Beautiful(Baekhyun-EXO)

Beautiful(Baekhyun-EXO)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

~Hello, you came to me giving me your shy scent. In my hazy dream you were shining, dazzling. With a fluttering heart, without knowing I went to you, step by step and I stayed by your side. My heart melts at your smile. When our eyes meet my heart pounds. Oh remember my smile in your heart, think about it several times a day. Oh words I want to say to you. You're beautiful~

You looked in the mirror with a frown, glancing over the outfit that you had specially bought for Baekhyun but now was doubting your choice. It looked perfectly fine in the store but now it just looked awful, you looked awful. Groaning you quickly took it off and collapsed onto the edge of the bed shoving your face into your hands in frustration.

Why? You thought as tears started to form in the corner of your eyes, Why can't I look good in anything? Why am I so ugly?! I wanted to look beautiful for Baekhyun's birthday but I can't even do that.

You wiped your eyes and looked into the mirror scoffing at how pathetic you looked right now. Hearing the front door open your eyes widened and you quickly grabbed your clothes and rushed into the bathroom, locking the door behind you.

"Baby, I'm home!" Baekhyun called out to you as he stepped into the bedroom. "Baby?"

"I-I'm in the bathroom!" You called out, clearing your throat to sound normal.

"You okay?"

You held your breath as his voice got closer and you closed your eyes, "Yeah I'm fine. I'll be out in a bit."

"Oh, alright then. Hey, what's this? I haven't seen this outfit before." He said lowly as he walked from the door and your eyes widened in panic.

"No," you whispered. You quickly unlocked the door and rushed out, forgetting that you hadn't put your shirt back on yet. "Don't look at it!" You called out as you grabbed it from your hands and held it to your chest.

Baekhyun's eyes widened and then his features softened into a smile and he cupped your face. "I missed you," he whispered happily and he scanned your features. His gaze slowly dropped to your shirtless figure and he smirked, "I really missed you." He leaned in and kissed you making you smile a little.

You quickly gasped and broke away from Baekhyun's hold when you felt his hands touch your sides. He looked shocked and then concerned as he noticed your frightened expression. "Baby, what's wrong? Are you hurt?"

You turned your face away and shook your head silently, pulling the previously discarded outfit to your chest, making sure it covered your middle as well. Baekhyun watched you curiously as you backed away from him making sure you couldn't see anything and then turning when you reached the bathroom and quickly running in.

"Wait!" He called out as he grabbed onto your arm and pulled you gently back to his side. "What's going on? If it's about what I said then I'm sorry, I was just jo-"

"No, i-it's not that." You stammered out as you watched the panicked expression on his face as he tried figuring out what was wrong with you.

"Then what's wrong? Did someone say something to you?"

You felt tears rise in your eyes and you grew more frustrated, you knew it wasn't anyone's fault but your own and you hated yourself for making him worry so you broke your arm from his grasp and stepped back. "It's nothing, okay?!"

His eyes widened and he watched the door slowly close behind you sighing when he heard the lock turn. Then he thought back to what happened before, the clothes laying on the ground as if you dropped them in a hurry then what he didn't notice at first were the tear streaks running down your cheeks. Bringing his fist up he was about to knock on the door when he stepped closer and heard your quiet sobs, the sound breaking his heart even more.

~Thank you for meeting me, I see you, always the same. Your thick scent that waited for me deeply rings in me. With this mysterious and strong attraction I want to spread my wings toward you. My heart melts at your smile, when our eyes meet my heart pounds. Oh I'll sing for you on your spring day, think about it several times a day. Oh this is what I think of you, you're beautiful~

You patted your face dry and and looked in the mirror, sighing when you saw the puffiness under your eyes. Setting the towel down you headed to the door and opened it slightly peeking out to see that the room was empty.  You heard a clank come from the other room and decided that Baekhyun must be cooking himself something to eat.

"Yet another thing I failed at," you muttered to yourself as you sat down at the edge of the bed.

"Hey," you heard Baekhyun say from the doorway, making you jerk your head up and stare at him with wide eyes. "You hungry?"

You silently shook your head and looked back at your feet, not looking up when you heard him sigh. His footsteps grew closer and then he was crouching in front of you smiling softly up at you. Tucking a strand of hair behind your ear he sighed and cupped the side of your face.

"Will you please come eat? I made it specially for you," he said gently as he tilted his head.

Not being able to resist his charming smile you slightly nodded and followed him as he stood leading you into the kitchen and pulling out a chair for you to sit. Your eyes widened when you saw your favorite dish lying on the table. [W/e your fav dish is] "Wh-What's this?"

"Well, I know that something's been bothering you and I know you won't tell me what so I just wanted to help you feel better whatever way I can."

You felt tears rise up again at how much Baekhyun thought of you and what all he's done for you, but you held them back and stared down at your plate. "Baekhyun, this is really nice but I'm not hungry."

He sighed and set his fork down, "I know you have to be, you didn't even bother opening your salad for lunch and I heard your stomach growling earlier." You didn't look up at him the shame being too much of a burden on your shoulders. "Baby, please talk to me. Earlier when you were in the bathroom you freaked out when I picked up that dress. Has someone told you something that's made you think you're not beautiful? Because let me tell you what I see when I look at you."

You felt his hand lightly grasp your chin and tilt your head back to look at him. "When I first saw you I thought you were the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and being an idol I've seen a lot of girls. But out of the thousands of women on this earth I still think you're the most beautiful one, and you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with."

The tears that you were holding back started to fall down your cheeks and you felt an undeniable joy well up in your chest. You smiled at him through the tears and brought a hand up to wipe them away. "I'm so sorry, Baekhyun. Today's your birthday and instead of me doing something special like I had originally planned I was selfish and you took care of me."

"Hey, I'll take care of you anytime. I love you, Raphie."

"I love you, too."

He hugged you to him and rubbed his hand on your back, helping you calm down. "Please don't ever forget what I said because I meant every word and it kills me when I see you crying."

"Okay, I'm sorry."

He pulled back and laid his hands on your shoulders, "And don't apologize. Getting to spend my birthday with you is a present itself."

"Why're you so sweet?"

"Because you make me soft therefore I'm always saying sweet things now."

