♪Now, I need somebody to know, somebody to heal Somebody to have just to know how it feels♪
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Man In Love(L-Infinite)
Man In Love(L-Infinite)
Requested by: AisyahMelody
~I start humming along to love songs that I didn't like before. All of the melodramas in the world seem like my story. I try to look good when I didn't before by paying attention to my appearance. I'm acquiring the bitter taste of coffee. Time goes so fast and my heart grows impatient. I imagine you next to me and film a movie of my own~
You sat in your chair at the desk watching the door and waiting impatiently for him to walk through, to show up. It had become a habit that had started out innocently. It had all started the day you first saw him, the man who you quickly fell in love with yet was only able to love from afar. You sighed and rested your head on your hand, your gaze still zeroed in on the doorway not paying any attention to all the unfamiliar faces that walked into the room and headed to their seas. About to give up you frowned slightly and was about to turn when you caught sight of him.
Your breath stopped and you froze as your eyes followed his laughing figure as he walked into the room and sat at his desk that was off to the side of your own. Your trance was broken when you saw a hand being waved in front of your face. "What?" You asked Joonhee as she smirked at you.
"You were staring again, you're lucky I stepped in and stopped you from getting caught by him. I mean, imagine if he caught you staring at him." You stayed quiet knowing exactly what she was meaning yet not wanting to hear it out loud. "He'd probably think you were a stalker and that'd result in him avoiding you for the rest of your life...or he'd think you were mental.The results would still be the same though."
You sighed and flicked her forehead, "Okay okay. I get it."
She pouted and rubbed her head. "Yah! You don't have to be so mean!"
You laughed and patted her shoulder, "Mian."
"Hey, y/n." Your eyes widened when you heard the oh so familiar and sweet voice from behind you.
You turned around slowly and held back a gasp as your eyes connected to Myungsoo's. "Y-Yes?"
"Can I borrow your notes from yesterday's session? I'm sorry but I was absent yesterday and I heard that it wa-"
"It's okay, no need to explain." You told him while you opened your notebook to the right page and handed it to him. "Here you go."
He smiled and you could've swore that your heart stopped beating. "Thanks, I'll make sure to give it back to you before the end of the day."
"Oh, it's alright. Keep it as long as you need to." You returned his smile and watched as he turned around and started to copy the notes.
~When a man's in love, he wants to stay by your side. There's always so much he wants to do for you. When I'm in love, I want to give everything in my life to you. With just one expectation, your heart. When I'm in love. When a man's in love, when a man's in love. My cheeks get redder and my head slowly drops. I'm only looking at you as I'm on my way. My confession gushes out as if I've been crazily running. When a man's in love, even if he loses ten to gain one. He gives all he has as if today is the last day so he won't regret – all I have~
"So, wanna go to the cafe after classes end today?" Joonhee asked as you basically zombie walked with her to your next class. She seemed to have noticed your lack in attention and bumped her shoulder into yours causing you to blink quickly and look at her.
"What?"
Joonhee rolled her eyes and sighed, "You know you're so smitten it's interfering with my time."
You laughed and wrapped your arm around her shoulder, "Mianhae. I'll try to be less 'smitten'."
She smiled and pushed you away slightly, "Thank you for the effort."
You both laughed and continued to class never noticing the pair of eyes that was following the both of you, never noticing the admiration held in them.
Third Person POV:
Myungsoo watched as she walked away with her friend, that beautiful smile covering her face showing off those adorable dimples. His trance was broken though when Sungjong tapped his shoulder and looked towards where Myungsoo's attention was. "Ah," he said as understanding dawned on him, "have you talked to her today?"
"Hm? Oh, nothing like that. I do have to give her her notebook back though."
"Oh? So what? Did you take it just so you'd have an excuse to talk to her?"
"What? No, I was absent yesterday so I asked her if I could borrow her notes."
"Hyung, isn't Sungyeol hyung in the same class though? Couldn't you have jus- Ahhh~ I see. You did that on purpose."
Myungsoo felt heat rise to his cheeks as he cleared his throat, "N-No."
Sungjong laughed and shook his head, "Hyung why don't you just ask her out already?"
"I can't just ask her out. I mean, I don't even know if she feels the same."
"Are you serious?" Sungjong asked with wide eyes and after seeing my confused expression he smirked and shook his head, "Wow. I canno believe this. I've gotta go hyung, but I'll see you later."
Myungsoo watched the younger boy get up and hurry away with confusion, leaving the elder to sit and wonder...What if he was wrong?
~Like a young child, I keep laughing for no reason. I control myself by saying that I'm different from others. When a man's in love, he wants to stay by your side. There's always so much he wants to do for you. When I'm in love, I want to give everything in my life to you. With just one expectation, your heart. When I'm in love~
Your POV:
You were sitting at a table outside the campus building after your classes were finished and doing your work while enjoying the nice weather when you heard footsteps headed towards you. You ignored it, thinking they were going to go past you, so instead you kept your attention on your work and paid none to the person who was now right behind you.
"Hey," you heard suddenly making you jump and place your hand on your chest as you quickly turned around.
"Oh my gosh, Myungsoo-ah you scared me!"
He smiled and sat beside you, "Mian I didn't mean to scare you, just trying to get your attention."
"Well, you definately have that now."
You both laughed and you smiled when you thought about how at ease you were talking to him right now. Honestly, you thought you'd be so nervous you wouldn't be able to get a word out but here you were laughing with him. The man you loved.
"So, I-uh have your notes," he told you as he laid them down on the table.
"Oh thanks, were you able to get it all?"
"Yeah, thanks again for letting me borrow them."
You smiled and accepted the notebook from him, fighting back a blush when your hands touched. "An-anytime."
"Uhm, so I was wondering if you'd like to maybe go out on a date with me?"
Your eyes widened and you stared at Myungsoo with shock, "Wh-What?"
He turned his head away and you watched him as he brought a hand up and scratched the back of his neck awkwardly, red tainting his cheeks. "You don't have to! It was just a -uh- a suggestion. I mean I understand if you don't want to, but I just have a lot to-"
"Yes," you said interrupting him and making him be the one with wide eyes.
"Y-yes?"
You smiled at him and nodded, "Yes. I'll go on a date with you. Can't believe you asked me that to be honest. Didn't think you ever liked me enough to even have more than a 10 minute conversation with me."
"Really? I- uh- I thought you didn't like me."
"Of course I do," you muttered as another blush rose on your cheeks, "Li-Like you that is."
Myungsoo reached over and grabbed your hand squeezing it lightly. "So, uhm, how about tomorrow?"
