears you pour the whiskey, but he still can’t look away from Jungkook. It’s almost as if he’s in a trance, and it only gets stronger as Jungkook says, “You don’t want me to make you feel good?”

Yoongi’s unable to hold Jungkook’s gaze after that, and his eyes fall to a spot on his friend’s chest. “I don’t want you to touch her tonight.”

“What?” you let out as you put a glass down in front of him, and then slide one to Jungkook. You lean against the table, folding your arms on your chest as you look down at Yoongi. “So you get all the fun?”

You’re saying it teasingly, with a smile on your face, but when you notice that he’s fully serious, the smile falls. It’s replaced by fire in your eyes, and Yoongi can’t help the smirk that grows on his lips.

“Why don’t you sit on the table?” he says, surprising even himself with the dominance in his tone.

You obey, and his eyes fall to your naked legs. You’re wearing a skirt, and he already imagines just taking you right then and there.

“So I’m just supposed to watch?” Jungkook asks, laughing slightly.

Yoongi runs a hand on the inside of your thigh possessively as he grabs his glass of whiskey and knocks it back in one long gulp. He meets Jungkook’s gaze again then, and he tilts his head to the side.

Jungkook’s lips are parted, and his tongue darts to play with his piercing. It’s a gesture Yoongi’s always found hot, and right now it makes his blood boil in his veins. It’s almost enough for him to lose his hold on the dominance, but he’s saved by you when you say, “Suck his dick, JK. Show him that you can make him feel good too.”

Jungkook chuckles dryly, shaking his head no. “I’m curious what hyung has in mind,” he says to you. “What do you have in mind?”

The question is directed to Yoongi, and he wets his lips. You’ve offered him salvation, because all he has to do is repeat, “Suck my dick, Jungkook-ie. I want to hear you choke on me.”

“Damn, Yoons,” you let out, and your mouth falls open as his long fingers find your entrance over your panties. He hisses in satisfaction as he finds you already soaked, especially as you add, “You want to be in control tonight?”

He does. He always wishes he was in control, but he struggles with it. Folds whenever you look at him with your sultry eyes, whenever Jungkook uses that commanding voice of his. And Jungkook knows. His younger friend knows, and uses it against him.

Perhaps choosing Jungkook as the one to join you two for threesomes was a bad decision after all. Because, would Yoongi ever be able to tell Jungkook no?

He highly doubts so.

And maybe that’s why he wants Jungkook to be choking on his dick. Because Jungkook can’t control him like that, can’t look at you with wonder in his big eyes, like he’s been looking at you since the first day he met you.

Yoongi thinks his blood is running cold, but you lean forward, and press a kiss on his cheek. It settles the wave that was cresting over his heart, sends it back into the slumbering depths of the ocean in his chest. And as you drag a finger on his jaw, slowly, the ocean starts boiling again.

“You want me to spread my legs for you?” you ask.

Unable to find words, Yoongi only nods. Nods as his eyes dart to Jungkook, who’s sat back in his chair. From the looks of it, he’s already unbuttoned his pants, entirely prepared to watch Yoongi and you going at it.

It shoots the boiling sensation right to his dick, and Yoongi feels it straining against the fabric of his pants once more. He thinks he might be sick and twisted, to enjoy the ache that comes with you and Jungkook together. To enjoy the power trip of knowing that, at the end of the day, you’re still his.

And tonight, he’ll prove that to Jungkook too.

You sit back on the table, searching for a more comfortable position before pushing the notebook and the pen on top of it away. You’re fully dressed, yet you spread your legs wide open to make space for him, and Yoongi stands up. He grabs your face, tilts your head slightly back, and then leans to suck a deep, purple mark on your neck.

He then sits back down, glancing at Jungkook.

“Why don’t you suck my dick while I eat her out?” he tells his friend, and Jungkook looks conflicted. Conflicted, but the moment you look at him over your shoulder, Jungkook folds.

Yoongi sees it. Every time, he sees that Jungkook only gives in because of you. He doesn’t know if he likes it, just knows that the feeling of Jungkook’s lips and piercing on his dick is incredible every time.

He’s become addicted to it already, hasn’t he?

Jungkook goes under the table, moving closer to Yoongi before sitting back on his heels. His pants are unbuttoned but he’s abandoned his dick, instead resting his large hands on his muscular thighs. The fabric stretches over his legs, sinfully so, and Yoongi feels his desire for his younger friend in every single drop of blood his heart pumps in his veins.

He’s so damned confused.

So he focuses on your spread legs, on the way you’re already breathing lightly, chest moving up and down rapidly. He grabs your ankle, forces you to put your leg on his shoulder even though you’re still fully clothed, and he leans forward to inhale your sweet scent.

When Jungkook hesitantly palms him through his pants, Yoongi loses it. He once again sits back in his chair, and though he tries to sound commanding, his voice is whiny when he tells you, “Take off your panties and shirt, but keep the skirt.”

You smirk at him, the empress and he the mere servant, but you still obey. Still rid yourself of your shirt and underwear as Jungkook just remains kneeling there, watching with big doe eyes clouding with lust with every item of clothing that you remove.

Yoongi can’t help himself. He quickly pushes his pants down his legs along with his boxer briefs, releasing the pressure of the fabric on his dick. Precum already beads at his tip, and he grabs his base to squeeze once, looking at Jungkook.

“Get to work,” he tells his friend.

Jungkook tilts his head to the side, almost innocently. “You haven’t even touched her yet, hyung. Can’t let her be forgotten.”

Yoongi gulps when you tip his head back with one finger. “Oh, don’t worry”, you purr. “Watching you choke on him is plenty enough pleasure for me.”

Yoongi wants to whine, wants to tell you that you saying so is almost enough to make him bust on the spot, but he reins in the words, reins in his will to submit to you, the way that he always does. Instead, he smirks at you lazily, wetting his lips.

“But I want to get drunk on you,” he tells you, voice low and husky.

It’s your turn to gulp, as you lean back on your hands, putting one leg on his shoulder again. “Then get to it, baby. Show me how good you can eat me out.”

You don’t have to ask twice. Yoongi immediately leans in, pushing your skirt up so he can lick a long stripe from your entrance to your clit. He barely touches the bundle of nerves, but you still moan softly, carding your fingers through his hair.

And when you tug, he can’t help the small whimper he lets out, and he hopes it went unheard to both you and Jungkook as he sucks on your clit, hard. The sound you let out rivals his own, and maybe Jungkook didn’t care anyway because he grabs Yoongi’s cock, jerking him off while Yoongi busies himself with drinking you in. With exploring every crevice of your pussy that he can reach, plunging his tongue deep inside of you as you look down at him, pink lips parted in pleasure.

But he’s bound to lose. Yoongi knows it. Knows that the second Jungkook’s tongue will be on him, he’ll forget everything about defiance and control. He’ll turn into your own little toy, and he knows he’ll do anything for you. For you, and for the man between his legs.

So, he really focuses on you. Really tries to stay buried between your legs, but the second Jungkook’s tongue laps at his slit, he hisses, resting his face on your thigh. You’re merciless – you pull his hair hard, force him back to your pussy. And he obliges, even though Jungkook is now sucking on his tip, and all of his blood aims for his dick, leaving his head empty and dizzy.

You taste good. Sweeter than honey, as you always do. When he first started dating you, Yoongi loved eating you out for hours. Didn’t need you to touch him to be satisfied. Only needed to get drunk on you, on your taste and your heady scent and on every little sound you make.

Today, this hasn’t changed. Especially not as you let out a broken “Yoons…”, and then he’s sucking on your clit before circling it relentlessly, giving in more pressure before stopping, teasing the sensitive organ until you’re grinding in his face.

You’re exactly where he wants you to be. But he’s not there yet. He doesn’t think he’ll be able to unleash himself on you. Especially not as Jungkook takes more of his dick in, and he feels the piercing on every inch of his cock. Feels Jungkook’s wet tongue as it flattens against his dick, caressing the side until Jungkook stops, swallowing around his tip.

Yoongi has to pull away again, and you whine, perhaps in anger. He doesn’t even care. Only knows that he wants to fuck up into Jungkook’s mouth, wants to hear the lewd sounds his younger friend would make as he’d choke on him.

But Jungkook has sensed him moving. Because he pulls away, and Yoongi feels entranced with the sight of the string of saliva connecting his dick to Jungkook’s mouth. When Jungkook smirks, it breaks, yet all Yoongi can do is keep staring at those sinful lips, previously wrapped around his cock.

“Why aren’t you eating her out anymore?” Jungkook asks smugly. “Getting distracted?”

Yoongi can’t help himself. He grumbles, “Fuck off”, which earns him a squeeze of his dick that sends his mind flying up to the sky above.

“Look at that dirty mouth,” Jungkook says. “He thinks he can just speak to me like that?”

You laugh, and Yoongi thinks it’s a little mean. But he’s always liked that, always liked you degrading him, and his balls feel so fucking tight he thinks they might explode.

“Let him be, he was missing you,” you tease.

He was. Damn him, Yoongi was missing Jungkook.

He really is confused, isn’t he?

“Why would I suck the dick of such a brat?” Jungkook ponders aloud.

“If you want us to make you feel good after, you better not stop sucking him,” you tell Jungkook, and there’s so much command in your voice Yoongi expects Jungkook to fold.

This time around, Jungkook resists though. Sits back on his heels, lets go of Yoongi’s dick to palm himself instead. “Baby, he doesn’t want me to touch you tonight.”

Yoongi doesn’t miss the slight pout of your lips. And he hates that you two are discussing him like he’s not there, but he’s just gone mute. Mute and stupid and everything in between. There’s not enough blood left in his brain for him to formulate a coherent thought after all.

“Oh, Yoons will make you feel good,” you promise Jungkook. “Right, baby?”

That he can. Because if it’s him touching Jungkook then maybe he won’t have to watch how Jungkook holds you, or how Jungkook never finishes when it’s both of them with you. Only finishes when he’s got you all to himself, something Yoongi partly hates, though you’ve never forgotten about him once.

Perhaps he’s too possessive for this.

Jungkook leans forward, swirls his tongue around Yoongi’s tip, and just like that Yoongi knows he’s not too possessive.

He wants Jungkook just as badly as Jungkook wants you. And maybe that’ll explode in his face one day, but for now he just wants to enjoy it while he can.

“Yeah,” Yoongi breathes out, wondering if you and Jungkook can hear that he’s battling himself, heart and mind and dick all aching for different things.

“Let’s head to the bedroom, then,” you suggest. “We have more space over there for us three.”

There’s male satisfaction in Yoongi when you grab his hand to pull him behind you, letting Jungkook follow on your heels. And Jungkook and Yoongi exchange a look – a careful, assessing glance, as you walk in the bedroom, dropping Yoongi’s hand to lay down on the bed after having removed your skirt.

“Why don’t we start with you two kissing, mmh?” you suggest.

Yoongi also doesn’t hesitate for that. And Jungkook kisses him with a fervor he wasn’t expecting, making his dick ache from being untouched. But it doesn’t last long – Jungkook wraps a hand around his cock, pumping him a few times.

“Shit, hyung,” he says when he pulls away from the kiss, looking down at Yoongi. “You’re so fucking hard already.”

“He’s always hard for us,” you purr from your spot on the bed.

A glance at you makes Yoongi weak in the knees. You’ve got two fingers knuckles deep in your pussy, your legs spread open for the two men to see, and you’re rolling lazy circles on your clit with your other hand.

“Can’t help it when you guys feel so good,” Yoongi says, not expecting to actually speak out loud.

“Jungkook,” you breathe out, and it sounds so much like a moan Yoongi wants to walk to you, spread your legs even wider so he could fuck into you, so hard you’d forget anything other than his name. “Suck him,” you beg. “I want to see you swallow his cum.”

“Baby…” Jungkook lets out.

Yoongi doesn’t know how his hand reached for Jungkook’s neck. Only knows that he’s tightening his fist against his friend’s throat, restricting the air flow to his brain, and Jungkook shoots him an alarmed look.

“Get on your fucking knees,” Yoongi orders, and this time Jungkook does fold, dropping to his knees as Yoongi releases his throat.

“Good boy,” you praise from the bed.

Jungkook tries to turn his head towards you, but Yoongi has had enough of that. So he forces his friend to keep his eyes fixed on him, and he taps the head of his dick against Jungkook’s lips.

“Open up,” he growls.

Jungkook obeys. He parts his lips, big, doe eyes narrowed in lust as Yoongi pushes his cock in his mouth.

“I want to fuck your mouth so bad,” Yoongi murmurs, not breaking eye contact.

He’s trying to tell Jungkook that one more fucking baby to you and he’ll be dead. He doesn’t know if Jungkook understands. Only that he somehow grabbed a hold of his balls, squeezing just a little harder than he likes it, which makes Yoongi hiss in pain.

“You think you deserve it?” Jungkook asks when he pulls away.

You moan from the bed, but both men don’t look at you this time around. And Yoongi likes it. Likes that Jungkook’s full attention is on him for once, and he doesn’t want to miss the opportunity.

“I let you fuck my girl, the least you can do is let me fuck that dirty mouth of yours,” Yoongi hisses through his teeth.

Jungkook bites his lip, before offering a dark smile to Yoongi. “I tap your leg if it’s too much?”

Yoongi nods, but still waits for Jungkook to wrap his lips around his cock before he does anything. The second those sinful lips are once again wrapped around his dick though, Yoongi lets go of all of his restraint. He fucks Jungkook’s mouth, relentlessly, snapping his hips forward in short, hard thrust as Jungkook chokes around the tip of his cock, though surprisingly doesn’t tap his leg.

Jungkook wants to be good. That much Yoongi can tell. And he wonders, does he want to be good because he can tell that this is actually hurting Yoongi a little?

Can he read him better than you’ve been reading him lately?

Yoongi chases the thought away as he chases his orgasm instead, refusing to shut his eyes lest he forgets he’s fucking Jungkook’s mouth, and not yours. And though your mouth feels like heaven to him, Jungkook’s is a close second and he knows he’ll reach his high in no time.

Jungkook gags a little harder than previously as Yoongi nears his orgasm, and he pulls out of his younger friend’s mouth, breathing raggedly.

“You good?” he asks, not enough of an asshole to not care about his friend’s wellbeing.

Jungkook nods. “I don’t know why girls like this shit cause it feels like hell,” he comments drily, before chuckling.

Yoongi feels the blush creeping up his chest and neck, before reaching his cheeks. “Sorry.”

“Don’t be,” Jungkook reassures him. “But as much as I want you to feel good, I genuinely don’t think I’m ready to have your cum in my throat.”

Yoongi tries to hide his disappointment, though it goes unnoticed as Jungkook immediately turns his head to look at you.

“Why don’t you come in her mouth instead?” he suggests.

Not really being able to say no to that, Yoongi looks at you too. You’re still circling your clit, lazily, and your chest is flushed red, beads of sweat collecting on your forehead. Just from the sight of you, Yoongi knows that you’ve already orgasmed. He’d tease you for it, tell you that you’re quick off the mark, but something about the fact that you orgasmed watching Jungkook choking on his dick makes him want to grab Jungkook and force him to swallow every drop of his cum.

He resists, not wanting to push his friend’s boundaries, and instead walks to where you are waiting on the bed. You find it in you to lazily smirk up at him as he climbs on top of you, but a second later he’s crashing his lips on yours, wiping the smirk from your features. You lose your hands in his hair, tugging hard, which only makes his balls grow infinitely tighter. He doesn’t know what Jungkook is doing where he left him, and frankly, right now he doesn’t care.

Right now, he just wants to feel your walls rubbing against his dick. So instead of aiming for your mouth, like Jungkook suggested, Yoongi fists his cock, aiming right for your entrance. You break away from the kiss, resting your head on the bed, and your ragged breath fills the air around you.

“Your shirt,” you whine as he’s about to push inside of you.

He pauses, conflicted, before kneeling back on his heels so that he can quickly take off his shirt. He notices your eyes going behind him and he can’t help but look over his shoulder too.

Jungkook has taken off his clothes too. He’s standing there, muscles rippling on his chest and abdomen as he jerks off, teeth digging in his bottom lip as he watches Yoongi and you.

“Don’t stop for me,” Jungkook teases, flashing a corner smile before he lets out a grunt, probably because he’s started squeezing his dick harder.

Yoongi is going to go insane. He wishes it was his hand around Jungkook’s cock, him that’d pull moans and grunts and curses out of the pretty mouth of his friend. But he resists, focusing on you instead. Focusing on your awaiting eyes, on the sleek juice that coats the tip of his dick when he rubs it against your fold.

“What’s got you so wet?” he asks you.

You reach between the two of you, grabbing the back of his neck the moment he pushes in so you can pull him down, closer. “You,” you whisper in his ear, for just him to hear.

Because of course you always take the time to reassure him, whenever you have sex with Jungkook too. To reassure Yoongi that it’s him, that Jungkook doesn’t matter like he does. Or maybe that’s just what Yoongi likes to tell himself, or else he’d go crazy.

“Fuck,” he curses lowly, and then he pulls almost all the way out, before slamming into you again.

You moan in his ear, fingers digging in the back of his neck. Your nails are pressing on his skin, and the slight pain spurs Yoongi on, sending him into a frenzy of pounding into you so hard the bed rocks against the wall.

He knows he won’t last long at this rhythm. But he doesn’t care – his orgasm is just on the horizon, and he wants to sprint toward the blessed oblivion, to forget that one of his closest friends is jerking off behind him right now.

But he can’t forget. Not when the thought of it forces him to look back. Jungkook has gotten closer. If he wanted to, he’d be able to touch Yoongi. And when Yoongi’s gaze connects with Jungkook, Jungkook tilts his head to the side.

“What do you want me to do?” he asks Yoongi. And only Yoongi, which for some reasons makes him want to kiss Jungkook.

“Fucking come closer,” he rasps, slowing his motions so that he can catch Jungkook’s lips in a kiss when his friend sits next to you.

Jungkook grunts in his mouth, and Yoongi thinks he’s about to come. Even though he’s slowed down fucking into you, he’ll come, and he’ll come hard.

Because Jungkook decided it was time to finger his ass, and the tight ring of muscle barely resists before Jungkook is able to push one slender finger in up to the first knuckle.

“Shit,” Yoongi whimpers.

“That feels good?” Jungkook asks. He glances at you, at your fucked out expression, and then settles his gaze on Yoongi again. “To be balls deep inside of her while I’m fingering your ass?”

Yoongi moans this time, especially as you roll your hips, bringing friction to his dick. He shuts his eyes, trying to focus on the sensations, but as soon as Jungkook starts fingering his ass, pushing in and out in quick motions, he loses it.

He comes, and he comes hard. So hard he thinks his balls will explode, and he can’t help the whimpers he let out in your neck as he bends down. You hold him tight against you, whispering praises in his ear, and his dick keeps on twitching inside of you, his release filling you up.

