Im Going To Scream.

i’m going to scream.

i’m going to scream

i love saying “i’m being normal about it” bc i’m actually a filthy fucking liar and i’ve never been normal about anything a single day in my life

i get so happy when people reply to my comments like aw she loves me🥹

I FOUND IT I LOVE THIS SM RARARARRA

blurred lines - sjy

summary: in which you cross the line of being platonic and romantic with your best friend || warnings: none || genre: fluff, friends to lovers || word count: approximately 810

The best way to describe your friendship with Jake would be that it constantly blurs the lines between platonic and romantic love. The both of you knew it but neither wanted to change that. Your crushes on one another take over the rationality of maintaining your friendship.

The way in which you expressed your love for one another, despite it being contradictory to your title of being “friends” had become second nature for the both of you.

You never flinched whenever Jake pulled you onto his lap whether there was an available seat. His arms wrapped around you as he rested his chin on your shoulder, continuing with whatever he was doing as if this was normal.

You slept over his dorm often and every single time, you slept in his bed with him. Not just sleeping next to one another. The two of you would lay with one another, bodies pressed against one another, limbs lazily entangled.

He’d find his hands traveling under your shirt, resting on your tummy chastely. You didn’t push his hands away, though. Instead, you leaned into his touch. You let him be the only one that could touch you like that, despite him being solely your best friend.

It was whenever someone walked into you two cuddling like that so intimately that you were hit with a realization that this wasn’t normal. Jake was completely nonchalant, though. He had no problem with anyone else seeing you two like this and it was clear.

When whoever walked in finally left, you found yourself pulling away to which he pulled you right back against him, knowing exactly what it was all about.

“Come on. Don’t listen to them.” He’d say.

“Maybe, they’re right. Maybe-“ Jake cuts you off before you can even finish speaking.

“Maybe they should mind their own business.” He says. “I know you don’t have a problem with it and I know for a fact that I don’t. Who cares what they think? It’s not their friendship, it’s ours.” Jake’d say and he truly meant every word of it.

You found yourself agreeing with him every single time, without fail. You knew you felt the same way as him, he simply had more confidence in his feelings.

Jake wasn’t only obsessed with you when you were around. He was constantly bringing you up around his members wether it be something you texted him, something that happened when you hung out, or something reminding him of you, he was bringing you up with no shame.

Anyone who didn’t know him would think he was talking about his girlfriend when they heard him talk about you, not knowing that the two of you were simply best friends.

Then, one night, the two of you were having a sleepover and were laying in bed, cuddled up. You had been talking about the stupidest things along with the deepest stuff for literal hours. It was the middle of the night, technically early morning, and Jake would never be up this late if it weren’t for the fact that you were here.

The two of you had gone silent, finally, after constant talking and you were about to shut your eyes and go to sleep when suddenly, you felt his lips against yours as he softly kissed you. You melted into the kiss, kissing him back chastely before the two of you pulled away.

“Good night, Y/n.” Was all Jake said before the two of you eventually fell asleep.

After that, the two of you didn’t stop. You were both kissing behind closed doors, whenever you were in private. You felt like teenagers, the way you giggled through the kiss, the secrecy of it being almost exciting.

A few weeks later, Jake had taken you on a late night walk at Han River. The two of you held hands as you both talked mindlessly. It then went silent for a few moments as you both walked and enjoyed the atmosphere.

Suddenly, Jake stopped, causing you to stop as well and look back at him, confused on why he’d stopped so suddenly. He looked into your eyes before speaking.

“Y/n. I know we’ve crossed so many lines in our friendship but if you couldn’t tell already… I love you. I love you as more than a friend. You mean everything to me. You really do. I can’t stop thinking about you, not that I ever try. You mean the world to me, baby.” He says and you can’t help but smile lovingly up at him. “Be my girlfriend?” Jake then asked.

Deep down, you’d been expecting this question to come eventually and you were way past simple “happiness” after hearing him ask you to be his because all you wanted these past few years of friendship was to be his, and finally, you were.