You laughed and nodded, "Okay yeah. Tomorrow." He smiled and turned his head away from you, suddenly feeling shy. "Oh crap, I've gotta go." You said before standing and hurriedly putting all your things into your bag.
Myungsoo stood as well and helped hand you your stuff before you put it all away. "Did you drive?"
"Huh? Oh no, I don't have a car."
"Well, I could drive you home then."
"What? Uh, actually I'm not going home yet, I've gotta go to work."
Myungsoo raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Oh I didn't know you had a job."
"Hm? Yeah, I had to get one to help pay off the expenses for my tuition."
He frowned and shrugged, "Okay then I'll take you to work."
"Wha-? No! That's okay."
"Oh well," he shrugged and took your bag from your hold, walking off with it over his shoulder.
"H-Hey! Wait a second! Myungsoo!"
~I can't escape because I'm in too deep. The letters in my book are dancing as they form your name. As if you're the main character of the movie, as if you're the moon in the sky, I keep seeing you. I draw you out every day. My heart will rest only when you come into my arms. I'll be your resting place that will never cool down. Look carefully – if you feel this, that means he's fallen for you. If someone gives you a sign like I am right now, then please notice it~
Third Person POV:
Myungsoo and y/n both sat silently in the car as it drove past all the cars and buildings towards it's destination. Y/n sat with her hands in her lap nervously twisting her fingers together and awkwardly staring out the window, meanwhile Myungsoo sat in the driver's seat thinking up things to say that could get a conversation started. He wanted to spend the rest of the trip just talking to her, and he had unconsciously slowed down his speed so they wouldn't reach her work too soon.
Unknowingly he had come to enjoy talking to her and having y/n around him made him happier without a doubt. Myungsoo knew he had to say something and soon because he could see the road coming up to where they would soon part ways until tomorrow night.
"Y-Y/n."
"Hm?" Y/n's attention turned from the window and Myungsoo's hands suddenly started to fidget around the wheel nervously.
"Uhm, I-uh-I've enjoyed driving you and having you around so if you wouldn't mind, I'd love to take you to school and drop you off."
Y/n's eyes widened and she could've sworn her heart had stopped beating. "Y-You really don't have to do that, I mean, I don't want you wasting gas on me."
"It's fine, honestly. I really have enjoyed having you around me, be it he time was short, but I want to spend more time with you. I want to get to know you more." He then briefly turned and gave her a smile. "Please?"
Y/n knew she was stuck, there was no way she could say no to him now. "O-Okay, if you're sure it won't be too much of a burden."
"Of course not," he said relieved. He felt a weight rise off of his shoulders and silently took a chance to reach over and grab her hand.
His heart swelling even more with joy when she wrapped her own around his in return. "Thank you," she said quietly as he pulled up outside of her work's building. "Uhm, I'll see you tomorrow?"
He nodded and watched as she reached out to open her door, a sudden pain filling his chest as her hand wrapped around the handle. "Wait," he called out causing her to turn to him in question.
"Something wrong?"
"Yes, I mean no. I just- Can I do something?"
Her eyebrows drew together but nevertheless she nodded and watched silently as he reached out and cupped her cheeks, bringing her face towards his own and kissing her. He pulled back shortly after and watched with adoration and amusement as y/n kept her eyes closed with shock. Slowly her eyes fluttered open and she looked at Myungsoo with an emotion she knew all too well, love.
"Sorry," he muttered with a smile as he rubbed her cheek with his finger. "Couldn't resist."
She returned his smile with one of her own and shyly shook her head, "Don't be."
"So...I can kiss you again?" He asked, slightly teasing and slightly serious.
Y/n's eyes widened and she swat at his arm. "Don't kid around, you'll have to wait."
"Oh? So I'll be able to kiss you tomo-"
"Goodnight!" She called out as she hopped out of the car, a blush flaming red on her cheeks.
Myungsoo watched her walk into the building, a small content smile resting on his face as he thought excitedly about seeing her tomorrow. With a short laugh he pulled away and realized his hands were shaking again. Except this time, it wasn't caused by nerves but excitement. Excitement about seeing his first love tomorrow night for their first date, but hopefully not their last.
~When a man's in love, he wants to stay by your side. There's always so much he wants to do for you. When I'm in love, I want to give everything in my life to you. With just one expectation, your heart. When I'm in love (Yeah~) When a man's in love. When a man's in love. When I'm in love. When I have fallen for you~
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Lie(Jimin-BTS)
Requested by: missyhattermlp
~Tell me, with your sweet smile. Tell me, tell me like you're whispering into my ears. Don't be like a prey be smooth like a like a snake, I want to escape but. Ah woo woo get away away away from me, get away away from me. Ah woo woo whatever it takes, save me, me. Save me. It keeps happening even though I run away, I'm caught in a lie~
Third Person POV:
Jimin sighed while watching y/n rub her weary and go back to writing, trying to finish her work before it got too late. He wished he could help her with anything, something, even if it was just a little bit yet he couldn't. Sighing, he got up and walked over to y/n setting his hands on her shoulders and lightly squeezing them.
"Hey, you wanna take a little break so you can get some sleep?"
She jumped slightly, not noticing that he had even moved from his chair, "Oh no I'm alright. Just want to get this over with before Soo Ho{Random as heck name} gets home."
She laid her hand lightly over top of Jimin's and looked at the clock before a frown settled on her face. Jimin noticed her look at glanced at the clock as well, "What's wrong?"
"It's already 9, he's supposed to be home by now."
"Hm? Well, you go ahead and go to bed I'll give him a call and see if everything's alright. Okay?"
Y/n glanced up at her friend with concern, "Are you okay?"
"I'm doing better than you are right now so go and get some sleep."
Jimin's heart contracted as she smiled at him and laid her own hand upon his, "Thank you." She told him gratefully before standing from the table and walking to her bedroom to get some well deserved rest.
"You're welcome," he lightly called out after her, "Night."
Then turning he scrolled through the contacts on his list before pressing call on the one man who pissed him off for hurting the one he loved.
~Caught in a lie, find the me that was innocent. I can't free myself from this lie give me back my laughter. Caught in a lie, take me out of his hell. I can't free myself from this pain. Save the me who's being punished. Want me, the me who has lost the way. Want me like always, I~
"Hello?"
"Hey, where are you at? Y/n said you were supposed to be home already?"
There was a pause before Soo Ho finally said something, "Uhm actually I won't be coming home tonight."
Jimin's eyes narrowed in suspicion when he hear a giggle on the other end. "Oh? Wae?"