When the orgasm finally leaves him empty, Yoongi can’t move. Especially not as Jungkook is still fingering his ass, and he thinks, if you both gave him a minute, he’d be able to go again. But you’ve got other things in mind. Indeed, one of your hands leaves Yoongi’s back, and when Jungkook curses, Yoongi can only imagine that you’ve started touching his friend.

A glimpse to the side reveals that you are indeed jerking Jungkook off, and precum glistens on the tip of his younger friend’s pretty cock. It’s instinct that guides Yoongi down until he’s licked at Jungkook’s tip, which earns Yoongi a hiss from him.

And when Jungkook buries a second finger in his ass, Yoongi starts sucking his friend, while you hold his cock up for him. It’s a little awkward at first from the position, so Yoongi moves, releasing you from the prison of his limbs. From the corner of his eyes, he sees you reach up to Jungkook’s cheeks, sees you kissing his friend languidly, but right now he doesn’t care.

Not when Jungkook’s sweet precum is slowly coating his mouth.

So he focuses on that. Focuses on the taste of his friend, on his hard cock in his mouth. On the fingers in his ass, that haven’t stopped moving since they found their way there. He focuses on the sensations, not caring that you’re probably still kissing Jungkook, that the grunts Jungkook lets out are swallowed by your avid mouth. No, right now, Yoongi really wants to share his younger friend with you, even if he knows it’ll hurt later.

He pulls away, one hand wrapping around the base of Jungkook’s cock so that he can lick on the side of his friend’s dick, aiming for his balls. And when he sucks one in, Yoongi holds Jungkook’s cock up for you, and you dip down to suck on the tip hard.

“Fucking shit,” Jungkook curses.

And then he slaps Yoongi’s ass, so hard it stings, and Yoongi lets go of Jungkook’s ball to watch you as you take all of Jungkook’s cock in your mouth, or at least all that fits.

“Why don’t you come in her mouth?” Yoongi suggests as he watches the pleasure on his friend’s features.

Jungkook only nods, clearly unable to form words as you start bobbing your head up and down quickly, letting out choked sounds whenever you’re all the way down.

And perhaps it’s mercy for his friend, but Yoongi pulls Jungkook’s hand away from his ass. As much as it felt good, he has an inkling that Jungkook doesn’t quite enjoy bisexual action as much as he himself does, and he just wants his friend to feel good. To come in your mouth rather than in your pussy, which for some reason doesn’t feel quite as bad to Yoongi.

Especially not as he sees the moment Jungkook unravels, his features turning pained as he lets out a broken curse and then digs his teeth in his lower lip. Unable to resist, Yoongi leans forward, pressing a kiss to Jungkook’s neck before sucking on the skin, hard, leaving a mark behind. It only makes Jungkook moan again, and a few seconds later, you’re sitting back on your heels.

Yoongi looks at you as Jungkook forces you to open your mouth, and the sight of his friend’s cum in your mouth makes his dick twitch.

“Kiss him,” Jungkook orders.

Your hungry eyes turn to Yoongi, and a second later you’re kissing, and the heady taste of Jungkook’s cum fills Yoongi’s mouth. He swipes his tongue in your mouth, wanting more of it, more of the insanity, and you both don’t notice that Jungkook has moved to the side, giving you space, as Yoongi pushes you down on the bed, his dick hardening by the second.

Jungkook laughs condescendingly at the sight. “I won’t be able to resist if you fuck her again.”

Yoongi pulls away from your lips, spit and cum on his lips as he looks at Jungkook. “To resist what? Fucking her too?”

Jungkook’s brows knit together, and he looks down at you. His features relax when your gaze connects to his, and Yoongi hates it. Hates the softness that grows on Jungkook’s features.

“I want you both,” you breathe out from under him.

The statement stings, yet all Yoongi does is push in you, satisfied to feel his cum still lubricating your walls.

“You’re mine, baby,” he can’t help but say. And he’s aware that he doesn’t necessarily call you baby a lot. Maybe he just wanted to see how Jungkook would react.

And Jungkook does react. If he was aroused a moment ago, he clearly isn’t anymore. Indeed, he just sits on the side of the bed, head angled away from Yoongi and you, and Yoongi immediately starts pounding in you again, until you’re a moaning and writhing mess under him, until you’ve clawed at his thighs and left red marks behind.

Only then does he pull out, grabbing Jungkook’s jaw to force him to look at him.

“You want to fuck her too?” he asks his friend, needing to chase away the shadows that seem to be clinging to Jungkook now.

“It’s okay,” Jungkook says. “I’m not even…”

“You think you can be a good boy and fuck her?” Yoongi asks.

He doesn’t even know why. Doesn’t even know where he found the commanding tone in his voice, but it does the deed. The shadows change into a darkness that means nothing good on Jungkook’s features, especially as he glances at you.

And gulps once.

“Maybe I can fuck her ass while you fuck her pussy,” Jungkook suggests.

It’s then that Yoongi remembers he told Jungkook not to touch you tonight.

“Where do you want him?” Yoongi asks you then.

“Everywhere.”

Jungkook chuckles, while Yoongi runs a hand on your thigh. “Gotta choose.”

“Pussy,” you immediately say.

And though it does hurt Yoongi, he moves to the side to allow Jungkook to replace him between your legs. Jungkook is still semi-soft though, and to remedy the situation Yoongi leans down, wrapping his lips around the head of Jungkook’s cock. He sucks softly at first, and when Jungkook doesn’t stop him, he starts going harder, swallowing his friend’s dick, deep throating it easily as it is still not quite hard.

“Fuck, hyung,” Jungkook lets out.

And then Yoongi unleashes himself. Sucks Jungkook dry, until his friend’s dick is so hard he thinks it’ll explode in his mouth. Only then does he pull away, guiding Jungkook to your entrance. And he watches Jungkook’s cock sliding in you with barely any resistance, your sleek juice soon coating Jungkook’s dick as he starts ramming in and out of you.

Yoongi watches, listens to your moans and Jungkook’s grunts as he jerks off. Somehow, the sight of you coming under Jungkook makes him think he’s insane, because he enjoys it far too much. Enjoys the pain in his heart and the arousal in his lower stomach, the tightening of his balls. Everything feels too good, and when Jungkook slams in to the hilt and lets out a loud moan, clearly coming, Yoongi loses it too, coming all over his hand and the sheets underneath him.

It takes a long time for the three of you to come down from the high. Yoongi doesn’t even think he can speak – he just listens to you offering to Jungkook to sleep over in the guest room once again. Jungkook accepts the offer, cheeks turning pink as you exchange a look.

Yoongi closes his eyes, waits until Jungkook leaves the bedroom before opening them again.

“We need to clean the sheets,” you joke, and he offers you a half-hearted smile.

“We do.”

You furrow your brows, and Yoongi almost expects you to say something else. To ask what’s troubling him, like you would have done before. But somehow tonight you remain silent, waiting for Yoongi to say more, until you realize that he won’t.

He listens to you leave the room just like he listened to Jungkook leave before he gets up to clean himself with tissues. He feels dirty – he wants to take a shower to rid himself of the sensation. He heads to the bathroom, but he hears the shower is already on, and you and Jungkook speaking from inside the room. To his relief, he understands that you’re showing Jungkook how to turn on the shower, and a few seconds later you’re walking out, clad in only a shirt.

You stop, meeting Yoongi’s gaze. “He said he’ll be quick,” you sheepishly tell him. “We can take a shower together after?”

Yoongi nods, sighing deeply. “Sure.”

And if you notice his lack of enthusiasm, you still don’t say anything. He wonders, is this hurting you too?

He doesn’t think he wants to know the answer.

*****

                The new employee is late, Yoongi realizes. He’s been leaning against the wall next to the elevators for over ten minutes, and the guy was supposed to show up five minutes ago, but he’s yet to appear.

Yoongi looks down at the paper in his hands, searching for the guy’s name again. Park Jimin. He’s waiting for a certain Park Jimin, and if that certain Park Jimin isn’t here in two minutes, Yoongi will tell the boss that the newcomer was a no show.

He sighs, glances at the clock on the wall and then decides that he’s done. You’re off early today, and he’d rather go home and see you.

He’s been needing to be with you more lately. To remind himself of everything that he loves about you, about your relationship. And it’s been easy. Yes, you’ve had sex with Jungkook a couple of times again. Each time, Yoongi thinks he’s insane, and yet he always gets out of it satisfied in ways you never really satisfy him when you’re alone. Not that you aren’t good, or that you aren’t enough. The mix of the pleasure of Jungkook and you together is just more.

He wonders when you’ll ask to see Jungkook again. And right as the elevator dings, he knows it has to be soon – you haven’t seen Jungkook in about two weeks, a new record now.

When Park Jimin walks out of the elevator, every thought empties out of Yoongi’s brain. He doesn’t remember how to speak, how to think, just that the man that appears in front of him is the prettiest he’s seen in his entire life. With a soft aura surrounding him, like he’s just walked out of heaven to grace the world with his presence.

And when Park Jimin actually smiles, hair ruffled by the wind outside, Yoongi thinks he is actually the most beautiful person – man or woman – he’s ever seen before.

“Hi, gosh,” Jimin lets out. He runs a hand through his unruly hair. “I am so sorry I’m late. I ran to get here.”

Yoongi feels his cheeks tinting with pink, right as he forces himself to shrug. He means to reply to Jimin, but all that he’s able to do is push up from the wall and clear his throat. Jimin politely waits, that damned smile still on his full lips.

“Hi,” Yoongi lets out. It sounds strangled, and he feels like a damn fool and all he wants is to disappear through the floor. “Welcome to the company.”

Jimin’s grin broadens. “Thank you. I assume you’re Min Yoongi?”

Yoongi nods. “The one and only. I’ll show you around tonight.”

He thinks it’s stupid that he agreed to this. That he didn’t suggest doing it in the morning instead, but Park Jimin sounded too friendly over email, when he’d instead suggested doing it tonight, so that he’d be all ready for his first day tomorrow, Yoongi hadn’t found it in him to say no.

“Thanks man,” Jimin says. “I’m again so sorry for being late.”

Yoongi can’t help the smile that grows on his lips. “Don’t worry about it. I don’t have anywhere to be tonight.”

Except he does, because you’re supposed to have dinner together, but being a little late won’t hurt, will it?

Especially not as he finds out that Park Jimin is equally as friendly in person. With an easy smile and laugh that Yoongi can’t help but reciprocate, and with bright eyes that dust Yoongi’s features with a pale shade of pink whenever Jimin catches him looking.

And Jimin pretends he doesn’t see. Yoongi is not surprised – someone attractive like him is probably already aware of all the attention that they get wherever they go. They bask in the attention, shine in it, in a pure, soft way that only makes Yoongi unable to tear his eyes off Jimin.

It doesn’t help that they’re to work closely together. Doesn’t help that Jimin’s desk is going to be right across from his. But Yoongi can’t bring himself to care. Not as Jimin profusely thanks him for showing him around and suggests grabbing lunch together the next day to get to know each other better.

Not even as he gets in his car, well over an hour after the time he was supposed to get home, just now realizing that he has four missed calls on his phone, all of them from you. He does feel a little guilty at the sight, but he doesn’t call back.

He’s going to be home in twenty minutes anyway. And when he gets home, he makes sure to apologize. To hug you tight, to pepper the side of your face with kisses. It chases Jimin out of his thoughts as you giggle and hold him just as tight, saying that he could have told you he had to work late tonight.

He only shrugs and guides you to the table, where you’ve already eaten dinner. You still sit with him, telling him about your day, while his brain produces an image of a previous dinner, with a certain Jeon Jungkook sitting across the table.

And perhaps it’s a trick of the light, or the glass of wine Yoongi has been sipping with the food, but when he looks up, he can almost see Park Jimin sitting there, smiling at him with a devious smile that makes his blood rush to his cheeks.

He can’t chase the image out of his mind all evening, and he finds himself lying awake that night, with you tucked in his side as you breathe deeply, sleep having found you a while ago. You’re warm, and you smell of your coconut shampoo and it’s a scent Yoongi’s always loved, but somehow all his brain remembers is the musky scent of Jimin’s cologne.

He shuts his eyes, frustrated, trying to chase the man out of his thoughts. He feels like he’s struck, like he’s got a teenager crush all over again, and he curses himself mentally. Curses Park Jimin too, even though the man is not to blame.

And right before he finally falls asleep, Yoongi realizes that perhaps the blame is actually on another man entirely.

*****

Late winter is unforgiving. It clings to the world, refuses to let go even though the sun rays warm up the days, melting the snow until it lies in puddles on the road. Night is a land of winter though, and Yoongi has slipped on at least three ice patches so far just trying to get to the bookstore.

He doesn’t know why he chose today to come here. He’s wanted to buy you a book for a while, since you’ve mentioned it a few weeks ago. That same night he got home late because he showed Jimin around the office…

But today is freezing and he wishes he was already home, cuddled up in a blanket, instead of walking to the bookstore where your story started five years ago. Indeed, you’d had your first date here so long ago. You’d bought a book for each other, reading it and annotating it before exchanging.

It’s one of Yoongi’s fondest memories with you. You’d sat right there in the old bookstore, back against a shelf, shoulder brushing his whenever you shifted. He’d smelled your perfume – Mon Paris by Yves Saint-Laurent, he’d later learn – and he’d right away known that he would grow to love the smell, to associate it with you wherever he went.

And he does now. If he catches a whiff of the perfume, he immediately thinks of you.

Yoongi finally reaches the door, and he pushes it open, bells ringing to announce his entry. The old man that’s usually behind the cash register is nowhere to be found, though Yoongi knows that he sometimes disappears in the back store to work on restoring some older books, something he’s always found quite impressive.

Perhaps he could get one of those books for himself today.

But first, Yoongi focuses on the book you’ve mentioned. Something about a dragon school and a shadow guy, but he doesn’t quite remember the name. It’s not his usual book, as he prefers non-fiction these days, but he still promised he’d read it too so that you could both tell each other what you thought of it, forming your own little book club.

He’s in front of the new books section when the old man greets him, appearing at the end of the aisle. They’ve been on a first name basis, so Yoongi barely startles when the elderly man calls his name.

He does startle a lot when he notices the beautiful man behind Seojun. Especially as said man’s eyes widen, before that same grin he’s come to love and hate appears on his lips.

“Yoongi!” Jimin lets out. “You followed me here?”

Seojun glances at Jimin. “You two know each other?”

“We’re colleagues,” Jimin gently tells the other man. “From my new job, you know?”

Seojun nods once, before shrugging. “Well, I’ll let you help him, then.”

The whole interaction just leaves Yoongi gaping at them, not knowing what to say. Because yes, he’s come to the conclusion that he indeed has a crush on Jimin. But who wouldn’t? It doesn’t mean that he doesn’t love you. It doesn’t mean anything at all, but to see Park Jimin in this space he associates with you feels strange.

Wrong, somehow. As if he’s doing something he shouldn’t be doing.

Jimin walks down the aisle, stopping next to Yoongi, his full lips still stretched in a smile. “What are you looking for?”

Yoongi snaps out of his trance, blinking a few times as blush creeps on his cheeks. He looks at the rows of books in front of him, but somehow, he doesn’t even remember why he was here in the first place.

“You work here?” he asks.

“I just help my granddad once in a while, when his arthritis hurts too much.”

Yoongi’s gaze widens. “Seojun is your granddad?”

“You’re on a first name basis with him?” Jimin counters back.

Yoongi chuckles, shrugging. “I’ve been coming here for years. He asked me to call him by his first name over two years ago.”

Jimin’s laugh is something straight out of a fairytale. Light and airy, gentle, soothing and yet angelic. Yoongi has come to hate it too, to hate the way it makes his heart race in his chest.

“You’re one lucky motherfucker,” Jimin jokes, gently nudging Yoongi with an elbow. “He doesn’t even let me do that.”

“Well,” Yoongi says, fighting the deepening blush. “You’re his grandson, that would be weird, no?”

“Mmh,” Jimin lets out. He tuts, before tilting his head to the side. “I guess so. But, enough of that. Anything I can help you with?”

Yoongi wonders if his heart always beats so loud, or if it’s just having Jimin here, in this place, that sends the organ racing for a finish line that doesn’t exist. He takes a deep breath, trying to steady the wild beats, but it does little to help.

All it does is make him inhale a whiff of Jimin’s musky cologne, and suddenly he feels like his head is spinning.

“Uh,” he chokes out. He hides it with a cough, hoping Jimin can’t sense his uneasiness. “I’m looking for a book? About dragons, and a school.”

“I didn’t take you for a fantasy reader,” Jimin comments. “You mean Fourth Wing?”

Relieved that Jimin immediately knew what he was speaking of, Yoongi nods his head. And he ignores Jimin’s comment – he indeed isn’t a fantasy reader. But how is he supposed to tell Jimin that the book is for you?

“Yeah, exactly that,” Yoongi answers carefully.

“It’s in the vitrine at the front, hold on a second,” Jimin says.

And then he walks around Yoongi, so close Yoongi feels the warmth of his body, and he gulps before Jimin walks out of the aisle, towards the front of the shop. It takes him a few seconds to follow, and he does find himself a little stupid that he didn’t notice it there, but he doesn’t say anything as Jimin grabs the book from a pile. He hands it to him, and Yoongi has to take a few steps towards Jimin to take it. He does so, cheeks burning from everything – from Jimin being here, from his proximity, from the way Jimin’s eyes are playfully shining where he’s standing.

He can’t wait to be home.

“I’ll get you good recommendations by tomorrow,” Jimin says. “Xaden’s hot, but I think there are better shadow daddies out there.”

Yoongi almost chokes on his saliva. He once again hides it in a cough, because what the hell did Jimin just say?

And then it occurs to Yoongi that Jimin never mentioned a woman, when it comes to his love life. Just said that he dated around a little bit, but that he’s waiting for the right person to come into his life.

But so what, if Jimin is gay? It doesn’t change anything. Yoongi loves you, you love him, and no matter how weird your sex life has gotten, nothing’s ever going to change that.

“Thanks man,” he tells Jimin, pointedly avoiding the way Jimin’s looking at him now. Instead, he focuses on heading to the cash register, and he pays Seojun while Jimin just remains in his spot, watching the whole thing.

“Hope you enjoy,” Jimin says once Yoongi is ready to leave. “Let me know when you’ve started it.”

Yoongi nods curtly. “Will do.”

Jimin offers him a last smile before he heads to the back of the store, disappearing between two stacks of books without even a word of goodbye. Yoongi takes it as a cue to leave, so he walks to the front door.

He’s about to push it open when Seojun speaks. “Is that book for Y/n? I think she’d love it a lot.”