You both laughed and you leaned forward, setting your head against his shoulder and closing your eyes in bliss. You never wanted this moment to end and never wanted Baekhyun to leave your side.

"I love you," you whispered once more before he kissed your forehead and you both finished your dinner.

All in all, the birthday surprise for him didn't go as suspected but at the end he had a huge smile on your face and kept close to you all night. So if you were given the choice on whether you'd go through it again you'd say yes. That night made you realize just how much you loved the sweet faced man that had turned your world completely upside down and you were thankful for it.

~When you're glad to see me my heart flutters. It's like walking on a cloud, like magic, I'm taking one more step to you. The season of you and me has come again. Can you remember this? Oh yeh all right. I'm so lucky to have met you. If we meet again, I want to tell you. Fly to you, stay by my side. You're beautiful~

Lucky(Baekhyun- EXO)

Requested by: CuteLittleGirl

~Being born in the same country, talking in the same language. We're so lucky, it's such a relief. Nothing is for certain in this world on a day that I wore nice clothes, I met you, I was lucky. It's because I did good in the past~

"Yeobo~" You called out as you opened the front door after unlocking it and stepped inside. Looking around as you slipped your heels off you lent down, picked them up, and headed further into the house looking around in confusion for your husband. "Yeobo?"

Hearing no response you sighed and decided to head to the bedroom, wanting to get in a hot relaxing bath to ease your aching muscles that were sore once again from work. You wanted to snuggle with your husband after you got done but you doubted that he would be home no matter how long you take, so instead you sighed and sunk back into the tub and enjoyed your time to yourself. 

After what seemed like a couple minutes, but in all actuality was a couple hours, you stood from the now cold water and wrapped your towel around yourself. Glad that your tense muscles seemed to have relaxed a lot, you rolled your neck around and stretched your arms. You yawned and headed from the bathroom and into the closet to get dressed into your pjs before you could go blissfully to sleep. 

You were slipping your nightgown on when you heard the front door open and then close. Stepping from your bedroom you looked down the hallway as you waited to see your husband, who had just started tiptoeing down the hallway while looking down at his feet shoes in hand. You cleared your throat and watched with amusement as his head snapped up and he looked to you with wide eyes.

"U-Uh, hey jagi. What're you doing up?"

"Well I just got done with a bath and was about to get in the bed. Was work okay? You got home pretty late."

He sighed and gave you a small smile before walking up to you and kisses your forehead. "Yeah, just tiring like always."

~I can call your name and I can hold your hand. Is the falling sunlight only shining on me? Can I be this happy? You call my name and you lean on my shoulder. Is the sky's sunlight only shining on you? Can you be that dazzling?~

"Ah. Well why don't you go and take a shower or a bath and then come to bed. No use stressing out about anything tonight." You told him as you leaned up and kissed his cheek, heading towards your side of the bed and pulling the duvet back.

You sat on the bed and saw Baekhyun looking at you with a smirk. "What..?"

"I know one thing that will make it even more re-"

"Go get in the shower," you said as you rolled your eyes and slipped under the convers. 

You heard him let out a laugh and smiled as you turned onto your side and closed your eyes. Next thing you knew you felt the bed dip behind you and arms being wrapped around your waist. Baekhyun snuggled up close to you and kissed the back of your neck softly. 

"I love you," he told you his voice almost a whisper.

"I love you too," you mumbled out, "now go to sleep."

You felt his chest move as he laughed and felt his arms tighten around you.

~So lucky, my love, so lucky to have you. So lucky to be your love, i am. hmm. We like the same colors, we like the same movies, lucky. It's a love that's meant to be. I can call your name and I can hold your hand~

You woke the next morning to the sunlight streaming through your windows and a warmness wrapped around your body. Yawning you turned, well tried to turn, onto your back and turned your head towards your still sleeping husband. A smile slipped onto your face as you looked at his handsome features, which seemed to be too cute since his mouth was partly opened and he was snoring and then he scrunched up his nose and you felt a giggle leave your mouth.

Sighing you moved his arm off of you and kissed his cheek before getting off the bed and trudging towards the bathroom. Once you were done getting ready you walked out of the bathroom, your hands behind your neck fastening a necklace clasp, when you felt arms wrap around your waist and felt someone's breath on your neck.

"Oh so are you finally up?" You asked as you looked at your still sleepy husband over your shoulder in the mirror.

"Mmmm," he groaned out and you smiled when you saw his eyes closed meaning he was probably going back to sleep.

You patted his arm and then turned around, wrapping your arms around his neck. "What do you have planned today?"

"Nothing, I was just planning on staying with you and snuggling all day."

"Well, I would love that," you smiled widely as you paused, "but I can't. I have to go run errands today."

He pouted and groaned as he sat on the bed and pulled you towards him, laying his head on your stomach. You smiled and rubbed your hands through his hair.

"You can come with me if you want, I definitely wouldn't mind your company."

His head snapped up to you and a wide smile covered his face as a look of hope crossed his features. "Really?!"

"Of course," you said gently as you patted his head then turned and walked towards the bedroom door. "Just go ahead and get ready, I'll start making breakfast."

~Is the falling sunlight only shining on me? Can I be this happy? You call my name and you lean on my shoulder. Is the sky's sunlight only shining on you? Can you be that dazzling? So lucky, my love~

"Jaaggiiyyaa~ I'm ready!" Baekhyun yelled out as he walked into the kitchen, making you cover your ears quickly.

"Jeez, keep it down. Inside voice! How many times do I have to tell you that?"

He chuckled and leaned down to kiss your cheek, "Mianhae. Oooh pancakes for breakfast? Yum!"

You chuckled as he sat down across from you and started to eat, moaning and mumbling about how good it was. Standing you walked to the sink and started to wash the dishes absentmindedly talking with Byun about what we were going to get and where we'd stop to eat lunch while we were out.

You glanced over your shoulder after Baekhyun had been silent for a few minutes only to find the table unoccupied and the kitchen empty, leaving only his now empty plate and glass on the table. Shaking your head you grabbed then and then started to was those as well setting them in the drying rack when they were done.

"Byun?" You called out as you stepped from the kitchen and glanced around, trying to find your husband. 

As you passed the living room you saw Baekhyun from the corner of your eye standing by the shelf underneath the tv [it's like a mantle]. You leaned against the archway and watched as he smiled softly at a picture frame he held in his hands.

