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lee heeseung -

right person, wrong timing (part 1)

genre/tw: angst, sad ending

ex/boyfriend heeseung and non specific gender reader!

word count: 0.8k

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opening the email, feeling my fingers shake as i scroll down.

i got in.

i felt the tears run down my face as heeseung embraced me, telling me how proud he was, how he knew i could do it. we both cried, holding each other.

in that moment, i felt overjoyed. i couldnt believe it. a few days later, heeseung was told his audition for hybe was accepted. we were both overjoyed at the fact we could both follow our dreams. but in the coming days, reality swept in.

while heeseung would be staying in korea, i would be moving to germany. the realisation that we couldnt be together so far apart, along with his trainee rules set in. we had only two months left together, so we spent every second together.

we went to all of our favourite places, always trying to forget these were going to be some of our final moments with each other. we also tried out new things, like different restaurants and we even took a pottery class together, where we created little bears for each other. 

the days went quick though, and i found myself having to rush pack in tears the night before i was supposed to leave. i found at least half of my suitcase was full of gifts and clothes heeseung gave me. that night, i didnt sleep at all. instead most of my night was spent crying with heeseung on the phone. 

walking into the airport hand in hand with him was hard. i could feel his grip on my hand tighten the further we walked in, and it broke my heart. as we made our way to the security gate, i turned to him. seeing his eyes full of tears caused me to burst out into tears too, pulling him into my arms. i grabbed his cheek and  kissed him softly, tasting our salty tears. after a few minutes of embracing, he pulled back and pointed at the clock.

“you only- you only have twenty minutes to check in, you should go” 

he couldnt look me in the eyes, while i couldnt take my eyes off of him. i felt so guilty. 

“im so sorry, heeseung. i wish you well in hybe and i know youll get far. please keep me updated.”

“im sorry too, i promise to keep you updated with how it goes”

 “also, just know, i love you, so, so much. ill always love you and ill always be supporting you. and please dont forget me when youre famous.” 

“i love you too, more than i could ever love anyone else. ill never forget you.”

i start walking towards security before turning again,

“goodbye heeseung”

“goodbye”

as i make my way through security, i feel almost as if my heart has been ripped out. waiting , i sit there, holding in tears. when my flight gets called out, i cant help but have tears spill out as i make my way on the plane. the flight goes so slow, so i decide to create a message to send to heeseung when i land. 

when the plane lands, i send the message, throw my phone in my bag, and make my way to the nearest train station.

“heeseung. you probably know this already, but ive loved you ever since you ran into me outside school. your flustered face when you helped me up and kept apologising was the funniest and cutest thing ever. i love your eyes, especially when you ask a question or when you look at something you like. they glow with curiosity and admiration, and its the most beautiful thing ive ever seen (other than your face ofc). i also love your hugs. you’re so incredibly cuddly and it hurts so much to think i wont be able to get hugs from you when im sad anymore. i love your laugh too, its so contagious. its awful i havent been able to see it the last few days. it hurts me to think i wont have you forever like we promised, but i hope you find someone who can love you as much if not more (if thats even possible) than i did, because you deserve it.

I love you, i love you, i love you heeseung, and i wish i could tell you for the rest of my life. ill always be here for you, and although i might not be there right beside you, ill always be right here, only a phone call away. love you xoxoxoxoxoxo”

after a few hours of meeting roomates and getting tours of campus and dorm rooms, i finally lie down, checking my phone.

“i need to hear your voice, ill call you later”

i stayed up, all night, waiting for that call. i never got anything. not then or ever again. i never blamed him though, i couldnt. we just werent meant to be.

soooo, i’ve actually never wrote angst as i’m a very emotional person and this made me cry a lot 😭😭 especially since this is a large fear of mine. i also hate sad endings so i was thinking of making a part two if anyone would like that, or would it be better to leave it like this? i’m indecisive so someone let me know plzzz 🫶 if anyone as tips or criticism i would love to hear it!! thank you for reading this far, i appreciate it!!🤍🤍

ALSO SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING MISTAKES (i hope there isn’t though because i checked this like 20 times. maybe i’m just dumb) 🫶

lee sangyeon - chocolate croissants

genre/tw: fluff, mentions of food (croissants)

