This Will Be One Of The Hardest Things I Ever Have To Do, But I Need Help Even Though I Hate Asking For

This will be one of the hardest things I ever have to do, but I need help even though I hate asking for it.

Please help me escape my homophobic and financially abusive parents. More under "Keep Reading"

I'm Chaim, and ever since I graduated high school, I’ve lived with my parents. Australia has an incredibly bad housing crisis, and it’s nearly impossible for me to move out without friends or roommates who have a pre-established house, which I have none. 

Over the course of the past 4 years, I have watched my father devolve into this angry right-wing conspiracy theorist who thinks all “Wokes” should d1e. He has no idea I’m a lesbian as I fear for what he will do if he ever finds out. 

My mother has a range of health issues, in 2022 she had a heart attack, and this year, she was diagnosed with brain and kidney cancer, which she is in and out of hospital for. Her financial assistance has been delayed over and over, we still need to wait 2 months to get help. 

So, my household's only income is from my father and me. My father has an incredibly bad gambling, drinking and tobacco addiction, he goes through a pack of 30 cans and a pack of 30 cigarettes in 2 days. Tobacco and alcohol are heavily taxed here and are upwards of $60+ each; that’s $120 every 2 days, he earns $1600 fortnightly and spends roughly $840 of it on just his addictions; that’s more than half his pay, and that isn’t including the horse races he bets on. 

That leaves me to pick up the slack on groceries, rent, my mother's medicine and lend them money when Dad “overspends” at the pub. My father would rather starve than lessen his addictions a bit so we can afford to stay in our house and have food to eat. 

This has been happening for years even before my mother fell so ill she couldn’t work but it's gotten worse. I do not want to leave my mother, but she will not leave my father no matter what since she sees nothing wrong with what he does. I’m tired of being nothing more than a piggybank and a maid to my parents since I will never be able to move out when all my money goes towards keeping a roof over our heads. Even while I was on vacation, they still called me up and asked for money. 

I’ve wanted to move out for a long time, but my situation is getting direr by the day, and I can’t save a single cent to leave like this. I know many problems are going on in the world right now that deserve people’s time more than this so thank you for reading this far. 

If you can spare anything, please send it to my ko-fi. It'll be going towards getting stuff sorted so I can move to my partner Cinna, who lives far away in Chile, but I have no other option now. 11/12

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I also have a few items listed on my eBay that people might like, a lot of it is fandom stuff and collector things I have accumulated, I'll be putting more stuff up slowly as I sort through my things preparing to move. https://www.ebay.com.au/usr/sapphlopods

I have come bearing horrormashfriends stuff

[This is just a showcase of how my headcanons and designs changed over the years, ill be listing differences below each image. Images are under the cut.]

[Fair warning, I did add scarring to these characters, some are more clear of why they're there then others, so content warning for scars]

The Yaboiactions/Actions

Main differences :

New action has a cane, old action has so much gold on him, new actions design is a bit closer to canon then what old actions design was at the time, new action actually has scarring from his adventures, new action doesn't have a beard.

The rickuttos!

Main differences :

New rickutto is closer to a Canon height, old rickuttos design is a lot farther then Canon, old rickutto has a beard even though it's not on his Canon design, new rickutto looks more like a bandit then old rickutto, new rickutto has scars from his adventures.

The darkos!

Main differences :

New darko is a lot taller, old darko looks more soft e-boy, new darko has scarring, old darko has bleached bangs, new darko has a badge, old darko has a mask, old darko has a bowtie

The hoopers!

Main differences :

A lot more Vampire symbolism on new Hooper, old Hooper looks more fancy while new Hooper looks more comfortable, new Hooper has scarring, old Hooper has sunglasses from the original minecraft skin in canon, new Hooper is slightly shorter.

The Brandon's!

Main differences :

Old Brandon has a lot of gold accessories, new Brandon looks like more of a farmer or comfy aesthetic, old Brandon looked a lot farther from Canon, new Brandon has red glasses, new Brandon has scarring from his adventures.

The aris'!

Main differences :

New aris looks more like a zombie, old aris looks less decayed, new aris has open Wounds and stitching, old aris wears a green flower on his head, old aris has some gold accessories, new aris is taller then old aris, new aris has claws

The Rages!

Main differences :

New Rage has scarring, old rage has a lot of golf accessories, new rage has more fire-like eyes, old rage is a lot brighter then new rage, new rage has small Claws

These guys also have similarities, that are probably obvious, and they've transferred over but evolved aswell.

I know all of our designs come from somewhere, so I went back through some old photos and found these designs and remade them :3

how to figure out which dress to use, obviously make an entirely separate project and redraw each one with notes-

Light Dresses:

Dark Dresses:

Short Dresses:

what is your rating for each of the dresses? {no this isn't the finished, this is just concept work-}

Oooo okay okay (sorry for late reply-)

For the light dresses I definitely don't think they'd work well in combat lmao, so I agree w you on that, so those are a rough 6/10 (points for fashion/j)

For the dark ones, I'm definitely biased towards the second one of the two, and I honestly think it'd fit with how chicken Manns dress was in canon sorta, 8/10 (mainly for the second one)

The short dresses are definitely combat ready, cause they're easier to move around in, in a way I'd think, hmmm, 7/10 for them both

(Then again I might be a bit biased, lmao (also does this mean the giant rooster is now a giant horse?))

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or if you find a different dress that might work, i'd appreciate it :3

{notes, it's going to be put over a hoodie sooo.... ye.}

{accessories allowed too :}

Here's some I found- :3

(Might be a little late to answer this ask but ye- :D)

So I drew like a ref sheet for myself of myself- and I don’t want it to go to waste so I’m just gonna share some of my favorite representations of myself/times I drew myself

[If you don’t care you can go n skip :D 👍]

Okay here we go :D

This was made when the dabloon trend was happening, I really love this and I need to draw him again- there’s just a bunch of fandom references on the shelves (besides the not for sale shelf) so lmk if you get all of them :D

This was uh- a questionable design but the character was meant to represent my soul essence if that makes any sense.

THIS WAS A DRAWING OF ME WEARING MY OLD RBLX AVATARS CLOTHES! I like this one a lot

This one was made more recently, this was meant to be my YT channel mascot, but ended up not being used for it, I do like the design a lot

THIS ONE became my YouTube channel mascot instead :D there’s a lil jumino guy down near the shoes, I like the design I gave this one

ANNND HERES THE REF SHEET I MADE MYSELF OF MYSELF- (the mouth thing has braces cause I quite literally have braces at the moment). there’s like somewhat lore to the puppet hands but I’ll get into that at a later date- lmao-

If anyone wants to draw any of these feel free! Idk why you would though (just tag me if u do lmao) anyway yeah ima go nowwwojdjdifjfj