A Collection Of Things That Have Made Me Feel A Certain Way
a collection of things that have made me feel a certain way
updated 23042024
not everything recommended here will suit everyone (smut/ violence/ toxic relationships) and if you do click into links please make sure you read the tws before continuing.
Social Media AU! (text messages/ snapchat/ twitter/ insta typa vibes)
casual - @muniimyg (JJK × reader)
i have been religiously following this on one of my other tumblr accounts and it's finally completed and i'm so excited to share this with all of you!!
reading this made my insides very tingly and BUTTERFLY typa energy!
lowkey my new comfort fic!
there's some written parts here and there but it really just adds to the CONTENT and the SPICE of the whole situation
Tiger Flower - @v-hope (JJK × reader/ KTH × reader)
hella fluffy. makes my heart do the uwu. very much wholesome. something i stayed up till 6am reading
11/10 would stay up till 6 reading it again.
also the significance of tiger lilies is insanely aDORABLEEE
my love for jjk has just grown a gazillion times more
Under A Shadow - @firebettercallnct (KTH × reader, slight JJK × reader)
a lil angst and a lil fluff. (as all good stories will have)
kinda wish it was longer idk. im a sucker for super long stories.
ALSO !! we get some side yoonmin action !!!!!!!!!!!
Stole your shirt - @firebettercallnct (JJK × reader)
one of my personal favs. super cute and also everyone’s on some kinda crack or sum shit idk.
p damn fluffy and when you reach the end you’ll j kind of wish you could go back to before u read it because u wna experience all the feelings agn.
ALSO!!!! we hv some namjin and yoonseok action !!!1!!
Rumour Has It - @bangtann-bangdamn (KTH × reader)
very much wholesome.
genuinely found it quite funny and it had me laughing at 2 in the morning
i dont rly hv much to say just pls go read it.
everyone should read it once in their lives
Belong - @v-hope (KTH × reader)
THIS IS FINALLY COMPLETED!!
something i chanced upon during my late night fanfic times and like let me tell you. a whole fucking new world.
this was really a beautiful read. 11/10 obsessed with this. i literally spend my time rereading this.
teehee give this a read. all yall artist!taehyung fans are rly not gna regret it
Daylight - @maravillamin (MYG × reader)
will make you decide to legally change your name to y/n
ever wanted to be a single mom because you got a divorce with your useless husband? no? well now you wish you were.
literally dad!yoongi and mom!reader
also you have the cutest friends? like this is so cute. makes me want to birth children
touch of him - @herherteartear (JHS × reader)
you are living the perfect girl life kinda thing and hoseok's the opposite of it all
this is serving polar opposites but not really kind of energy.
also this is giving off "business only" family energy if you know what i mean.
Actual written things !!
Monster - @btssmutgalore (JJK × reader)
currently deactivated so i've linked the fic from dee's ao3
this started so many years back and just a few days ago it finally became a completed fic!!!
i have an extremely soft spot for this jungkook.
personal favourite is chapter 18. like literally my heart expands a gazillion times just thinking about this
ngl i was here more for the plot than for the smut. truly chef's kiss
charred - @neonlights92 (JHS × reader)
this was genuinely quite intense. i dont really know what i was expecting out of this tbh.
development of story plot was great! I enjoyed seeing how it unfolded bit by bit.
this was part of a collection of fics written about mafia!bts n this is my literal fav. i feel like it wasnt too cliche?? (take note of how i said i feel, bcs at this pt i dont even know what counts as cliche anymore) but hey to me this was good n refreshing n i liked it n now i want to share this with all of u
Beloved - @bang-tan-bitches (MYG × reader)
major yandere energy. lowkey disturbing but some part of me is just madly obsessed with this.
also when you picture daechwita!yoongi it really just drives you craycray
i really dont know what else to say?! but do give this a read (only if you're comfortable)
this is definitely not going to be something that everyone is okay with reading so please check the warnings before proceeding!
love of my life - @latetaektalk (MYG × reader)
okay this shit be painful af. this fucking broke me. idk have never been the same since. would still read it all over again.
