kairoseas - DL, DR
kairoseas
DL, DR

personal blog. 21 + . DLDR. "Kore." icon by kukiwakame_jyu . neurodivergent.

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kairoseas
6 months ago

I post a lot of headcanons and au stuff but truth is, I'm a roleplayer at heart. Written via Skype, MSN, even had this weird set-up where someone doodled out their reply in art and I chose to type mine out in word format. Since I have a wealth of free time, I was gonna put forth this offer to start roleplaying in private servers on Discord! Firm on fiction =/= reality . Can write anything from short paragraphs to multi-paragraph responses as I'm often on my laptop. 21+ preferable since I'm 21+ myself; I do tend to delve into heavy topics because I find horror enjoyable. CNC, NSFW, all fine! I don't mind! I tend to toss an idea out to my writing partner when I get it and see where it leads, generally. Blood, gore, SH, sexual content, all perfectly fine since I have no triggers myself, and I have a rather versatile roster of characters! I've written: (JJK, up to date) Ryomen Sukuna, Yuuji Itadori, Megumi Fushiguro, Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Yuta Okkotsu... (the list continues!) Sukufushi, I can write either. SatoSugu, I can write either. Itafushi, I can write either one, so on and so forth. I also like to become friends outside of the roleplay, so my interests are gaming, manga, writing, and learning/studying. I tend to lean heavily into tropes and plots inspired by content like Silent Hill, Resident Evil, Higurashi, Death Note, Fatal Frame, Elfen Lied, Persona, and more. I like getting into themes and the psychological aspect as well as the general aspects. I'm a nerd at heart, what can I say? I also like creating little channels in discord where we can share fanarts and other things with each other! Mutishipper to the core! ( Tend to lean more into: itafushi/fushiita, sugusato/satosugu, sukufushi/fushisuku, gosuku/sukugo, always open to trying something new though! ) And I also dabble in aus, of course: like Reincarnation plots, ABO, Yandere content... but tend to shy away completely from OCs. Though, In NSFW regard, I lean into writing bottoms bc I'm not confident in writing tops quite yet... And I'm up at all hours, almost. Typically a bad sleep schedule so timezones aren't an issue, especially if we really click! I'm also completely caught up with the anime & the manga together so no need to worry about spoilers. You can even look around on this blog and see if you like my stuff and think our characters will get along! Just throwing this out there into the void to see if anyone's interested in starting something with me! Let's build a world! Contact via the Tumblr IMs for my Discord name or by liking!


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kairoseas
6 months ago

I had a whole rant about how I don't care about Gege's writing prepared, and I deleted it for my own sake but you know what? I hate how this is being treated and rushed and written, genuinely. Gojo's blamed yet again, and why? Cause Gege hates him, no better reason, no higher writing processes, just vitriol and lack of time. And we're stuck with it. Kusakabe needs to shut his mouth because Gojo was a PIVOTAL part of the WINNING plan and gave his life, his body, his soul for it and did it with a smile on his face, protected his students until the very end and tried to do even more beyond that and yet the whole group talks like he's not even as valuable as the dirt they walk on cause he didn't immediately kill Yuuji at the start. I hate this. I'm gonna finish it, but I'm doing it with blood in my fucking mouth. You could have handled it so much better. I don't know the ins and outs of the ending of the manga and the reasons behind it admittedly, and don't care to. Just... I thought Gege would have treated the characters that brought him such success with more... care. More dignity and honor than... whatever we're getting.