Yoongi looks towards the old man. He’s watching him with a careful look on his features, as if testing the waters. Yoongi doesn’t really know why, but he still nods his head. “Yeah. You know, it’s right up her alley.”

Seojun nods wisely. “It is. Good evening, Yoongi.”

Yoongi tells the elderly man goodbye, and then he’s walking into the cold night outside, heart still racing from this whole exchange with Jimin. It’s a five minute walk to where he managed to park his car, so he keeps his head hung low as wind tries to rip his coat open. His fingers are frozen by the time he reaches the car, and he struggles to unlock the doors and get in. When he does manage to get in though, he quickly turns the keys in the ignition, blowing on his hands to try to get some warmth back in them.

His thoughts manage to trail to you then. To the bookstore, and the early days of your relationship, and to everything that he loves about you. It’s for that reason mostly that he finds himself wanting to go home, wanting to hold you close and breathe in your familiar scent. If he’s lucky, maybe Mon Paris will be clinging to your skin, and maybe he’ll forget that musky cologne Jimin uses.

He sighs, putting the car into drive before pulling up on the street. The drive is quick, as the bookstore is halfway between your place and work, and soon enough Yoongi is pulling into the underground parking lot, heading towards his dedicated parking spot. He’s quick to get out of the car, walking towards the elevators with his heart still beating out of his chest.

It’ll be better once he sees you. He just knows it will. Especially when you see he’s got the book for you. Maybe you can spend the night cuddled up on the couch and reading.

That sounds like a mighty plan indeed.

When Yoongi finally reaches your apartment, he walks in to the smell of a cooked meal. His stomach grumbles, making him realize that he’s been hungry all along, and before he even had the chance to take off his shoes you’re already throwing your arms around his neck.

“Yoons!” you let out.

He chuckles. “Hey, baby.”

And then you kiss him, gently. His heart settles in his chest, syncing with yours on that melody it’s known for years now, and you pull away from the kiss, eyes flitting to the book he’s holding.

“Oh my God, you bought it!” you say. You pull him into another tight hug, and he once again laughs, hugging you back with one arm.

“You mentioned you wanted it.”

You laugh. “I didn’t actually think you’d buy it.”

“I think you deserve it,” he says.

Your lips jut out in a cute pout, and he wants to kiss you again, wants to kiss you stupid, but you grab the book from his hand before walking towards the kitchen. “I made your favourite meal.”

Maybe he can wait until you’re at the table to kiss you stupid. So he kicks off his shoes, removes his coat and hangs it in the closet. After that, he follows behind you, stomach once again gurgling as the smell of the food just becomes stronger with every step. He’s already salivating, and he really can’t wait to eat.

You’re seated at the table already when he reaches the kitchen, book beside you, and he leans on the door frame for a second, just watching you. You catch his gaze, bright smile curving your lips upwards as your gazes hold.

“Come here,” you tell him, motioning to the seat across from you.

“Can I sit next to you instead?”

His suggestion makes your smile shine even brighter, and it takes just a few readjustments of the table’s arrangement for him to be seated next to you. You dive into the food, not quite waiting for him to be ready, though he doesn’t mind it.

The fact that you waited for him even though he was a little late pardons you by a lot.

“How was work today?” you ask as soon as you’ve swallowed your bite.

Yoongi answers, telling you everything. You smile and nod as he speaks, taking breaks to eat once in a while. Even if he’s starving, he knows just how important it is to you to have a conversation when you eat, so he indulges.

It’s worth the way your eyes have been shining with stars since he got here.

“Who’s Jimin again?” you ask innocently as Yoongi is telling you an anecdote that happened at work today – that is, Lydia spilling hot coffee on herself because she hadn’t seen Jimin was behind her.

She fortunately did not burn herself, but Yoongi understands the Park Jimin effect more than anyone.

And having you question him about Jimin feels strange, quite like the bookstore felt. He shrugs, glancing down at his plate to avoid your inquisitive gaze.

“Just my new colleague, remember?” he says.

“Oh,” you let out. “The one you showed around a few weeks ago.”

Yoongi nods. “The one and only.”

“You mention him a lot.”

Yoongi gulps – do you know he’s developed a crush on Jimin? Do you know that it’s been haunting him, that he wishes he didn’t feel this way?

It douses the happiness that’s been clinging to him since he got home, replacing it with guilt. “Well,” he starts. He doesn’t know how to explain, so he settles for the truth. Or at least part of it. “We work together. He’s replacing Ryan.”

“Right,” you say, nodding once.

Silence surrounds you, and Yoongi reckons maybe you don’t know at all. Maybe you have no idea of the treacherous thoughts that surround Yoongi like hungry wolves in the winter. And maybe he should be like you.

Maybe he shouldn’t entertain the idea of this crush with Jimin. Because it’s unfair to you. So he decides to let it go, to categorize Jimin into the friendship portion of his mind, and then he turns to you.

“What about you?” he asks then. “How was your day?”

And as you tell him about the text you had to translate, Yoongi focuses on you and you only, tuning out his surroundings. It’s easy to do when you rest a hand on his arm, mindlessly running a finger up and down the inside of his forearm. It makes his skin tingle, and his attention is solely on you as you speak.

On you and on the food, that is.

When you’re done eating, Yoongi takes care of putting the plates away, before joining you where you’ve already settled on the couch, a fluffy blanket in your lap and the book he bought on the coffee table next to you. You’re smiling at your phone, and you even let out a small laugh as he walks in.

“What’s got you laughing?” he asks, heading for the bookshelf where he left the book he’s been reading.

“JK sent me a meme,” you mindlessly reply.

Yoongi freezes for half a second before he resumes moving, grabbing the book. “Did he?”

It’s something he’s grown accustomed to. He and Jungkook barely texted before this whole ordeal started, so he’s not surprised that they haven’t started texting more. But he knows Jungkook has been texting you a lot – he’s got front row tickets to the show of your complicity each time you hang out after all.

But lately he’s been good at focusing on the sex. On the fact that each night it’s in his bed that you fall asleep, and not in Jungkook’s.

“Yeah,” you let out.

When Yoongi walks over to the couch, sitting on the other end of it, you turn your phone towards him. It’s a video of a kid getting hurt, and though some part of him aches for the poor kid, Yoongi has to admit that the way he falls is funny.

“Oof,” he says.

You nod. “I know.”

And then you’re turning off your phone, putting it on the coffee table to grab your book instead.

“We should invite Jungkook over for dinner this weekend,” you comment as you turn the pages to the end.

You always read the last line first. Yoongi doesn’t know why you do it – you’ve spoiled a good amount of books to yourself by doing this. But you always said you’d rather know what to expect in the end, and that it makes you expectant to read, like you want to race to the end.

“Come here,” Yoongi says instead of replying. He opens up his arms for you, and you immediately get that he wants to cuddle. So you crawl to his side of the couch, leaning your back against him as he wraps his arms around you.

When you’re settled comfortably, you ask, “Do you want to invite him over?”

Yoongi makes a noncommittal sound, not really feeling like replying honestly to your question. You push up from his chest, turning to look at him.

“That sounds like you don’t want to,” you point out.

Of course you’d know.

“I mean,” Yoongi lets out. He sighs, holds your gaze for a few seconds before he realizes he’s too much of a coward to keep holding it. “We haven’t really been intimate without him in a while.”

“Oh”, is the only thing that you say for almost ten seconds, though Yoongi sees when you understand what he means. “You’re right.” You lean back into his chest, head tilting to the side. “Then let it just be us this weekend.”

For some reason he’d expected you to insist, to find some way to convince him. That you relented so quickly makes Yoongi feel like he hasn’t been giving you the benefit of the doubt enough over the last few weeks.

It also makes him crave your touch, right about now.

“This weekend?” he repeats, voice low and husky.

You immediately sense the change. Pushing your hair behind your ear, you look at him over your shoulder. “Yeah?”

You say it like the brat you are, and he’s not enough of a dom to call you out. To act on it. Instead, he wets his lips. “What about now, mmh?”

You’re breathless when you say, “What about it?”

Yoongi puts his book down on the coffee table, before carefully grabbing yours too, putting it on top of the other one. He pulls the blanket well over the two of you, before sliding his hand down your arm, heading towards your stomach. He pulls your shirt up, circling around your navel once as you push back into him, as if trying to crawl under his skin.

“Maybe I could touch you right now,” he murmurs, lips ghosting over the shell of your ear. “Maybe I could remind you who you belong to.”

You shudder against him as he does it again, this time nibbling on your lobe. Feeling bold, Yoongi slides his hand downwards, until his fingers graze over the button of your jeans.

“How does that sound?” he asks. “Tell me what you want.”

“I want your hand between my legs,” you answer with a sultry voice. “Please, Yoons.”

He chuckles lowly. “You don’t usually beg for it.”

“I miss your touch.”

The answer hurts him somehow, because hasn’t he been touching you? Every time you have sex with Jungkook, he touches you too, doesn’t he?

Or do you think that doesn’t count?

He swallows the lump that wanted to form in his throat, focusing on the now. Focusing on how you let out a breathy sound as he cups your pussy over your clothes once, before heading back to the button.

His deft fingers get it undone in just a few seconds, and you immediately push down your jeans. It makes the blanket move, but as soon as you sit back against Yoongi again, he rearranges it over the two of you.

“Should I spread my legs for you now?” you ask, though you’re breathless. Whiny, something you rarely are with him.

It gives him courage he doesn’t usually have around you. “Do you deserve it?”

You whine, turning to look at him. “What’s got into you?”

The only answer that you get is him pushing your panties aside, one long finger pushing between your folds so that he can sense your aroused wetness. He doesn’t slide it in, just teases your entrance, and your eyes grow unfocused.

“Yoons,” you breathe, and the pang in his chest reverberates through his soul.

He loves you a lot, doesn’t he?

He murmurs your name lovingly. “What do you want me to do?”

As he asks the question, he circles your clit with a gentle pressure.

“Finger me,” you say. “Anything, baby. You always make me feel so good.”

He loses it. Maybe he had insecurities because of Jungkook, or maybe he genuinely just missed touching you, but Yoongi loses it, plunging his finger in you, immediately arching it as he searches for the spot he knows makes you come in no time. You moan, mouth falling open, and you turn your head away from him so that you can rest it on his shoulder again.

Slowly, he pushes in and out, teasing you as he peppers gentle kisses on the side of your face. He does it for a while, knowing by the way you’re circling your hips that you want more, but don’t dare ask.

As if he wouldn’t give in to you the moment you’d beg for it. But he doesn’t wait for you to beg, instead increasing his speed, squelching sounds coming from between your legs. Because you’re soaking wet, your soft walls sucking in his finger so much he knows you’d feel heavenly around his dick.

Blood rushes down, and he feels his erection starting as he adds a second finger in you, and one of your hands flies back until you’ve grabbed a hold of the side of his face. He pumps harder, faster, purposedly hitting your clit with his palm each time he pushes in. You’re still writhing, squirming under him, but he’s relentless.

He wants you to come all over his fingers. He wants to feel your walls pulsating, clenching around his digits, wants to hear your breathy moans and curses as you come. So he keeps going, hard and fast, even though his forearm hurts a little. He doesn’t care about that, just cares about your pleasure.

Your orgasm finally hits when he sucks a mark on your neck. You turn limp in his hold, and he rides you through your high, his dick straining against his pants each time your walls pulse on his fingers. When you whine from oversensitivity, he pulls his fingers out of you, almost reluctantly.

You push the blanket off yourself before turning in his hold. You wobble slightly from the remnants of your orgasm, but you’re quick to start working on the buttons of his own pants.

“I want to choke on your dick,” is all you say, and he’s the one to whine this time around. Especially as you run a hand along his clothed erection, and the friction makes him want more.

He always wants more with you anyway.

He helps you take off his pants, though you only push them down enough for his dick to spring free. You watch it for a moment, and the cold air makes it twitch.

Or maybe it’s the way that you bite your lips.

“You’re so pretty,” you whisper, and then you gently graze his dick with the tip of your fingers. “So ready for me.”

He hisses as you grab his dick, jerking him off slowly, with barely any pressure. You’re being a brat, you always are, and he fucking loves it. So he throws his head back against the armrest of the couch, and lets you touch him how you want to touch him.

You increase the speed as you say, “Fucking look at me when I’m touching you.”

His balls tighten and his dick twitches as he meets your gaze. You’re smirking, and you wet your lips.

“Should I suck you or should I bury you in my pussy?”

“Suck me,” he says in a pleading voice, unable to say it with a bite the same way that he knows Jungkook would have.

You bite your lower lip, nodding once. “Alright.”

And then you’re bending down, tongue flicking out to taste the precum on the head of his dick. He grunts softly, especially as your tongue swirls around his tip, playing with his frenulum for a few seconds before your lips finally close around him.

You suck hard, and this time he whimpers, mostly because he knows he won’t last long.

“That’s right, baby,” you say as you pull away. “Fucking whimper for me.”

He does. He can’t help but do as you suck him dry, throat working around his dick whenever you go all the way down. It feels heavenly, and when you cup his balls, Yoongi loses a hand in your hair, pushing your head down. You moan around him, and he groans again, cursing softly.

You pull away to lick a line from between his balls up to the tip of his dick, and the sight makes him go insane. He’s about to explode, he knows it, and you know it just as well. He expects you to be a tease about it, but you only jerk him off as you hold his gaze. He watches you through half-lidded eyes, doesn’t break eye contact as you finally take him in your mouth again.

And when his dick hits the back of your throat, Yoongi moans, and it turns into a series of curses as your hand that was squeezing his balls moves lower, until one of your fingers is brushing his asshole.

You pull away to say, “Should I finger your ass at the same time?”

And all he can reply is, “Baby…”

You take that as a yes, and the moment you’re fucking a finger into him and sucking on his tip, Yoongi loses it, shooting ropes and ropes of his cum down your throat. You swallow everything that he gives you, sucking him through his orgasm, and Yoongi’s mind is swimming in bliss by the time you’re done, sitting back on your heels as you wipe your mouth with the back of your hand.

And then you’re wrapping your arms around his middle, laying your head on his chest. He shakes out of the ecstasy just enough to loosely hug you with one arm while he pulls the blanket back over the two of you.

“I love you,” you whisper against him, and his heart picks up its pace in his chest as if it’s the first time he’s hearing it.

“I love you too,” he answers.

You sigh contentedly, holding him tighter. “We should spend more time just us two, without Jungkook,” you contemplatively comment.

And somehow that puts a damper on the hammering in his chest. It squeezes his heart, and all Yoongi can do is nod.

You glance up at him, and he wonders if you know where his mind goes whenever you mention Jungkook. Wonders if you can tell he wants you just for himself, but doesn’t dare say it.

Not when you enjoy it so much. And he enjoys it too – it just hurts whenever he sees Jungkook buried inside of you.

You watch him carefully, as if you can see every thought in his head, but like you have been doing recently, you shrug it off before resting your head on his chest again.

Yoongi refuses to acknowledge how much it pains him. He tries to act like you, like he’s unbothered, but his arms around you loosen, and he’s barely holding you anymore.

You also don’t comment on that, and Yoongi forces his eyes close, trying to remember your early days.

He’d give a lot to go back to the early days, coated with affection and sweetness and love that was just for the two of you.

But he knows that nothing gold can stay – even the sunset fades faster than it should. And as you snuggle even closer, Yoongi can’t help but wonder, is your relationship just another sunset, bound to fade into darkness?

He doesn’t think he wants to know the answer to that question.

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1 year ago

He’s so husband coded 🥺✨🤍

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1 year ago

THIS FIC YALL! I can’t express how good it is. The way Jimin is written? I die every time. Thank you for updating! This chapter was well worth the wait!!

the misadventures list; 5 (m)

The Misadventures List; 5 (m)

➜ the night shift can be very wild at times. you’ve witnessed so many strange, concerning and absurd situations happen inside the tiny convenience store that you could make a long list with everything that got you stunned - and the situation that takes the prize of being the weirdest of your list is the night a desperate millionaire, for the sake of saving his fortune, asks you to pretend to be his girlfriend.

pairing: playboy!jimin x (f) reader

genre: smut, comedy (?), fluff • fake dating au

warnings: toxic parents. brief mentions of homofobia. alcohol consumption. explicit sexual content (semi-public sex, oral m&f receiving, throat fucking, unprotected sex, praise kink kinda, cum play, dirty talk). made-up celebrities. me trying to be funny i guess

rating: 18+

word count: 20k

A/N: i can't thank you guys enough for waiting for this update! i know it's been a while but i hope you enjoy this chapter as much as i enjoyed writing it!! as always, feedback is MUCH appreciated <3

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The Misadventures List; 5 (m)

It’s almost 6PM.

Jimin is not happy about it.

The change in his expression as he checks the hour on his phone is subtle, but you see it as clear as day. The smile that remained on his lips and vanished from his eyes. He sighs, putting the phone inside his back pocket, and goes back to saying his goodbyes to everyone at the pier.

It makes you forget for a second that you were in the process of saving your own number on Jane’s phone.

You look down once again, fingers hesitating over the keyboard. Damn. You weren’t supposed to be making friends. Jane is the lesser problem right here - she doesn’t know anyone from Jimin’s family except Jimin himself. The problem is that many of Jungkook’s friends are Jimin’s, too, and they asked for your number or your Instagram. Which, sure, isn’t that big of a deal and isn’t something unpredictable either, but hey, your purpose here is to pretend for just three days. You’re supposed to vanish from Jimin’s life right after it’s over. “Vanishing” doesn’t include making friends with his friends.

“What? You forgot your number?” Jane asks, eyeing you. She’s so drunk that it’s obvious that she’s not seeing you really. 

“Yeah, I’m… a little dizzy.” You chuckle awkwardly. That’s a lie, though - you’re not drunk in the slightest. As soon as you noticed that alcohol was making you act weird, you stopped with the cocktails and drank as much water as possible to dissipate it from your system (so much pee). Going to the Park’s private concert drunk is out of question.

Giving in, you type your real number on her phone and hand it back to her. Jane smiles.

“I’m so glad that we met, Y/N! You’re such a great person! For real, like, you have a nice vibe!” Jane says excitedly. Yeah, definitely drunk. “We should meet again before the trip is over!”

It won’t be possible, of course. You’re not free to do whatever you want. But you nod anyway, hoping she won’t remember anything later. “Sure, let’s go out!”

Your little chat is interrupted by Jungkook calling everyone for a group photo. As soon as everyone starts gathering in a spot, you feel Jimin’s hand resting on your waist, pulling you closer to his body. His grip is warm and gentle and heat spreads from the spot he touches. His hair is kind of a mess right now, yet he still manages to look cute. Jimin doesn’t say anything, just sends you a small smile before posing for the camera.

A few clicks later, he leans over to say quietly in your ear: “We really have to go now.”

