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this is important !

i’m really disgusted by people continuing to hurt, disrespect and insult idols, who literally work their ass off to satisfy us and make us happy. and that includes invading their personal space, which is something that’s simply not okay to do, along with so many other things that have happened.

to start this post off;

s/o to the rats entering nct’s tour bus and going through their stuff

or the one who went to johnny’s house the day he was visiting his family for the first time in 3 years

people calling them bts, interviewers not being able to tell apart nct dream and nct 127….

however there’s a lot more than just the recent incidents with nct:

a fan once told tzuyu to “shut up” during a fan event when she was giving her final greeting. others joined in and told her to keep her mouth shut which resulted in her asking jeongyeon to do it for her.

aoa’s mina was cussed out by a ‘fan’ who told her that “a singer needs to be good at singing. use the time to care for your fucking face to practice singing.” which brought her close to tears.

during a seventeen fan meeting, a joshua stan was upset about something he had supposedly done and decided to express her anger by throwing some papers (and a pen) at him. luckily she was taken out from the meeting by security.

pristin’s kyla got rejected by fans at yet another fan meeting when she had some one-on-one time with them. instead of taking pictures of her, most of the cameras in the crowd turned away from her to shoot pics of the other members.

there was another time when monsta x held a fan meeting and minhyuk was leaning closer to jooheon to tell him something. a fan decided to stick her hand into his face to basically push him away from jooheon. (I don’t think she touched his face but the gesture alone is too much.)

during a got7 fan meeting, the fans had a chance to get partnered up with one of them for a game. youngjae picked a yugyeom fan, and she basically told him that she wanted to be partnered with yugyeom instead of him. he told her “you want yugyeom? go, it’s okay.” he kept saying that is was alright when clearly, it wasn’t.

some comments on an article about p.o’s mother passing away were about other groups. for example: “bangtan oppas will have a comeback in february please support them a lot.” ; “since this news isn’t fun, give us at least news about bangtan’s comeback.” ; “give us news about exo’s recent update. these kind of news are boring.” //// I’m getting so angry only writing about this

a lot of incidents happen during live streams - fans telling them to speak english when they’re clearly not comfortable in doing so. or asking for another member is simply disrespectful.

during one of nayeon’s livestreams, she read a few comments out loud which were downright cruel. some called her a grandma, others called her stupid when she didn’t know a word/term (I guess it was something trendy at that time). she played it off by saying “you guys are too much. onces (fandom name) are so cruel.”

.. or at the airport:

when exo-m and shinee arrived in korea, luhan was knocked down by a crowd of fans, and could’ve gotten swept away in the crowd if baekhyun hadn’t grabbed him.

another fan shoved t.o.p out of the way at the airport to get to daesung.

there’s also a lot of people calling idols ugly while hiding behind their twitter (or any other sort of social media) account.

y’all suck and I wish you nothing but bad luck for the rest of your life. may someone disrespect you the way you disrespect them and their privacy.

thank you for listening to my ted talk. feel free to add to this post.

FUCK YES, SICHENG!

reblog if you agree

If you hate ANY member of nct for no reason, unfollow me

this must be said but some kpop fans will try to find any reason to hate on an idol and cancel them just for fun

none of this “solidarity” and support and sudden love for Muslims even matters if you’re not going to reject the entirety of the American military and all others that invade and destroy Muslim countries. None of it matters unless you can do that

Someone get yeosang tighter pants

He deserves it

He deserves it

We deserve it

THIGHS

once u hear that first bass note in the 7th sense u enter another dimension.., a superior dimension

nct is the real definition of boyfriend material huh?

red roses | yugyeom

[ requested ]

pairing : yugyeom x reader

genre : fluff and a little smut? like if you squint hard enough its there.

word count : 915

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[12: 23 pm] 

Sleep has been something that has become difficult for me to do as of lately. I’ve been staying up until midnight or even later until I managed to succumb to the feeling of tiredness. The main reason for that is only because my boyfriend, Yugyeom, has been out of the country working for a few weeks now. I'm so used to being in his arms, being consumed by the feeling of warmth and comfort while he gently draws circles on my lower back,whispering the sweetest things to me in my ear. His absence has taken a greater toll on me than what I expected, the bed we shared seemed to get colder and smaller each and everyday. With every growing second I missed him and more.