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kairoseas
6 months ago

Itafushi / Fushiita scar - caring. The way Megumi takes Yuuji's face in his palms and looks at him with such concern and worry when he finds him after Shibuya, how he furrows his brows in sympathy and vows to make whoever decorated Yuuji's beautiful face with scars pay a dear, demanding price. He brushes his thumbs over the lines, now pink instead or raw and red, plump and throbbing as blood pulses through the veins underneath them. "Oh, Yuu..." "I'm okay..." Yuuji feels inclined to respond with an uplifting word, to try and get Megumi to stop fretting. (He knows Megumi worries inside, he frets and panics over his friends, and Yuuji doesn't want him to waste his time and energy fretting over him and overdue, healing injuries.) He even tries to smile. Megumi, ever-serious and stern, doesn't fall for the comforting fibs on Yuuji's lips. " ... " "... I'm just... really glad to see you. " Yuuji says with a half-broken breath, and the closing of his eyes. Megumi pushes no further, simply guides his best friend's head into his shoulder, fingers on the back of his neck. He doesn't know what to do to make it better, so he settles for this. & Then, Post-Shinjuku. Yuuji who nearly trips over himself to scramble and find Megumi in the mass of organs and flesh left behind by Sukuna, tearing away all unnecessary puss and veins connecting them like puppets on a string to a master. Yuuji finds him by his hair, and quickly takes the time to pull his entire body out of the pulsating mass of flesh, and he lays Megumi's body in his arms, kneeling so his lower body can take a portion of the weight. " ... Oh no... " Yuuji initially murmurs as he uses one hand to trace what he can only imagine are eyes on the sides of Megumi's face, biting his lip as he can see the remnants of Sukuna's scars now permanently etched into the supple skin on Megumi's face. He can't stop staring, but he holds his best friend closer, protectively, keeping him eons away from all else that would seek to harm him. "... I got you... I got you..." Yuuji murmurs into their strands of coal black hair, slowly closing his own two eyes as he both tells Megumi he's safe and reassures himself that he has pulled off a miracle: that he rescued Megumi, and that Megumi is alive. He even goes so far as to rock him, completely on his knees as he wraps both his arms around the smaller, much more fragile figure returning from the midst of darkness, an unending and unfathomable abyss. Misty eyes remain shut like a damn withholding waterfalls, and he squeezes them down as tightly as he can, holding the most important thing in the world to him in his arms. "... You're here, you're okay, I got you... We're going home... I promise we're going home..." Yuuji assures him a million times over.


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kairoseas
6 months ago
kairoseas
6 months ago

they call me the forgetter because i uh


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kairoseas
6 months ago

stomach hurts from hunger. stomach hurts from eating. what the hell do yuou want from me you stupid fucking organ


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kairoseas
6 months ago

there's no temptress quite as irresistible as the mid afternoon sleepies


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kairoseas
7 months ago

I don’t take hints. Throw a rock at me


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kairoseas
7 months ago

I'll never write enough sukufushi. Sukuna growing soft on Megumi through the timeline in canon, or Megumi being a part of Sukuna for so long he can't live without his help... a lost little lamb in his absence... A little Sukuna, fading away, being rescued by Megumi and his shadows for later usage of some kind. Sukuna belongs to Megumi. Megumi belongs to Sukuna, his little reckless, sacrificial rabbit, his little wandering sheep who needs direction. Now, Sukuna watches out for him permanently. From the shadows.


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kairoseas
7 months ago

the outlines of megumi's scars looking like ryomen's eyes. forever intertwined, both horrifically and romantically. a part of me will forever be a part of you. people will look at you and see me. you're mine. as you always were. now there's physical, observable evidence, the kind you can't erase no matter how hard you might try to deny it.

The Outlines Of Megumi's Scars Looking Like Ryomen's Eyes. Forever Intertwined, Both Horrifically And

image by spiceyramen8.


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kairoseas
7 months ago

Itafushi/Fushiita that love like breathing. Love comes so naturally to them. Itadori expresses his love by taking Fushiguro into consideration with everything he does: will Megumi like to have this for dinner? Should I make him this coffee, or this one? Would Megumi like this color? Would Megumi like to be surprised or would he prefer me climbing into his bed later and giving him silent snuggles? Megumi doing the same thing for Itadori: Would summoning my Shikigami here make him smile? Would he be comforted? Would Itadori prefer a milkshake or a smoothie today? Should I text him back even though I have no idea what this message of emojis means or should I ask first and respond accordingly? Would Yuuji like to go watch stars on the roof or go to a movie? They're always thinking of each other. Even when they themselves aren't aware of just how much they take one another into consideration. In the end it doesn't matter because being together makes them the happiest.