You nod. Both of you still have to get ready for the concert in a few hours. As Jimin explained, up until now, only his parents’ closest friends arrived; tonight, though, is when the real people will arrive. Not causing a good impression on them is not an option.

You start to make your way out of there, in the midst of saying goodbye to the people you walk past (consciously ignoring the vultures that were around Jimin, though. You ain’t acting nice to them at all). As you both walk past Jungkook, Jimin puts his hand over the younger’s shoulder and sends him a warning gaze. 

“You better sober up,” he says. Jungkook only opens a carefree smirk in response.

“C’mon, I’m not even that drunk yet. Don’t worry.” You’re not so sure about that, though; there’s something kind of psychotic about his silly smile. “See you guys later!”

Instead of arguing, Jimin just sighs.

And finally, you’re walking away from the pier.

It’s quieter now, which honestly is such a relief. The temperature started to cool down a bit. The sun has already disappeared behind the horizon line, yet the sky is still clear, painted in beautiful shades of orange, yellow and pink. You just walk in silence, hands behind your back, feeling a little funny. Since you stayed a long time in the water, it feels as if your body is still floating. It’s been a while since you felt this way.

“Jimin, I wanted to ask you a question…” you say quietly after a while.

After not getting a response, you frown and look around. Jimin isn’t beside you.

He’s a few steps behind, holding his phone to eye level.

“What are you doing?”

Jimin smiles. “Registering the moment.”

You quirk one eyebrow up and walk back to where he stands, a little bit confused. Jimin lets you see his phone for a second.

Your jaw drops.

You stand at the very center of the photo he took, your back turned to him, hair swaying with the wind. The beautiful sight of the evening sky serves as an astonishing background, the last beams of sunlight framing your figure beautifully. It’s breathtaking. He made such a trivial moment become something incredible with a single shot.

“What the hell?!” You exclaim, astonished, making Jimin chuckle. “You’ll send me this, right? This has to go on my Instagram feed!”

“Nope.” He says in a cocky manner, sticking his phone to his chest so you can't see it anymore. “I’m gatekeeping this one.”

“Aw, come on! That’s not fair!” You cross your arms and frown at him. "What are you going to do with this photo anyway?"

"It's my lockscreen already." His eyebrows shoot up in a playful expression. "What makes me remember, you should change yours, too. Why didn't we change it before? Such an amateur mistake!" He swiftly takes your phone from your hand and opens the front camera.

"What are you doing-?"

You gasp softly when Jimin pulls you by the waist, sticking your body to his. "Smile, pretty!"

His act was so sudden that you, indeed, end up cracking a genuine smile - at the same moment his lips touch your cheek tenderly. 

Click.

Jimin steps away and smiles proudly at the photo. "We look like a real couple here. Come on, set it as your lockscreen."

You take the phone back from his hand, feeling a little dizzy.

Oh well.

You literally made out with him in front of everyone just a few hours ago, in the middle of the ocean. Why does the chaste kiss he planted on your cheek still makes your face burn? Is it because now you're alone, not having to pretend to be a couple anymore, that his act felt much more intimate? But… there was no one else around during your first kiss at the beach, either.

It's because you're head over heels for him already.

You shake your head frantically as if to yank these thoughts away from your head. No no no. I'm not falling that easily. I'm a cold hearted bitch. I'm just flattered because he's cute and hot and rich, but it'll go away. Right?

"Yeah, right." You mumble.

"What?" Jimin quirks one eyebrow up.

"What?" You freeze, realizing that you voiced your thoughts out loud. "I-I mean- I want to ask you something."

"Oh." He puts his hands behind his back and starts walking again. You follow him shortly. "What is it?"

You munch the inside of your cheek nervously. "You can not tell me if you don't want to. But… what happened earlier today? That family meeting, I mean. Is there anything I need to know?"

The carefree glint in his eyes immediately disappears. Jimin looks down at his feet. "Oh."

An uncomfortable silence settles between you, only the sounds of the ocean and voices from the other people at the pier lingering. It makes you regret making that question as soon as the words leave your mouth. "You really don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." You say hesitantly after a few seconds. 

"No, it's alright." Jimin reassures, but he's still staring at his feet. He sighs and shakes his head. It's so painful to see him sulking this way whenever his family is mentioned… "Basically, they called me to say that Eunbi's parents are pissed about us."

Your eyes widen in surprise. "Really?" You came prepared to be hated by Jimin's parents, but Eunbi's as well? Shit. As if one billionaire middle aged couple of enemies wasn't enough.

"Really." Jimin nods. You have finally reached the stairs that lead to the street level. This pier is within the resort's property, actually, so you're not that far from the bungalows, and the main building is just a few streets ahead. "They came thinking that the engagement was already settled. Without asking for our opinions, you know. They think that bringing you here is disrespectful to their daughter."

"Oh." You knit your eyebrows. "So… they don't care if you're in an actual relationship. They'd want you to break up so you can get married to someone you barely know… even if you weren't aware of the engagement?"

"Yep. That's exactly how they think." He sighs heavily. 

You go up the stairs in silence. Your brain is working furiously. "This won't put you into real trouble, right?"

Jimin chuckles. "Y/N, the whole point of bringing you here was to put me in trouble. I want to stress them. Just don't worry too much, okay? Worrying will give you wrinkles, and you have to look wonderful tonight."

You're finally standing on the sidewalk, where one of the Park family butlers already waits to take you both back to the bungalow (he's wearing a short sleeved dress shirt, at least. Poor butlers, having to wear suits in the summer!). Your stomach twirls in nervousness. Spending the afternoon so freely made you forget for a bit your actual purpose here.

"You go without me, pretty. I'll get ready at Jungkook's place." 

You turn to him, frowning in a confused expression. "What? Why?"

The happy gleam in his eyes comes back slowly as he steps closer. "I already explained that today is a little more serious, right? More guests arrived, we have to impress people… so I hired a team to take care of you. Hairstylist, makeup artist and stuff. They're already waiting for you."

"Oh." You feel your face burning for some reason. It should be expected of him to do something like that - even obvious, since all the socialites attending are probably getting the same treatment - but still, you can't help but feel a little flustered. "Okay." You change the weight of your body from one leg to another nervously. "So… see you later, I guess?"

Jesus Christ.

He's doing it again.

Standing directly in front of you with his hands behind his back, a mysterious lip tightened smile and mischief in his eyes, watching your every movement with amusement. If your face was hot a few seconds ago, now your entire body is feverish. Will you ever get used to this? The things Jimin makes you feel without even touching you are kind of amazing. Imagine when he actually touch you the way you want the most-

Hey, pervert. Stop.

"I think I've said this a hundred times already… but it's kinda rude to just stand and stare at people." You say, eyebrows knitted - but you can't manage to sound annoyed at all.

Jimin smirks.

"I want to kiss you."

You're so taken aback that your eyes widen.

"Huh?"

"Don't huh at me." He steps even closer - so close that you feel the heat emanating from his body. He rests his hand in the junction of your jaw and your neck, spreading even more heat from that spot. You don't push him away. All this heat is going to make you melt like a popsicle. "Don't try to look innocent right now. You shoved your tongue in my throat not long ago, missy." 

You giggle, avoiding his gaze for a moment. "I already said… I was just method acting."

"Hmm." Jimin nods slowly, biting his bottom lip. The sight makes you weak on the knees. "Sure. So, me kissing you right now means I'm method acting because one of the butlers is watching and we can't look suspicious around them, okay? Because they're my parents' eyes and ears, okay? Not because I want to kiss you." His voice gets lower as he leans in, a faked innocent expression that has you smiling and melting at the same time. "Just to make it clear so there's no misunderstanding. Okay?"

"Okay." You nod.

"Good. I'd hate if you got it all wrong."

Your giggle is muffled by his lips on yours.

Your hands instinctively rest on each side of his waist, while he cups your face with both hands. Oh God… his plump lips are addicting. This kiss is slower and somehow more peaceful than the one you shared in the sea, but it makes your heart race and your senses go crazy nevertheless. Your lips move slowly, in sync with his. You can feel him smiling within the kiss, which causes your knees to feel even weaker. 

He breaks the kiss not too long after, aware that you're standing in the middle of the sidewalk, but not taking his hands off of you. Yet again, he bites his bottom lip, analyzing your features carefully. "Hari will be there. You'll have a lot of territory to mark. Be ready."

You throw your head back, laughing. "Sure. You really are enjoying this way too much, huh?"

"I am. Why wouldn't I?" He confesses cheekily, shrugging. He pecks your lips one last time, lingering for a little longer, before finally letting you go. "See you later, pretty."

"See you."

You hope that Jimin doesn't notice that your legs kind of forgot how to walk as you distance yourself from him towards the butler. Because yes, you feel like a poor popsicle melting under the scorching Hawaiian sun. The sun has Jimin's face, which makes you remember the Teletubbies for some reason, earning a quiet giggle from you. The butler eyes you as if you're crazy.

Maybe you are getting crazy.

But to be honest - this insanity is sweeter than any popsicle you could ever taste.

The Misadventures List; 5 (m)

As a kid, you always fantasized about being Mia from The Princess Diaries. Call it escapism if you want - fantasizing about a perfect life while yours was awful - but it was a dream of yours. Imagine: finding out your grandmother is a queen? Going from a regular loser to a crown princess? Who wouldn't want that? 

You haven't thought of that movie in years. Now, as you stand in front of the mirror, it suddenly pops up in your head. Yes, Mia's iconic "transformation" scene.

Except you didn't think you were ugly before, which means right now, you're feeling like a literal goddess.

Maybe that's why God didn't make me rich, you think. Maybe he knew if I looked like this on a daily basis, I would be the most unbearable human being in this world.

"Did you like it?" The hairstylist, Christine, asks, eyeing you expectantly. 

If I liked it?! I look like the hottest bitch you'll ever see in your life! 

But instead of letting everyone see your God complex, you just nod and smile politely. "I loved it!"

Your eyes focus on the mirror again.

Jimin suggested you'd both wear black tonight as an evil joke. Traditionally, the dinner followed by the private concert is a more "informal" event, so everyone should dress accordingly with colorful outfits (you're in Hawaii, after all). Let's wear black. It represents me grieving my freedom, he said jokingly at the mall. You chuckled and thought he was being dramatic back then, but after everything you've witnessed for the past 48 hours, you realize that Jimin wasn't really joking when he said that.

The Yves Saint Lauren dress you two picked is quite simple: a short, strapless and sleeveless dress with a straight neckline. It's perfectly balanced between sexy and elegant: it enhances your curves the right amount, not enough to be considered vulgar by the aunties. Although it's strapless, it doesn't squeeze your boobies up so the uncles won't get "distracted" (ew). It's so simple but fits your body so well that you can't help but stare at your own reflection in awe. Simple black Givenchy sandals complete the outfit. 

Being a (poor) fashion enthusiast, this whole experience is like heaven to you. One thing is to see new collections and judge new trends; another completely different thing is to get to wear a piece from a high fashion house. It's not only about prices and status. This dress is so well cut and woven that it seems to be alive, as if it knows where to be tight and where to be loose. 

Doing your own makeup and hair was never a problem and you could do a pretty good job by yourself, but professionals doing it is on another level. Christine styled your hair back, carefully parting it and tucking it behind your ears, so your face is highlighted. Marco (the makeup artist) made your skin look impeccable, as smooth as baby butt cheeks (it's crazy how makeup can lie, huh?); the winged eyeliner, albeit simple, enhances the natural shape of your eyes. The lashes are subtle and make your eyes appear bigger. He completed the look by placing tiny little glitter dots under the waterline, one for each eye, so they kinda look like shiny tears (you suggested it, by the way, being carried away by the whole "grieving" concept. Talk about drama). He chose a lipstick color close to the natural color of your lips, making them appear shiny, plump and healthy.

And finally - the jewelry.

Mr. Zhou arrived at the bungalow a few minutes ago, carrying a leather, medium sized suitcase. You greet each other politely. Jimin texted saying that he would bring the jewelry you'd wear tonight - and you were anxious all along, because while you planned the outfits, he had already said you'd wear jewelry, but he didn't tell which jewelry; didn't show a single photo of what you'd wear, simply asked you to trust him. Although you learned to trust his fashion sense pretty fast, you don't like surprises at all. What if it's something extravagant that would ruin the look?

"Mr. Jimin picked those pieces from the Park jewelry collection himself," Mr. Zhou explains as he puts white gloves on (oh shit - this is so expensive that he has to wear gloves to touch it?!). "He said they would suit you fine - and I agree."

The chief butler opens the suitcase and takes the biggest black velvet case from inside, opening it.

It takes all of your self control not to gasp.

It's a gorgeous diamond necklace (yes, diamonds, fucking real diamonds!); it looks like a thick chain, actually, and at the center of it, sits a bigger emerald (yes, an emerald, a fucking real emerald!). Inside the box there are also subtle emerald earrings framed by tiny diamonds; since the necklace is already too much, the earrings have to be subtle to accompany them.

“I present you The Serpent’s Eye.” Mr. Zhou explains eloquently. “Tiffany & Co., designed by Paloma Picasso and acquired by the Park family in 2006.” He takes the necklace from the velvet case carefully. "If you'll allow me…" 

"Of course." You say, turning around and facing the mirror again - but you do so hesitantly, because being the fashion enthusiast you are, you recognize the name Paloma Picasso, and the fact that you’re about to have one of her original designs around your neck scares you. You’ve been very well aware that every piece of clothing you wear is worth thousands, but these pieces must be worth much more than everything else combined.

Mr. Zhou stands behind you and places the necklace around your neck, the cool touch of metal and diamonds making you shiver. The necklace sits just above your collarbones. The name of the design is understandable - it indeed resembles a small snake tangled around your neck. He also helps you put the small earrings on.

Finally, Mr. Zhou steps aside. 

"You look astonishing, Miss. Y/N," he says, and honestly, he sounds like he means it.

Yeah, I do, it’s what you want to say - but instead, you say “Thank you.”

It’s exactly what Jimin intended: elegance. If you’re too extravagant, his parents would hate it, and it’d make you look cheap no matter how expensive your clothes actually are. If it’s too simple, it’d look like you have no fashion sense. This look is the perfect balance. Your natural beauty is the focus, everything else just meant to highlight you. 

You look like a celebrity.

You look like them. Like someone’s rich daughter. And yes, it’s conflicting, because you never wanted to look like them - but you can’t deny that you like what you see in the mirror. 

You understand Jimin better now. Of course - he's an old money child, he doesn't know any lifestyle other than this. You're just having a little taste of what this life is. Yet, you can understand why he's so desperate to not lose his portion of the Park family fortune. Who wouldn't want to live such a lavish life? Who wouldn't want to look their absolute best at any opportunity, to wear clothes worth thousands just because they can?

Mr. Zhou looks at the watch on his wrist. “Now that you’re ready, I should take you to the event hall as soon as possible.” 

“Am I late?” You ask in a worried tone.

“Fashionably late. I’m sure everyone will understand. It takes time to look your best.” Mr. Zhou reassures. Why is he being so nice today? “I will wait for you outside, Miss Y/N.”

You nod. As Christine and Marco pack their things, you don’t forget to thank them over and over again for their wonderful job. They seem like pretty nice people, actually, and you'd like to get to know them better, but you have no time to. Two other butlers will assist their exit. You take the small black clutch that literally can only fit your phone and a small lipgloss before walking out of the bungalow where Mr. Zhou already waits.

No golf car today. Instead, that same Mercedes Maybach from yesterday is parked outside. Mr. Zhou politely opens the door for you and helps you get inside the car before taking his place on the driver's seat.

Another wave of nervousness hits your stomach as he turns the car on and finally starts making his way towards the hall - a separate building within the hotel's property, sitting in front of the ocean, not far from the pier. The ride will take probably 5 minutes. You exhale heavily, checking yourself again with the front camera, before tapping Jimin's contact.

you: i'm coming

He replies almost instantly:

jimin: waiting for you outside

Oh. You didn't think he'd already be there. You put the phone inside the clutch again and look out the window, chewing the inside of your cheek.

"Are you nervous, Miss Y/N?" Mr. Zhou asks out of sudden, snapping you back to reality. He keeps the formal tone; his voice is soothing.

"A little bit, I'll admit." You say with a lip tightened smile.

"Tonight, you'll be meeting Jimin's parents' close friends and allies from other companies." He continues. He always speaks as if he's picking his words carefully. "It's quite important to them. It's not just a celebratory event, you see… they reassure their place within society and business today."

You frown slightly. 

Mr. Zhou never talked this much. Although he keeps that formal persona, you see that he's trying to tell you something very specific, just avoiding the direct words to do so.

And yes, you get the message.

"You don’t need to worry, Mr. Zhou.” You say, crossing your arms, your expression hardening like stone in seconds. “I won’t embarrass the Park family in front of their friends.”

You see the butler nodding. “You’re smart.” He remarks. “Intelligence is important if you want to be accepted in the family.”

I would never in a million years want to be part of this family, you think. Instead, you just gulp and grip your arms, trying to ease the growing anger.

Finally, he parks in front of the events building. Yet, instead of immediately going out - and stopping you from opening the door yourself, since you’re already annoyed, Mr. Zhou turns around on his seat to look at you directly.

His expression is serious.

“I don’t want you to take my words badly, Miss Y/N.” He says in a quiet, yet stern voice. “I have been watching over this family even before Jimin was born. I know each of them very well, and I know how dysfunctional they are. When I say you have to be smart around them and watch yourself very carefully, I don’t say it to belittle you; I say it because I know what they would be capable of doing if you offend them somehow.”

“Are you trying to scare me?” You lean forward a bit, getting defensive. “Did they tell you to threaten me?”

“No.” His voice and expression don’t change despite your obvious outrage. “I am warning you because I see that you’re not quite aware of the type of people you’re dealing with. And because you seem like a respectable young lady.” Mr. Zhou’s eyes soften a bit. “I see that Jimin likes you a lot. I’m not quite sure of what your relationship with him really is, and I’d be happy if it’s genuine, because he really needs it in his life. But I know Jimin very well…” Mr. Zhou tilts his head to the side, frowning a bit. “...and I’d hate it if you're somehow harmed because of his immaturity.”

He sends a last significant gaze before finally opening the door.

You just have these short seconds to recover your breath before he opens the door for you. Shit. What he said actually gets you. Call it naivety or whatnot - but you didn’t stop to consider that Jimin’s parents are actually powerful people that could mess up your life if you annoy them enough. But… Jimin wouldn’t have asked for your help if he knew his parents would try anything serious against you, right?

Mr. Zhou knows Jimin better than you do and he just called him immature.

Oh shit.

The butler opens the door and offers his hand for you to walk out of the car. Now, you’re not just nervous - you’re worried. 