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⋆⁺₊❅. I’m super shy - OT7

(synopsis) ☁︎ enhypen with a shy gf »

ot7 enhypen x fem!reader ☁︎ fluff ☁︎ kisses, enha has cuteness aggression ☁︎ headcanons ☁︎ wc 930

𝑳𝒆𝒆 𝑯𝒆𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒏𝒈 - 이희승

oh my, ok

so, this man absolutely ADORES you

he finds the way you bury your head into his shoulder whenever you get shy so freaking cute

every time you get flustered, your cheeks turn very pink and you hide your face in your hands

heeseung would probably plant a kiss on your lips by surprise and end up making you a whole flustered mess

but all jokes aside, if he ever hears someone talking bad about you, he would most definitely be teaching them a lesson

he reassures you that he loves how shy you get and it's nothing to be ashamed of

he just loves you so so much

𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝑱𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒔𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒈 - 박종성

jay seems like the type to definitely baby you

you get so shy and cute that he can't help but coo at you and find you so adorable

he would make sure to be your protector whenever you get too shy

for instance, he always makes sure that if you get flustered, you have next to you to lean on or hide your face

everything about you makes jay fall more and more in love with you

you're so shy yet so sweet and you have a bit of a crazy side only when you're with the people you trust most

if someone were to ever insult you or make fun of you for always being super shy, he would immediately defend you and curse out the other person

you're his precious, shy, baby

𝑺𝒊𝒎 𝑱𝒂𝒆𝒚𝒖𝒏 - 심재윤

jake finds you absolutely adorable

you're the cutest thing to walk this earth and the way you always get flustered when he kisses you is just too cute

he would purposefully swiftly kiss you and then watch as your cheeks start getting super bed and you bury your head into your hands

jake loves all these little habits you have but if it is ever out of stress, he will always protect you

there was one time where you were struggling with ordering something as you could not speak the language in the country you two had traveled too

you got really shy and embarrassed and you had to step aside and let jake order it with his perfect english

but it's okay, anything for you

𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝑺𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒏 - 박성훈

sunghoon doesn't usually like to show his soft side to people, only showing it to his close friends and you of course

but sometimes, sunghoon just couldn't help but coo at you whenever you got shy

he didn't care who saw or what they thought because you were just too darn cute

you usually got very shy when ordering something, ending with sunghoon being the one to order while he held your hand, comfortingly rubbing circles on the back of it

he loved the way your ears would turn pink after he would flirt with you or compliment you

you were just so precious and it made sunghoon so soft for you

he would jokingly curse you for making him feel the way he did

but we all know that he never meant it

he loved every little thing about you

even your shyness

𝑲𝒊𝒎 𝑺𝒖𝒏𝒐𝒐 - 김선우

being an extrovert, sunoo always adored how the two of you were like the sun and the moon

he was always so bright and outgoing while you were more of a shy and reserved person

he found you so adorable though with the way you would always get so shy when he complimented you or kissed you without a warning

you would turn bright red before hiding your face in your hands

he loved your shy side very much

but sometimes on bad days, you would get a bit insecure about your shyness

hating the way you had the inability to even speak with a stranger

sunoo would always reassure you how much he actually loved you for it and that it was what made you so perfect

you were such a precious person to him

𝒀𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒘𝒐𝒏 - 양정원

jungwon would be the type to get cuteness aggression whenever you got shy, making you even more flustered

he would pinch your cheeks softly and coo at you for how dang cute you were

then he would proceed to plant kisses all over your face, making you turn into a tomato

he would always be super patient with you when you found it hard to talk

and he would definitely be the type to play a bit and flirt with you, making you all shy and everything

if you ever brought up how you were insecure of being so shy, he would immediately reassure you that he loved that side of you and it was so cute

he never wanted you to feel like your shyness was a bad thing, so he always made sure you knew that it was a trait he loved about you

𝑵𝒊𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒎𝒖𝒓𝒂 𝑹𝒊𝒌𝒊 - 西村 力

let the teasing begin

we all know how riki is and how playful he can get

he means only good intentions of course

so when he started dating you, he would often coo and baby you for how shy you would get in public or when you got complimented

he would never take it too far, knowing where he should stop

because sometimes, you would get a bit self-conscious about how shy you get

but riki would always make sure you knew that there was so need to be

"i know i tease you a lot about it, but trust me, it makes you so cute and it's the trait that defines you"

he's so sweet and reassuring and doesn't ever want you to think that way of yourself

you're his shy little baby

*sighs in hopeless romantic* this was just tew. darn. tootin. cute !! i had a lot of fun writing this one and i think enha being down bad is always so fun to write. i hope you all enjoyed! reblogs, likes, and feedback are greatly appreciated! <33

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