I Bawled After Reading Wslm It Was So Beautifully Written, My Heart Broke Along With Jk's If U Dont Mind,

I bawled after reading wslm 😭 it was so beautifully written, my heart broke along with jk's 💔 if u dont mind, how does jk live out his life now that hes begun to heal? Id like to think that hes so devoted and in love with oc that he doesn't marry anymore or even if he's healed. Idk, they seemed so in love, i feel like they considered the other as their soulmate. In my mind, jk doesnt feel the need to look for a new partner bc the love they shared was enough to last this lifetime and beyond. I imagine him establishing and dedicating a foundation in her name, maybe adopt a kid too whos mom died of the same illness? Probably something that makes him feel connected to oc in some way

I'm so glad you liked ㅜㅡㅜ it was a tough one to read fs.

I wrote a little about JK and the after, like what he would do on each other's birthdays and anniversaries after y/n passed here.

But the healing process for JK is most definitely a long and excruciating one. He defo could not marry anyone else. It's not that he does not want to feel the love of another person again, or that y/n wouldn't want anything but for JK to feel the love of someone else. It's just that he still does feel y/n's love despite her passing. Thinking about or pursuing another relationship when he still feels her love and still loves her wouldn't sit right with him. Y/n was and still is his soulmate. Hence, he would rather wait how ever long it took for his soul to meet hers again in another life. He goes on each day with the memory of her and her love holding him with each breath he takes. And that is enough for him.

As for foundations and kids, it's really hard to say. JK is a CEO, which means he's hella busy all the time. He makes bank, though. So realistically speaking, I'm not sure if he would necessarily have the time for a foundation. But you can bet he's donating whatever he can for research and funds for those who have the same condition as her. Maybe later on in life, like when he's an old geezer and retired, he may join a foundation and participate in it like he always wished he had the time to when he was working.

I feel like maybe. Maybe he would adopt a kid. Just one. It would be bittersweet. JK and Y/n had always dreamed of starting a family. But after her sickness, all they focused on was doing what they could with the time they had, which was just getting married. However, later down the line, he starts your wish of having kids. The baby would fill him with so much love. You can bet your ass he would love that little kid like no other. He would call Y/n mom when referring to her, and he would tell the child stories and show pictures of her whenever they asked. It was a good way for him to heal, too. Talking about Y/n often hurt, but when he was talking about her to his child, he felt reconciled.

Ah. That hurt.

This fic will never not make me shed a tear or two.

-Froot 🌱

Your master list isn’t working??

Agh! I noticed this a while ago on my phone, but it works on my computer. I have no idea how to fix the problem, though. Maybe I'll try to redo it on my phone instead.

Thanks for telling me, though. It's good to know it's not just me.

I have come to expect really great smut from you, and every single time, you deliver. I just read No Distractions. That scene where she made him come in his pants was so freakin' hot!!! Holy shit! Like I seriously have to go back to work after reading that! You killed me! So good!

Hahah thanks sm! That scene fr gave me the worst case of butterflies! I was truly blushing. Personally, I'm not even a dom when it comes to sexual themes and doings. But idrk what came over me in this one lol. I've been discovering through writing that maybe I know less about myself than I thought 🤔. Learning new things every day! I'm so flattered that you expect good things from me, especially in this area. Thanks sm for taking the time to read what I've got ❤️‍🩹

-Froot🌱

Absolutely sobbing after reading when she loved me. That was so so heartbreaking yet so beautiful to read, you are such a talented writer to be able to convey their love for each other and the way jungkook grieved 💔 truly an amazing story I will be thinking about it for a while (and crying about it too lol)

I'm so glad you liked it! This one was a crier, for sure ㅜㅡㅜ my heart is still recovering.

Here is a heart to aid in mending yours after reading this piece 😔🤲

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMYFn2dtK/ how ,,when she loved me“ jk and y/n could‘ve been…. im sorry you have to suffer with me

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Don't do this

Bc Jungkook would have never let the love die, even in old age. He is too devoted and holds her so close to his heart, he couldn't imagine another world where he wouldn't want to worship her as his other half every single day ㅜㅡㅜ

I like to think that, in his old age without y/n, he’d still celebrate her birthday. And on his own birthday, he re-reads every letter she wrote to him as his present. As for their anniversary...old Jungkook still cries at the memory of y/n. But he celebrates their marriage, reading a new letter, listening to their wedding playlist, smelling the perfume y/n used to wear, and writing down his own letters to her because he feels like he can respond to her words on paper via his own little sealed envelope...

Ah. I'm crying now.

Why do I write men with such angst istg I am only hurting myself by doing so.

Sorry, I poured salt on the wound.

-Froot 🌱

When she loved me made me ugly cry i couldn't breathe through my nose because it got clogged by my snot. Thank you so much for writing it 😭

I felt this 🫡

Thanks for reading and liking it!!