Tonight although it was raining, i’ve always found rain alleviating, it helps me think and puts my body at ease. I listened to the gentle raindrops hitting the window, a sliver of moonlight spilled into the room which was just enough to illuminate everything that crossed the path of the sliver of light. I let out a sigh and looked up at the plain white ceiling, closing my eyes hoping the sound of the rain will make me feel asleep and give me a feeling of composure to forget that Yugyeom isn't beside me.

I felt my self drifting off into sleep, that is until I heard the bedroom door open. Quickly, I sat up in my bed and looked to the door which revealed Yugyeom standing there with his bags in his hands and a bouquet of flowers. I nearly jumped into his arms, and engulfed him into a hug, inhaling scent which I loved so much.

"I missed you so much," I whispered into his chest.

"I missed you more," He responded and without looking at him I could already tell he was smiling. We both pulled away from the hug and he handed me the flowers he had in his hand, "These are for you. I wanted to suprise you by coming home a little earlier."

The flowers were fresh, they were red roses which were my favorite. When I first told Yugyeom that they were my favorite, he laughed and said it was very typical to consider roses as your favorite flower, but I then told him that roses were only my favorite for one reason : simple things are sometimes better than extravagant things, the simplest things could hold a deeper meaning then what you see. Roses symbolize many things despite its simplicity, and that's why I prefer them over any other flower. Everything isn't about what you see, but instead what it means.

"Do you like them? Those are your favorites right?" Yugyeom said in a panicked tone since I didn't respond to what he said.

"Yes I do, don't worry. I was just thinking about the time I first told you roses were my favorite flower," I smiled at him reassuringly which he chucked at in response.

"I remember that day, it was the moment I realized I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. You made my outlook on certain things change. The way you think just made me fall in love with you even more," He expressed. "Y/n, I love you more than life itself, you mean so much to me. The love I have for you is so immense, its something that words can't express." He took the roses from my hand and placed them on the chair that was in the corner of our room.

Once he finished he approached me and rested his hand on my cheek softly caressing it with his thumb, before leaning in and placing his soft and plump lips on mine. The kiss was slow and loving, it was what I missed most about him. Yugyeom was so sensual and gentle with everything.

He swiftly moved us to the bed without breaking the kiss and laid me on the cold sheets while hovering over me. With every second the kiss deepened and it made me remember how much I missed his lips against mine.

His lips left mine and started to spread slow kisses on my neck and collar bones, stopping to suck the exposed skin in the sensitive areas that i'm sure will leave marks. I wrapped my legs around his waist, as he rested his hand on the side of my thigh and his other hand loosely wrapped around my neck. I bucked my hips under him, and felt him harden at the sudden act. He groaned into my ear which made me shiver at his deepened voice. I raked my hands through his hands before he leaned down again to reconnect the kiss, biting my bottom lip this time.

"I missed you so much," He murmured before laying besides me while leaving sloppy and lazy kisses on my cheeks and along my jawline. He rested his head into the crook of my neck, I rubbed his upper back until I heard his soft snores signaling that he was fast asleep. The feeling of tiredness started to over come me aswell, tonight I can finally sleep knowing that the person I love endlessly with every fiber in me, is right by my side reigniting the comfot and warmth I missed so much.

"Thanks for the roses, I love you." I whispered before placing a kiss on his forehead.

I felt him move closer to me, before I closed my eyes and into the oblivion of sleep.

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A/N : oof that was short sorry, but i hope everyone enjoyed. also feel free to send in requests <3

confessions | mark lee

pairing : mark x reader 

genre :  fluff

word count :  2,193

Waking up can be really harsh especially if your dreams are better than reality. The most dreaded part about it, is that your memory will forget parts of your dream. sometimes you’re lucky enough if you do remember your dreams, but those parts missing give you a feeling of detachment - like a void waiting to be filled and explored. To me although its almost like a puzzle, you feel accomplished when you finish it, but when you don’t it bothers you so much that you can’t see the full thing.