"Uh, you know how work is."
"Mhm, yeah."
He hung up and set his phone down before clenching his hands into fists and letting out a frustrated sigh. "Jimin," he heard faintly and jerked up turning around to see y/n leaning against the archway. "He's not coming is he?"
Jimin sighed and looked down at the table, not wanting to see the hurt behind those beautiful (e/c) eyes. "Yeah, said he got stuck at-"
"Work?" The girl finished his sentence for him and shook her head, trying her best to hold back the tears that were rising fast. "Yeah, let me guess you heard a giggle. No no, you heard a girl talking to him? Maybe calling him oppa?"
Jimin's eyebrows drew together and he slowly turned around to look at her with wide eyes, "W-What?"
Y/n couldn't hold the tears back anymore and let them slide down her cheeks. "Yeah, I've known about it for a while now. Just been denying it I suppose."
"Why have you stayed with him?! Why haven't you left him by now??"
"Because stupid me loved him and I thought he loved me back," she broke down. A cry of pain escaping his mouth as she fell into Jimin's open arms and finally showed her pain.
~I feel so far away, you always come my way. I repeat again ah woo woo. Get away away away from me, get away away from me. Ah woo woo. Whatever it takes, save me, me, save me. It keeps happening even though I run away, I'm caught in a lie. Caught in a lie, find the me that was innocent. I can't free myself from this lie. Give me back my laughter~
Your POV: {bet you were saying finally xp}
You sighed and took the offered mug from Jimin with shaking hands. "Thanks," you said hoarsely before taking a sip.
"No problem, it should help calm your nerves back down."
You set the mug back down on top of the coffee table and laid your head on his shoulder. "I guess it's time to let him go huh?"
Jimin was silent for a few minutes before turning his head and looking at you. "I think it's time for you to be free."
"Why?" You asked, finishing when you saw the confused look on his face. "Why are you here? Helping me? You were his friend before you were ever mine."
Jimin sighed and clapsed your hands in his own. "Because I love you."
Your eyes widened and you stared at your hands in his grip, "Wh-wha-"
"I have, before you and Soo Ho ever started to date. I fell in love with you that first day when you tripped and crushed your ice cream cone on my shirt." You laughed and smiled bitterly, waiting patiently for him to continue. "I love you, y/n."
"Jimin I- now- I jus-"
"Shh, no it's okay." He said soothingly as he let go of your hands and cupped your face. "I understand. I just wanted you to know that I'll be here for you, no matter what."
You felt tears rise again and wrapped your arms around his neck, burying your face in his neck. "Thank you," you whispered.
"Always."
~Caught in a lie, take me out of his hell. I can't free myself from this pain, save the me who's being punished. I'm still the same me, the me from before is still here but the lie that's gotten too big is trying to swallow me up. Caught in a lie, find the me that was innocent. I can't free myself from this lie, give me back my laughter. Caught in a lie, take me out of his hell. I can't free myself from this pain, save the me who's being punished~
Save Me, I Don't Wanna Cry(Joshua, Mingyu, V x Reader)
Requested by: peachyyraphiee
Let's see how well these songs fit together shall we? x'D
~I want to breathe, I hate this night. I want to wake up, I hate this dream. I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead. Don't wanna be lonely, just wanna be yours. Why is it so dark where you're not here. It's dangerous how wrecked I am. Save me because I can't get a grip on myself. Because I love you, because the words I love you isn't enough, no matter what I say. I loved you so much, where'd you go? Did you leave because you don't like me anymore? Don't play around, I know you're right there. Feels like you'll appear, so I'm just waiting. I need to find you, need to find you, because if I cry right now, I might not see you~
You hummed along to the song that was playing on the radio, which just so happened to be your favorite song, and danced as you waited for the cup cakes to be done. Three of your closest friends were coming to spend the day with you since ironically you were all off on the same day and they had decided that they wanted to eat some of your baked goods since you were always praised for being good at it, even though it really wasn't that hard to do they still usually burnt the food. You didn't mind though, it gave you something to do to keep your mind occupied before they got here and you actually enjoyed it.
Hearing the oven's timer beep, you opened the small door and pulled the tray out before turning and setting it on a squared oven mitt that was lying on the counter. "Alright, now just have to let them cool down a few minutes before I can ice them," you said to yourself as you let a smile slip onto your face.
The song playing through the speakers switched to another favorite of yours and you cheered as you started to dance and sing along, not noticing the two boys that were gathered in the doorway watching you with amused smiles on their faces. You turned around while belting out a "high note" and stopped with your mouth gaped open when you saw them behind you. Your eyes widened and you blinked quickly in surprise.
"Wh-What are you guys doing in here?"
"Well, we knocked a few times but didn't get an answer and we tried both texting and calling you but neither was replied to so we got worried," Mingyu started off as both him and Joshua walked into the room and took a seat at the counter in front of you.
"Yeah, but luckily I remembered where you kept the spare key so we came in to check to see if you were alright. And by the look of things you're definitely okay, right?"
You felt heat rush to your cheeks and nodded, "That's really embarrassing though. You could've at least called out before I went and embarrassed myself even more!"
They laughed and told you not to worry, that they thought it was cute, making your cheeks redden more. You pouted and turned down the radio before hearing Joshua say, "Tae's not here yet?"
You turned and shook your head, "Nope, I thought he'd beat you guys here as well but looks like he got held up."
~Listen to my heartbeat, it calls you whenever it wants to. Because within this pitch black darkness you are shining so brightly. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. Give me your hand save me save me. Save me, save me. Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears but I don't wanna cry. The path that used to be familiar, it's now unfamiliar. Is this the path I know? I ask myself, what if she's looking for me? I'm looking for you right now~
Right when the words left your mouth you heard your front door opening and then heard hurried footsteps growing closer. Then you guys saw a frantic and out of breath Taehyung sanding in the archway. Your eyes widened and you hurried to his side in concern, "Geez, Tae what happened?!"
"Mian, some fans saw me and started chasing me so I took a back road and some mean dogs started to chase me. Almost got me too, so I had to sacrifice my sausage I was eating on the way here."
The three of you stared at Taehyung with wide eyes after he recapped what happened, before the two boys started to chuckle. "Holy crap, Tae. You're okay though, right?"
Taehyung rolled his eyes and smirked, "Of course I am." Then his eyes widened and he turned to you, "Sorry, I'm late though."
You smiled gently and patted his cheek, "Don't worry about that, I'm just glad you're okay. But why didn't you just come in a car?"
"Because some of the boys had stuff to do today and the managers were with them, I have the day off along with Yoongi hyung and Jungkook-ah but they were just planning on staying at the house."