"Byun? What are you looking at that has you smiling like that?" You teased as you stepped closer to him.

~We smile brightly in the photo, we’re a perfect harmony. I think I’m a lucky guy, it’s so good like we’re in a fairy tale of our dreams. Oh my god, it’s the best thing to hear. Her voice melts me like ice cream. She is picture perfect~

He turned his head towards you and smiled widely as he held the frame up to let you see the picture. You smiled and walked closer when you saw it was the one you both had taken when he proposed to you, the night you still remember clearly even though it was years ago.

"I still remember every little detail about that night," he told you as he wrapped his arms around your waist and laid his chin on your shoulder.

"Me too."

You could tell he was smiling, which just made you smile wider, and sighed in content relaxing into his hold as he started to sway the both of you gently back and forth.

"I would never change a single day. Not a single fight or any minute that I had to be without you, because every fight and every single second I spent without was made me love you so much more."

You turned and laid your hands on his shoulders, "Neither would I."

"I love you, Mrs. Byun."

You laughed and laid your forehead against his, "I love you too."

"Forever, right?"

"Yup, forever."

~Because you’re my first, Because this song is about you. I’m smiling like this, so only you can see, are you looking at me right now? I have a new dream, it’s to be one a better man. Because your eyes that look at me make me run once again more than anything else. So lucky, my love. So lucky to have you. So lucky to be your love, I am. hmm~

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I am literally cringing from my cheesiness x'D

Okay sooo~~~ I may have been totally cheating on my favorite groups with SNUPER, because they just quickly took over my number one spot. Like I really loved them before but I've just been watching their videos non-stop and they've quickly stolen ma heart. They're so adorable and sweet and and and....~~~~

Attention(Bit-to-Up10tion)

Requested by: 유권 Kim YuKwon

~Attention, I got something I want to say. Alright? 1 2 3 4. Just gotta let you know girl you're so wonderful. When you're with me, stop looking at your phone. Who is it that you're texting with for hours? Is it a guy? It keeps bugging me. I can't be just friends with you anymore. I don't like it. You're not recognizing me yet, you're still wandering. Listen carefully to what I say right now, I like you~

You smiled and laughed as you looked at the text (f/n) had sent you, not noticing the stare that was burning into the side of your head. After replying you turned your attention back to the drama that was playing on the tv and smiled at the cute scene that had just came on. You frowned though when you finally felt the feeling that someone was watching you and moved your gaze sideways and saw that Changhyun was in fact gazing at you.

"Uhm, Oppa? Is everything alright?"

He blinked quickly and looked away, a faint red coloring his cheeks. "U-Uhm, uh huh. I'm fine."

"You sure?"

"Yeah, I was-uhm-just lost in thought."

"Oh, alright then."

You turned your attention back to your phone when you felt it buzz in your hands and smiled at yet another amusing text your friend had sent you. "Oh my gosh," you muttered as you shook your head.

"What is it?" Wooseok asked you as he sat beside you on the couch.

"Hmm? Oh, just (f/n) texting me."

"Ahhh~"

~Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. Erase anything else that's not me from your heart. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else from now on, only pay attention to me. What kind of man did you dream of? I will be that man. Even if you think you know me, it'll be different when you see me as a man~

You sighed as you laid your head back against the back of the couch the boredom now starting to creep up on you. The boys had all split into different groups to do different things, some stayed with you in the living room watching the movie, some had gone off to play games, and the rest well you had no clue. Bit-to had stayed with you in the living room, as had Wooseok, both were currently sitting on either side of you and pursed your lips as you thought about what you should do.

"Oppa," you said as you turned your head towards Changhyun.

His eyes widened and he raised his eyebrow at you, "Yes?"

"I'm bo~red~"

"And you expect me to..?"

"Do something with me!"

"Like what?"

"I don't know jus-"

"Yah~ You two go in the other room to flirt please!"

Your eyes widened and you felt heat rise onto your cheeks, "Y-Yah! I-I'm not flirting!"

"M-Me either!" Changhyun stuttered out as he stood up quickly from the couch.

You stood up as well and followed after him as he quickly walked from the room. "Yah~"

"Why are you following me?" He asked as he bit back a laugh.

"Because I'm bored and Wooseok oppa obviously isn't going to do anything with me."

He sighed and you smiled in victory as he finally gave in, "Fine. What do you want to do?"

~I don't like it, walking one step away from you. Listen carefully, don't smile and call other guys "oppa" anymore. Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. Erase anything else that's not me from your heart. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else from now on, only pay attention to me~

"Yeah! Another win for me!" You cried out as you threw your arms up in victory.

Changhyun frowned and narrowed his eyes at you, "Yah! Are you cheating?!"

"Bwah?! Cheating?! Of course I'm not cheating! Don't be such a sore loser!" You teased as you stuck your tongue out at him.

"I am not a sore loser! Yo-You're just a bragging winner!"

You raised your eyebrow and laughed at him, "Seriously?"

"What?"

"Is that really the best you could come up with?"

He narrowed his eyes at you, "You're being very mean today." He told you as he pouted.

You smiled and reached over poking his cheek, "Mian Mian."

The both of you went back to playing the game and every so often you looked up and smiled at him. "Oh and Changhyun, don't think I didn't notice that jealousy earlier," you said teasingly as you smiled down at the table.

His eyes widened, "What?! I was-wasn't jealous!"

"Mhm. Then~ why else were you watching me as I messaged (f/n)?"

"Y-You were messaging (f/n)?"

"Mhmm~"

"O-Oh, well then." He said as he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly.

"Did you think I was messaging another guy?"

His eyes widened and he coughed, "U-uh no!"

Your eyes narrowed and you shook your head before rolling your eyes. "I cannot believe you," you told him before letting out a laugh.

~Hey wait, did you really not know my heart? How can I be more obvious? This is frustrating, I won't twist my words anymore. Either choose me or reject me, answer me now. I'll do everything for you, on any day. Before you sleep, I'll call you every night. Come here, look at me. Don't think about anything else with me by your side~

"Yah, you know that you're the only man in my life." You said as you lightly pinched his cheek. "Well you and the other boys of course."

"Wha- Other boys? Oh no, just me!"

You let out a laugh and nodded as he grabbed your hand, "Alright, alright. Just you."

