It's Ok To Cry Over It Again.

it's ok to cry over it again.

It's ok to cry over it again.

It's ok if you cried already and need to again or discovered something new and need to cry again.

It is. ok. To cry. Again.

Healing isn't linear. And it is ok to cry again. It isn't dramatic. It isn't wasteful. It isn't wrong. Its ok to cry. And I hope you can have a good cry. It will help.

Other side of the same coin

I'm just gonna leave this here

It would seem that Basic Glitches by Eleventyseven turns three years old today. I stumbled upon this album in January 2020 and it was sort of life-changing? Put words to things I had been feeling for years but couldn't explain. Fear The Fire and Letterman Jacket in particular meant a lot to me at the time and I still love them. Thank you Matt Langston for making music that made me feel less alone in a time of isolation.

In honor of the occasion, some of my favorite lyrical bits:

"We got the alchemy to turn tiny problems to trauma"

"We caught you summoning a savior hell-bent on destruction

A whole fist of itchy trigger fingers next to the button"

-Killing My Vibe

"I was birthed headfirst

Into shame, into flame like a

Curse burning my wonder into waste for you

You know I ran away just like I do

And all that lingers are these

Teenage blood pact promises we made

They sink like fangs into me when I think of you

I threw away the best parts of me for you"

"Had a dream that you watched me die

You lit the cigarette that burned me alive"

-Fear The Fire

(Although honestly the entirety of Fear The Fire could go here)

"I wander 'round the house at night

Too scared to sleep 'cause I

Can't shake this dream I'm havin' lately

That we bleed out before the medics show

Float up to find the gates are closed

You turn away and say you blame me"

-Letterman Jacket

Goro Akechi in chapter 5 of ex machina:

My brain:

OH NO! They're melting...

(Been reading @hhaeyeun's character swap au fic. It's a very fun time and this is the closest I am ever gonna get to making fanart. I do not draw much.)

Pathologic is the story of a guy who's just trying to help and everyone tells him he's stupid and will fail including ghosts, literal talking diseases, the concept of death/life and a theatre director.

Adding "Girls Against God" by Florence + the Machine to the Akechi playlist I definitely don't have like: "Here Goro. You can be an honorary Girl so you can wage holy war."