this was about 7k words? so not the longest but it was long enough for something so sad :(
in general really sad and emo. if you want to feel like the whole world is crashing on you pls give it a read.
the art of the rom-com - @gukyi (JJK × reader)
first of all wtf. made me feel single af.
it’s our fav kind of enemies to lovers energy. slowburn. college au. yeah you get the gist.
super fluffy but we love to see it. also mildly angsty but it’s all g we will get over it.
okay but also this was so longggg!!! what an experience. a solid 33k words. i nv thought i would reach the end of it but i did.
super solid read. i hope yall read it too.
blossom - @namfinessed (KTH × reader)
okay first off, yall alrdy know i love hella long fics. this was 38k+ words.
please only read this when you have the time istg i was staring on my tiny screen and really wanted to just fall asleep but also it was too intriguing to just sleep on.
yall rly be sleeping on this though. a very solid read.
i mean you really can’t go wrong with florist!taehyung energy amirite
bad influence: collection - @noteguk (JJK × reader)
so this is an ongoing one as well.
truth is i havent finished reading whatever has been posted yet. BUT i do have a very good reason for it, which is that i’m not ready to be in a position where i realise i’m going to be done reading it.
frm wtv i’ve read this is some sexy ass story.
honestly you could read it as individual parts i guess? but for the real feels pls read all the way from the first part.
oh and it’s a hella hot badboy!jungkook so yes if you r into that you def should add this to your must read list.
easy - @itsamejin (JJK × reader)
okay so here’s the deal with this. collegeau! fuckboy energy. bets are made. yea you kinda get it.
It’s a very basic boy takes bet and ends up falling for the girl kinda thing but idk i really enjoyed the process of reading it.
you get the good fluff and angst balance in this too so :>
Thoughts Of You Keep Me Awake At Night - @hollyhomburg (MYG × reader)
yoongi asking for cuddles i-
reason stated above should be reason enough for you to go read this
it’s a short 2.1K word situation here so you don’t have to spend a whole hour on it heheh
very nice experience if you’re reading this while it’s late at night and you are alone in bed and can’t seem to fall asleep.
Get You The Moon - @bymoonchild (KTH × reader)
enemies to lovers. do i really have to elaborate on this?
you get to see soft!taehyung and also like jock!taehyung all in one !!
i felt shy reading this. was super absorbed.
ooh and it’s smutty too!
it’s relatively long (we’re talking 19.6k words besties) but wow the build up, the plot the everything is peak!!!
Paper Cranes - @aquaminwrites (KTH × reader)
we are talking best friends to lovers. some next level fluff. kim taehyung is completely to die for here. i kid you not.
made me wish someone would like me this much lol.
i felt the butterflies reading this. got some post reading depression after this,,,
18.3k words about how you n kth are like the best in the world?? so like go read?!!
anti-baby fever - @gashinabts (JJK × reader)
pls this was so funny and for WHAT!?
it genuinely made me laugh out loud at 2.32 in the morning.
okay but it’s smutty so you gotta be able to like the spice to read this
it’s also short (4.5k)!! which is a blessing if you are planning to read smth real quick before going to bed!!
but i found myself relating to this though bcs i do not want to have babies unless it’s w bts :’)
SIN CITY - @btssmutgalore (PJM × reader)
currently deactivated so i've linked the fic from dee's ao3
okAY YALL so this is the one thing that lives in my head rent free. istg there was a period a while back when i went on a social media cleanse or smth but i just had to go back onto tumblr to get updates on this
genuinely the one thing that keeps me going
it’s completed so u can experience all the emotions in one sitting if you are up for that.
has my whole heart.
dear @btssmutgalore i love you for writing this. pls marry me.
and yes it is spicy my dears. very spicy.
you do get a decent amt of fluff n angst ish n smut so yes it covers all bases.
and you get sum dancing jimin :>
you won’t be able to control yourself istg pls go and read.