He smiled and leaned over, kissing your forehead before smiling sweetly at you. "And you're the only girl for me?"

You frowned at him and narrowed your eyes slightly, "Girl?"

"Lady?" He paused before continuing, "Wo-Woman?"

You both heard a laugh from behind you and saw Hwanhee leaning in the doorway, watching the both of you. "Hyung, you should know that no woman likes being called a girl."

"How should I have known that?" Changhyun said defensively as he crossed his arms. "It's not like I have a lot of experience with women!"

You shook your head, smiling in amusement at the scene going on in front of you. "Yah~ Noona," Hwanhee called out as he sat beside you and poked your arm. "Isn't that right?"

"Hmm~" You made a noise of neither agreement nor disagreement and went back to playing the game.

"See! Noona agrees! Call noona a woman!"

Changhyun scoffed and shook his head, "I know more about women than you do! Why are you-"

"Boys! Your petty little argument is not going to result in anything."

"Pe-petty? Hyung, did noona just say the word 'petty'?"

~Answer me, I know I'm in your heart. I know you feel the same, I'm right. Don't take your eyes off me, only look at me. Don't look anywhere else, only pay attention to me. I'm gonna hold your hand while we walk now. I'm gonna hug you without reason. Say A-yo (A, A-yo) Say A-yo (A, A-yo)~

Changhyun and Hwanhee started to laugh at you and you scowled as you looked away from the both of them in annoyance. "Seriously guys? You were just arguing." They continued to laugh and you got up from the table heading out of the room. "Stupid boys," you muttered as you walked around the house to find Soo Il.

Walking past the living room you stopped when you heard shouting and laughing, so peeking your head in the doorway you sighed in relief when you found him. "Soo Il, oppa~" You whined as you walked in and plopped down beside him on the couch, laying your head on his shoulder.

"What's up, shortie?"

You hit his arm quickly and shook your head, "Don't call me that! And Changhyun and Hwanhee are being mean enough!"

"Awe~ I'm sorry, how're they being mean?"

"They keep laughing at me."

"Oh? Why's that?"

"Ugh, never mind it doesn't matter."

"Jagiya! There you are!"

You turned your head and Changhyun walked into the room with a smile on his face. You pouted and turned your head away, "Oppa, I do believe there's a bee in here."

"What?" Soo Il asked as he laughed at you.

"Yah~ Jagi. Mianhae~" Changhyun said as he knelt beside you and held your hand. "Really, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to laugh at you."

You pouted and narrowed your eyes, fighting to hold back your smile, "You really hurt my feelings! Who laughs at their girlfriend for saying something?"

"You're right, come here." He told you as he pulled you up and made you follow behind him out onto the porch. "Now, have a seat." He said as he sat down on the swing and pulled you down beside him.

"What?" You asked as you stubbornly stuck up your chin and pouted.

He smiled softly and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, "Mianhae."

"You mean it?"

"Ah, of course I do! Look, I didn't mean to make you upset I just thought that you talking like that was cute."

"Cute."

"Yes, cute. I love when you use words like petty." You smiled and nudged him with your shoulder. "I'm serious," He cupped your face in his hands and rubbed your cheeks with his thumbs, "I love you."

You smiled and felt a blush cover your cheeks, "I-uh-uhm."

He smiled and brought your face towards his, kissing you before pulling back and raising his eyebrows. "Well?"

"I love you, too."

~and one more I'm gonna call you mine. I'm gonna care for you more than anyone else. Say A-yo (A, A-yo) Say A-yo (A, A-yo) HaHa I like that. Only pay attention to me~

Crazy In Love(Joshua's Ending)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

~It's what you hear at least once when you're young, the same old story that you get crazy in love. What I thought only happened in movies or TV shows something like that is happening to me too hey. Woo woo huh yeah. The lyrics that say they cried a lot because of you, I didn't understand before but I understand now. It started as one strand and it sprouted into an emotional fireworks blah-lah-lah. I can't resist, I'll say anything in front of you blah-lah-lah~

It had been two weeks since the boys, your best friends, had confessed their feelings to you and it had been two and a half weeks since Joshua had become your boyfriend. It took a few days for you to work out your feelings and figure out a way to let them know without letting Tae down but in the end you really had nothing to worry about because Taehyung had accepted your choice with a bright smile on his face.

"Hey, Raphie your mom let me up," Joshua said from your doorway as he pushed the slightly cracked door fully open.

You turned your head and smiled brightly at your ever so handsome boyfriend who was returning your smile. "Hey, you're here early."

He laughed and walked in, taking a seat on your bed and leaning back on his hands. "So I've been told by your mother. She said she hasn't even started to cook dinner yet."

You laughed and shook your head, "I don't what I expected though, it's always like you to be early when it's a family dinner. You've always been like that."

"Well," he said with a shrug, "I kind of had to since Taehyung was always late."

You let out another and heard him join you before you heard your mother call for you from the kitchen. "Coming!" You called out getting off your bed and heading towards the door, Joshua following closely behind. "Yes, ma'am?"

"Do you think you can help with the food?"

"Of course," you told her as you started to wash off your hands.

"Can I help as well, Miss (l/n)?" Joshua asked her politely as he laid his palms on the island and smiled at her.

"Yes, that would help me out a lot. Thank you Joshua."

He waved off her gratification and headed to the sink as well, "I'm glad to be able to help."

Your mother set him to work on cutting some vegetables and she walked over to where you were stirring the noodles, leaning up to whisper in your ear. "I'm so glad you two are going out."

"Mother!" You whisper-shouted as you turned your head towards her with wide eyes, watching as she started to laugh in amusement.

She lightly pinched your cheek then rubbed her thumb over it, "Oh my sweet girl is embarrassed. Your cheeks are turning as red as a tomato dear."

You fanned your face quickly, scowling at your mother as she started to laugh again and headed away from you. Shaking your head you glanced over at Joshua and felt a small smile cover your face as you watched him concentrate on cutting the food. You couldn't help but think about how cute he was and didn't even notice when he started to smirk, knowing you were watching him.