Thankfully, the temperature dropped - it's still considerably hot, but much more comfortable than hours ago. You stand up, inhaling the fresh nightly air, and look at the gigantic building in front of you. Important events happen here quite frequently. Large marble stairs lead to the entrance of the hall. There is a gathering of women and men dressed elegantly slowly making their ways inside, greeting each other politely as they walk in, as well as many security guards. You stand on the sidewalk and nervously look around, searching for Jimin.

You spot him before he spots you.

He's standing at the corner, kind of hidden, close to the first steps, absently checking his phone. You already knew what he would be wearing tonight, but to see him in the outfit makes your brain malfunction. 

Obviously, Jimin wears all black: a silk turtleneck under a black glitter Louis Vuitton blazer that fits him marvelously. The turtleneck is tucked into the dress pants. On his feet, leather black boots. His hair is pushed back, a single strand falling on his forehead, and he uses a pair of shades to complete the look. Instead of the usual dangly earrings, he wears small hoops tonight that match the outfit very well. Once again, you're left astonished at how this man is doing basically nothing - just standing there with one of his hands tucked inside the front pocket of his pants, checking his phone with a blank expression - but Gosh, he's gorgeous. His posture is perfect: he has the elegance of a swan, the grandeur of an eagle, and the confident gaze of a tiger about to slash you to pieces. In fact, he looks so good that you even forget the short talk you had with Mr. Zhou a minute ago.

It takes him around three seconds to lift his gaze from the phone and spot you.

It's funny, because you see the exact moment he freezes.

The shades slide down the bridge of his nose. He looks at you with slightly widened eyes and parted lips. It's like he's in shock.

Then, a smile breaks its way and lightens his face.

Jimin shoves the phone inside the pocket of his pants and rushes to you in a second. Nervousness bubbles within your stomach at every step he takes. It doesn’t help that he walks with the stance of a model - he’s definitely doing this on purpose. Handsome men that know they are handsome are the most dangerous type. Jimin is not only very well aware of his appearance, he uses it to his advantage all the time. 

And when he stops in front of you, checking you out from head to toe - it’s like you can’t even breathe.

It’s a different feeling from yesterday. There’s no playfulness in his eyes at all. Only that same electricity hanging in the air you felt earlier today at the yacht - when you sat on his lap, when you kissed. This electricity is getting more and more intense, it’s like you’ll start seeing sparks around you at any moment. Fuck, he didn’t even touch you yet. You don’t know how much longer you can resist…

Honestly, you’re not sure if you want to keep resisting at this point.

Jimin takes your hand and makes you twirl around, earning a soft giggle from you. He bites his bottom lip, that mischievous smirk making you feel weak on the knees.

“Just so you know,” he says in a low voice, putting his hand on your waist, “If I make a fool of myself in front of everyone, I’m blaming you. Because I won’t be paying attention to anything else tonight.”

You giggle again, tentatively touching the lapel of his blazer. It’s beautifully embroidered with circular patterns; you can only see them if you stand close enough, though. Your sight lingers on his lips (for long seconds; they’re so plump and glossy and delicious) before you look into his eyes again. “I could say the same thing, Mr. Park.”

Jimin’s smirk widens and he tilts his head to the side. “I knew The Serpent’s Eye would suit you.” He touches the necklace with his fingertips. The action makes you gulp - this necklace seems to weigh tons and you’ve been painfully aware of it all the time, your anxious brain already making up scenarios of you losing the millionaire design and Jimin’s parents making you pay with your life. 

“Why did you choose it, by the way?” You quirk one eyebrow up in a teasing expression. “Are you calling me a snake? Should I be offended?”

Jimin chuckles. “Of course not. Serpents are astute and smart animals… just like you.” Sir, the actual smooth person here is you, not me. “Not everyone can pull off such an aggressive design. I knew none of my mother’s friends would dare to choose it.”

Jimin hooks your arm around his and slowly starts to guide you towards the stairs. “So your mom lets her friends borrow her jewelry?” You ask. 

“From the family collection, yes.” Jimin nods in a gracious movement. “The most expensive pieces, only to the closest and most important guests. It’s a sign of trust and respect.”

“But your mother surely doesn’t respect me.” You say between gritted teeth, aware of the people around you. 

“Don’t worry, she won’t say a word about it. It’d be weird if the guests noticed that her daughter-in-law isn’t wearing one of the pieces. Like I told you… this event is about appearances. She’d rather die than let people think her family isn’t perfect.”

Daughter-in-law. This makes you shiver. You've been her fake in law for barely 48 hours and it already feels like hell. Imagine being her real in law… Jieun must’ve done some awful things in her past life to deserve this, honestly.

You’re forced to pay attention to your real surroundings before you can overthink more, though, when you realize you’re the center of attention.

This is probably the closest you’ll ever feel to being a celebrity. It’s not unusual to be the center of attention when it’s your birthday, for example. But this… this feels different. You don’t know most of these people, just some familiar faces from earlier today - yet, it seems that they already know you, they measure you up and down, they smile and greet you before you can. Sure… your arm is hooked with one of this event’s hosts, the Park’s youngest son. Yet, you see that people are also actually seeing you. You’re not just Jimin’s accessory.

Is this good? You’re not sure. This means they’ve heard from you somehow. In the span of less than 48 hours, these unknown people have been talking about you.

They approach you with curious smiles; they greet you and Jimin, make some shallow - almost diplomatic - comment about the weather or how long they haven’t seen Jimin or about the outfits or I’ve heard a lot about you, Y/N! (how the hell did they hear a lot about you in such a short time, though?) or you make a gorgeous couple! (you know they’re not lying about this bit; you do look gorgeous). They do not look at you disapprovingly, so you can confirm that the outfit choice was indeed appropriate for the event, albeit dramatic.

“You’re great at this, did you know that?” Jimin compliments after yet another middle aged couple walks away, leaning a bit closer to your ear so only you can hear. “You even remember their names.”

“I have a good memory,” you say between a gritted-teeth smile. “Also, working on customer service teaches you a few things.”

“Really? You weren’t this charming when we met at that convenience store.” He says in a teasing way, cocking an eyebrow up.

“First of all, I met you sitting on the floor behind a fridge. You looked like a freak.” He lets a giggle at that. “Second, I’ve moonlighted as a waitress many times. And event hostess. Never any event of this level, of course.” 

The last sentence was spoken in a quieter tone. Once again, you’re a bit scared of how Jimin - and everyone else - don’t seem to be bothered by the absolutely luxurious environment around. The immense hall is decorated in similar white and cream tones from the dinner yesterday (there’s a reason for that; Jimin’s parents are celebrating their 30th anniversary, the Pearl anniversary, apparently). Even waiters and waitresses, walking around with silver platters in hands and pretty smiles on their faces, wear cream uniforms. There are literal cascades of white lilies and roses so beautifully entangled that you’re intrigued at how they managed to arrange that. The round dinner tables are also decorated with white flowers at the center. There is a massive ice sculpture of an open oyster with a pearl in it at the entrance of the hall; the presence of pearls and oysters is almost everywhere in the decoration. The hostesses and waitresses even have small oyster shaped pins on their hair. At the very front, there is a stage; it’s barely lit yet, but you can see musicians discreetly preparing their instruments for the concert later. Professional photographers walk around the hall, recording and taking pictures of anything remarkable.

It’s jaw-dropping.

You feel weird inside.

It doesn’t matter that you look like them; you don’t feel like them. You don’t belong in this place, and it feels that everyone will notice it too if you do the slightest thing wrong. It’s clear in the way you’re astonished (outraged) at how someone can spend so much money on flowers (do you even know how much a single bouquet costs? Can you imagine thousands of flowers?!) while these people walk around with hundreds of thousands of dollars hanging from their ears or around their necks, and to them it’s just another weekend.

Oh boy. Mr. Zhou was kinda right. You will have to be very careful not to embarrass Jimin or his family in front of these people.

You walk around with your arm hooked around Jimin’s for a while, making silly small talk with the guests. Jimin quietly whispers who they are and their importance as they approach. It’s always some over the top shit like Biggest LG Shareholder or Co-Founder of This Very Famous Car Brand or CEO of This Very Rich Food Company and it makes your stomach drop every time. It seems that half of the country’s GDP is hanging around in this hall. A bunch of old guys with their (1) same age, but full of obvious cosmetic procedure wives or (2) much younger wives that of course married them out of true love.

Jimin complimented you earlier, but it’s him who deserves the most compliments. He’s really good at this. It’s so easy for him to engage in a superficial but polite conversation. Hello! I acknowledge your presence here! I am thankful that you came but I do not care enough to talk more than two minutes with you! Yes the weather is nice! See you later! All that with the prettiest smile and most genuine fake laughter you’ve ever seen (sounds contradictory but that’s exactly that). And they all fall for that. He’s so unbearably charming.

Which makes you wonder.

Jimin said that the whole purpose of bringing you to Hawaii was to upset his parents. But… he’s not really acting like someone willing to do that. Of course - maybe he knows that if he goes too far, his parents might really cut him off of their sweet sweet money fountain. Yet, it doesn’t match with what he stated earlier. Does he really want to piss his parents off? Or does he want to play the good boy so his parents leave him alone with this engagement thing? Those are opposites, he can’t want both.

Does he even know what he wants?

You’re unsure.

Shit, maybe I shouldn’t have accepted this insanity, the little anxious voice in your head says. Maybe he really is too immature and is about to fuck me up. 

Jimin gives a little pat on the hand that holds his arm and smiles. 

“We’re doing really well, pretty. I’m relieved that you’re here.” He says quietly. “This kind of event always stresses me out, but you’re making this easier.”

Don’t go around saying cute shit like that while I doubt you!

You avoid his gaze and sip a little bit more of the champagne you picked earlier from a waiter. “It doesn’t look like you’re stressed at all.” He shrugs.

“I’m method acting, too. Kinda used to it at this point.”

And there it is. That quiet sadness in his eyes.

Goddamnit.

All the questions in your head crumble to the ground, and you immediately want to comfort him like a baby.

That’s not a baby. It’s a grown ass man. Get yourself together. 

The voice in your head is angrier now - and she’s kinda right, to be honest.

Jimin sighs and pats your hand again. 

“Okay, we’ve wandered around enough. Food will be served soon… so we have to get seated.” He doesn’t even try to pretend he doesn’t despise the idea of having to sit with his family for another torturously long dinner. 

“Okay.” You nod, placing the now empty champagne glass on another waiter’s platter. You inhale, trying to gather more confidence. “Let’s go.”

So, you start walking towards the table at the front of the stage - the most important one where everyone can see from all directions. 

They’re already there, surrounded by their closest friends.

At every step, you try to gather more and more anger within yourself - this anger will fuel your confidence and muffle the nervousness (in theory). Fuck this middle aged billionaire couple. Fuck their matching cream outfits - Mr. Park Hyunjun wears a very traditional (read: boring) cream suit, while Mrs. Park Eunji wears a long, flowy dress with blue details in it and beautifully embroidered with silver patterns that seem to remember a soft breeze. A beautiful pearl necklace adorns her neck and modest cleavage. Their outfits are very “age appropriate” and posh, indeed, and they are an attractive couple, but everything about them is so painfully traditional.

Also fuck the way they look at you two with disapproval.

Another nauseatingly fake scene unfolds in front of your eyes - Mrs. Eunji giggles and side hugs Jimin, gushing over how handsome he looks (she can’t hide the obvious distaste for his black outfit, though). 

“What an… interesting choice,” she says, touching the embroidery on his blazer with her fingertips. “Rather dramatic, I’d say.”

Jimin smiles. “Everyone looks good in black, you know. Also, I didn’t want to stand out.” 

Bullshit. No one else is wearing black because it goes against the dress code. The way he said it so innocently would make any unsuspecting ears believe him, but his mom is certainly not one of those - neither are you. 

“Of course, black can make anyone look presentable at least. Y/N is live proof, isn’t she?”

She eyes you from head to toe and smiles sweetly.

Holy fucking shit. I hate her. I hate her. I hate her.

Her tone. The way she looks at you. Her awful Tom Ford perfume that makes you want to vomit as she approaches and - gasp - side hugs you too, like a good and loving mother-in-law. You smile and give her some soft pats on her back, but God, you can’t act as well as her at all - although you force yourself to do your best, well aware that all eyes and ears are focused on the Park family.

“You look astonishing tonight, Mrs. Park,” you say between gritted teeth. “This color really suits you.” Cream is boring. Like old paper. You almost smell like mold, too, rattlesnake.

“I’m glad you think so.” She’s not glad you think so. “See, me and Elie spent a long time choosing the color palette for this dress… he did such a wonderful job in the end.” She widens her eyes slightly. “Oh! My apologies, you can’t possibly know who I’m talking about…”

“Elie Saab.” You promptly say. Of course Elie Saab himself designed a dress for her. “Yes, I know his work.”

“Really?” She raises one eyebrow and this small movement spreads anger through your system. So much disdain, and she just said a word. “I didn’t think you’d know such a highly regarded fashion house, since you seem so… humble.” She has the audacity to eye you up and down with disgust again. “A wonderful trait to have, you see! Our Jimin definitely needs someone in his life to teach him some humility.”

In all honesty, you don’t even know how to respond to this.

Your wanted reaction is to reach for the nearest fork and stab her face with it. Which is, unfortunately, socially inappropriate. You also think of calling her by the ugliest names in existence, which, unfortunately is also socially inappropriate (won’t take you to jail, at least).

But all you can do is keep that smile plastered on your face and anger in your eyes.

This level of contempt is not unusual. 

Alpha High taught you to get used to it. The giggles, side glances, or straight up offenses spoken out loud so everyone could laugh at your expense, too. It taught you to accept it silently, because you knew no one would stand up for you; you didn’t have enough money or a heavy surname to back you up. You weren’t important enough. Who cared if you had an excellent academic performance? It wasn’t as cool as having a summer manor in Greece anyway.

You hate that no clever response comes to your mind. You hate that you can just stand there and awkwardly look at her - this woman that made you feel cheap even though you have diamonds sitting around your neck. You hate that, deep down, you’re feeling as cornered as you were as a defenseless fifteen year old standing on the school hallway.

Not a fun feeling at all.

And things just start getting progressively worse.

Before even Jimin gets time to say something, another couple approaches - and your blood freezes. You’ve seen them yesterday at the reception dinner and earlier today, now feeling a little stupid that you didn’t make the simple connection. They’re followed shortly by another person, a much familiar and hated face. 

Eunbi’s parents, apparently; Mr. and Mrs. Jeong.

Now that you look at the three of them, the silly part of your brain wonders who Eunbi inherited her beauty from, because they don’t share much of it with her, let’s say. They’re impeccably well dressed, of course, but their daughter’s beauty steals all the attention. She wears a rosé pink minidress (is it MiuMiu?) with a straight neckline and thin straps. On her ears, diamond earrings that seem to resemble raindrops; around her neck, a diamond choker necklace. Everything combed with the subtle makeup gives her a young, cute look.

You measure each other up and down like two rival lions about to fight. Complete opposites, black and pink. 

The tension is so extreme that it’s almost visible - like some kind of fog.

Jimin is the one to break the ice, stepping closer to greet the couple, and you do the same, glad that you don’t have to look at Mrs. Rattlesnake even for five seconds - though this other lady also hates you, apparently. It’s kind of amazing how Jimin can act like the heavy tension isn’t there at all.

The seven of you stand there smiling for long and silent five seconds. It looks like a smiling contest. You can’t tell who’s angrier.

“So… Y/N, right?” Mrs. Jeong says. She looks like an eggplant, some part of your brain remarks silently, almost making you (very inappropriately) giggle. “It’s such a surprise that you and our Eunbi were classmates. We would’ve never guessed.”

If that’s even possible - your anger levels increase. It might’ve sounded like a pretty normal thing to say, but her tone and the way she measured you up and down makes it clear that what she really meant was we would’ve never guessed that a nobody like you also studied in Alpha High.

“We were surprised, too.” Eunbi says before you can, smiling sweetly. “We haven’t seen each other in years.”

“This is a great excuse for you to come with us to a day at the Spa tomorrow, isn’t it, Mrs. Park?” Eunbi’s mom says, eyeing the other woman knowingly.

“Of course! Y/N and Eunbi must have a lot to catch up after all these years, right? Y/N, you have to come with us tomorrow.” Rattlesnake hisses- (oops) says.

You look at the two other women with uneasiness.

First of all, this doesn’t sound like an invite, but a summon. You simply know you can’t say no. Second of all - these three despise you, they wouldn’t want you there if they didn’t have second intentions. What do they actually want?

You want to say no thanks, but it feels like you’re handcuffed in this situation.

“Sure. It sounds refreshing,” you finally agree with a painful smile. It didn’t even happen yet, but you know tomorrow is already ruined. Don’t let these bastards get to your head, your inner voice advises; don’t show weakness. You can deal with them.

Yeah, right.

You notice that, surprisingly, Eunbi looks very uncomfortable with the whole idea; she avoids her mother’s gaze and looks down, smile faltering a bit. She doesn’t want to be around you as much as you don’t want to be around her, apparently. At least you can agree on something.

Your thoughts are interrupted by Mr. Park stepping closer once again, placing his hand on his wife’s back. “Dear, dinner’s ready and about to be served. We should take our places.” 

“Of course. I’m sure all of us are hungry enough.” She turns around to the other guests to announce it loudly, and somehow all the nearly one hundred people manage to hear it, walking to their respective seats.

Respective seats.

The seats are all charted - something you only saw in movies before, but you should’ve expected it at this point. Coming closer to the round table, you notice that over every beautiful white and blue porcelain plate, there is an elegant tag name in golden lettering on top of it. Mr. and Mrs. Park; Hyungsik and his wife sit by Mr. Park’s seat, while Jimin’s place is by his mother…

And by Jimin’s seat…

You freeze. Jimin freezes, too.

Jeong Eunbi’s name tag.

Feeling your stomach drop, you look around, searching for your own name tag - but there’s none to be seen, and it’s getting increasingly embarrassing as everyone else sits down while you and Jimin remain standing.

Your throat gets dry.

“She’d rather die than let people think her family isn’t perfect,” Jimin said as you walked inside the hall. This made you think she wouldn’t want to embarrass you.

Oh, Jimin. How wrong you were.

“Hm, there must be a mistake.” Jimin speaks up. The smile is still there, but his eyes hardened and his breath gets deeper as the visible anger fills him. “Where is Y/N’s seat?”

“Oh! Jimin, dear… this is a bit unpleasant,” his mother says, stepping closer with clasped hands and (fake) apologetic eyes. “You know that we planned this event months prior… the charting was already made long ago. We didn’t know Y/N would be here today. Unfortunately, there was no time to tell the catering staff to provide one more seat at our table.”

Funny how your legs start feeling cold all of sudden.