Waking Up Next To The Sun - @houseofwhalien (JHS × reader)
this do be wholesome hours w bby jung hoseok
wholesome morning becomes spicy morning and then back to wholesome morning
okay and this is truly the duality of jung hoseok. like i can literally picture the man being exactly like this
is a short 1.8k of sunshine to bless yall !
Interrupted - @kimnjss (JHS × reader)
let me get yall with this. this is actual spice spice. we are talking extra chilli pepper flakes.
i’m not usually one for something that is just full on spice but like i was feeling sum typa way when i read this.
it’s idol!jhope in here who also turns out is your boyfriend. istg y/n do be the luckiest uGH.
it isn’t too long (4.3K words) so it works as a quick read to convince your brain to have some sexy hoseok dreams.
there was a bug - @kimnjss (KNJ × reader)
i felt frustrated reading this man. like the push and pull - istg my girl y/n and kimnamjoon really needa get their shit tgt.
this was so dirty and for WHAT!! making me shy in bed when i’m all alone with my phone hngghh
has quite a bit of angst and fluff but it’s worth it. the 7k words are all worth it.
baby, my baby - @pjimims (JJK × reader)
okay this was something i read years ago but as i was scrolling through the things i liked i found it again!
thought it was quite cute
i mean come on dad!jungkook is to die for
am kinda sad they aren't writing anymore fics tho :"(
Angel in the Darkness - @icyhobi (JJK × reader)
okay this made me go oop
i remember seeing like part 3 and i was like okay gna wait for it to be a completed fic before i start reading. and i finally got around to reading it yesterday.
mafia!jungkook is kinda my thing now i guess idk
also wth they all be so sneaky sneaky about everything
will make u go omg out loud
anyway i think i am going to hv I trust issues now (finish reading it and you'll know what i mean by this)
Meet The Parents - @btssaysstudy (KNJ × reader)
idk what it was about this that made me feel very warm but i liked it a lot
it's super short and wholesome
and idk it's nice to think that our dear kim namjoon would be like this
cute read for when you're busy and need a short burst of fluff to get you through the day
Serving Bitterness - @guksthighs (KSJ × reader)
let me start off by saying this is like the first seokjin fic im recommending omg
this is a super short one (1.8k words) so it's something that you can probably squeeze in during the busy mornings.
let me first start off by saying y/n is really not here to play lol
also you do gonna be experiencing some second hand embarrassment at the end of it though oof
but yes pls read it was kinda cute, kinda wish it was longer though
do you want me (dead?) - @gukyi (JJK × reader)
this is a hogwarts au story!!!
dont you just love ravenclaw seeker mr jjk bcs im obsessed!!!!
v cute fic honestly
10/10 wld recommend
pls give it a read hehe
Exitus Acta Probat - @bang-tan-bitches (MYG × reader)
guys,,,, mafia!yoongi pls i am on my knees.
funnily enough i discovered this ages ago during one of my late night tumblr reads but then i lost it the next morning. was able to find it again a few days (?) ago!!
i really liked how yoongi pulled sneaky moves and basically lulled y/n into believing whatever he wanted her to believe to get what he wants
it's lowkey giving yandere(?) and something about yoongi in yandere-ish vibes really keeps me going on a daily basis
tbh my mind sometimes goes back to them and makes me wonder where they are now!!
(pls,,, if you ever want to write more for them,,, i am so ready for it!!)
The one that got away (literally no longer exist; but just going to keep it here)
the snow king - @bloomsuga (KTH × reader)
you got fanatsy stuff going on. you got hella angsty and fluffy all at the same time. besties i think we found the best ice prince! kim taehyung out there.
also we have some slight cutie jimin moments. ( a definite plus!)
oh yea and it gets smutty but in like the most beautiful way.
also this was a long read of 25k words. but it’s a an absolute beautiful creation. did not know that we could put 25k words altogether to make such a masterpiece.
lowkey wanted to cry bcs its way too good.