~When I'm talking about love woo. When you're talking about love woo. We may be apart but we have faith. Thinking about us woo. When I'm talking about love woo. When you're talking about love woo. Am I really crazy for you? Woo woo huh yeah. It's okay because it's the two of us, crazy in love crazy in love. You and I are untainted, crazy in love crazy in love. I believe you, I don't doubt you. Past, present and future, crazy in love crazy in love~

"Thank you for the delicious meal, Mrs. (l/n)."

Your mother smiled kindly at Joshua and waved her hand, "Oh no need to thank me, hun, seeing as you and Raphie did end up helping after all."

"Yes, thank you for that Joshua." Your father told him, holding onto your mother's hand and squeezing it slightly. "She might not act like it but she is getting old."

Your eyes widened and you let out a laugh, covering your mouth quickly so you wouldn't get caught in the cross fire. Joshua on the other hand also had wide eyes while his mouth slightly hung open from the shock, which seemed to help you father understand just what he had said. He turned to your mother who's face was now blank of all emotion before swallowing nervously and opening his mouth to explain.

"OLD?!" She yelled at him as she started to hit his arm. "I'll show you old, you old -"

You bit back your laughter and grabbed ahold of Joshua's hand, leading him outside and away from the war going on in the dinning room. Once you both stepped outside and the fresh air hit you, the two of you bent over from laughter.

"Oh my gosh," Joshua said as he took a seat on the porch swing and wiped his eyes that had become red from crying because he laughed so hard. "You're parents always make me laugh when I come over here."

You sat beside him and wiped your tears away as well. "Yeah, my dad's always saying something without thinking and it usually has it's consequences."

He smiled contently as he wrapped his arm around your shoulder and pulled you closer to him. "It feels great out tonight doesn't it?"

"Yeah," you told him quietly as you laid your head back against his arm, grateful for his presence. "Thanks for coming tonight."

"Why're you thanking me? Didn't I ask if I could come over?" He asked as he looked down at you, a slight smirk on his face.

You cleared your throat as you felt heat rise to your cheeks, "Yes but I can't thank you?"

Joshua laughed and you felt his grip slightly tighten around your shoulders, "Mian mian. Thank you for letting me come. I always feel more at ease when you're by my side."

"Joshua!" You exclaimed with embarrassment as you hid your face in your hands, hearing his laughter before feeling his hand on your head.

"What? I can't be honest?"

"Your honesty is em-" You stopped short when you brought your head back up and realized how close his face was to your own.

"Yes?" He asked, that smirk back on his face. "My honesty is -?"

"No-Nothing," you stuttered out before looking away and fanning your, now burning, cheeks.

~I won't doubt even when time passes. Past, present and future, crazy in love crazy in love. Ice, ice I'm frozen you are the only fire that melts me. There's a line in a movie that says that love comes around I didn't understand before but I understand now. Zig zag this energy that I feel now, it's a primal feeling that beats the drums of the pulse. I dance internally, I dream of you. What are you gonna do about my excitement?~

"Raphie," he called your name softly making you turn your head towards him in confusion.

His lips touched your and your eyes closed on instinct, the kiss making your heart feel like it stopped beating and you felt the world melt away. You felt like it was only the both of you there and you wouldn't have it any other way. Your first kiss was given to the boy you loved who loved you back just as much, if not more, and you were perfectly fine with that.

Slowly, Joshua pulled away and raised his hand to lay softly on your cheek making you flutter your eyes open and stare at him with surprise. He had a small smile on his face and an emotion in his eyes that made them look brighter and fuller. His forehead laid against yours and you shut your eyes again, a smile covering your own face.

"I love you," he whispered.

"I love you, too." You replied, and it was true. Your whole life you'd been looking for someone to share a love with like your parents have and he's sitting right in front of you.

"My beautiful, perfect, amazing light of my life."

You felt the blush rise to your cheeks again and your eyes slightly widened. "Joshua."

He smirked and raised an eyebrow, "What? You can't say it's not true."

"No one's perfect," you corrected him with a smile.

He shook his head at your words and cupped your face in both hands, "Nope. You're living proof that someone can be perfect, but too bad no one is going to see. Because you're all mine."

"Joshu-"

He cut you off by leaning forward again and recapturing your lips in a sweet, loving kiss. One that would be burned into your memory your whole life. If you thought your first kiss was amazing the second one was even better, and as embarrassing as it was to admit you couldn't wait to share anymore.

~When I'm talking about love woo. When you're talking about love woo. We may be apart but we have faith, thinking about us woo. When I'm talking about love woo. When you're talking about love woo. Am I really crazy for you? Woo woo huh yeah. It's okay because it's the two of us, crazy in love crazy in love. You and I are untainted. Crazy in love crazy in love. I believe you, I don't doubt you. Past, present and future, crazy in love crazy in love. Crazy in love crazy in love crazy in love. Crazy in love crazy in love crazy in love~

Easy Love(Youngbin- SF9)

Requested by: ImChaeRinVevo 

~Did you change or not? You're acting a bit awkward, it's obvious, it's a fact. I'm a bit strange. With my lips, I say no, no. Your face has a mask (Telling me to go, go. Telling me to turn around) Words you're spitting out to me. From some point, there was a crack then we broke apart. Ridiculously, I was ruined. I'll piss off, though I hate you I don't wanna be a loser~

"Look, see I told you they have it here." Lyn informed Jisoo as she pointed at the menu. "This is why you should listen to me!"

Jisoo rolled her eyes and shook Lyn's hand off, "Okay okay. Hey, y/n what do you want to order?"

You glanced over at the both of them and shrugged, "I'm not even hungry so can you just get me a drink? I'm gonna go sit down, alright?"

"Hmm? Oh, okay."

They looked to each other with concern as you walked off towards a random table and taking a seat. You hadn't even wanted to leave your house today you just wanted to stay in and watch netflix while pigging out on ice cream, but the girls decided to take you out and help you get over the breakup.

You sighed and laid your chin on your hand, resting your elbow on the table. Your boyfriend and you had just broken up and even though the ending of the relationship hadn't been the best the beginning had been perfect. Honestly you still loved him, but Youngbin being gone all the time had just built up a lot of stress on the relationship and every time he came back all you both did was fight. The last time you saw him was when he had just gotten back from another trip and you both started to fight, yet again, but you told him in the end that you were done. You didn't want to fight with him anymore.