That’s exactly what happened to me in my dream. From what I can remember was that I was with mark lee, my crush for a few months now, and we were somewhere that I don’t remember vividly. I was in his arms, I felt protected. I was engulfing his heavenly scent and no words were exchanged, none were needed, it was a comfortable silence. I looked up at him and he looked down at me as well, I stared into his eyes and they were glistening so beautifully, before I knew It we were both leaning in. Then I woke up right before I knew what was going to happen. Dreams are sometimes extremely cruel. 

I sat up in my bed and prepared for the day, the long and dreadful day that is . I kicked my feet over the side of my bed, and my bare less feet made contact with the cold wooden floor which sent shivers down my spine. I started to make my way to the bathroom before my phone vibrated, it was a text from Renjun. Renjun was one of my best friend's and also a best friend to mark. He’s the only one who truly knows about my feelings about mark, simply because he ‘sensed’ it and I had no choice but to tell him. I smiled to myself at the memory of him yelling at me to confess to him about my feelings before opening his text.

I'm walking with you to school today. be ready in like ten minutes :)

I cursed to myself before putting my phone down and rushed to get ready. I rushed into the bathroom and did my regular morning duties, but ten times faster. Once I finished I rushed downstairs to the kitchen and grabbed a granola bar. “Looks like I have to skip breakfast today,” I sighed to myself. I made my way to the front door and left my house. I saw renjun approaching my house and I could see him giving me a toothy grin. 

“Wow, it looks like you just woke up.“ He said sarcastically. 

“Yeah, you look like you also just woke up except you look like that everyday,“ I replied with the same amount of sarcasm. I walked past him making sure to purposefully brush past him. “Let’s go we’re going to be late,” I added. “I’m going to remember this moment when you need something from me,” He spoke. I laughed at his remark and we started to make our way to the dreaded place called school. I knew I was going to have to see Mark, it’s something that has become inevitable at this point. Part of me wants to see him and enjoy his presence, but the other half of me doesn’t since I know that mark and I will always be friends and nothing more. 

"Hey, you okay?" Renjun said with concern evident in his voice,he must have noticed my mood change. "Yeah, i’m fine I just don’t want to go to school that’s all,” I consoled him while giving him a smile. The last thing I want to do is worry him, especially when its about mark which is basically all I can think about now.

“You’re thinking about him again aren’t you?” He speculated. I let out an exasperated sigh before letting everything out.

“I am. That’s all I can think about lately, all I can do is think about him. I think about how i’m thinking about him. Whenever I see him I get butterflies and then I wonder what it would be like to hold his hand, or to hear him talk about his day, to tell him how beautiful he looks, and just simply being someone that he admires and loves. It just makes me so sad knowing that I can never have that with him. No matter how much I try to stop my feelings, they just intensify. I don’t know what to do Renjun,” I looked at him and he stared at me with no type of penetrable emotion evident. “You’re probably judging me and calling me weird in your mind I feel it,” I dejected.

‘I’m not actually. It’s cute how much you like him. You should tell him,” He remarked. 

“Tell him?’ I nearly yelled in response to his suggestion. “I can’t do that Renjun, he’s going to reject me and i’m not going to setting myself up for that,” 

“Y/n you will never know how he feels until you say something, and who knows, he might feel the same about you,” He reasoned. “I know he won’t feel the same way as me an-,” I started to speak until Renjun cut me off, “Look we can talk about this during lunch today, alright? You should really tell him though, those feelings you have for him are never going to go away unless you act on them. We’re about to be late to school anyways, so we need to hurry,” He concluded.

The rest of the walk was silent, partially because we were too focused on speed walking to get to school on time, and also since I was to focused on what Renjun told me. Maybe I should just tell mark, him rejecting me may make my feelings go away. This day really is going to be dreadful.