Willow - @breakiebunny (JJK × reader)
i am not going to ever recover from this.
the number of times i find my brain just drifting over to this work of art is not okay.
my whole heart is still out here hoping desperately that in some alternate universe where this is true that everything is nice and works out great
i felt kinda empty after finishing this ngl,,,
and this is a one-shot,,,
will always hold a piece of my heart
stood up - @parkdatjimin (MYG × reader)
okay everybody. pls. just read this pls.
like this was bloody long. fricking 26.7k words. but what a great use of 26.7k words.
it's like shakespeare rose from the dead and was like what if i dropped another hit!!! (okay not a hit,,, idk it's 2 in the morning i cant think)
for someone who has never even been in a relationship in her whole life i really FELT THIS like in my heart, in my soul typebeat
also working some meh food n beverage job is literally my life. laugh out loud. going to daydream about this when i'm at work tomorrow.
bitter sweet - @mikrksmos (JJK × reader)
once again ladies and gents, my fav typa thing; bf2l
my heart. so full of love. for bestfriend!jk
also wtheck jungkook with a lil sibling? heck yea sign me tf up!!
i think i was very much overwhelmed with the emotions that our dear jk felt bcs sometimes life do be like that
plot was p dang noice!!
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As I write this, it's been 8 years and a day since the boys have debuted. I remember being 12 and watching M Countdown during the holidays. I was eating choco pie while lazing on the couch - desperately waiting for a group I recognised to come out. One of the most uneventful days of my life was the one day that turned all of their lives upside down.
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In 2014 I remember rushing to the hi-touch venue in hopes of being able to see a glimpse of them. Call me god's favourite or whatever but I found myself standing at a spot where I could clearly see each of them. For a super broke 13 year old who had no money to get tickets, just being able to see them in real life was a complete dream come true.
In the June of 2016, I went to Korea for my usual once every 2 years trip. The night I decide to go to the han river for a lovely night walk is the night jungkook is there, but me being me, I don't even notice till I check twitter when I am back in my airbnb. I have never cursed myself so much before but sometimes life just works out that way.
Later on in the year, I would be going to Japan for a family trip. All hell is about to break loose in my family because our flight was delayed and we may be missing our next connecting flight. Despite this chaos I decide that nature calls, and while we figure out how to rush to the next flight I make a quick trip to the toilet. And then that is when I see a bunch of fans sitting in an area holding up signs and I recognise the names of all the members. I stand there in absolute confusion and then the most amazing 7 boys walk by and I'm like oh shit ! BTS!!! Is this god's way of saying sorry about what happened earlier in the year?
And now we're so many years past and I've spent every single day of all these years finding comfort, joy, and absolute peace watching as these 7 boys grow as artist and as people. What an honour it is to have been able to experience my youth with them. It is true pure serendipity that I met the most amazing people to grow with and for that I will be eternally grateful. Here's to many more years of me emo-ing over BTS growing up.
Under A Shadow M.lst

Yn has a model sister and she’s been living under her shadow her whole life. Everyone knows her as “Aecha’s sister” and that is IF they even know her. Every boy she liked fell for her sister including this one. Until Taehyung comes around and helps her grab Jungkook’s attention. But while doing that, Yn has already caught his.
genre: angst, fluff, crack?
introduction
part 1 | coffee spill
part 2 | what is red and thick?
part 3 | blackmailing
part 4 | purest person
part 5 | making daddy proud
part 6 | drunk tweets
part 7 | thirst tweets
part 8 | dirty minded | extra
part 9 | diamond | extra
part 10 | paradise
part 11 | busy
part 12 | game for two
part 13 | packing
part 14 | fighting
part 15 | sis…get some help
part 16 | signed
part 17 | mine
part 18 | you like him don’t you?