To be happy you make sacrifices but most of the time those sacrifices aren't ones willingly made, sometimes things change in life that you don't want to change. And sometimes you lose the people you really love because you love them too much. You did love him and you were sure he had loved you, but in the end miscommunication had won.

~Breaking up is so easy for you though it hurts so much for me. Leaving me is so easy for you because it's nothing to you (Just tell me you wanna go) You had no tears at all (Drinks up let's lose control) I hate love, cause it hurts. Cause I'm saying that I hate you. Cause I'm turning into ice (Just tell me you wanna go) Cause it remains as a scar (Drinks up let's lose control)~

"Oh, y/n what about this one?!" Jisoo asked you as she held up a shirt which you actually thought would look nice on her.

You smiled faintly and nodded at her, "That's cute."

"Good, here."

You shook your head and pushed her hand back towards herself, "No you get it. It'll look better on you."

"Oh, really? You think so?"

"Mhm."

She smiled widely and hugged you, "Okay I'm gonna go try it on."

You watched her walk off with a smile on your face and shook your head. You walked around and looked at different things, but when you got to the jewelry casing you stopped and felt your heart drop. "It's-it's the necklace," you whispered as you looked down into the glass.

Behind the counter was a necklace that seemed very similar to the one that Youngbin had gotten you for your anniversary last year. As you stared at it you felt tears start to well in your eyes and quickly brought a hand up to wipe them away before anyone saw them. You let out a pained sigh after and laid your hand flat on the glass, right over the necklace.

"Why do I miss you so much?" You whispered to yourself, still staring at the piece of jewelry that brought good and bad memories to surface.

"Y/n?"

You straightened and wiped under your eyes again fastly, before debating whether to turn or not and face the person behind the oh so familiar voice. Finally, taking in a deep breath and gathering courage you didn't know you had you slowly turned around and stopped when you saw the man behind you, the one and only man you've ever loved.

"Youngbin."

~I was forced to wear you like clothes now it's too tight. If I can't take it off, I'll rip it off so let's break up now. I'll leave, it's what you wanted. I'm letting you go right now, I hope this song becomes an echo in people's hearts and reaches your ears. From some point, there was a crack then we broke apart. Ridiculously, I was ruined. I'll piss off, though I hate you I don't wanna be a loser~

He stood there stiffly and stared at you, his eyes wide and his mouth slightly parted, neither of you saying a thing and creating a suffocating silence. "H-Wha-Uhm," he stuttered out, not knowing what to say either.

He's still so handsome, you thought to yourself as you watched him figure out what to say to you. Why does this have to happen? Why today? Why now?

You were honestly thinking about just turning and walking away but you were frozen, you couldn't even take a step back. It was like seeing him all over again this soon made it seem like the breakup was slapping you in the face again, and you weren't sure how to deal with it. Thankfully you were saved by some girl walking up to the both of you, unfortunately she wrapped her arms through his and pulled him close to her staring curiously at you.

"Oppa, who's this?" She asked him as she gave you a smile.

Oppa? Ar-Are they together? You felt more tears rise behind your eyes and quickly moved your gaze away from the pair. And finally you felt that you could move again so you did just that. You turned and started moving quickly towards the exit.

"Wait, y/n! Wait!" You heard Youngbin calling after you and covered your ears before taking off running.

You didn't care that you were now running through a mall that was crowded with people, nor did you care about the fact that the tears were falling from your eyes and rising again making your vision blurry. You just wanted out of there, you needed to get out.

You didn't hear anything and you didn't see anyone, it was like you had a tunnel vision that was leading you straight towards the double-doored exit. All you knew was that if you didn't get outside, away from everyone, than you'd break and you refused to let Younbin see you break. And thankfully you seemed to reach the exit and push the doors open just as you felt a hand grab ahold of your arm, pulling you to a stop.

Youngbin's POV:

"Oppa, do you think he'll like this one?" Jihee asked me as she held out a nice dress.

"Yeah, I don't see why not, though I doubt he'll be paying attention to your clothes."

Jihee smiled and rolled her eyes at me, shaking her head. "Yeah yeah. Hey, do you think you can go and find me some earrings that match this? I'm gonna go try it on and make sure this size fits."

I nodded and turned away, heading towards the jewelry counter. I couldn't believe that my cousin had roped me into coming and helping her find an outfit for her date with her fiance tonight. I sighed and started to look through the earrings, not really finding any that would go nicely with her. My eyes ran across the rows and racks of jewelry, stopping only once though it wasn't for earrings but for a very familiar figure standing with her hand pressed against the glass casing.

~Breaking up is so easy for you though it hurts so much for me. Leaving me is so easy for you because it's nothing to you (Just tell me you wanna go) You had no tears at all (Drinks up let's lose control) I hate love, cause it hurts. Cause I'm saying that I hate you. Cause I'm turning into ice (Just tell me you wanna go) Cause it remains as a scar (Drinks up let's lose control)~

I felt my heart stop beating and felt the familiar pain that's stayed with me since the breakup. The memory of her walking away crying still plays in my mind every second I'm at home, that's why I've found myself avoiding the place much more than I used and want to. Opening my mouth I stopped myself and stayed silent as I watched her stare down at something. If I said something, anything, there was a chance she'd turn and walk away from me again and I didn't want that. I couldn't bear to see that again. But, I wanted to take a chance.

"Y/n?"

I watched with sadness as she stiffened and didn't turn around for a few seconds before finally she turned and our eyes connected. I felt my heart start to race and felt myself at a loss for words. She's still so beautiful, I thought as I stared at her.

And if I thought her beauty was enough to make my heart race it was nothing compared to how I felt when she started to speak.

"Youngbin?"

I stood there, motionless, as I tried to figure out what I could say to her. Maybe I could talk to her and we could- we could. No, she wouldn't want me back. "H-Wha-Uhm," I managed to stutter out, not knowing what to say in the end.

A thick silence surrounded us as we stared at each other, her eyes skimming away every few seconds and I could tell she was thinking of leaving. Yet, before I could open my mouth again and ask her to stay another voice interrupted us, cutting through the silence like a knife.

Jihee walked up to me and wrapped her arms through mine, pulling herself close to me like she usually did and stared curiously at y/n.  

 "Oppa, who's this?" She asked me as she gave her a smile.

I went to introduce them, forgetting that they'd never met when y/n turned and started to walk away. I panicked and started towards her, "Y/n, wait!"