"Ahh, well go ahead and go get cleaned up. I'll start icing the cup cakes."
"I wanna help!" Mingyu shouted as he stood and hurried to your side.
"Me too!" Joshua and Tae called out at the same time, before turning to each other and narrowing their eyes. "Don't do that." They said again at the same time. "Yah."
Both you and Mingyu let out laughs and you watched as the two looked at each other weirdly before starting to laugh themselves. "I wanna help too! Don't start without me!" He called out as he ran to the bathroom down the hallway.
~Today the moon shines brighter on the blank spot in my memories. It swallowed me, this lunatic, please save me tonight (Please save me tonight, please save me tonight) Within this childish madness you will save me tonight. I knew that your salvation is a part of my life, and the only helping hand that will embrace my pain. The best of me, you're the only thing I have. Please raise your voice so that I can laugh again. Play on. Don't play around, I know you're right there. Feels like you'll appear, so I'm just waiting. I need to find you, I need to go. But tears well up and it's getting blurrier. Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears but I don't wanna cry~
The three of you shook your heads with amusement as you watched him disappear and then you turned and grabbed the different tubs of icing, handing one to each boy. You were smart enough to plan ahead and knew that all three of them would want to help you ice them so you bought 5 tubs, an extra in case one of them didn't like a color they had. Taehyung came running back into the room and you handed him the last two tubs to choose between, knowing that he'd choose his favorite color, and he did with a wide smile and a big thank you.
You then separated the cup cakes equally between the four of you ending up with four each, then began icing them while singing along with the music loudly. Humming along you finished you cup cakes quickly, setting them off to the side on the tray before turning and watching the other boys with a smile on your face. Hurried footsteps ran down the hall and into the kitchen bring an excited Taehyung to a sliding stop, him almost losing his footing and slipping.
"Did you save any for me?" He asked you as he rushed to the other side of the counter and pushed his way between the boys.
"Mhm, they're right there. Choose whichever icing you wa-"
Taehyung was one step ahead of you, grabbing ahold of a tub of icing and grabbing a knife. A huge smile crossed onto his face as he joined the other two in humming and dancing. You watched them all with a smile and leaned your chin on your hand laughing every so often when they'd smear icing on each other.
You frowned when they all looked at each other with smirks before turning to face you and slowly making their way around the counter towards where you were sitting. Your eyes widened and you stood from your stool backing away from the three guys that were ever so slowly getting closer to you.
"Guys," you said slowly, "What are you thinking?"
"Hm? We aren't thinking anything though, right guys?" Joshua said innocently as he looked towards the other tow.
You quickly turned your attention back to the other two and panicked when you noticed how much closer they'd gotten while Joshua had distracted you. Your eyes widened and you quickly turned around and started to run away from the kitchen with the heavy sound of footsteps not far behind you. Laughter slipped out as you ran and you soon felt a pair of arms wrap around your waist, picking you up and twirling you around.
~Listen to my heartbeat, it calls you whenever it wants to. Because within this pitch black darkness, you are shining so brightly. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. Give me your hand save me save me. I'm alright (I'm not alright) I don't miss you (I miss you so much) With words I don't even mean, even if they're lies, I need to say it. My heart won't listen like I want. Come back, come back, come back. My other half isn't here so how can I live as one? I don't wanna cry~
When you were stopped you saw Taehyung in front of you with a smirk on his face as he brought his hand out from behind his back. Your eyes widened and the smile slipped from your face when you saw the tub of icing in his hand and you quickly glanced back at his face.
"Ta-Tae, don't." You tried to say firmly but that failed when he stepped closer. "Please?" You begged quietly, batting your eyes innocently to hopefully get him to stop.
"Awe, mianhae, Raphie-ah but I have to." he said as he brought his hand to my face and wiped icing on my cheek.
You gasped and closed as you heard Mingyu and Joshua snicker. Mingyu let go of your arms and you stayed still for a moment longer, letting an eerie silence coat the room. After a few minutes you opened your eyes and looked at the boys with a blank face making them take in a sharp breath and a quick step back.
"Run," you said lowly which is exactly what they did.
Taehyung ran somewhere off to the right, Joshua somewhere to the left, and Mingyu simply ran straight away from you. You smirked as you decided which one to run after and took off after him, not knowing at the time that this choice would eventually change how you and him saw each other.
~Thank you for letting me be me. For helping me fly, for giving me wings. For straightening me out, for waking me from being suffocated. For waking me from a dream which was all I was living in. When I think of you the sun comes out so I gave my sadness to the dog (Thank you. For being 'us') Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears, but I don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. When we see each other again. Don't wanna cry. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall~
Paradise(Mark, Jinyoung, Yugyeom x Reader)
Requested by: T
~You're my paradise. You're my paradise, paradise. You're my paradise. You're my paradise, paradise. Right before my eyes, ocean view, wearing a fashion look that fits the view. When you look at me, it feels so good. Don't say bye I don't wanna let you go, time is wasting, I know your heart is like my heart like decalcomanie~
"They're done!" You cheered with a smile as you pulled the cookies out of the oven. You set them on the counter and quickly took them off the tray setting them on a plate. "Geez, they smell amazing."
You hurried over to the kitchen doorway and peeked into the living room, making sure the three oblivious boys stayed that way before rushing back to the kitchen counter and stealing a cookie. Biting into it you closed your eyes in bliss. That one bite sent you straight to cookie heaven and you couldn't be happier that you were smart enough to steal one before the boys found out that you made them.
"Ahem."
You jumped slightly and shoved the rest of the cookie in your mouth before turning and smiling the best you could with your mouth closed at Mark, who stood a few feet behind you with an eyebrow raised and a small smirk on his face.
"What are you eating?"
Your eyes widened slightly and you shook your head while slowly starting to chew, eventually clearing your throat and turning around. After swallowing you turned back around and let out a yell when you saw how close he had gotten to you. He was staring down at you, that small smirk still on his face, and ever so slowly moved his gaze to the counter you were pressed against spotting the cookies.
"You had a cookie didn't you?" He asked you, amusement in his tone.
"N-No?"
"Is that a question? Because if it is then I can answer it. Yes, you had a cookie."
Your eyes narrowed and you pouted, "Only because every time I bake something you guys eat it all before I'm even able to get a crumb. A crumb!"
His smirk dropped and he lifted his hands in defense, "It's not our fault you're such an amazing baker!"
"No, but you think you coul-"
"Hey, hyung what's taking so lon- COOKIES!!!" Yugyeom yelled out as he rushed towards the counter and picked two up stuffing them quickly into his mouth.