part 19 | got some tea
part 20 | meal
end
Thoughts Of You Keep Me Awake At Night
(Insomniac! Yoongi x Roommate! Reader)
Summary: You really try to ignore the less than platonic feelings that you have for your roommate but he hardly makes it easy when he stumbles into your room at three am asking for cuddles
Word Count: 2.1K
Tags: Insomnia, mild Angst, Yoongi x reader, roommate! au, Best friends to lovers, Hurt/comfort, Anxiety mention, Fluff
Authors Note: THIS IS A HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR MY FAVORITE TUMBLR BUT PEACHY 🍑 🍑 🍑 🍑 🍑 @peeachypop HAPPY 23 BIRTHDAY MY DUDE- I had a hard time choosing between Namjoon and Yoongi for you (and then I was like what if I did both Namjoon and Yoongi) but then this came to me in the depths of my jet lag so here you go .。*゚+.*.。(❁´◡`❁)。.。:+*
ALSO WOW THIS IS A LITTLE AANGSTY JESUS

“Yoongi?” the sound of your bedroom door opening wakes you from your slumber. Not that you really mind; it’s either very late Saturday or early Sunday morning and there is still plenty of time to sleep. Which is why the appearance of your best friend and roommate Yoongi at your bedroom door is even more perplexing.
If there’s one thing you’ve learned about Yoongi, since you first became his friend all those years ago and moved in with him 6 months ago, it’s that the boy loves his sleep. Its one of the many reasons why you mesh well actually; most nights you’d both rather nap then go out. And the majority of the time the idea getting cozy on the couch to keep out the winter chill is a more than agreeable proposition in place of hanging out with each other. Sometimes you watch TV to distress, sometimes you talk, sometimes one of you falls asleep (on his shoulder, or him with his head in your lap) and the other pretends to watch the TV and shoves down the urge to run their hands through the other’s hair.
That’s always how you and Yoongi have been- friends with more than friends feelings for each other.
How well you get along Is one of the many reasons why he asked you to move in with him last summer when he finally decided to move out of the dorms with the boys (Not that he doesn’t still love them- it was just time for him to get his own place).
The lease on your apartment was up- and you where looking at a place on the other side of the city- an abhorrent distance that would make daily hangouts a chore if not non existent (and Yoongi didn’t want to lose you) so he looks at a 2 bedroom place and asks you to move in with him.
you always suspect he hides the actual price of rent from you- because there’s no way what little he asks of you is half the rent. The floor to ceiling windows in the nicer part of town do just a little to win you over, but in the end, it’s the proximity to your best friend that makes you agree.
You both mesh well together. And you’d be lying if you said your mind didn’t occasionally drift to ideas of how well you could get along if you were more than friends. But most of the time you care too much about your friendship to even consider perusing things further. Other times like when he invites you to one of his concerts or when he wears tight leather jackets- you have a harder time reigning in your overly imaginative heart.
Which is why you rub your eyes a second time. Letting out a second quiet “Yoongi- is that you?” when the pale man doesn’t move from the doorway. You clear your eyes leaning in to see him. And you notice his rumpled hair from tossing and turning. His baggy flannel pajamas hang off of him. His puffy eyes are accompanied by dark circles and the dark recess turning like the tide; full of too many emotions that you can’t decipher.
In that moment with you looking up at him- Yoongi knows he shouldn’t be here. Anything that puts your friendship in jeopardy shouldn’t happen. But he can’t bear this right now- and he needs someone- but he doesn’t want just anyone- he needs you.
“Yoongi, have you slept at all?” you ask. And he shakes his head, not trusting himself to speak just yet. You sit up Adjusting the large white tee shirt to not hang off your shoulders.
Occasionally Yoongi has insomnia. He doesn’t tell you much about it, and he’s usually sullen and snappy enough that you leave him alone until you’re sure the episode has passed knowing there’s little you can do to help him. He’s never come to you before like this.
“Do you want me to make you some tea to help you fall asleep?” you offer with a small smile. He shakes his head once, moving a little further into the room.
“Can I sleep with you?” he asks quietly. And it’s not like you both haven’t fallen asleep on each other a million times in front of the TV, but this, sleeping in a bed together, feels more and more like a boundary that shouldn’t be pushed. You inhale a jagged breath- and Yoongi knows what you’re gonna say before you say it.
“Yoongi I don’t know if that’s the best ide-“
“I know we’re just friends but please- I don’t think I can be alone right now and I think I-“ I need someone to hold me he wants to say but the words are caught in his throat and Yoongi can’t finish the sentence. to you his voice usually so controlled sounds raw and untethered. Yoongi certainly looks astray- where he shifts uneasily from foot to foot like he might bolt in a second if you say the wrong thing.