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It was the last class before everyone gets released for lunch. As usual, the task of concentrating was the hardest thing for me to do today. I barely remember what my teachers taught me today, or even what they said. Two things were on my mind : going home to isolate myself from the world and of course Mark. To make my self feel somewhat achieved today I focused my attention on what my teacher was talking about, but that didn’t workout since the bell rang. 

“So much for trying to be a good student,” I mumbled to myself. I got up from my chair and grabbed my things before leaving the classroom and entering the hall. Noise and more noise filled the hall as everyone talked amongst their groups of friends. I walked to my locker, careful not to bump into anyone who were clearly in a rush to do whatever. Once I made it there I unlocked it and put my textbooks inside. I closed it, and I looked to my left which revealed Renjun standing there. 

“So, are you going to do it?“ He asked. 

“Do what?” I replied. I already knew he was referring to confessing to Mark, but maybe if I just act like I didn’t know what he was talking about he’d drop it. 

“You know, telling Mark you like him,” He said a little too loudly. I shushed him before responding, “Don’t say that so loudly, and no I don’t know if I want to yet,” 

“Oh, but you have to,” He said with a mischievous smile. I felt my whole body tense up and become overcome with nervousness.

“Renjun what do you mean?” I urged.

“I may or may not have told Mark to meet you here at your locker to talk,” He beamed. “Oh look their he is,” Renjun nodded his head in the direction Mark was coming from and I froze where I was standing.

I reluncalty turned my body and just as Renjun said, he was coming towards us with his other friend Haechan. I couldn’t get my eyes off of Mark though, my eyes were pratically glued to him. They both eventually approached us, and I was still frozen where I was standing. I didn’t say anything, neither did Mark, that is until to Renjun spoke. “While you guys talk, Haechan and I are going to get lunch,” “Yeah you guys have fun,” Haechan added which caused both of them to laugh. Oh I see. They intentionally set this up. I don't know if I want to thank them or yell at them for putting both me and mark in this situation.

“Hey y/n," Mark spoke with a smile plastered on his face. Him saying my name just made me fall for him even more.

“Hey,” I managed to stammer out without stumbling over my own words, I looked down at the floor to avoid eye contact and becoming flustered.

“Can we talk somewhere else? More private maybe?” He asked. He spoke so calmly, but him twiddling with his fingers gave away his nervousness. I got slightly excited, maybe he’s about to tell me he likes me, or that he doesn’t feel the same way about me which is why he’s nervous. Mentally, i'm preparing myself for the worst but hoping for the best in this moment.

“Yeah,of course,” I replied. 

“Is outside okay, by the tree that’s near the field?” He questioned.

“Yeah that’s fine,” He nodded his head in response and he led the way. My heart was beating at a thousand miles per hour as I felt myself become ridden with fear. I clasped my hands together to stop myself from twiddling my fingers and I bit my bottom lip.

We reached the tree outside after what felt like a million years, and at first it was an awkward silence until a cool breeze picked up. It calmed me down a little just to hear the leaves rustling in the wind and it gave me the confidence to just speak up first this time,

“So-” We both spoke at the same time, causing us to instantly laugh. “You can speak first, its okay,” I reassured him, I genuinely just want to hear him speak and enjoy him being near me. This may be the last time I get to enjoy those things after all.

“I’m just going to get straight to the point Y/n and I hope what Renjun told me was true,”He took a deep breathe before continiung and I instantly felt my heart drop, whatever he’s about to say I hope it’s good. 

“I like you, I really do like you a lot actually. I have for a while now ever since Renjun introduced me to you. It was almost as if I was just drawn to you, but I was afraid to say anything,” I looked at him and his face held many emotions I couldn't tell what he was feeling at this moment. On the other hand I was feeling only two things : happiness and relief. It’s a wonderful feeling knowing the only person I wanted in the whole world feels the same way as me, its as if a ton was liftedoff my shoulders but replaced with a feeling of wholesomeness and joy.

"It’s okay if you don’t like me back, its okay I just hope we can still be-” He started to ramble, but I cut him off with something I've been dying to say,

“Mark, I like you too,” I replied with a smile forming on my face. 