"Hey! Don't eat them like that or there won't be any left!" You yelled out as you hit the top of his head with the side of your hand.
You sighed and turned away, noticing Jinyoung standing in the doorway watching all of you with an eyebrow raised. "What's going on in here?"
~So dangerous, you can see my heart, it's see-through. So beautiful, you're stealing my line of vision. So dangerous, you're driving me crazy baby. Even your smallest gestures, I'm done (You're my Paradise) You're beautiful girl. I'm looking at you but I miss you. You're my only girl (You're my Paradise) You're beautiful girl. When I think of you, my lips go up~
Yugyeom turned around with another cookie in his hand, "Noona made cookies." Then he turned to you, "By the way they're so~ good! Thank you!!"
You sighed and felt a smile slip onto your face, "You're welcome. Aigoo~ You've got crumbs all over your face, Yugyeom-ah."
His eyes widened as you reached up and brushed them away while shaking your head.
"How can you make such a mess," you muttered to yourself as your hand dropped back to your side.
A hand reached out and wrapped around your wrist gently yet sternly pulling you away from Yugyeom. You turned and looked back at Mark with confusion, "What?"
He smiled and grabbed the cookie plate before pulling you from the kitchen and into the living room, seating you beside him on the couch. "Here," he said before handing you the other side of the blanket that he draped across his own lap.
"Oh than-"
"Yah, hyung. You can't hog noona all to yourself!" Yugyeom shouted in frustration as he yanked the blanket toward himself and covering both himself and you. "Here you go, noona."
"And what about you maknae?" Jinyoung asked as he sat in between you and Yugyeom. "You've been hogging her all day."
You looked between the three of them confused and tried to move, only to be squeezed tighter against Jinyoung and Mark as Yugyeom pushed against Jinyoung. This wasn't new for you, every time that these three were together around you they seemed to fight over who would get your attention or who would get to sit next to you. No matter where you went as long as the three of you were together they were fighting over you non stop.
Sighing you un-wedged yourself from Mark and Jinyoung's sides and got up from the couch. "You guys are ridiculous. Why do you fight all the time when you're around me?" You asked as a pout formed on your face.
Their eyes widened and they quickly threw their hands up in defense.
"W-Wait, noona. Don't pout! It's jus-"
"We all want to be beside you, isn't that okay?" Mark asked as he looked up to you with a small, gentle smile.
Your eyes widened and you felt heat rise to your cheeks. Turning away quickly you cleared your throat and headed towards the kitchen.
"Where are you going?" Jinyoung asked as they watched you walk away.
"To get some drink," you called after you before you disappeared from their view. You leaned against the wall and laid a palm on your chest. "What the hell was that?" You whispered and you felt your heart beating fast.
~You're my paradise, you're heaven. Your shining skin, your sexy lips, your ice cream-like scent. If it's you, I'll give you everything. Hold my hand, let's walk on a flower path. I've been waiting for you. I can't go on if it's not you, I am you and you are me. So baby welcome to my zone, in our own space, let's spend time forever~
*Time Skip*
Third Person POV:
Y/n's eyes slowly shut as her head fell against Mark's shoulder and she drifted asleep, not noticing the adoring looks all three boys were throwing at her. Jinyoung smiled and tucked the blanket around her shoulders making sure she wouldn't get too cold.
"She looks so peaceful when she's sleeping," Yugyeom whispered as he watched her.
"Yeah, but don't be too loud. We don't want to wake her up." Mark told him quietly as he turned and slowly brought your head to lay on a pillow that was on his lap. He brushed her hair from her face and smiled down at her.
"Hey, hyung are we going to stay here tonight?"
Jinyoung nodded and grabbed her legs as he stood up. "Yeah, y/n already said we could. Said something about setting up blankets in here and having a 'sleepover'."
Yugyeom raised his eyebrows and snickered. "A sleepover? Aren't we a little too old for that?"
Mark smirked and turned his head to him, "Feel free to call a taxi to take you home since you're too old for it."
The younger boy's eyes widened and he shook his head quickly, "Of course I'm not too old! I just thought that you guys' wouldn't like the idea."
"I definitely don't mind having a sleepover with y/n, especially if it means that when I wake up the first face I'll see will be hers."
Jinyoung smirked and nodded along with Mark, "Same."
Yugyeom nodded and sat up straighter, "M-Me too!"
The older boys laughed and watched with amusement as the younger boys cheeks reddened. "Our maknae may act older and mature but he really is innocent huh?"
Y/n stirred and her eyes fluttered open surprising the boys when she yawned and sat up. "What are you guys doing?"
"Uhm, well I was just setting the blankets down and getting ready to go to sleep." Jinyoung told you as he laid another blanket across the floor.
You felt Mark's hand slowly rub your back and he smiled at you, "Sorry that we woke you."
You shook your head and yawned again before answering him, "It's fine. I'm gonna go change real quick. You guys still have some clothes that you left over here in the other room, so if you want to change go ahead and change."
"Alright, thanks y/n."
Your POV:
You yawned and headed into the other room listening to the boys' chatter behind you as you left them. You were only half asleep when you heard them talking about staying over and heard Mark and Jinyoung teasing Yugyeom, but it sounded so warm and comforting that you didn't want to move. Usually you were always alone and your house felt too big to you for just one person, which is why you always invited the boys to stay over, since you didn't want to be alone all the time.
After just slipping into your pjs you heard a knock on your door and went to open it seeing Jinyoung on the other side.
"Hey, do you by any chance have any of my shirts? Because I can't find one."
Your eyebrows creased together and you looked around in thought, "Uhm, maybe. Lemme check."
"Alright, thanks."
You walked to your closet and moved stuff around before finding the stash you had hidden away, after all guys shirts were so much more comfortable than girls. Making sure Jinyoung wasn't watching you quickly pulled a random shirt out and hid the other ones again.
"Uh, is this one yours?" You asked him as you held the shirt out to him.
He grabbed it from your hands and held it in front of him studying it. "Noo..I think this is Mark's." He raised his eyebrow and looked over at you smirking, "Why do you have his shirt?"
Your eyes slightly widened and you looked away, "Uhm, I'm not sure. I was probably washing it and put it in here by mistake."
"Mhm, sure. Now, do you have one of my shirts in there?" He told you after letting out a small laugh, highly amused by the blush rising on your cheeks.