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kairoseas
8 months ago
Love Is Worthless, Until

Love is worthless, until…


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kairoseas
8 months ago

Still working on that fic. It's just taking a while because I'm realizing it's two sex scenes and just just one I'm a fool and an idiot


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kairoseas
9 months ago

I see the worst opinion I’ve ever seen and then I go to their profile and it says 16 and I just go about my day


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kairoseas
9 months ago

“apologist.” “critical.” y’all are doing too much. when my favorite characters do evil reprehensible shit I simply don’t fucking care cause it’s not real


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kairoseas
9 months ago

Itadori blushes and his ears go red when he does. Megumi tries not to mention it but ..... he has to look and smile a little at it. (This is not a headcanon, this is somewhere in the latter chapters in a small panel. You can see him blushing up to his ears.) "What're ya looking at, Fushiguro?" "... Nothing."


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kairoseas
10 months ago

made a sideblog for all my fandom-less posting, lit and text posts, aesthetic posting, and general romantic longing. @yaburne


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kairoseas
10 months ago
Hi! I'm Kore, And I've Written Via Skype, MSN, Even Had This Weird Set-up Where Someone Doodled Out Their

Hi! I'm Kore, and I've Written via Skype, MSN, even had this weird set-up where someone doodled out their reply in art and I chose to type mine out in word format. Since I have a wealth of free time, I was gonna put forth this offer to start roleplaying in private servers on Discord! Firm on fiction =/= reality . Can write anything from short paragraphs to multi-paragraph responses as I'm often on my laptop. 21+ preferable since I'm 21+ myself; I do tend to delve into heavy topics because I find horror enjoyable. CNC, NSFW, all fine! I don't mind, but I tend not to make NSFW the focus of the writing, rather, I look for character development or fixing canon aus and other ' what if ' scenarios! I tend to toss an idea out to my writing partner when I get it and see where it leads, generally. Blood, gore, SH, sexual content, all perfectly fine since I have no triggers myself, and I have a rather versatile roster of characters! I've written: (JJK, up to date) Ryomen Sukuna, Yuuji Itadori, Megumi Fushiguro, Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Yuta Okkotsu... (the list continues!) I also like to become friends outside of the roleplay, so my interests are gaming, manga, writing, and learning/studying. I tend to lean heavily into tropes and plots inspired by content like Silent Hill, Resident Evil, Higurashi, Death Note, Fatal Frame, Elfen Lied, Persona, Madoka Magica, Magical Girl Site, and more. I like getting into themes and the psychological aspect as well as the general aspects. I'm a nerd at heart, what can I say? I also like creating little channels in discord where we can share fanart and other things with each other! Mutishipper to the core! ( Tend to lean more into: itafushi/fushiita, gego/satosugu, sukufushi/fushisuku, gosuku/sukugo, always open to trying something new though! ) And I also dabble in aus, of course: like Reincarnation plots, ABO, Yandere content... but tend to shy away from OCs. Though, In NSFW regard, I lean into writing bottoms bc I'm not confident in writing tops quite yet... And I'm up at all hours, almost. Typically a bad sleep schedule so timezones aren't an issue, especially if we really click! I'm also completely caught up with the anime & the manga together so no need to worry about spoilers. You can even look around on this blog and see if you like my stuff and think our characters will get along! Just throwing this out there into the void (again) to see if anyone's interested in starting something with me! Let's build a world! Contact via the Tumblr IMs for my Discord name or by liking the post here! 😊

Hi! I'm Kore, And I've Written Via Skype, MSN, Even Had This Weird Set-up Where Someone Doodled Out Their

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kairoseas
10 months ago

Gojo still out here giving his students the BEST chance at living and saving the world even if its unsanctimonious and grisly. IG Megumi did say it before plenty of times to the audience and towards Yuji, who holds the same values as the audience does in terms of heroics: they're not heroes, they're trying to survive. And this was never going to be won easily, not with Sukuna pulling every trick in his book to try and survive himself. Gojo massacred the elders for his kids, so no Shibuya would ever be repeated. He freed them. He gave them permission to use his body, to save themselves. Although there is something to be said about Sukuna corrupting their ideals of sorcery through forcing them to make this impossible choice; using their sensei's body, or dying. Like teaching Mahoraga how to lie, he's teaching these children just how strong they need to BE to survive, just what they need to be prepared to do, how they can't have sentiments and reservations or they'll perish. And that's sad, yes, but it's very real. Jujutsu Kaisen has always taught their characters to be selfish. Be selfish and survive, or be selfless and keep hold of your personal values, and have a higher likelihood of dying with them.