It’s the second time you’re at a loss of words tonight, this time much worse than before. You grip Jimin’s arm just a little tighter, feeling how the situation is starting to get people’s attention. Mrs. Park isn’t trying to be quiet right now. Your legs are cold, but your neck and face suddenly warm up with embarrassment as the guests on the main table whisper among each other in confusion.

“We found a vacant seat, of course, right over there, Y/N,” Mrs. Park continues - for fuck’s sake, she just continues - pointing over to the other side of the hall. “With the Kim family. You’ll love them, I know it!”

Your brain can’t process a coherent sentence. 

With the corner of your eye, you notice Eunbi standing a few steps away awkwardly. She has the decency to look embarrassed, at least. Everyone else at the table is already seated.

You’re… you’re supposed to be their daughter-in-law. Their younger son’s girlfriend, the first girl he ever brought over. Yet… they refuse to let you sit by Jimin’s side on the main table, the hosts table, and want you to sit alone on the back so they can set up Jimin and Eunbi. And they’re doing it publicly.

This is the type of humiliation you wouldn’t expect from an adult, a mature person. But it’s happening nevertheless, and you want to sink and disappear. You can’t think of a quirky comeback, a way out that would make you feel less humiliated - even though Jimin isn’t even your real boyfriend and these people aren’t your real in-laws. This trip feels like a mistake, like a bad idea, like Mr. Zhou was absolutely right in his warning.

You’re so overwhelmed by this sour feeling that you don’t notice how Jimin’s smile disappears.

He sighs heavily, looking at his feet, jaw clenched.

“Okay.” He looks up at you - and you’re taken aback, because you’ve never seen Jimin angry before. “Y/N, let’s go back to our room.”

And he starts walking away, taking you along by the hand.

“What? Jimin- where’re you going?” Mrs. Park says, making Jimin stop. “Dinner’s about to be served.”

You see the warning in her eyes and gritted teeth and hardened smile, but for once, Jimin doesn’t play along. Doesn’t smile. Doesn’t speak louder, but when he does speak, it’s in a hard and serious tone.

“If Y/N doesn’t have a place here, neither do I. I don’t see why we should stay in this situation.” He doesn’t bother to whisper, aware that he has the table’s attention. “Now, if you’ll excuse us...” 

Oh shit. He’s angry and offended. Jimin turns around again, holding your hand tightly. 

In the midst of all the bad feelings, this is so satisfying. You’re simply happy that Jimin didn’t leave you on your own, didn’t lower his head to his parents. He stood up for you and is genuinely pissed! His mother is still babbling - she for sure didn’t expect Jimin to want to leave like this - and even Mr. Park got up from his seat; Eunbi is pale, her parents watch in disapproval, similar to Jimin’s older brother, who glares at him as if he did something wrong.

“Wait, Jimin, please,” someone else says, which catches both yours and Jimin’s attention: Mr. Hwang. He’s gotten up and looks between you and Mrs. Park cautiously. “I am sure we can solve this situation very easily. There’s no need to miss this amazing night.”

Mrs. Hwang also gets up; her eyes are widened with worry and an uneasy smile. “I am sure everyone at this table can move a little so Y/N can sit with us.” Murmurs of agreement echo around, much to the Park’s displeasure. “Waiter, please? Could you assist us?”

You and Jimin eye each other as Mrs. Hwang politely asks a nearby waiter to bring another chair, while the guests start getting up with no protest to open a little spot by Jimin’s side. In no time, there is one more chair at the table; another waitress hushes to bring a new set of plates and cutlery. 

“See? It’s done! Not a big problem at all.” Mr. Hwang says happily; the guests at the table also seem content. 

“I guess we can all sit now, right, Jimin?” His wife says. “We all would hate it if this lovely young lady missed the concert.” And to your surprise - the table agrees.

You look at Jimin again. He doesn’t look happy - not at all - but it seems that he softened up a bit because of the Hwang couple; same goes for you. If this was a competition for Best Middle Aged Couple, the Hwangs would’ve won it by far.

He raises an eyebrow at you - a question. You shrug and nod in small movements. Although you’d rather not be here, at least Mrs. Park looks infuriated that her silly little plan didn’t work and she in fact caused a ridiculous scene. Her attempt at embarrassing you completely backfired.

Jimin sighs heavily and, instead of saying anything, walks back to the table once again. The guests sigh in relief; Eunbi looks even more awkward; the Parks are fuming. Jimin pushes the chair for you to sit, and as you do, a little spark of victory fills your chest. 

“I’m glad this is solved,” Mrs. Park says, glaring at you as if she wants to stab you with the nearest knife, a lip tightened smile. “I hate unforeseen events.”

You are the unforeseen event. About to be the worst she could ever imagine.

“It’s alright, Mrs. Park. Everyone makes mistakes sometimes.” You say sweetly. Jimin does his best not to laugh; she definitely wants to stab you. 

Me 1 x 0 Rattlesnake

A win, at last.

The Misadventures List; 5 (m)

Everyone at the table does their best to forget The Seat Incident for the sake of a good mood. 

Lighthearted conversations. Good (amazing) food. The band plays soft background music. Understandably so, neither you and Jimin talk much - he is still visibly upset; chooses to just respond whenever someone mentions him or makes quiet comments in your ear from time to time. You, on the other hand, don’t talk much because the person sitting by your left side is Eunbi and you’d honestly rather swallow nails than willingly have a conversation with her.

All things considered, everything is going alright. They’re asking fewer questions than yesterday, which is great, so you can focus on whatever the name of this thing you’re eating is - taking small bites and chewing slowly so you don’t look impolite and desperate for food. Your stomach twirls every time you hear Jimin’s parents' voices, though, which makes you enjoy the taste less.

You’re doing great, you mentally pat yourself on the back. A few more hours and you’ll be back in your room. Just get this over with. 

After pretty much everyone is done eating - your stomach is so full that the dress becomes uncomfortably tight -, Mr. Park gets up from the chair and softly clicks the side of a knife on a crystal glass, enough to call everyone’s attention. You notice when a waiter swiftly places a mic on the table for him.

The band stops. Everyone goes silent. Mr. Park Hyunjun takes the mic, a soft smile adorning his features, as the spotlight focuses on him.

“Good evening once again, my friends.” His deep and elegant voice echoes softly through the speakers. The whole hall greets him back. “I hope everyone enjoyed this amazing dinner prepared by Chef Mauro Bianchi. Mr. Mauro, it is a pleasure to have you with us once again.”

A round of applause. An aggressively Italian man with a cook outfit politely bows and smiles as the spotlight focuses on him in the back of the hall, close to the kitchen doors. Of course Mr. Park only acknowledges the worldwide famous, I-don’t-know-how-many-Michelin-stars holder Chef, but not the entirety of the staff that helped organize and serve everyone. 

“As most of the friends present here already know, me and my dear wife prepare this event every year not only as a celebration of our union, but also as a celebration of all the many achievements and challenges we win throughout the year.” He makes a dramatic pause, his eyes scanning the crowd to make sure everyone is paying attention - and everyone indeed is; despite your hatred for the man, you can’t deny that with this level of oratory, he could’ve easily been a news anchor.

He offers his hand to help his wife get up from the chair as another round of applause echoes. Mrs. Rattlesnake has a pretty smile, you have to admit. Once again - yeah, they do look great together, and otherwise you’d think this is all too sweet, but there’s just something inherently wrong with this scene… too poised, robotic - trained to detail.

“And past year was indeed one of the most significant of our lives. After much work, Aurum ranked fifth place as one of the biggest steel companies in the world. We’ve achieved heights my parents would’ve never imagined.” He continues. More applause. What does it even have to do with his marriage? “Unity. This is the word for our 30th anniversary. Everything we’ve made and built, we did together - and I’m sure we wouldn’t have gotten this far if we were apart.” Oh, so your fortune was “achieved” because of your wife? I thought it was because of the already rich company your dad left on your hands. 

“And the oyster, my friends, is the perfect symbol of unity; it summons up our life as a couple very well.” He looks at his wife sweetly. You have trouble telling if Mrs. Rattlesnake’s glossy eyes are fake or not. “An oyster. Two shells, pressed together - working together to create the most beautiful pearl. And our pearls, our jewels - the biggest gift this marriage brought us both - is our two sons.”

My God.

You want to vomit.

The applause is a bit louder now as the spotlight focuses on both Jimin and Hyungsik. Both of them smile and wave to the public. If you hadn’t spent the most uncomfortable hours of your life around this family, you would’ve fallen for Mr. Park’s sweet words - but hell no. I mean, it might be true about Hyungsik - but Jimin? The dear son they very publicly disrespected only barely an hour ago, by ignoring his partner? The dear son they mock constantly, scold, disrespect, and want to force into an arranged marriage against his will?

These people genuinely make you sick.

You’re a bit surprised as Jimin grabs your hand under the tablecloth, where no one can see. You take it and squeeze softly. He wants to vomit as much as you do.

“You two are live proof of our love, and we are so proud to know you’re our children.” The applause continues as Mr. Park speaks this time. Kind of funny how he says that while Jimin himself stated that he sees his parents once a year. That’s not the behavior of someone that cares this much. 

“Unity. Family. Love. Friendship. It’s what we’ve been harvesting together for the past 30 years, and I couldn’t be more happy and grateful.” He squeezes his wife’s hand sweetly. “Now, let us celebrate together, my dear friends.”

The lights go off while the hall applauds; the band starts playing again, way louder this time - a melody you’re familiar with - and when all the spotlights focus on the stage-

You gasp loudly.

“What the-?!” You whisper in utter shock. Jimin chuckles.

The woman standing on the stage is… is Kim Gain.

Like, why are you even surprised at this point? What, you thought the Parks would’ve hired a bar singer for their super expensive wedding anniversary? But even so, you didn’t expect to be seeing the 90s love songs’ legend Kim fucking Gain standing a few meters away from you, wearing a gorgeous long silver dress, her beautiful and powerful voice filling the hall as she sings her all-time smash hit Flower Hill. This woman doesn’t even do concerts anymore! You can’t even imagine the insane amount of money they must’ve paid her to do a private concert. 

She sings looking directly at the main couple, and God- despite the age, her voice sounds even better live than recorded. It makes you forget for a while all of tonight’s awful events. You quietly hum along to the lyrics of Flower Hill word by word - it’s impossible to not know this song, not only because it’s a classic, but because it’s your mother’s favorite song and she hammered it into your head.

Your memories are as clear as the blue sky; your mother played her CD over and over again - this song specifically - while she prepared lunch. You helped her peel the boiled eggs, standing on a stool so you’d get tall enough to reach the sink, while she cut cabbage swiftly. You both sang along to Flower Hill. Even your father would hum along eventually as he put the dried bowls on their respective cabinets.

It’s a good childhood memory. One of the few. You remember thinking that your mother looked so beautiful when she wasn’t frowning and angry at you.

And all of sudden - sadness hits you like a truck.

Funny how being humiliated in front of these people didn’t even get close to making you cry the way just thinking of your mother does.

You sigh and look down, that familiar heavy thing growing in your chest, stubborn tears that you blink away before they can even come. Shit shit shit. Don’t you dare to cry here, Y/N, you scold yourself harshly. But goddammit- Mrs. Kim Gain sings really well, and when the chorus hits, you always melt away.

It’s moments like this that remind you that you are, in fact, not indifferent. And you are, in fact, far more hurt that you can put into words.

It’s your turn to squeeze Jimin’s hand for comfort.

He eyes you quietly, confused - but chooses to not make any comment.

The Misadventures List; 5 (m)

You elbow Jimin’s side, eyes squinted, as if unsure of what you’re seeing.

“What?” He asks, relaxing on the chair next to yours, now sitting on a table at the external part of the hall. Finally some cool night air; from the external part, you have a wonderful view of the immense garden that goes down the hill directly to the sea. You can see the pier down there; it’s full of parked yachts - much more than during the day - but there’s some in the distance as well, shining against the otherwise pitch black sea like little stars.

“Am I crazy,” you say after sipping more champagne from the glass, “or that’s Kim Minju?”

You discreetly point to a certain girl standing inside the hall. She’s tall and gorgeous, wearing a green sundress. You’re not really into idols - you don’t have time to keep up with celebrities at all - but even someone like you can recognize Kim Minju, the new “it” girl from the new “it” group everyone’s been talking about lately.

Jimin squints his eyes as well, and when he sees who you’re pointing at, he nods. “Yep, it’s her.”

You raise one eyebrow up. “Why are your parents friends with teenage celebrities?”

“They’re friends with her mother.” Jimin sips from his own glass of champagne. He took his blazer off and rolled the shirt up to his elbows, looking much more relaxed now that he can finally stay away from his family. 

Kim Gain finished her concert, which meant people were allowed to just hang around and talk again, while the band kept playing background music. You decided to leave the main table as soon as you could, finding this almost-hidden table at the external balcony (you’re glad it’s this hidden, because it’s getting hard to sit all lady-like with your feet hurting like this. These Givenchy sandals were way too expensive to be this uncomfortable to wear).  Jungkook was hanging out with you two minutes ago, but suddenly something “very important” happened and he had to leave (in other words: some hot girl passed by and he went after her).

“And her mother is…?”

“One of MNET’s biggest shareholders, basically. Why do you think Minju is the most popular member? Her mother pays for her to be the center, to have the best clothes… this kind of thing.” He speaks in a low voice, aware of the people around. “Most popular idols are only popular because their families pay for their popularity.”

“Oh.” Makes sense. You look him up and down, the hint of a playful smile on your lips. “You could’ve asked your parents for help in this area, Jimin. You would’ve made a great idol.”

Jimin chuckles and pushes his hair back. “I know, right? But I don’t think I would survive a day in this life. I mean- a dating ban?” He scowls. “Just no.”

You chuckle too, resting your chin on your palm. You’ve only been sipping champagne - though they’re serving other interesting drinks, too -, afraid to get even slightly intoxicated and embarrass yourself (and Jimin) in front of these people. Even so, this champagne is starting to make you feel a little funny inside. Maybe I should stop.

“How do you even know this dating ban thing is real?” You raise one eyebrow at him. Jimin huffs.

“I had a thing with this idol girl for a while.” He says nonchalantly - then interrupts himself, as if he just realized he said something he shouldn’t. He eyes you apologetically.

“I don’t care if you talk about other girls.” You assure, rolling your eyes. And you actually don’t. It’s not like you have anything real going on for you to care. (You’re quietly blaming your rage fit against Hari earlier today on the alcohol).

“Really?”

“Yeah. Why would I?”

Jimin looks at you in silence.

“Kinda hoped you’d be jealous.”

You laugh it off, furiously ignoring the butterflies in your stomach. “Just tell the story, Jimin.”

He seems dramatically disappointed, which makes you giggle again. Jimin sips more champagne and tilts his head.

 “So… me and this girl. Whenever we went out together, we had to literally - I mean literally - hide. Wearing masks, sunglasses, hoodies, all this stuff. At the beginning it was kind of fun, but then it got unbearable. Her manager kept calling her all the time to know where she was. One time, a paparazzi caught us and I had to pay them a shitton of money to not release the photos.”

“Why didn’t she pay for it? Or her company?” You ask, genuinely curious. 

“Because her company didn’t know. She didn’t tell them, scared of getting punished or whatever. And she didn’t have the amount they asked for. So I paid for it.” He shrugs. “Then I broke up with her. I mean, I wasn’t doing anything wrong, why did I have to hide?”

“Yeah, sounds like a strict life. I don’t think I could take it, either.”

You notice the way Jimin’s eyes glint with playfulness again; a mischievous smirk adorns his lips. He comes even closer to you and looks around, making sure the people aren’t paying attention to the conversation. 

“Back on the topic of Kim Minju,” he says in that quiet tone that means gossip. “Her mother is lesbian.”

Your eyes widen slightly. “Really? How do you know?”

“I know a lot of things about a lot of people.” He discreetly points to an elegant woman standing near Kim Minju - maybe just a bit younger than Mrs. Park. “That one.” You squint your eyes to analyze her. “She’s been ‘single’ for around ten years, since her divorce with Minju’s father. She’s, like… the most famous closeted lesbian I’ve ever seen. In terms of how much people I know she fucked, she must be only behind Mr. Junghoon.”

Your eyes widen even more. “Jungkook’s dad?!”

Jimin nods vehemently. “Yep. He must’ve fucked at least half of this hall. All those pretty younger wives.”

You eye Junghoon - standing in the middle of the hall, laughing at something someone said. “Like father, like son, I guess.” Jimin chuckles at this. “I mean, he is very hot for his age.”

“That’s not even the craziest person here.” Jimin narrows his eyes, looking for someone into the crowd. You find yourself entertained by his sudden will to spill people’s lives on you - it even makes you forget how much your feet hurt for a while. When he finds them, he elbows your side lightly. “That couple over there? The Kwons?”

You take around three seconds to find them- a middle aged couple, a bit older than Jimin’s parents, perhaps. They seemed very polite (considering you talked for less than two minutes).

“Yeah?”

“They host massive orgies.” You look at Jimin in pure shock. He looks back at you with his eyebrows raised in that I know, girl expression. “They have a mansion in Malibu only for this purpose. They invite dozens of people to participate.”

You sip more champagne. That conservative looking couple host orgies? They look like the type of people that think women showing their ankles is a sin. Appearances really mean nothing around here! “Were you ever invited?”

“Thank God no. And I wouldn’t go anyway. Not into voyeurism.” Jimin makes a disgusted scowl. “But I know some people that went there. They’re pretty creepy, actually. Just… stay away from them, okay?”

“Noted.” You’ve watched enough documentaries about how rich people can be creepy to know Jimin isn’t kidding.

“There’s also, let’s see… oh! Jinwoo, over there.” He points to a man in his early thirties that you briefly greeted earlier today. “His marriage was arranged, too. I heard he has a severe humiliation kink. He likes to be treated like shit by women.” You cover your mouth with your hand, trying to hide the bubbling giggle. Not to kinkshame anyone, but wow. “But his wife is not into it at all. From what I’ve heard, they even live in separate houses. So Jinwoo has to pay women to satisfy him.”

“I wouldn’t think that of him… he looks like the type that calls women females.” You remark. 

“People around here look nothing like they actually are.” Jimin sips more champagne. You expectantly wait for him to tell you more - (1) because you like gossiping (2) because this is the most fun you’ve had the entire night. “Oh! Minho and Krystal. Over there.”

Said couple is standing quite far, talking to Jimin’s brother and his wife. They must be in their early thirties, too; an attractive couple that haven’t stepped away from each other the whole time. You briefly remember thinking they looked cute together.

“Yeah?”

“They’re in a forced marriage, too. Minho is gay.”

You pause. “They look genuine.”

“They’re not.”

“How can you be sure?”