~So dangerous, you can see my heart, it's see-through. So beautiful, you're stealing my line of vision. So dangerous, you're driving me crazy baby. Even your smallest gestures, I'm done (You're my Paradise) You're beautiful girl. I'm looking at you but I miss you. You're my only girl (You're my Paradise) You're beautiful girl. When I think of you, my lips go up~
After changing into one of his shirts that you had hidden Jinyoung headed out of your room and left you to collapse onto your bed, covering your face. "Oh geez," you muttered behind your hands.
"Noona! Come on!"
You sighed and sat up grabbing some blankets before walking out of your room and into the living room. Stopping with confusion when you saw a giant pillow fort stretching across the floor.
"Wha-?"
You saw one of the blankets move and saw Mark stick his head out and smile at you, "Are you coming?"
"You guys seriously built a fort?" You asked with a laugh as you handed him the extra blankets and got in front of the entrance before crawling in. Your eyes widened when you were in and you looked around in awe, "How did you guys make it like this? I've never seen a fort this cool."
"Really? Well it was pretty easy," Yugyeom told you as he scooted closer to you.
"Ooh~ Look at the maknae, trying to set mo-"
Yugyeom covered Jinyoung's mouth quickly with his hands and started to yell in panic. Your eyes widened and you watched the pair with confusion.
"What on earth is wrong with you two?"
"Nothing!" Yugyeom shouted as he turned back to you and smiled innocently. "Anyways, should we go to sleep?"
You nodded in agreement and settled down onto one of the blanket padding and covered yourself up, listening as the boys started to argue again. Sighing you turned your head and watched them as they pushed at each other in order to lay next to you.
"Yah," you called out getting annoyed when they ignored you. "Yah!"
All three boys stopped yelling and looked at you with wide eyes as you sat up and glared at them.
"Why are you guys always arguing?! Stop it! Geez, there's no reason for you guys to fight anyways right? So why are yo-"
"Because all three of us want to be close to you." Jinyoung said simply as he sighed and crossed his legs.
"Mwo?!" Your eyes widened in surprise and confusion. "Close to me? What are you talking about? You're all close to me every time I see you."
"Yes, but that's not the kind of close Jinyoung is talking about," Mark explained as he moved closer and laid a hand on your head. "Y/n, we all like you. A lot. And we fight all the time because we all want your attention to ourselves."
"Y-You like...me..." You repeated lamely as you tried to absorb the meaning behind those words. "A-As in-"
"We love you, y/n. And not as a friend." Yugyeom finished smiling lightly at you.
Love. You thought to yourself with surprise. They just confessed to me. What the hell? "I-uh-uhm I don't kn-"
"Hey, it's okay. This was rather sudden so don't worry about answering right away. We'll give you time and in the end who you choose, or even if you don't choose any of us, that'll be alright with us. As long as this doesn't affect our relationship and make you drift away from us." Mark said calmly as he grabbed ahold of your hand and squeezed it lightly.
"Yah, hyung. Don't you think you're getting a little to comfy?" Yugyeom said as he grabbed onto your other hand.
You looked between the both of them, still surprised by the confessions and not knowing what to do or say. Jinyoung thankfully noticed your dilemma and came to your rescue, "Alright guys, let's give y/n some space tonight. We don't want to freak her out too much tonight." They sighed and nodded in agreement before turning and heading towards the exit.
"Wait!" You called out, making them turn back around and watch you carefully. "Yo-You guys set all this up and if you guys leave I'll be all alone in here."
They smiled and headed back towards you, crowding around you and lying down in content. "Thank you," Mark said quietly to you as he turned his head to face you.
You smiled and nodded, not really knowing how to answer him and worried you might say something completely random since you were so nervous. Oh my gosh, pull yourself together y/n. This isn't even the first time they've stayed over, why are you so nervous?
Sighing you lied down and gasped in shock when you looked up at the 'roof' of the fort, which currently had the galaxy projected onto it. "Holy crap," you muttered in awe as you stared up at it happily.
"Do you like it?" Jinyoung asked as he too stared at it. "We figured you'd enjoy it since you're always talking about how pretty the stars are."
You felt tears rise in your eyes and let out a glee filled laugh, "Thank you guys so much." You couldn't explain how grateful you felt, no words coming to mind as you brought a hand up to wipe away the tears. All you knew was these boys paid more attention to you than you realized and without knowing it they had always done things they'd come to know that you liked. "Thank you," you whispered one last time before you felt your eyes close.
And you fell asleep with a smile on your face, for the first time feeling something other than friendship stirring in your heart as you felt the three boys' presence around you making you feel secure.
~Let's go high to the sky, be the moon above the clouds, shine on me. Don't just imagine it, I'll make all your dreams come true. I don't know what you're thinking right now, it's about that time we both go out and do something about it you know. You're my paradise. You're my paradise, paradise. You're my paradise. You're my paradise, paradise~
Attention(Bit-to-Up10tion)
Requested by: 유권 Kim YuKwon
~Attention, I got something I want to say. Alright? 1 2 3 4. Just gotta let you know girl you're so wonderful. When you're with me, stop looking at your phone. Who is it that you're texting with for hours? Is it a guy? It keeps bugging me. I can't be just friends with you anymore. I don't like it. You're not recognizing me yet, you're still wandering. Listen carefully to what I say right now, I like you~
You smiled and laughed as you looked at the text (f/n) had sent you, not noticing the stare that was burning into the side of your head. After replying you turned your attention back to the drama that was playing on the tv and smiled at the cute scene that had just came on. You frowned though when you finally felt the feeling that someone was watching you and moved your gaze sideways and saw that Changhyun was in fact gazing at you.
"Uhm, Oppa? Is everything alright?"
He blinked quickly and looked away, a faint red coloring his cheeks. "U-Uhm, uh huh. I'm fine."
"You sure?"
"Yeah, I was-uhm-just lost in thought."
"Oh, alright then."
You turned your attention back to your phone when you felt it buzz in your hands and smiled at yet another amusing text your friend had sent you. "Oh my gosh," you muttered as you shook your head.
"What is it?" Wooseok asked you as he sat beside you on the couch.
"Hmm? Oh, just (f/n) texting me."
"Ahhh~"
~Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. Erase anything else that's not me from your heart. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else from now on, only pay attention to me. What kind of man did you dream of? I will be that man. Even if you think you know me, it'll be different when you see me as a man~
You sighed as you laid your head back against the back of the couch the boredom now starting to creep up on you. The boys had all split into different groups to do different things, some stayed with you in the living room watching the movie, some had gone off to play games, and the rest well you had no clue. Bit-to had stayed with you in the living room, as had Wooseok, both were currently sitting on either side of you and pursed your lips as you thought about what you should do.
