Without Them

without them

pairing: friends! jihoon and hyunsuk comforting their friend after yedam and mashiho leave

warnings: angst, sadness, slight fluff at the end, sad author projecting their feelings lol

they were gone. your hope, your happiness. mashiho and yedam, your friends that've been there as long as you can remember, just, left. barely any notice, barely any signs that anything was amiss. you should have known. you should have looked harder. you saw when mashiho performed it wasn't as hardhitting as it used to be. you saw yedam's smile didn't last as long. but you ignored it.

"i should have known, hyunsuk." your eyes tightly close as another wave of tears washes over you. you had no idea how you still had any tears left, you'd been crying for hours.

"oh, no." hyunsuk, who had just gotten back from the kitchen with hot tea, rushed to put the tea down and throw his arms around you. "none, none, of us are to blame. we expected them to feel like they could tell us, y/n." as soon as he says those words you realize. here you were being sorry for yourself when hyunsuk had just as much sadness as you. maybe even more, he saw them everyday, while you saw them on a much more irregular basis.

"hyunsuk...how are you doing?" you finally ask. he pulls away and you can see the glean of fresh tears in his eyes.

"not great." he admits, "but as long as i can help everyone be a little less sad.." he trails off and sighs.

"jihoon...he's been on edge, following everyone around and staring at them as if he can see whats going on in their heads. i think he's trying to make sure they're not holding back their own feelings, but he's-"

"he's what?" jihoon speaks up from the other end of the room. both of your heads whip around, and you see he's curled on the couch with a blanket and some tea.

"...how long have you been here?" hyunsuk chokes out, after a shill scream had escapen him and he'd calmed down.

"the whole time." jihoon's eyes shift to you and he tries to smile a little. "i was going to come and hug you...i didnt want to intrude on your moment." you notice his eyes look downcast, even though he's staring right at you.

"no, hoonie," you get up and stagger over to him and throw yourself on him. "i always want hugs from you."

as his arms find his way around you, hyunsuk comes over and sits beside jihoon. "we'll be okay. we will, but it'll take awhile." he sighs.

"i don't want to forget them suk."

"we wont," jihoon says, putting an arm around you both. "we'll move foward, we won't move on. there'll always be a space here for them, and we'll always love them. but we won't always be this sad. they wouldn't want us to."

Yedam in treasure map ep.12-16

but I still wanna be your favorite boy, I wanna be the one, I might just be the one.

🎄 DAY 12 of THE 12 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS 🎄

winter formal treasure junghwan

written in second person pov, gender neutral reader, friends to lovers, high school au, fluff

“come on! don’t be nervous, junghwan will think you’re beautiful even if you show up wearing a garbage bag,” your brother, jihoon’s, words got cut off by you throwing a pillow at him.

“shut up! you’re not making this any better. what if he regrets asking me to the winter formal? what if he doesn’t show up?” just as you’ve said so, your doorbell rang which probably hopefully is your date and childhood best friend, junghwan.

“you were saying? now, let’s not keep him waiting,” jihoon smirked, pushing you towards the door and opening it for you, you who’s terribly unprepared facing junghwan who’s wearing a suit, looking extremely attractive.

“hi,” you awkwardly waved at him, as if you just met even though you’ve known each other for years, “hey, ready to go?” junghwan seemed to be in the same state as you, him nervously rubbing his neck with a goofy looking smile on his face.

little did you know, junghwan spent ages outside your door, pacing around, thinking of various ways to greet you only for no words to come out the moment he sees you, seemingly out of breath and stunned by how beautiful you look.

upon arriving at your school hall, several christmas decorations were hung on the wall and the beautiful led blue lights setting the winter mood with your fellow students all already having fun on the dance floor.

“may i have this dance?” junghwan bowed to you like a prince would which he indeed was, not failing to make your heart flutter. “of course, my prince.”

a slow song was playing and one of his hand was on your waist while the other one was intertwined with yours, seeming like you were at a ball, waltzing the night away.

“i don’t know how to say this but i like you, a lot, for some time now,” junghwan looked down, avoiding your surprised gaze.

“i like you too,” you say with a smile on your face, junghwan raising his head back up to meet your eyes, “really?” “yeah, i’ve never been so sure in my life.”

day 11 | masterlist

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONEEEE yeah hi like and reblog pls

I have to tell it at least once

I don't care if no one see it, i just have to

Gidle is 6.

Treasure is 12.

No one and nothing can change that.