Abie!!

Abie!! 

this took me way longer than it should have but Im pretty happy with it

38, 44, 45 for pasha pls :3c

Starting off with a bang--

38. Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?

Pasha is definitely more likely to remove a problem/threat, they want to protect the people around them and if removing something is the answer, no matter what it takes, she'll do it.

44. How easy/difficult is it for your character to say "I love you"? Can they say it without meaning it?

It's incredibly difficult for Pasha to say "I love you" because some part of her believes those words will doom the other person. She's lost everyone she loved one way or another and believes that in some way it is all her fault. She doesn't want to doom someone else to a terrible fate at her side. They cannot say it without meaning it.

45. What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?

Pasha believes that once you die, that's it. That you'll go back to nature and that will be that. It scares her because she doesn't want to disappear, it took her a long time to admit that to herself and she doesn't want to leave the world with only the mark of destruction she believes she's left in her wake.

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4, 27/28, & 30 for both Pasha and Belvidere? 👀

4. Has your character ever witnessed something that's fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?

Pasha: The Civil War is widely something that Pasha thinks of as hazy, it went on forever with so many gorey memories that meld into each other. Pasha prided herself in doing all she could to protect the innocent who had simply gotten caught in the crossfire. It was never that easy though. For each person she managed to help, there were many more she watched cut down. Time after time she failed and after so much, she snapped. They don't remember much between the time they snapped and getting the letter about the spires fall, but after witnessing so much pain, that they themself had caused and the rest around her, she couldn't be the same anymore. After the war Pasha was distant and cold, she barely cared anymore until meeting with Aeran again, being around him gave her a reason to push past that and get better. She has not told anyone about her experience in the war.

Belvidere: His older brother, Isilios' wedding. Bel ended up going to the wedding when he was 16 since it was in Solia so the travel wouldn't be too bad from the spire. He regrets this decision deeply. He was treated horribly in the days leading up to the wedding, made the subject of humiliation by Isilios and venomous words from the others around. His older sister, Korina, who was once the only person to show care for him joined in on the cruelty. He couldn't bring himself to leave, he so desperately wanted to be accepted as part of the family that he couldn't bring himself to leave, but as the event came to a close and he was left on his own he came to terms with the fact they would always hate him. Belvidere decided that if people were going to hate him regardless he would give them a reason to, and he changed himself completely to fit their narrative.

27/28. How does your character normally deal with confrontation? How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?

Pasha: It depends on the person confronting her, if its someone she cares about she will try to diffuse the situation and wouldn’t resort to physical violence against them unless absolutely necessary to protect herself, no matter how angry she might get. She’d be willing to take a hit for things to calm down. Pasha would be pretty receptive to whatever they’re being confronted about. If it's reasonable she’s receptive, unreasonable she’s hurt.

If it's someone she doesn’t care about on the other hand, She’s immediately on the defensive. Defending her actions and letting it become a full blown argument. It wouldn’t take much from there for Pasha to resort to physical violence.

Belvidere: OH BOY. HE DOES NOT TAKE CONFRONTATION WELL. He will immediately be fighting back, picking on insecurities and petty insults in return, sure, he might feel bad later but its the moment and every little cruel judgement and thing he’s thought about the other person is now coming out and he cannot stop saying it. Belvidere knows his strength, knows its absolutely terrible, so he wouldn’t initiate violence but if it is initiated… Well he’s not above hair pulling and scratching in a fight. 

30. What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?

Pasha: They find people who actively seek to harm or exploit others disgusting. If she can take the person in a fight, it is on fucking sight. Also, fuck scratchy fabrics. 

Belvidere: A lot of things. Slimy things, mud, his family.

Spooky Season!!!

Some of my favorite ocs in costumes for this year!  Pasha, Mint, Carlos, Anna, and Zanna!!