“I met him in a bar last year in Berlin. He hit on me. Insistently. He’s friends with my brother, so I turned him down. But yeah, I saw him with other guys there.”

You look back at Minho in silence.

Oh.

This one’s kinda sad.

“So… he was forced into marrying a woman even though he’s gay.” You reason out loud. “Does his family know?”

“Probably not. At least, they pretend they don’t.” Jimin sips more champagne with a sour expression.

“That’s fucked up in so many levels.” You’re starting to get angry just talking about it. “He’s trapped with this woman, having to pretend his entire life? All for the sake of appearances? What, are we stuck in the XVIII century and nobody told me?”

“I told you that’s how things work around here.” He says, staring at the bubbles in his champagne glass.

And he actually told you. In your third encounter, back at the convenience store. But you didn’t believe him. It felt too far from your reality to be taken seriously. Now, though - after finding out that most of these pristine looking people, the “role models” of society are in secret what they most demonize - you truly realize how awful everything is. This much hypocrisy feels repulsive, overwhelming.

Is this how Jimin has been feeling his entire life?

“What about you, Jimin?” you ask quietly, any hint of playfulness gone from your face and voice.

“What about me?”

“What if you’re stuck in this situation? I mean, I remember what you told me back then. What if you want to marry a guy? Your parents would be against it… are you going to end like Minho? Having to pretend for the rest of your life? Can you accept this?”

Jimin sighs and hangs his head back, closing his eyes. You hate it because for a moment all you can look at is his half parted plump lips and your brain malfunctions for a sec.

“Let’s not talk about me, please?” He asks in a whiny, raspy voice.

“Why not? I’m worried about you. Can’t I be worried?” You put one hand on your hip, somehow starting to feel offended.

“No, you can’t.” He still hasn’t opened his eyes.

Yeah, you’re offended now. “Okay, then. I’m sorry for caring.”

Jimin looks at you with half opened eyes.

His voice drops.

“Don’t do this to me.”

“What?” You raise one eyebrow up.

“Act like you actually care.”

“Why do you think I’m acting?” You slightly push the empty champagne glass away, so nothing is between you two. Because he’s quieter, you unconsciously drop your voice, too.

“You said so. Method acting.” 

You’re getting tired of this “method acting” thing. You inhale heavily. “Well, I’m not acting right now.”

Jimin drops his eyes to his own empty champagne glass, drumming his fingers on the table softly. He makes a small pout. His lips are so damn attractive. “You know, I’m conflicted about you.”

“Please elaborate.”

“I know I shouldn’t be expecting anything real from you at all, since I hired you to be here. But why do I feel that something real is going on?” He looks up at you again. “But then, sometimes, I feel like it’s not? I don’t know what to think of you.”

Holy Shit.

He went straight to the point.

You feel goosebumps on your spine (though you try to blame it on the cool breeze hitting your back, not on Jimin’s piercing gaze, of course). It’s kind of creepy how Jimin can balance being silly and cute in a moment and then boom - painfully straightforward a second later. He didn’t beat around the bush at all.

And yeah, you get what he meant.

You can’t tell if something real is going on. It’s way too early to say something “real” - whatever it is - is happening; you barely even know Jimin. At the same time he doesn’t know if you’re serious, you don’t know if he is being serious; many times, it feels like he’s acting, putting up a character around you. The way you’re rapidly getting attached to him is scary - what if you’re getting attached to a character? What if you’re surprised by Jimin’s real persona in the worst way possible?

You have no idea about any of that.

What you know, though - something that is very real, is almost visible - is the undeniable attraction you feel for each other.

This isn’t deep. You don’t have to think much about it.

And right now - with the alcohol subtly fogging your judgment and making you feel hot inside; the accumulated tension - you don’t really want to fight back anymore. You don’t want to think of consequences. All you can think of is his pretty plump lips.

You smirk, resting your face on your palm again. You see how this single look of yours affects him. You’re not the only one that can do this, Jimin.

“You know,” your voice is very quiet right now; half lidded eyes that stare back at him with the same intensity. “Knowing everything isn’t fun. I think it’s better this way.”

You’re still in public, but it’s like everyone else becomes distant. 

Jimin smirks, too.

“Let’s play a game, then.” He says all of sudden, getting even closer to you, on the edge of his seat. “I’ll ask a few questions. You can answer them or not.”

You feel his hand on your leg, under the tablecloth.

This makes you widen your eyes, surprised, looking around discreetly. “What are you doing?”

“You said your feet hurt, pretty.” Oh shit. That mischievous tone, playful smile, glinting eyes. You’re a popsicle melting under his heat. You cover your mouth with your hand, trying not to giggle, as Jimin rests your left leg over his own legs. “Free massage.”

You’re kind of hidden - your leg is fully under the tablecloth - but you still look around frantically, trying not to make any weird face. “Jimin- they’ll see us.”

Jimin clicks his tongue at the same time he swiftly unbuckles your sandal and places it on the floor. Your heart beats faster with adrenaline - if any auntie sees this, they might want to arrest me! “They’re not paying attention to us.”

Indeed, no one is. Mr. and Mrs. Park are having a dance in the center of the hall; most of the crowd surrounds them. The place became dimly lit as the spotlight focuses only on the couple as they sway to a romantic tune and everyone watches them.

You’re about to make another complaint, but as both of his hands hold your aching foot, pressing it - you have to fight back what would be an obscene moan. It feels too good. Jimin chuckles.

“So, back on the game.” It’s criminal how he acts like he’s doing nothing wrong as his hands massage your foot. “Did you want to hook up with Hoseok?”

This comes so out of the blue that you freeze. “What made you think that?”

“I saw the way you looked at each other.”

Well. It’s not like Hoseok tried to pretend when he first saw you. “No. He’s hot, but no.”

Jimin nods. He seems satisfied with the answer. His hands work around your feet miraculously, pressing on the right spots, easing the pain. 

They go a bit up. On your ankles now.

Oh God.

“Did you want to hook up with Jungkook?” Still not looking at you.

“No.” You chuckle. “What got into you? Are you jealous?”

“I don’t know, am I?” He raises his eyebrows and shrugs, making you smile. “I’d only be jealous if something real was going on between us, right?”

His hands are traveling up your leg, still massaging as they do. You gulp heavily. Your heart beats faster.

“Right.”

Your thigh.

You gasp quietly as, in a sudden movement, he pushes you even closer to his body. The chair scratches on the floor. You’re glad the music is loud enough to mask the noise. 

His hands are warm. His smirk widens.

Jimin massages your thigh slowly. You don’t make any attempt to stop him. His hands are resting just a little distant from the hem of your dress. 

You want them to be under it. 

Yes, you are very much aware of all the people standing around, the things they’d think if they notice what is going on. But Jimin’s hands are on your thigh and you feel hotter inside every minute and his delicious lips are right there and holy fuck he’s enjoying torturing you as much as you enjoy being tortured and- you don’t even remember what you were worrying about a second ago.

“You’re so soft.” He says in a quiet, sultry voice that makes your insides quiver. “Are you feeling better now, pretty?”

“Mmmh-hmm” you say quietly as your breath gets deeper - which makes Jimin smile even more. “You’re good at this, did you know that? You have a hidden talent.”

He chuckles darkly, lifting his eyes to meet yours. “I could show you what else I can do with this talent of mine.”

His fingers - slowly, hesitantly - travel just a bit upwards, while he eyes you tentatively. He sees no disapproval or discomfort in your expression, which only ignites his excitement. He smirks and shakes his head slightly. 

“I’m actually going insane because of you, Y/N.” The smirk in his voice makes yet another goosebump run through your system. In response, you tilt your head to the side, eyeing him innocently.

“Why? I’m not doing anything.” You bite the tip of your tongue while smiling, which makes Jimin gulp.

Oh, the electricity. It almost sparks in the air with the power of a lightning. And to think you were trying to act all chaste not long ago, gaslighting yourself into thinking that doing anything with him would be equivalent as “selling yourself”.

Who fucking cares?

“Last question.” He says quietly, leaning even closer to you until his lips are right by your ear, sending shivers of excitement down your body. 

“Will you let finally let me fuck you?”

The words get stuck in your throat.

Jimin hasn’t been this obscenely straightforward up until now. It makes your mouth water, your heart beat faster. His voice wasn’t demanding. It was pleading. Like he was desperate for you and couldn’t take it anymore.

And that’s your last straw.

You lean away just enough to look at him. Fuck, he’s got pleading eyes, too. Your panties feel humid, you remember the last time you had sex was three months ago, you feel his warm hand on your thigh, dangerously close to your intimacy. 

You smile and, in a swift movement, move your leg away from his hand.

Jimin looks confused for a moment, his smile faltering, as you take the sandal and put it on your foot once again. He looks even more confused - maybe thinking you got offended? - when you get up and adjust your dress.

Then you look at him.

“Excuse me. I need to go to the toilet.”

Without looking back, you take the clutch from the table and make your way inside the hall.

The main couple is still having their moment in the middle of the hall - and for the first time you’re thankful to them, because no one even bats an eye as you discreetly make your way to the restroom. The dim lights hide you, not even waiters or security guards or photographers notice you. 

As you get into the black marble restroom - completely empty - you have around five seconds to look at your reflection in the mirror before Jimin walks in and shuts the door.

His lips on yours shut you mid-giggle.

Jimin grabs the back of your neck and glues his body on yours with the other hand as he hungrily kisses you - the kiss tastes like the cherry from your lipgloss and expensive champagne. You grab both sides of his neck as Jimin and you stumble to one of the stalls and you close the door clumsily. Holy fucking shit, it’s getting hot. The kiss is deep and desperate and full of desire. 

“Fuck, Y/N,” he says in a breathy voice that makes you smile seductively. “Why you gotta do this to me?”

You unconsciously squeeze your thighs on one another as he leaves a wet kiss on your neck; you grab his shoulders for support. “I’m not doing anything yet.”

He chuckles darkly against your skin, his hot breath increases your temperature even more. His hand travels down your back to squeeze your ass, making you gasp lightly. He leaves one more wet kiss, and another, and another.

Jimin leans away so he can look at you. His lips are reddish, wet and a bit swollen. 

“You don’t need to.” He parts your legs with his own. Your insides bubble with excitement. “Look at you… all dolled up. The prettiest of all of them out there.” He licks his lips slowly. “I want to make a mess of you, Y/N. I want to see how pretty you look with your hair and makeup ruined by me.”

His knee presses on your intimacy, making you involuntarily sigh; the pressure is still too soft, not even close to satisfying the raging fire inside your body, but it already makes you gulp and breath heavier. God, you want this man inside of you. You need him. 

Jimin notices your change in expression and his smirk widens as he moves his knee against you, making you sigh again. You kiss him eagerly. There’s still music out there, but all you can hear is the kissing sounds and breaths and Jimin’s deep humm of approval.

“This is the face I wanted to see the most.” He whispers on your lips, his leg pressed against you, his hands caressing your waist and hips. “Let me make you feel good, pretty… please?” He pecks your lips. “Hmm?” He bites your bottom lip lightly, passing his tongue on it right after. “Can I fuck you now?”

Shit shit shit. It’s embarrassing how you already feel this wet while you barely even started. Were you this much touch starved? Or is it because you’ve been wanting this as much as him since the beginning?

You kiss him again.

“Not here.” you whisper in a breathy voice.

Jimin nods. It’s obvious. Anyone could walk in at any moment.

Back to your shared bungalow? It’s too far from here - only five minutes by car, yes, but you don’t think you can wait this long. Not to mention Mr. Zhou would be the one to drive you both back and you don’t want to look at that old man’s face before having sex.

Inside some car? But which car? This place is full of butlers and security guards, anyone would notice what’s going on. Just no.

As you’re about to ask where you could head to - Jimin’s eyes glint in that way that tells you he had an idea. 

His smirk widens.

He steps back and grabs your hand with a boyish, playful expression.

“Let’s go.”

You have time to grab the forgotten clutch from over the sink before Jimin drags you out of the restroom - luckily, the hall is still dimly lit and there aren’t many people back here. Discreetly, you two make your way towards the back exit - avoiding butlers and photographers at the main entrance - stepping out of the hall towards the stairs.

You finally realize where Jimin is heading to when you get to the sidewalk and he takes a turn to the left.

The pier.

Dozens of parked and empty yachts just around the corner.

You’re both laughing childishly as you run towards the pier - stopping only so you can yank those sandals off; who the hell could run in stilettos? - not caring to look back, feeling excitement and just the sheer joy of doing something you know you shouldn’t. The pier is quiet, there aren’t many people around; most yachts are dark. Jimin doesn’t drop your hand as he squints his eyes trying to find a specific one. When he does, he sprints towards it, dragging you along.

Jungkook’s yacht.

Completely dark. Cleaners, bartenders, all the staff are long gone, having finished their shifts long ago. 

There is a security guard standing in front of the entrance stairs, though.

He frowns as you two approach.

“Hey!” Jimin says in a happy voice. “You’re… Steven, right? Remember me? We were here earlier today.”

By the looks of it, his name is Steven, and he looks shocked that Jimin remembers it. “Good evening, sir. Did you need something?”

“You see, Steven, I might have forgotten something very important in the yacht.” Jimin says. You want to laugh. “I’d like to go check it out.”

“Of course, sir. Tell me what it is, I can ask another guard to check it for you-“

Jimin steps closer.

“No, Steven. I need to check it out. It’s kind of personal, you know?”

Steven eyes you and Jimin back and forth. 

The penny drops. His frown deepens. You’re not even embarrassed.

“I’m sorry, sir. I can’t let you in.” He says in a mix of hesitance and annoyance. “This is private property.”

“I know, Steven, and I’m glad my friend hired such a diligent security guard. You’re very professional.” Jimin is a bastard, isn’t he? “I promise I won’t get you in trouble. Just let me check, okay?”

Steven looks around. “I’m sorry, sir… I really can’t.” 

Jimin nods.

He drops your hand for the first time, reaching for the inside of his back pocket. 

You watch with your jaw dropped as he opens his wallet and puts a stack of money on Steven’s hand.

Jimin casually walks around with stacks of money in his wallet.

The security guard’s eyes are as widened as yours. That much money must be double - shit, triple - of what he’ll get for this shift. You see as his annoyance dissolves and his resolve to not let you in disappears.

“It’s a really tiny thing I’m looking for, so it’ll take, I don’t know… an hour?” Jimin looks back at you up and down and reaches for his wallet again. He takes another stack just as big and puts it on Steven’s hand. “Two hours, actually, to check the whole place.”

Steven gulps. It seems he’s furiously fighting against his work ethic - but the money on his hand is heavier. 

Steven steps aside, finally giving up. “Okay, sir.”

Jimin smiles and grabs your hand again. “Make sure to keep the other guards away, okay? Thank you so much!”

You two sprint up the stairs - you have time to mumble an embarrassed “thank you” - towards the deck.

The yacht is completely dark, except for some emergency lights. Jimin guides you around it. You know there are actual bedrooms here, but both of you are way too impatient to go up one more flight of stairs - so before you can even process what’s happening, Jimin has thrown you against the bar counter and is kissing you again.

You drop the sandals and the clutch on the wooden floor before entangling your arms around Jimin’s neck. He presses his body on yours so hard that you lean back, your back hits the counter. And to think you were right here a few hours ago, surrounded by a bunch of people; it’s a completely different vibe with the lights off, silent, the darkness of the sea around you. 

It’s your turn to squeeze Jimin’s ass, which makes him chuckle against your lips. He leans away for a moment and seems to be searching for something; with a click of his, the glass top of the counter lits up - there are red led lights under it. Both him and you are painted red. 

Jimin looks at you with hungry eyes, out of breath. That damn smirk.

“You have no idea how much I’ve been wanting this, pretty.” He pushes you closer again, grabbing your hair and leaving noisy kisses on your neck.

“I think I do.” You say cockily. You’ve been aching for him all this time - and it’ even embarrassing to admit it to yourself -; it’s embarrassing that Jimin is everything you learned to hate (filthy rich, arrogant, a fuck boy) from your past experiences, but shit, you’ve been wondering how he would feel inside of you all this time, you’ve been craving him since that night in your tiny apartment… and you’ve been wondering if he fucks as good as he talks.

Your hand bravely travels to his front. You rest your palm on his crotch, gently pressing it - earning a soft sigh from him. He’s stone hard. It makes you chuckle cockily against his ear, and the sensual sound sends shivers down Jimin’s spine. 

“No, no, no… you don’t really know.” His lips are on your ear as he speaks quietly and deeply. While one of his hands are still tightly entangled in your hair, the other travels down your back - which already almost makes you melt - to rest on your ass; in a slow but unhesitant movement, he grabs the hem of your dress and pulls it up to your hips, fully exposing your ass. “Ever since that time at the store…” he massages your asscheeks with both palms and squeezes it gently. You lick his neck in response. “When you looked at me with such disdain… you were reading a fucking text book behind that counter, looking at me as if you were so much better than me… I imagined fucking you over that same counter, pretty.” Goosebumps. He grabs one of your thighs and you instinctively wrap it around his waist; when he humps his clothed core against yours, you can’t fight back a soft moan. “I imagined fucking you over and over again. Such a hard-working girl…” He humps again, stronger this time. “So pretty…”

Your impatient fingers search for the lapel of his blazer, and you help him take it off, dropping it on the floor; you grab his face with both hands and your lips are pressed again in a hot dance, while he still humps slowly and sensually; each rub on your clothed clit sends electricity and heat through your veins. Your lower part is almost totally uncovered, except for the black lace thong you wear, and the cool ocean breeze makes the tiny hairs on your body raise. Everything is red and hot. Some sane part of your brain registers that if there’s anyone inside the neighbor yachts, they will totally see what’s happening - and it only adds to the excitement.

Jimin breaks the kiss and leans back slightly with half lidded eyes. His lips are shiny and stained with your lipgloss. He’s so sexy that the vision itself makes you feel pleasure.

He grips your ass tightly and watches intently as his movements make your breath get deeper each time, makes you sigh and moan softly. His breathing is deeper, too; his Adam’s apple moves when he gulps. He licks his bottom lip sensually, feeling the taste of your sweet lipgloss. He keeps you glued to his body as both of you move your hips against each other, rubbing your clothed intimacies to a more urgent pace; there are already droplets of sweat starting to cover his forehead. 

“You’re so fucking hot.” He whispers, watching you whimper. 

“Touch me.” Your voice sounds strangled and slightly out of breath, which makes Jimin smile darkly. “Please.”

“Baby, you don’t need to beg.” He’s so visibly proud of himself and excited that he’s almost glowing more than the red led lights. The hand that supported your leg swiftly travels to your front and he unashamedly presses it on your clothed core, feeling the lace with his fingertips and the wetness underneath. The smile widens. “I’m going to give you anything you want tonight. Anything.”