She took off running and my eyes widened. I turned to Jihee and told her firmly, "Stay here."

She nodded and listened as I took off running after y/n, hoping to catch her before she hurt herself somehow. But every time I even got close to her someone would bump into me or I'd loose sight of her for a brief second making me slow. I called out her name but it seemed as though she didn't hear me, and was making a bee-line for the door not noticing how the people around her parted ways for her quickly before getting ran over.

"Wait, y/n! Stop!"

She reached the door and started to push on it, slowing down enough for me to grab onto her arm and gently pull her back towards me. The exit doors slammed shut behind her and I felt a lightness settle in my chest as I held her in my arms, almost as if a weight had been lifted off of it or as if all I needed to be complete again was her.

~I though we were still in love but you just turned away on your own. I don't wanna let this go, you just wanna end this love. Your arms are now just a dream, your scent is now my breath. My breath is quickening. The flowing tears swallows me up. Thorns rise up above me covering this thorny story. The end of us ended with our last kiss~

Your POV:

You stood stock still as his arms wrapped tightly around you, holding you close to himself as he breathed out a sigh. With surprise you felt something wet fall onto your head and moving it back you realized he was crying. Tears were falling down Youngbin's face and didn't stop even as he stared down at you, and looking into them felt like you were looking through a broken window. It felt as though you could feel his pain and it didn't exactly help you keep the tears at bay.

"Yo-Youngbin?" You questioned him as he kept his grip tight on you.

"Please, please stay here for a minute. I feel whole again."

Your eyes widened at his words and yet you grew even more confused. "What?"

"I missed you," he whispered brokenly to you as he laid his face in the crook of your neck, "I missed you so much."

"Yo-You miss me?" You repeated dumbly, not really knowing how you were supposed to react. "Y-You can't say that."

"Why not? It's true."

You felt as if you had stopped breathing, you weren't sure at all why he said he missed you because he was with someone else. "Be-Because won't your girlfriend be mad?"

Youngbin pulled back and you saw his eyebrows draw together, "Girlfriend?" He asked you slowly, still not exactly understanding what you were saying. Then you saw a smile rise on his face and a laugh escape. "Her? Y/n, that's not my girlfriend. Actually I don't have a girlfriend."

You frowned and looked at him, confused now beyond belief. "Then, who was that?"

"That would be my cousin, Jihee."

"Your-Your cousin?"

He nodded and smiled down at you, pushing a strand of hair behind your ear. "Tell me something," he told you as his face grew sad again, "Do you miss me?"

You stayed silent and debated on answering him. "Yes," you finally whispered. "I miss you so much my heart hurts when I even think about you. Like earlier I saw a necklace and I started to cry because it looked like the one-"

"I got you for our anniversary?" He finished for you making you smile.

"Yeah, that one."

"Well, it can't be exactly the same." He said simply as he took your hand and led you to a bench.

"Why?" You asked him confused, yet again.

"Because I had that one made specially for you."

Your eyes widened and you turned to face him quickly, "What?"

He smiled and rubbed his thumb on your cheek, "You don't think I'd just buy you any necklace for a day that special do you?"

"Yo-You-" You couldn't say anything and felt tears rise again. He did something like that for me?

He smiled fondly and cradled your head in his hands as he stared down at you, "Don't make that face. It was supposed to make you happy."

"I am, it makes me so happy. I just-I just can't stop crying."

He closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against mine, "Don't cry baby."

"I've missed you, so much." You said simply as you closed your eyes as well.

"I've missed you, too. Please take me back."

You smiled and didn't say anything, instead you tipped your head back and kissed him. And you didn't know how much you missed doing it until it happened. You didn't want it to end but you pulled back anyways, smiling up at him. "Always."

~Letting you go is easy I'm telling myself. Erasing me is so easy for you because you're not saying anything (Just tell me you wanna go) That's how I can endure (Drinks up let's lose control) I hate love, cause it hurts. Cause I'm saying that I hate you. Cause I'm turning into ice (Just tell me you wanna go) Cause it remains as a scar (Drinks up let's lose control)~

Save Me, I Don't Wanna Cry(Joshua, Mingyu, V x Reader)

Requested by: peachyyraphiee

Let's see how well these songs fit together shall we? x'D

~I want to breathe, I hate this night. I want to wake up, I hate this dream. I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead. Don't wanna be lonely, just wanna be yours. Why is it so dark where you're not here. It's dangerous how wrecked I am. Save me because I can't get a grip on myself. Because I love you, because the words I love you isn't enough, no matter what I say. I loved you so much, where'd you go? Did you leave because you don't like me anymore? Don't play around, I know you're right there. Feels like you'll appear, so I'm just waiting. I need to find you, need to find you, because if I cry right now, I might not see you~

You hummed along to the song that was playing on the radio, which just so happened to be your favorite song, and danced as you waited for the cup cakes to be done. Three of your closest friends were coming to spend the day with you since ironically you were all off on the same day and they had decided that they wanted to eat some of your baked goods since you were always praised for being good at it, even though it really wasn't that hard to do they still usually burnt the food. You didn't mind though, it gave you something to do to keep your mind occupied before they got here and you actually enjoyed it.

Hearing the oven's timer beep, you opened the small door and pulled the tray out before turning and setting it on a squared oven mitt that was lying on the counter. "Alright, now just have to let them cool down a few minutes before I can ice them," you said to yourself as you let a smile slip onto your face.

The song playing through the speakers switched to another favorite of yours and you cheered as you started to dance and sing along, not noticing the two boys that were gathered in the doorway watching you with amused smiles on their faces. You turned around while belting out a "high note" and stopped with your mouth gaped open when you saw them behind you. Your eyes widened and you blinked quickly in surprise.

"Wh-What are you guys doing in here?"

"Well, we knocked a few times but didn't get an answer and we tried both texting and calling you but neither was replied to so we got worried," Mingyu started off as both him and Joshua walked into the room and took a seat at the counter in front of you.

"Yeah, but luckily I remembered where you kept the spare key so we came in to check to see if you were alright. And by the look of things you're definitely okay, right?"

You felt heat rush to your cheeks and nodded, "That's really embarrassing though. You could've at least called out before I went and embarrassed myself even more!"