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kairoseas
10 months ago

It was a mistake getting into jujutsu kaisen really


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kairoseas
10 months ago

Artist!Sukuna. That's it. Firm hands, an image in his head to get down on paper, who looks so focused when he's working, who's proficient in a variety of mediums due to his experiences in The Heian Era, which was famous for their arts and their writing, their calligraphy and their obsession with the aesthetics and beauty. Sukuna is also well versed in it, even if he doesn't show it often. Draws his lovers perfectly, even if it takes more than one sketchbook, and when he gets more confident, he'll hunt down more specialized paper for the work he wants to do, especially if it's with watercolors as opposed to using ink or a black and white / ink-stain style that he's more used to. He finds it calming.


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kairoseas
10 months ago

When I finish writing this itafushi+suku fic, it's over for you guys. Just .... have to write the se/x scene.....


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kairoseas
10 months ago

"Suku/fushi doesn't allow Megumi a backbone" "I don't like Suku/fushi bc Megumi's character is belittled and betrayed" What if I want the 1000 yr old demon to be his corruption arc? The enabler of all Megumi's worst decisions? The one to cradle the darkest parts of him like they're diamonds whereas Megumi fully expects others to find the ever-present violence and rage of his personality to be unbecoming or even frightening and ugly? What if I just wanna watch Sukuna pluck out those dark thoughts and treat them with love because violence and rage are also inherently present in him? To love what you, too, once didn't understand about yourself when you were young. What if it's about understanding and corruption? The underlying dark obsession and the need to dominate and possess? 🤔


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kairoseas
10 months ago

What was Sukuna doing inside Megumi during the month time skip?

Was he training for the fight? Playing video games and eating people?

Dressing up Megumi in his best clothes

Realistically? Breaking him down. Telling him objective lies until he believed them and quit fighting so hard to get away from him; his own blessing shouldn't be trying so damned hard to flee his loving embrace. Training him to fight physically, trying to sink his soul so far down that it was unreachable to anyone but himself, so no one could hope to take him away, no one could reignite that fire that drove Megumi to fight for that righteous bullshit that drove the brat. Nothing ruins his fun like seeing him buy into the foolish belief that helping people did anything.

Indulged in all the food available now. Some of it human, which he had to force down Megumi's throat, because every time he tried to eat it, Megumi would see fit to fight back in the beginning, trying to throw it up and spit it out by any means. Sukuna just grabs his mouth and his nostrils, forcing him to swallow or choke to death. A few seconds go by, then a minute, and Megumi can't take it. It was swallow or die. He swallows the human meat in his mouth and gags, retching violently on his hands and knees, before Sukuna lets him go completely. "... Good boy, Megumi." He coos manipulatively, as tears roll down Megumi's face in disgust and rage. He absolutely had Uraume hunt him the most perfect outfit. He tried on many of them, looking in his reflection, fond and fawning over his lover's face and how he wore everything, the way it hugs and encases his lean frame. Doting on him in the meantime, just little phrases here and there. "What do you think, hm? Does it please you? ... You should just agree with me. We'll be together for a very long time, you and I." Exasperated by his silence, a stubborn and foolish refusal to speak or communicate. "... This? " Pause, turn, look himself up and down before furrowing his brows, pinching them at the middle in distaste. He can read Megumi's hazy, exhausted thoughts, as combined as they are together. "... No, you're right. Disgusting. Ugh." "... You should be more thankful for my faith in you. If I had not had an inkling of your strength back then, then I would have let you rot with the rest of them. But here you are, safe in my domain. ... Don't pout, or make a sour expression. A God loves you. The least you can do is be a good devotee."


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