It was so stupid of him to ask this he thinks to himself- he should just go back to his own room before you reject him further. You just rub your eyes blearily for a second- then finally drag back your duvet and scoot over to make a space for him in your bed next to you.
He climbs into bed quickly- worried that you’ll turn him away. Your messed up hair sticks up in tufts, mused from tossing in your sleep. He never thought he’d get to see you like this, but right now the fact that he feels like he’s seconds away from shattering is keeping him from enjoying it. His bare feet are cold against your ankles as you scoot closer to him wrapping an arm around his cold middle. It’s the middle of winter, and the cold presses in with sharp hands.
Normally this wouldn’t be bold, but in the darkness, it feels like it is. Yoongi is suddenly very glad that your eyes are closed- you don’t see him flush as you snuggle closer to his chest.
“Now,” your soft voice says against the fabric of his flannel pajama shirt. “Are you gonna tell me what’s up?” with anyone else the casualness would bother him, piss him off actually, but you make him want to spill all his secrets with just a simple “what’s up.”
Any other time he would lie and say nothing. But the slow treacherous pace of your hands smoothing up and down his back disarm him. “I got anxious,” he says softly. Your hands still on his back- and suddenly you feel wide awake- you’re suddenly aware of the fact that Yoongi is shaking slightly, his hands fisted in the back of your shirt as he trembles.
If there’s one thing you rarely talk about- it’s your emotions. You’re aware that Yoongi has struggled with depression and anxiety but you had no idea that was why he couldn’t sleep sometimes. The condition of your silence seemed imperative on keeping each other just far enough away to discourage romantic feelings. This, by comparison, feels raw and like those boundaries never existed at all.
“What about?” you prod gently, aware that the peace right now is tenuous. The breath he lets out is uneven and uncertain.
“Everything just builds sometimes- stress from writing songs, getting them out on time, making them perfect, being perfect, practice, sometimes I feel like I’m so stressed that the smile’s going to slide right off my face in the middle of a concert or fan sign and I’m going to ruin it all- or I’m going to fuck up the choreography- or be so busy worrying about something else that I forget a line or-“
“Yoongi” you interrupt and he waits for you to tell him that you don’t want to hear it- that you just want to sleep- that he should go because you changed your mind. But you just pull him closer and move your hands up too his hair, running them through the tangled mess and smoothing it down before rubbing your nails up against his skull. The action sends delightful shivers down his back- relaxing him, he stops shaking.
“You’re one of the best performers and producers in the world. I don’t think any amount of mistakes in the world could destroy that. You can’t take away creative talent like that.”
“You think I’m talented?” most day’s Yoongi wouldn’t even question a statement like that- but tonight, with his emotions so raw and His self-esteem teetering on the edge of a depressive low- those words are exactly what he needs to hear.
“Of course I do.” You say softly holding him a little tighter. His feet aren’t cold anymore- and he’s filled the bed with the soft warmness that you get from snuggling another person- something that neither of you has gotten in so long. And on this cold night- it’s exactly what the doctor ordered.
“Sometimes I think I’m too sad to be a rapper- if I’m not feeling normally like everyone else how can they relate to what I’m saying?”
“I think that’s exactly why your lyrics- your writing is so important Yoongi. You give the people a voice who have none.”
“But no one else talks about it.”
“But they should and you’re brave enough too. You have no idea how much I admire you for that Yoongi. You’re the bravest person I’ve ever met.” In the darkness of your bedroom Wrapped up in your arms. Yoongi feels anything but brave. But your words have done enough to pop his jarred pieces back into place. And right now- that’s enough to make him feel truly steady for the first time in days.
You go quiet as Yoongi pulls you in tighter. Holding onto you like he has no intention of ever letting you go. You listen until his uneven breathing has turned steady- before you finally let yourself drift off as well.