"Oppa," you said as you turned your head towards Changhyun.
His eyes widened and he raised his eyebrow at you, "Yes?"
"I'm bo~red~"
"And you expect me to..?"
"Do something with me!"
"Like what?"
"I don't know jus-"
"Yah~ You two go in the other room to flirt please!"
Your eyes widened and you felt heat rise onto your cheeks, "Y-Yah! I-I'm not flirting!"
"M-Me either!" Changhyun stuttered out as he stood up quickly from the couch.
You stood up as well and followed after him as he quickly walked from the room. "Yah~"
"Why are you following me?" He asked as he bit back a laugh.
"Because I'm bored and Wooseok oppa obviously isn't going to do anything with me."
He sighed and you smiled in victory as he finally gave in, "Fine. What do you want to do?"
~I don't like it, walking one step away from you. Listen carefully, don't smile and call other guys "oppa" anymore. Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. Erase anything else that's not me from your heart. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else from now on, only pay attention to me~
"Yeah! Another win for me!" You cried out as you threw your arms up in victory.
Changhyun frowned and narrowed his eyes at you, "Yah! Are you cheating?!"
"Bwah?! Cheating?! Of course I'm not cheating! Don't be such a sore loser!" You teased as you stuck your tongue out at him.
"I am not a sore loser! Yo-You're just a bragging winner!"
You raised your eyebrow and laughed at him, "Seriously?"
"What?"
"Is that really the best you could come up with?"
He narrowed his eyes at you, "You're being very mean today." He told you as he pouted.
You smiled and reached over poking his cheek, "Mian Mian."
The both of you went back to playing the game and every so often you looked up and smiled at him. "Oh and Changhyun, don't think I didn't notice that jealousy earlier," you said teasingly as you smiled down at the table.
His eyes widened, "What?! I was-wasn't jealous!"
"Mhm. Then~ why else were you watching me as I messaged (f/n)?"
"Y-You were messaging (f/n)?"
"Mhmm~"
"O-Oh, well then." He said as he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.
"Did you think I was messaging another guy?"
His eyes widened and he coughed, "U-uh no!"
Your eyes narrowed and you shook your head before rolling your eyes. "I cannot believe you," you told him before letting out a laugh.
~Hey wait, did you really not know my heart? How can I be more obvious? This is frustrating, I won't twist my words anymore. Either choose me or reject me, answer me now. I'll do everything for you, on any day. Before you sleep, I'll call you every night. Come here, look at me. Don't think about anything else with me by your side~
"Yah, you know that you're the only man in my life." You said as you lightly pinched his cheek. "Well you and the other boys of course."
"Wha- Other boys? Oh no, just me!"
You let out a laugh and nodded as he grabbed your hand, "Alright, alright. Just you."
He smiled and leaned over, kissing your forehead before smiling sweetly at you. "And you're the only girl for me?"
You frowned at him and narrowed your eyes slightly, "Girl?"
"Lady?" He paused before continuing, "Wo-Woman?"
You both heard a laugh from behind you and saw Hwanhee leaning in the doorway, watching the both of you. "Hyung, you should know that no woman likes being called a girl."
"How should I have known that?" Changhyun said defensively as he crossed his arms. "It's not like I have a lot of experience with women!"
You shook your head, smiling in amusement at the scene going on in front of you. "Yah~ Noona," Hwanhee called out as he sat beside you and poked your arm. "Isn't that right?"
"Hmm~" You made a noise of neither agreement nor disagreement and went back to playing the game.
"See! Noona agrees! Call noona a woman!"
Changhyun scoffed and shook his head, "I know more about women than you do! Why are you-"
"Boys! Your petty little argument is not going to result in anything."
"Pe-petty? Hyung, did noona just say the word 'petty'?"
~Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. I know you feel the same, I'm right. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else, only pay attention to me. I'm gonna hold your hand while we walk now. I'm gonna hug you without reason. Say A-yo (A, A-yo) Say A-yo (A, A-yo)~
Changhyun and Hwanhee started to laugh at you and you scowled as you looked away from the both of them in annoyance. "Seriously guys? You were just arguing." They continued to laugh and you got up from the table heading out of the room. "Stupid boys," you muttered as you walked around the house to find Soo Il.
Walking past the living room you stopped when you heard shouting and laughing, so peeking your head in the doorway you sighed in relief when you found him. "Soo Il, oppa~" You whined as you walked in and plopped down beside him on the couch, laying your head on his shoulder.
"What's up, shortie?"
You hit his arm quickly and shook your head, "Don't call me that! And Changhyun and Hwanhee are being mean enough!"
"Awe~ I'm sorry, how're they being mean?"
"They keep laughing at me."
"Oh? Why's that?"
"Ugh, never mind it doesn't matter."
"Jagiya! There you are!"
You turned your head and Changhyun walked into the room with a smile on his face. You pouted and turned your head away, "Oppa, I do believe there's a bee in here."
"What?" Soo Il asked as he laughed at you.
"Yah~ Jagi. Mianhae~" Changhyun said as he knelt beside you and held your hand. "Really, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to laugh at you."
You pouted and narrowed your eyes, fighting to hold back your smile, "You really hurt my feelings! Who laughs at their girlfriend for saying something?"
"You're right, come here." He told you as he pulled you up and made you follow behind him out onto the porch. "Now, have a seat." He said as he sat down on the swing and pulled you down beside him.
"What?" You asked as you stubbornly stuck up your chin and pouted.
He smiled softly and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, "Mianhae."
"You mean it?"
"Ah, of course I do! Look, I didn't mean to make you upset I just thought that you talking like that was cute."
"Cute."
"Yes, cute. I love when you use words like petty." You smiled and nudged him with your shoulder. "I'm serious," He cupped your face in his hands and rubbed your cheeks with his thumbs, "I love you."
You smiled and felt a blush cover your cheeks, "I-uh-uhm."
He smiled and brought your face towards his, kissing you before pulling back and raising his eyebrows. "Well?"
"I love you, too."
~and one more I'm gonna call you mine. I'm gonna care for you more than anyone else. Say A-yo (A, A-yo) Say A-yo (A, A-yo) HaHa I like that. Only pay attention to me~
Beautiful(Baekhyun-EXO)
Requested by: peachyyraphiee
~Hello, you came to me giving me your shy scent. In my hazy dream you were shining, dazzling. With a fluttering heart, without knowing I went to you, step by step and I stayed by your side. My heart melts at your smile. When our eyes meet my heart pounds. Oh remember my smile in your heart, think about it several times a day. Oh words I want to say to you. You're beautiful~
You looked in the mirror with a frown, glancing over the outfit that you had specially bought for Baekhyun but now was doubting your choice. It looked perfectly fine in the store but now it just looked awful, you looked awful. Groaning you quickly took it off and collapsed onto the edge of the bed shoving your face into your hands in frustration.