Your head drops back when he starts to move his fingers in circular movements over your clit. He watches your every reaction intently with that same darkened gaze and smile. With the other hand, he grabs the back of your neck and once again glues his lips to your ear: 

“I want to hear you moan for me, baby.”

He says as his fingers slip under the fabric of the thong.

You shiver and an obscene whimper leaves your lips when his cool fingers make contact with your warm, wet intimacy. He hums in approval - and the deep sound makes your legs shake -, feeling your arousal, before once again putting pressure on your clit and moving his fingers in provocative circles. That’s a man that knows what to do with a clit, by the way. You entrance tightens around nothing.

“You like that?” He whispers. You nod, eyes closed, lips half parted. “Hmmm…” is all you can say. His smile widens.

Instinctively, you start to buck your hips, following the movement of his hand. He increases the speed of his movements, noticing your eagerness. You feel the fire spreading from your core down your legs and stomach.

With a quiet chuckle, he suddenly wraps his other arm around your waist. You let a surprised gasp as Jimin lifts you from the ground with ease and makes you sit over the counter (you hadn’t realized that Jimin is that strong, which is kind of hot).

He stands between your legs and kisses you again. Your fingers run through his smooth hair; he massages your thighs, back and ass. You softly bite his delicious bottom lip, and it’s sick how you know he’s smiling before even opening your eyes.

“You want me so bad, baby. It’s kind of cute.” He breathes amidst a quiet chuckle. 

“You’re talking too much.” 

He chuckles again as his fingers search for the zipper on the back of your dress. “I can’t shut up when you’re around.” The quiet sound of the zipper somehow sounds loud right now. “I want you to pay attention to me and only me.”

“You have all of my attention now. Let’s see if you deserve it.” Jimin finds it sickening how you sound innocent and sweet as you say this, gazing at him with the most daring eyes he’s ever seen. He shakes his head in disbelief.

“Yeah, let’s see.”

Usually, you’d worry about taking the dress off, scared to damage it somehow, but as Jimin helps you lift it and put it over your head, you couldn’t care less. You’re not wearing a bra. Your chest is fully exposed; you rest your hands back on the counter, gazing at Jimin sweetly, as he almost drools over your body. 

“Fuck, you’re perfect.” He breathes heavily, mesmerized. Without wasting a second, he cups your breasts with both hands and squeezes them gently, earning a hum of approval from you. He kisses your neck, making his way down - slow, wet, loud kisses -, tasting you; you grip and massage his smooth hair, pulling it softly in ways that make him shiver.

When he hungrily mouths one of your hardened nipples, you bite your bottom lip and a soft moan escapes. Just the vision of his plump lips wrapped around your nipple makes you wetter. He swirls his warm, wet tongue around it, while his hand still works on your other breast, massaging it in delicious movements. He sucks your nipple, making a loud noise, before biting it gently - earning a hiss from you.

“I like that sound.” He says against your skin, looking up at you with a smile. “God, you’re delicious.” He kisses a spot on your stomach, under your breast. “You smell so good…” Another kiss. Lower this time. “I want to eat you.”

You giggle, biting your lip provocatively - as if his actions aren’t making you go insane. “Then do it.”

It’s his turn to laugh as he shakes his head; his smile is angelical - even though, right now, with the red light painting his face as he helps you position your feet on the counter - your hands supporting the weight of your body as you lean back slightly, totally spread and exposed for him -, he looks like a hungry demon.

God. You never had sex in such an open place before. The ocean breeze hits your body, making you shiver, at the same time that you’re burning from the inside, trembling in expectation. Jimin takes the hem of your thong and helps you take it off slowly, well aware of how painful making you wait is. He drops the last piece of clothing to the floor before grabbing the insides of your thighs, spreading you even more.

You’re naked and open over a bar counter, where anyone from the neighboring yachts can see you, with a million dollar necklace around your neck - and you’ve never been so aroused before.

Jimin licks his lips, eyes locked on your cunt. “You’re so wet for me, baby.” You bite your bottom lip hard when his fingers press on your clit in circular movements again for some moments before spreading your pussy lips with his index and pointed finger. “I can’t wait to be inside of you.”

He wraps his lips on your clit.

You throw your head back and actually moan this time.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck - his plump lips around your clit feel like heaven, much better than what your dirty mind could think of. He sucks softly and licks you, from your entrance to your clit again, flicking his tongue over it (once again - that’s a man that knows what to do with a clit). His warm, wet muscle moving against your most sensitive part makes waves of heat and raw pleasure run through your body, completely clouding your mind, as your fingers grip his hair and moans and hisses escape through your lips. Your sounds of pleasure, the wet noises he makes as he sucks you and the ocean waves create the most obscene and beautiful symphony you’ve ever heard.

“Fuck-“ you manage to breathe out somehow. If he weren’t busy sucking your clit, he would’ve smirked cockily. “Feel so good, baby…”

He leans away for a moment, actually smirking this time. His lips are so wet that the sight makes you more wet. “Shit, if you call me like that again, I will cum in my pants.”

This makes you smile - but your smile goes away quickly as he carefully introduces two fingers inside of you, making you moan and bite your bottom lip. You’re so wet that they slide in easily - but you’re also very tight due to not being penetrated in a while, which makes Jimin move slowly. He watches your cunt with the attention of a professional. Fuck, he might be a pro at this, actually.

He curls his fingers inside of you slowly, making you lose your breath; Jimin pays attention to your every reaction. “You like that, pretty?”

“Y-Yeah,” you moan, nodding, still biting your bottom lip. Jimin looks up at you with a fog in his eyes.

“You look so fucking hot right now, Y/N.” Somehow, the way he calls your name in that low tone instead of pretty sends goosebumps down your spine. He keeps eye contact while his fingers keep moving inside of you. He starts pulling them in and out, and you close your eyes for a moment, feeling shockwaves of pleasure every time he does so. Your breath gets shallow and quick, and out of instinct, you start bucking your hips, following his movements.

He mouths your clit once again while his fingers are still busy, making you moan louder. “R-Right there, Jimin-“ you stutter in a breathless voice. “Just like that…”

You don’t need to ask twice - he keeps hitting the same spot as his mouth works on your clit, sucking and flicking his tongue over it, slurping all of your juices. You grip his hair for dear life, incapable of doing anything but moan and hiss and sweat, feeling your legs shake. You also think Jimin looks so fucking hot right now - head between your legs, hair an absolute mess (your fault), wet lips and the hungriest eyes you’ve ever seen in your life.

It might be because you’ve been touch starved for a while, or because Jimin eats pussy too well, or because you’ve been dreaming of this moment with him - but you already feel the orgasm building up. “Don’t fucking stop,” you beg him - and he obeys, sucking and licking mercilessly; maybe even Steven down there can hear the squelching noise your pussy makes every time his fingers move, or your moans that make Jimin feel the hardest he’s ever been. A small pool of your juices forms on the glass under you, dripping from your entrance. Jimin works on your cunt like his life depends on it. You feel the overwhelming heat building up in your stomach, your body shaking, your lungs failing-

You grip Jimin’s hair hard and yank him away from your pussy as the orgasm hits (you pulled so hard that it hurt his scalp - and he loved it); he also loved how tight you clenched his fingers as the orgasm made you convulse, just imagining how it would feel to be inside you. He watches you with pride, all covered in sweat and helpless, your face contorted in pleasure. 

He takes his fingers out of you slowly, standing straight again to press his lips on yours - and you don’t care to taste yourself on his lips. Your legs are still weak and trembling when one of his arms once again wraps around your waist and he helps you stand up on the floor, never breaking apart.

“Baby, I need you around me.” He whispers between kisses - and it almost sounds like a whimper, which makes your legs even weaker. “Will you get on your knees for me? Hmm?”

It’s your turn to obey promptly - Jimin ate you out so good that he deserves it. Without saying anything, and still keeping eye contact, you get on your knees, batting your lashes prettily at him while your fingers work on his belt. Jimin takes some strands of hair away from your face, mesmerized; ever since you first met, he always looked at you in a way that made you feel attractive, and right now it has just increased tenfold.

Jimin unzips his pants and frees his cock from his black boxers. You gulp at the sight of his girthy, veiny cock; he’s stone hard, pulsating, and you wonder exactly how long he’s been hard already. He pumps himself slowly, while you once again lock eyes. 

“Shit- you look even better than I imagined.” He says in a low, breathy tone. Just the fact that your usually fierce and unbashful persona is obediently kneeled down in front of his dick, looking up at him with sweet round eyes (you’re too good at this), eyes clouded still recovering from your high, almost sends him over the edge. 

You stick your tongue out and lick his pink tip, immediately earning a hiss of pleasure. Your lips wrap around the tip and you suck gently at first, teasing him, never breaking eye contact, while he still pumps himself. Jimin gulps, licking his wet lips; the sight itself makes you tighten your pussy around nothing. 

“Open your mouth for me.” He says - and this time it doesn’t sound like he’s asking, meaning he’s more desperate. You promptly do so, sticking your tongue out again. He slaps his cock against your tongue, hissing - and it’s fucking evil how you’re smiling right now, he thinks - while his other hand grips the hair at the top of your head firmly.

He pushes in. Fuck - he’s big and fat and you gag around him, but at the same time, he tastes delicious, if it even makes sense. Jimin closes his eyes and throws his head back, starting to roll his hips against your face, as his hand still keeps your head in place and your lips tighten around his cock. 

“Shit– you look so good with my cock stuffed down your throat,” he hisses, increasing the speed of his thrusts. Drool and spit drip from the corners of your mouth, you gag and whimper, but it’s the daring gaze locked on his that tells Jimin he can just keep going. “So obedient, baby, taking me like a big girl… fuck– I want to cum all over your face.”

You hum with his dick in your mouth, sending vibrations that make him groan with pleasure. His balls slap on your chin every time he thrusts, and you keep your lips tightened around him, trying to give him the pressure he needs. There’s something sensual about you being naked while he’s still fully clothed - and you never thought you’d feel this way for anyone. He looks so hot with sweat covering his forehead, strands of hair falling over eyes, half lidded eyes and parted lips in a face of pure pleasure; fuck, you’d let him fuck your throat whenever he wanted, you’d suck him forever if it meant you would have this sight every time you did it.

His grunts and moans and hisses make you melt every time, even though his movements become more and more uncomfortable as he stuffs himself in your throat in quick thrusts that make you whimper and feel tears grow in your eyes. As if sensing this, Jimin yanks you off his cock and you gasp for air. He smiles at how messy you look right now, with drool dripping from your mouth and a thin layer of sweat over your forehead. 

“C’mere,” he breathes out, helping you get up and hurriedly guiding you towards a nearby sun lounger. Closer to the yacht’s balcony, the ocean breeze hits your body harder, making you shiver. “How do you want me to fuck you, hm?”

Without saying a word, you smile devilishly before getting on your fours for him; you arch your back and purr like a cat, ass up, chest touching the lounger. You're still smiling and biting your lip when you look at him from over your shoulder, mesmerized by the sight of your stretched pussy.

Jimin steps closer and massages your asscheek before slapping hard, earning you a soft hiss. “You’re amazing. Can’t stop saying that. You’re perfect, baby.” He grips your hip with one hand while the other guides his cock to your entrance, getting the tip wetter with your juices. “You’re so good that you make me wanna fuck you raw, baby.”

Truth is - you didn’t even think of protection, and you couldn’t care less in this moment, as wrong as it is - but God, when Jimin finally pushes in, stretching your pussy as both of you moan in pleasure, you couldn’t be more thankful that his cock is uncovered so you can feel his skin purely.

Your breathing fails and you grip the fabric of the lounger tight, adjusting to the pressure and the slight pain it causes. Jimin pushes balls deep in, slowly at first, throwing his head back in delight. “Your pussy is so fucking tight, pretty…”

He starts to thrust in and out, making you moan each time with the glorious friction you desired so much. “Fuck– f-feel so good, Jimin…” you purr, arching your back even more. He grips both sides of your hips firmly, increasing speed with each thrust; the sound of skin hitting skin repeatedly is everything you can hear beside yours and Jimin’s moans and grunts.

Every nerve in your body seems to be on fire. His cock punches deep into your pussy, pushing you closer and closer to actual insanity as your mind becomes incapable of noticing anything but the feeling of him hammering inside of you over and over again, his strong grip on your hips, stuffing you even better than you had fantasized. Sweat covers all of your body now, and the necklace hurts your collarbones since you’re pressed against the lounger, but you couldn’t care less right now. 

“I love hearing you moan, pretty.” He sounds out of breath and sexy. You gasp in surprise when, suddenly, he grips your hair and pulls it, forcing your head back. It burns your scalp; you hiss in pain, but the pain mixes with the overwhelming pleasure and somehow doubles it. “Fuck– this pussy’s all mine. You’re all mine.”

You never thought Jimin was the possessive type, but people babble whatever comes to their minds when they fuck, right? That’s why, mindlessly, you have the audacity to agree: “Y-Yeah, baby, I’m all yours– ah!”

He pulls your hair even harder at the same time he takes it all out just to slam himself balls deep in again in a way that lets you see stars and drool. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck– he’s merciless, relentless in his quick pace, ruthless in the way he grips you and spanks your ass - but, at the same time, his mouth is full of praises, grunting how good you feel or how pretty you are.

You whine in protest when he pulls out entirely without warning. “Turn around, I want to watch you getting fucked.”

Once again, you do as he said without complaints - but instead of immediately laying back again, your hurried fingers unbutton his shirt and you make him take it off, which Jimin does gladly, since the fabric was already glued to his body due to how much he was sweating. You lay back; Jimin grabs your legs and puts both knees over his shoulders.

He takes his cock with one hand while the other holds one of your thighs, slapping it on your clit a few times. You watch his face distort with pleasure when he pushes inside of you again. Jimin picks a fast pace from the beginning, holding both of your thighs, focused as if he’s on a mission; all you can do is moan and whimper helplessly, massaging your own breasts while Jimin drives both of you closer to your highs.

He watches the way your tits bounce with each thrust, your face covered with sweat, the way not even the ruined makeup makes you look ugly - and the fact that you’re wearing anything but diamonds somehow arouses him even more. You clench around him, pushing Jimin closer and closer to the edge. Neither of you are worrying about being quiet right now, and you can only hope that the ocean will be your ally in muffling your desperate moans.

But you’re suddenly forced to worry about it.

The sound of voices and steps yank both of you back to reality at the same time. 

Jimin stops moving. You and him look to the stairs barely five meters away at the same time.

Two voices coming closer.

“Sir, please-” you hear. It’s Steven’s voice - worried, almost freaked out.

And the second voice-

“B-But I’m sure I left it here somewhere…”

You both recognize it instantly.

A very drunk Jungkook.

You look back at Jimin with horror, eyes open wide, as he lets go of your legs and lays on top of you instead, shushing you. 

“Sir, please,” Steven’s panicked voice echoes again. “As I told you, the upper floors were waxed… you can’t go upstairs, it’ll ruin your shoes,” yeah, he came up with a smart excuse. But Jungkook keeps babbling about losing something, too drunk to understand.

If he comes upstairs, he’ll immediately see you. You’re not in a hidden spot at all. You want to get up and hurry away-

But then you look at Jimin again and he’s smirking devilishly.

He thrusts again, sending bolts of pleasure through your body.

Before you can moan - he covers your mouth with his hand.

Your eyes talk. Are you seriously doing this?

His eyes talk back. Yeah.

He thrusts again.

And again.

Your eyes roll back, you entangle your legs around his waist. Fuck, these men down there could come upstairs at any moment. They can hear you if you’re loud enough. If they come upstairs and see you in this situation, you don’t know if you’ll get over the embarrassment. But Jimin’s cock is stuffing you so deep and so good. He hits your spot again, and again, and again, and his dick is thick and heavy, and he could tear you open that you wouldn’t mind - so you don’t push Jimin away. No, you tighten your legs around him because don’t he dare stop; you grip his back, you bite your bottom lip in an attempt to keep quiet, but the fact that Jimin can still hear your muffled moans against his hand makes it hard for him to endure this much longer.

He hides his face on your neck in an attempt to muffle his own moans, biting your shoulder in a torturous slower pace now - if he goes too hard, the sound of skin hitting skin will be heard from the floor below. A part of your mind registers that Steven is desperately trying to lead Jungkook out of the yacht, while all the other parts are focused on Jimin’s member inside of you, his weight over your body, his teeth sinked on your shoulder. You can’t stop, neither does he. It’s like you’re in some type of trance.

After long, torturous minutes, you hear the voices going away.

Jimin is ruthless.

He lets go of your mouth and supports his body with his forearms on both sides of your face, pounding in despair; neither of you can take this much longer, it’s getting painful.

“F-Fuck, pretty, you did so well-” he somehow manages to breathe out, smirking in boyish excitement. “Such an obedient girl, hmpf, keeping quiet while I fuck you good…”

“Oh my God–” you whimper, feeling the second - and more intense - orgasm building up in the pit of your stomach. “D-Don’t fucking stop, Jimin–”

“Yes, baby, I’ll make you cum again–” he swiftly leans away and places one leg over his shoulder again, spreading you in an even better angle. “You deserve it, baby- shit, shit, shit–”

He punches inside of you over and over and over again until your walls are clenched and convulsing and your toes curl and your eyes roll and you grip the fabric of the lounger tight and your whole body shakes in an explosive orgasm. You’re breathless, weak; it was an almost out of body experience. Did you ever cum this hard before? You don’t think so.

And it’s not time to think of yourself, actually, because when your brain starts recovering from the high, you realize that Jimin had pulled out and is pumping his cock desperately, trying to reach his high. You grab his wrist, stopping him, and - Jimin almost loses it - you meow: “C’mere, come in my mouth.”

You sit up and he kneels over you until his member is on your face and, without wasting a second, you put it all into your mouth until you feel him in your throat, sucking him eagerly. Jimin moans and grips your hair while you pump your head over his length, producing loud suction noises. You just want him to cum as hard and good as he made you.

“Fuck– fuck, Y/N, I’m coming–” he warns in pant, pulling his cock out of your mouth.

You still keep it open, though, sticking your tongue out, as Jimin blows his load on you. You feel his hot seed dripping on your face, feel it on your lips and tongue. You patiently wait until he’s milked dry. Then, you open your eyes.

Jimin’s hair is an absolute mess. He’s all sweaty, panting heavily, face flushed, shaking slightly; you’ve never seen him look so glorious.

He opens a tired smirk.

And, with your gaze locked with his, you lick your lips and swallow.

It’s like he came again just seeing you do this.

“You’re gonna be the death of me, Y/N.” He shakes his head in disbelief.

It is your turn to chuckle.

Yeah.

Maybe you will.

The Misadventures List; 5 (m)

You let cum drip on a million dollar necklace.


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