In the morning- when you wake you’re so deliciously warm that immediately you don’t realize what- or more accurately- who you’re currently lying on top of. You’re barely cognizant enough to realize who’s hands are running through your hair and who’s soft voice you hear, barely a grumble in the quiet morning. You feel his voice two fold Once from your ear pressed to his chest- and again as they’re said in the open.
“Sometimes I wonder how you can get me so easily.” he swallows and continues softer. “With other people, it feels like I’m speaking gibberish whenever I talk about my emotions. But you’re the first person who’s ever understood me like this. It makes me want to love you in ways I’m sure you’d be uncomfortable with.”
You fight to make yourself still pliant, to not seize up when you hear the words love- and somehow Yoongi doesn’t notice- though your heart is beating too fast, your breath too loud.
“But I’m ok with just this- I’d be ok with whatever you gave me because you’ll always be enough for me.” His hand never stills on its course- rubbing back and forth over your back and head. And in that moment- you’re so comfortable that you let sleep pull you down again. Your Heart beats erratically with the thought that he loves me he loves me he loves me.
When Yoongi wakes up alone- but he’s a little too warm to think that he’s been alone for long. Your spot next to him is still a little warm. And his chest still flutters with that almost giddy feeling of having you near. He hears soft noises from the kitchen and stumbles out to see you fumbling with his fancy coffee maker (one that Jin bought him ages ago so that he didn’t spend so much money on lattes).
You smile at him- still ruffled in your white shirt and velvet sleep shorts. “Good morning!” You say cheerily, Yoongi grumbles- his words still not working so early, his mind tangled from a few hours of sleep. He twines his arms around your middle and hooks his chin over the side of your shoulder as you continue to fiddle with the steamer.
Yup- the blush that covers your cheeks is totally normal for roommates to have.
“You stole my personal space heater,” he mumbles by way of a good morning. He can hear the smile in your words.
“Sorry- coffee calls” he opens his eyes at that, staring down at the latte you’re working on- there’s another cup next to you that you’ve obviously tried to hide but he can see it clearly now that he can see in front of you.
“Is that? For me?” he asks softly- because sitting there on the counter is a lattee- he can tell by the smell that it’s made just the way he likes. But what makes him flush isn’t that you’ve simply made it for him. It’s the heart drawn in chocolate syrup on the top.
The flush that covers his cheeks is defiantly platonic? Right?

blossom - k.th.

genre: fluff, angst (38k+ rip phone readers)
taglist: @2oct @ppeachyttae @ggukkieland @vantxx95 @squirrelandcrafts
summary: "can you please make me a bouquet which conveys ‘fuck you’?“
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taehyung sighs as he sits back down after making a large bouquet of different roses for a man who clearly needed to apologise to someone, considering the amount of money he spent, he probably fucked up pretty badly.
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anti-baby fever| (m)
Word: 4.5k
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader, established relationships
Genre: comedy, fluff, smut, angst
Summary: jungkook gives you a Mother’s Day gift as a joke, now your mom thinks you’re pregnant.
Warnings: smut, multiple orgasms, nipple play, fingering, fondling, creampie, impregnation kink, jk lobes titties, unprotected sex, anxiety, suicide mentioned, crying, a messy argument
a/n: My family celebrates Mother’s Day on tenth so happy Mother’s Day! Idk if there’s any mom armys lol. But here’s something for you guys and hope you enjoy this!!! comment and tell me Whatchu think…remember that your comments and support are what motivates me to write 🥸🥸

“ Happy Mother’s day!,” Jungkook hands you the bouquet of flowers. The last time you checked, you didn’t have any kids. If anything you despise kids, the thought of their sticky grubby hands always reaching for their ipad made you shudder. Your mother always scolds you for not having maternal instincts, but you could care less.
You grab the flowers staring at the pretty petals. “ We don’t have kids,” you remind your boyfriend. You look at him, biting the inside of your cheek, Jungkook looks hot with his hair tied up, some hair strands framing his face.
“ Well, you are always taking care of me,” he gives you a boyish smile and then pecks your cheek. “ Also, I do be sucking your titties.” There are people around you guys and you grow red in fear that they heard this conversation.
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