They laughed and told you not to worry, that they thought it was cute, making your cheeks redden more. You pouted and turned down the radio before hearing Joshua say, "Tae's not here yet?"

You turned and shook your head, "Nope, I thought he'd beat you guys here as well but looks like he got held up."

~Listen to my heartbeat, it calls you whenever it wants to. Because within this pitch black darkness you are shining so brightly. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. Give me your hand save me save me. Save me, save me. Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears but I don't wanna cry. The path that used to be familiar, it's now unfamiliar. Is this the path I know? I ask myself, what if she's looking for me? I'm looking for you right now~

Right when the words left your mouth you heard your front door opening and then heard hurried footsteps growing closer. Then you guys saw a frantic and out of breath Taehyung sanding in the archway. Your eyes widened and you hurried to his side in concern, "Geez, Tae what happened?!"

"Mian, some fans saw me and started chasing me so I took a back road and some mean dogs started to chase me. Almost got me too, so I had to sacrifice my sausage I was eating on the way here."

The three of you stared at Taehyung with wide eyes after he recapped what happened, before the two boys started to chuckle. "Holy crap, Tae. You're okay though, right?"

Taehyung rolled his eyes and smirked, "Of course I am." Then his eyes widened and he turned to you, "Sorry, I'm late though."

You smiled gently and patted his cheek, "Don't worry about that, I'm just glad you're okay. But why didn't you just come in a car?"

"Because some of the boys had stuff to do today and the managers were with them, I have the day off along with Yoongi hyung and Jungkook-ah but they were just planning on staying at the house."

"Ahh, well go ahead and go get cleaned up. I'll start icing the cup cakes."

"I wanna help!" Mingyu shouted as he stood and hurried to your side.

"Me too!" Joshua and Tae called out at the same time, before turning to each other and narrowing their eyes. "Don't do that." They said again at the same time. "Yah."

Both you and Mingyu let out laughs and you watched as the two looked at each other weirdly before starting to laugh themselves. "I wanna help too! Don't start without me!" He called out as he ran to the bathroom down the hallway.

~Today the moon shines brighter on the blank spot in my memories. It swallowed me, this lunatic, please save me tonight (Please save me tonight, please save me tonight) Within this childish madness you will save me tonight. I knew that your salvation is a part of my life, and the only helping hand that will embrace my pain. The best of me, you're the only thing I have. Please raise your voice so that I can laugh again. Play on. Don't play around, I know you're right there. Feels like you'll appear, so I'm just waiting. I need to find you, I need to go. But tears well up and it's getting blurrier. Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears but I don't wanna cry~

The three of you shook your heads with amusement as you watched him disappear and then you turned and grabbed the different tubs of icing, handing one to each boy. You were smart enough to plan ahead and knew that all three of them would want to help you ice them so you bought 5 tubs, an extra in case one of them didn't like a color they had. Taehyung came running back into the room and you handed him the last two tubs to choose between, knowing that he'd choose his favorite color, and he did with a wide smile and a big thank you.

You then separated the cup cakes equally between the four of you ending up with four each, then began icing them while singing along with the music loudly. Humming along you finished you cup cakes quickly, setting them off to the side on the tray before turning and watching the other boys with a smile on your face. Hurried footsteps ran down the hall and into the kitchen bring an excited Taehyung to a sliding stop, him almost losing his footing and slipping.

"Did you save any for me?" He asked you as he rushed to the other side of the counter and pushed his way between the boys.

"Mhm, they're right there. Choose whichever icing you wa-"

Taehyung was one step ahead of you, grabbing ahold of a tub of icing and grabbing a knife. A huge smile crossed onto his face as he joined the other two in humming and dancing. You watched them all with a smile and leaned your chin on your hand laughing every so often when they'd smear icing on each other.

You frowned when they all looked at each other with smirks before turning to face you and slowly making their way around the counter towards where you were sitting. Your eyes widened and you stood from your stool backing away from the three guys that were ever so slowly getting closer to you.

"Guys," you said slowly, "What are you thinking?"

"Hm? We aren't thinking anything though, right guys?" Joshua said innocently as he looked towards the other tow.

You quickly turned your attention back to the other two and panicked when you noticed how much closer they'd gotten while Joshua had distracted you. Your eyes widened and you quickly turned around and started to run away from the kitchen with the heavy sound of footsteps not far behind you. Laughter slipped out as you ran and you soon felt a pair of arms wrap around your waist, picking you up and twirling you around.

~Listen to my heartbeat, it calls you whenever it wants to. Because within this pitch black darkness, you are shining so brightly. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. Give me your hand save me save me. I'm alright (I'm not alright) I don't miss you (I miss you so much) With words I don't even mean,  even if they're lies, I need to say it. My heart won't listen like I want. Come back, come back, come back. My other half isn't here so how can I live as one? I don't wanna cry~

When you were stopped you saw Taehyung in front of you with a smirk on his face as he brought his hand out from behind his back. Your eyes widened and the smile slipped from your face when you saw the tub of icing in his hand and you quickly glanced back at his face.

"Ta-Tae, don't." You tried to say firmly but that failed when he stepped closer. "Please?" You begged quietly, batting your eyes innocently to hopefully get him to stop.

"Awe, mianhae, Raphie-ah but I have to." he said as he brought his hand to my face and wiped icing on my cheek.

You gasped and closed as you heard Mingyu and Joshua snicker. Mingyu let go of your arms and you stayed still for a moment longer, letting an eerie silence coat the room. After a few minutes you opened your eyes and looked at the boys with a blank face making them take in a sharp breath and a quick step back.

"Run," you said lowly which is exactly what they did.

Taehyung ran somewhere off to the right, Joshua somewhere to the left, and Mingyu simply ran straight away from you. You smirked as you decided which one to run after and took off after him, not knowing at the time that this choice would eventually change how you and him saw each other.

~Thank you for letting me be me. For helping me fly, for giving me wings. For straightening me out, for waking me from being suffocated. For waking me from a dream which was all I was living in. When I think of you the sun comes out so I gave my sadness to the dog (Thank you. For being 'us') Don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. I have a lot of tears, but I don't wanna cry. Don't wanna cry. When we see each other again. Don't wanna cry. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall. Give me your hand save me save me. I need your love before I fall, fall~