(tried to proofread but ngl i wrote this in like 20 minutes and i’m so tired soo don’t be surprised if there is a mistake or two)

barista! sangyeon and non specific gender!reader

word count: 0.4k

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coffee shops were pretty common around your city, with many streets having different ones of different styles. so when a new one popped up near your building, it never really caught your attention. that was, until one day when passing by, you spotted in the window some of the different treats in store, and you just knew you’d have to try some when you had the chance.

and here you are, standing in line at ‘Midnight Mocha’, the new coffee shop.

there were small twinkling lights hanging across the walls, along with various books displayed on the many bookcases. there was this calm and welcoming vibe around the place, which helped ease your slight nerves of trying out a new place. as the line grew smaller and smaller, you had recited your order to yourself about fifty times, making sure you wouldn’t mess it up. your practicing, however, became useless when faced with the man at the till.

stood there, his charming smile that crinkled his eyes and his smooth voice made your face heat up and you mind go blank, and before you knew it, you had forgotten your order.

“i-i was looking for..”

your hesitation made him laugh slightly, before rushing to help.

“don’t worry, the menu can be quite overwhelming. i can talk you through it if you want?”

you nod quickly, and with his help you decide on a chocolate croissant and a cinnamon latte. he points you to a bar to wait for your order, and you can’t help but cringe at yourself when you sit down.

after around five minutes, your name is called out and you quickly make your way up to save yourself any more embarrassment.

it’s the same man as before, and you can’t help but let your eyes skim over the name tag he wore.

‘Sangyeon’

he gives you that charming smile again, before handing you your bag and your cup.

“thank you, hope to see you again!”

you thank him as you walk out, and when you arrive home, you can’t help but smile thinking of the man. you’re in the middle taking a sip of your drink when you spot some writing on one of the napkins handed to you. it read,

“i hope you don’t find this creepy, but i was wondering if you’d maybe go out with me sometime? here’s my number -09XXXXXXXX

~Sangyeon”

smiling to yourself, you immediately decided that daily visits to this new coffee shop were now an important part of your routine. both for the delicious food and for the cute worker.

sooo, i don’t know if i like this. i’m like super tired right now and i have to sleep but i wanted to put something out there to as i had some creative juice flowing in me. anyways, goodnight everyone and i hope you did enjoy this!!💜

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lee juyeon - confession and oblivion

genre/tw: fluff, swearing

shy/awkward juyeon and fem!reader

word count: 0.4k

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taking the rose in your hand, you look back up to the boy who has his head down, facing his shoes. in the corner of your eye, you see what seems to be his group of friends poking their heads around the corner of the back wall of your school, cheering him on. you cant help but laugh at the nervous aura of the boy.

juyeon has always been quite oblivious to your liking towards him. while hyunjae always claimed you were looking at him “like you were in love with him”, juyeon would insist there was nothing going on between you two. even after you asked him to the school dance, he would still insist it was just that you didnt want to go alone while your friends all had dates. in the end, you couldnt help but feel like giving up. maybe he just didnt like you back. you two became more distant as your ‘good morning <3 ’and ‘good night x’ messages disappeared. you might have thought this didnt bother juyeon, but you were entirely wrong. you found him poping up randomly around you and despite how awkward he was, he always tried his best to keep up a conversation. Now it was you who received messages like;

Juyeon🤍

“ good night !” sent 23:14

“ sorry if i woke you up, i didnt mean to” sent 23:15

“ i’ll see you tomorrow in school!” sent 23:19

“ you know that” sent 23:26

“ unless you’re sick” sent 23:31

“ please dont be sick” sent 23:31

“ not that i would hate you or something” sent 23:34

“I just want to see you tomorrow” sent 23:35

“ not in a creepy way “ sent 23:36

“ i just really like being near you” sent 23:38

“ not in a weird way again” sent 23:38

“ i give up” sent 23:39

“ goodnight “ sent 23:40

“ x “ sent 23;58

in a matter of days, you were back to being inseparable. even juyeon could see the way you looked at him now. He would catch your stares and watch as your face would flush pink whenever you got caught. both of your friends constantly tried to get either of you two to confess, but neither of you were confident enough to do it. that was until juyeon finally decided to confess. 

after looking down at the rose once more, you throw your arms around him, hugging him and whispering in his ear;

“I like you too, dumbass” 

im going to live by the motto ‘nobody’s first work is their favourite’ as this is most definitely not my favourite. i’m decided to post this as i was to get rid of my nervousness when posting my story’s as i’m insecure 😍 anyways hope you enjoyed and i’d appreciate any feedback or interactions you se fit!!

thank you~~~~~ 💕