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Me rushing to Lezhin to read the newest chapter then remembering Byeonduck is on break

Since moment Seungho realizes Nakyum didn’t run away, not even once has he asked Nakyum who had happened to him, even though the uncertainty and the worry what they did to him must be unbearable, he’s waiting for Nakyum to trust him and share with him the truth when he is ready.

Seungho understands that the whole experience is too traumatic after seeing what happens when those memories are triggered. Compared to what happened in the shed when he failed Nakyum when he refused to believe him, now he is always there for him, offering constant solace.

It pays off because Nakyum does give him his trust again, despite all his failures. In Seungho ’s arms, he overcomes his fears and starts to share a little bit of what happened and with it starts to slowly heal. But most imporantly, he trusts SH to protect him.

Seungho is not judging Nakyum, not assuming anything, not asking or demanding more, instead, he keeps simply holding him and soothing him, giving him the space and comfort he needs. Even Seungho’s embrace is the opposite of the sadistic imitation of an embrace he gave Nakyum in the shed.

B U T T E R 🧈

♡

love you so bad, love you so bad. Mold a pretty lie for you.