“Really?” He cheered with excitement taking over his face.

“Yes, really,” I replied while laughing at his dorkiness.

Without a warning Mark engulfed me into a hug and I allowed myself to melt into his arms as I rested my head on his chest, and as he pressed his face into the crook of my neck. We stayed like this for a while,I never want to leave his arms. I never knew just one person can make you go through so many emotions and troubles, but in the end making it worth it.

“Y/n,” Mark spoke.

“Yes?” I questioned and looked up at him. His eyes were mesmerizing and I slowly started to lose myself in them. Everything about him was just so exquisite and breathtaking.

“Can I do something I've always wanted to do?” He asked.

“Sure, what is it?” 

“This.” 

Before I had time to question anything else I felt his lips on my mine and they were incredibly gentle. The kiss at first was slow and soft, comforting in ways words never will be. I felt his hands at my side pulling us closer together, deeping the kiss and moving our mouths in sync perfectly. We both pulled away at the same time and he smiled down at me.

“If kisses were stars i’d give you the sky right now,” He proclaimed before giving me a small kiss on the lips. I rested my head on his chest and smiled to myself once more. 

“I’m glad I have you now,” Mark whispered into my ear.

“Me too,” I replied. 

Thinking back to my dream earlier made me wonder. Maybe dreams aren’t so harsh after all.

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A/N : i guess i’m going to start writing again :‘) sorry if this was bad it was extremely rushed, but i hope everyone enjoyed it. also this was badly proofread so sorry for any mistakes <3

Your purpose in life is not to love yourself but to love being yourself.

If you goal is to love yourself, then your focus is directed inward toward yourself, and you end up constantly watching yourself from the outside, disconnected, trying to summon the “correct” feelings towards yourself or fashion yourself into something you can approve of.

If your goal is to love being yourself, then your focus is directed outward towards life, on living and making decisions based on what brings you pleasure and fulfillment.

Be the subject, not the object. It doesn’t matter what you think of yourself. You are experiencing life. Life is not experiencing you.

Imagine video calling him :(

but did your kpop boy leave his hometown without telling anyone, making everybody believe he died, only to debut in a kpop boy group under one of the 3 biggest record labels in south korea at the age of 16?in other words: is your kpop boy mark lee?

also dont pretend like anti blackness in kpop, and even in korean culture in general, isnt real… its real…. the word for black ppl is literally “dirt man”, (흑인) u want to tell me anti blackness isnt real…. theres no excuse for idols to be saying the n word “they dont know” how can they know enough abt black culture to appropriate and imitate to a t in kpop but not know the most basic, dehumanizing racial slur that black ppl face…… these idols r all 20+ theyre not babies theyre not stupid theyre just choosing to pick what part of black culture is convenient to them

Things I love:

Mark Lee.

Every member of NCT.

Basically every Kpop Idol.

Did I say Mark Lee?

Mark Lee.

Okay thank you bye.

i get 0 shit for being a multistan on tumblr and that’s just the life i’m tryna live 😔💕

if you firmly believe cowboy cats would say meowdy hit that mf reblog

I miss Donghyuck so much I’m crying

Reblog if you also miss this lil slice of sunshine

May this full moon bring me romance

💕💖🐚💘🌕🌹🎀💕🐚🌹💖🌕💕🎀

[like to charge, reblog to cast]

2018 was definitely a remarkable year for NCT. You guys have worked so hard and I cannot wait to see what the future has in store for you! Thank you for an amazing year, NCT 2018♡♡ (insp)

8 Things To Quit in 2019

1. Trying to please everyone.

2. Fearing change.

3. Living in the past.

4. Overthinking.

5. Being afraid to be different.

6. Beating yourself up over mistakes.

7. Thinking you’re not good enough.

8. Thinking you have no purpose.

CHINA LINE BOUT TO MAKE ME THEIR HOE 🇨🇳

Reblog if 2019 should be a great year for NCT.

Like if you have a bias, so you can give them an extra support.