Why? You thought as tears started to form in the corner of your eyes, Why can't I look good in anything? Why am I so ugly?! I wanted to look beautiful for Baekhyun's birthday but I can't even do that.
You wiped your eyes and looked into the mirror scoffing at how pathetic you looked right now. Hearing the front door open your eyes widened and you quickly grabbed your clothes and rushed into the bathroom, locking the door behind you.
"Baby, I'm home!" Baekhyun called out to you as he stepped into the bedroom. "Baby?"
"I-I'm in the bathroom!" You called out, clearing your throat to sound normal.
"You okay?"
You held your breath as his voice got closer and you closed your eyes, "Yeah I'm fine. I'll be out in a bit."
"Oh, alright then. Hey, what's this? I haven't seen this outfit before." He said lowly as he walked from the door and your eyes widened in panic.
"No," you whispered. You quickly unlocked the door and rushed out, forgetting that you hadn't put your shirt back on yet. "Don't look at it!" You called out as you grabbed it from your hands and held it to your chest.
Baekhyun's eyes widened and then his features softened into a smile and he cupped your face. "I missed you," he whispered happily and he scanned your features. His gaze slowly dropped to your shirtless figure and he smirked, "I really missed you." He leaned in and kissed you making you smile a little.
You quickly gasped and broke away from Baekhyun's hold when you felt his hands touch your sides. He looked shocked and then concerned as he noticed your frightened expression. "Baby, what's wrong? Are you hurt?"
You turned your face away and shook your head silently, pulling the previously discarded outfit to your chest, making sure it covered your middle as well. Baekhyun watched you curiously as you backed away from him making sure you couldn't see anything and then turning when you reached the bathroom and quickly running in.
"Wait!" He called out as he grabbed onto your arm and pulled you gently back to his side. "What's going on? If it's about what I said then I'm sorry, I was just jo-"
"No, i-it's not that." You stammered out as you watched the panicked expression on his face as he tried figuring out what was wrong with you.
"Then what's wrong? Did someone say something to you?"
You felt tears rise in your eyes and you grew more frustrated, you knew it wasn't anyone's fault but your own and you hated yourself for making him worry so you broke your arm from his grasp and stepped back. "It's nothing, okay?!"
His eyes widened and he watched the door slowly close behind you sighing when he heard the lock turn. Then he thought back to what happened before, the clothes laying on the ground as if you dropped them in a hurry then what he didn't notice at first were the tear streaks running down your cheeks. Bringing his fist up he was about to knock on the door when he stepped closer and heard your quiet sobs, the sound breaking his heart even more.
~Thank you for meeting me, I see you, always the same. Your thick scent that waited for me deeply rings in me. With this mysterious and strong attraction I want to spread my wings toward you. My heart melts at your smile, when our eyes meet my heart pounds. Oh I'll sing for you on your spring day, think about it several times a day. Oh this is what I think of you, you're beautiful~
You patted your face dry and and looked in the mirror, sighing when you saw the puffiness under your eyes. Setting the towel down you headed to the door and opened it slightly peeking out to see that the room was empty. You heard a clank come from the other room and decided that Baekhyun must be cooking himself something to eat.
"Yet another thing I failed at," you muttered to yourself as you sat down at the edge of the bed.
"Hey," you heard Baekhyun say from the doorway, making you jerk your head up and stare at him with wide eyes. "You hungry?"
You silently shook your head and looked back at your feet, not looking up when you heard him sigh. His footsteps grew closer and then he was crouching in front of you smiling softly up at you. Tucking a strand of hair behind your ear he sighed and cupped the side of your face.
"Will you please come eat? I made it specially for you," he said gently as he tilted his head.
Not being able to resist his charming smile you slightly nodded and followed him as he stood leading you into the kitchen and pulling out a chair for you to sit. Your eyes widened when you saw your favorite dish lying on the table. [W/e your fav dish is] "Wh-What's this?"
"Well, I know that something's been bothering you and I know you won't tell me what so I just wanted to help you feel better whatever way I can."
You felt tears rise up again at how much Baekhyun thought of you and what all he's done for you, but you held them back and stared down at your plate. "Baekhyun, this is really nice but I'm not hungry."
He sighed and set his fork down, "I know you have to be, you didn't even bother opening your salad for lunch and I heard your stomach growling earlier." You didn't look up at him the shame being too much of a burden on your shoulders. "Baby, please talk to me. Earlier when you were in the bathroom you freaked out when I picked up that dress. Has someone told you something that's made you think you're not beautiful? Because let me tell you what I see when I look at you."
You felt his hand lightly grasp your chin and tilt your head back to look at him. "When I first saw you I thought you were the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and being an idol I've seen a lot of girls. But out of the thousands of women on this earth I still think you're the most beautiful one, and you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with."
The tears that you were holding back started to fall down your cheeks and you felt an undeniable joy well up in your chest. You smiled at him through the tears and brought a hand up to wipe them away. "I'm so sorry, Baekhyun. Today's your birthday and instead of me doing something special like I had originally planned I was selfish and you took care of me."
"Hey, I'll take care of you anytime. I love you, Raphie."
"I love you, too."
He hugged you to him and rubbed his hand on your back, helping you calm down. "Please don't ever forget what I said because I meant every word and it kills me when I see you crying."
"Okay, I'm sorry."
He pulled back and laid his hands on your shoulders, "And don't apologize. Getting to spend my birthday with you is a present itself."
"Why're you so sweet?"
"Because you make me soft therefore I'm always saying sweet things now."
You both laughed and you leaned forward, setting your head against his shoulder and closing your eyes in bliss. You never wanted this moment to end and never wanted Baekhyun to leave your side.
"I love you," you whispered once more before he kissed your forehead and you both finished your dinner.
All in all, the birthday surprise for him didn't go as suspected but at the end he had a huge smile on your face and kept close to you all night. So if you were given the choice on whether you'd go through it again you'd say yes. That night made you realize just how much you loved the sweet faced man that had turned your world completely upside down and you were thankful for it.
~When you're glad to see me my heart flutters. It's like walking on a cloud, like magic, I'm taking one more step to you. The season of you and me has come again. Can you remember this? Oh yeh all right. I'm so lucky to have met you. If we meet again, I want to tell you. Fly to you, stay by my side. You're beautiful~